If
GOD
CAN
SPEAK THE ENGLISH LANGUAGE..
THis
is
what
GOD
SAYS..
“i can’t color between the Lines..
CAUSE i’m perfectly incomplete..
i’m
still
working on my
MASTERPIECE…”
GOD IS THE CREATIVE FORCE
THAT MANIFESTS
FROM
STEPHEN HAWKING
NOTHINGNESS
TO
THE
INTERRELATIONSHIP
OF
ALL
THAT
IS
AKA
MOTHER NATURE TRUE!
GOD
SPEAKS
IN
THE
CALL OF THE WILD..
HUMAN
CREATES CULTURE
AND
SCIENCE
TO
ATTEMPT TO SPEAK
FOR
GOD..
AND YES..
THIS MOST DEFINITELY DOES INCLUDE
ALL RELIGION
TOO…
PHILOSOPHY 101
TEACHES ME
BY WAY OF
MY INSTRUCTOR
MR.
HUNT..
A simple and MOST VALUABLE LESSON OF LIFE..
CULTURE IS NOT NATURE ALONE
CULTURE IS CONTRIVED
ABSTRACT DERIVED
CONCEPT
FROM
COMPLEX HUMAN ABSTRACT HUMAN LANGUAGE…
Before that i am concerned that my clothes
might not attract
the opposite
sex
well enough to find a mate….
Where in the HELL DID i get THAT IDEA FROM..
culture of course..!
IF ONLY I LEARN THROUGH INNATE
INSTINCT.. INTUITION
BY WAY OF PHYSICAL INTELLIGENCE..
THEN..
TO MOVE MY BODY.. EMOTIONS..
AND SENSORY INTEGRATION..
IN
BALANCE..
i will BE a HOT COMMODITY FOR GIRLS THEN..
INSTEAD OF A WALLFLOWER
NERD….
WELL THINGS DO CHANGE..
AND THINGS DID CHANGE AFTER THAT LECTURE
BY
MR. HUNT…
i
drive to the beach and SEE
GOD IN THE BLUE SKIES AND SUN..
INSTEAD
OF
THE LIES OF CHURCH WALLS SUBJUGATING MY NATURAL
HUMAN
ALL
NATURAL
FREEDOM THROUGH ILLUSORY FEARS..
AS AN INNATELY
SEXY
BEAST..
WHO IS TAUGHT TO BE A ROBOT
INSTEAD OF A FLOWING
GRACEFUL
TIGER
ON
THE SAVANNAH
ATTRACTING AND GAINING
RESPECT
FROM
OTHER CATS…
AND IT SET FREE MY INNATE NATURE
JUST ENOUGH
TO ATTRACT
A
SEXY CUBAN FEMALE BEAST
OF
A
GIRL..
YES i think i meet my match then…
but no..
the robot still lives in me..
and eventually is still too repressed in religious
robot chains
to meet the free spirit that is her..
innately with or without
book
learning as such…
MY CONFIDENCE LEAVES ME..
THE CALL OF THE WILD IN ME DIES..
AND THEN AFTER that DEPRESSION
GOES AWAY i become a runner
through the
roads and back roads..
and once again..
become
a
somewhat
SEXY
BEAST…
AND THEN
THE ATTRACTIONS
DO
COME..
AND GO FOR ME..
UNTIL GAINING SOME MORE SOCIAL COGNITION
IN WILD AND FREE WAYS..
IN THE HALLS OF DANCE
AND BOWLING CENTER
CONNECTIONS
AT
WORK..
i then see the most beautiful girl i ever see for me..
surpassing the beauty of the match i think is for me..
before..
AND I WORK AND WORK
TO
‘APPREHEND’
HER
AND
SUCCESS DOES COME
IN MARRIAGE STILL TO THIS DATE
ALMOST
25
YEARS LATER..
on February 21st coming up…
And then.. relegated to the world behind a computer
for five long years away from the general public..
IN COLD HEARTED ADMINISTRATIVE AND SUPERVISORY WAY..
i LOSE MY BODY.. HEART.. SOUL
SPIRIT
AND
ALMOST LOSE MY LIFE
THROUGH
THE DEVIL
OF
STRESS
AND LOSS OF LOVING HUMAN CONNECTIONS…
GOD
IS
THE GOD OF DIVINE MASCULINE PER SURVIVAL
GOD
IS
THE DIVINE GOD
OF FEMININE
PER
UNCONDITIONAL LOVE
IN
US AS
SPECIES
TO SURVIVE IN COOPERATIVE
WAY!
BUT
MORE THAN ANYTHING
GOD
IS
AN
UNFINISHED
MASTERPIECE
OF
ART..
AND
WHEN WE
REFLECT THAT CREATIVITY
THAT IS GOD
WE
WORK
AS
GOD
2
!
SO THAT IS WHAT
i always
practice
NOW..
TO
BE ONE BRAVE FORCE
AS
FREE AS GOD..
AND
IN
JANUARY OF THis YEAR
MY NEW YEAR’S RESOLUTION
IS
TO BECOME
AS
BRAVE
AS
ONE!
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/01/01/brave-as-one-2014/
i cOME OUT
dressed in
my
Grayie Tighties
IN FRONT OF
THE WORLD
OF POETRY BOTH
TO SURPRISE
AND
DISMAY OF SOME FAMILY
MEMBERS WHO QUICKLY
DE-FRIEND ME
ON FACEBOOK
AS ‘NO ONE’
WANTS
TO
BE
ASSOCIATED WITH
THE VILLAGE FOOL..
BUT YOU SEE
i am a
FOOL FOR THE ONE TRUE GOD
OF
MOTHER NATURE TRUE..
AND
THIS GOD DOES SPEAK TO ME
DIRECTLY
THROUGH
THE
SYNCHRONICITIES OF LIFE…
MY MISSION IN THIS LIFE ASSIGNED
BY THIS GOD OF NATURE
IS TO HELP SET
THE HERD FREE IN
GOD’S
NATURAL
CALL
OF
THE
WILD
BEING!
SO I GO ON AND
EVENTUALLY
TAKE THOSE
WHITE AND
GRAY
TIGHTIES
OFF!
AND BECOME ONE IN BEING WITH THE WILD
AND SEXY
CREATIVE
FORCE
THAT
IS
GOD
TOO
@CORE!
UNAFRAID TO EXPRESS
GOD’S GREATEST ACHIEVEMENT
IN
CREATIVITY
THAT
IS
HUMAN
CREATIVITY
!TOO!
soNOwASbRAVEasONEaMi
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http://myfreelancestripperblog.blogspot.com/2014/12/masterpiece-stripping.html
http://www.wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?t=272343&start=45
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The genetic issue per the entire spectrum is an important one as science already SHOWS that the gene that causes 5% of all cases of Autism Spectrum Disorders per report of research is the gene that causes Fragile X Syndrome.
In a recent study discussed in this forum, it was noted that there are no substantial structural differences reported among a study of so-called higher functioning Autism.
Obviously this would NOT BE THE case if so called-lower functioning folks on the spectrum were studied, per case in point Fragile X Syndrome and of course even Temple Grandin that one might put somewhere in the moderate affected population of the spectrum, considering her overall functionality in life.
Temple Grandin had a developmental issue that caused an anomaly in the right hemisphere of her brain that has been attributed to both her weaknesses and strengths in intelligence through the power of human adaptation with both epigenetics and neuroplasticity.
The diagnosis of Autism is currently based on behavioral deficits of reciprocal social communication as that applies to making and retaining peer appropriate relationships, sharing interests and achievements reciprocally, understanding and expressing non-verbal language, and Repetitive Restrictive Behaviors, including behavior that manifests as sensory integration problems.
Science now shows that physical intelligence per way of the cerebellum helps to balance emotional regulation and sensory integration, and additionally physical intelligence is part of both speech and non-verbal language, along with so-called standard measures of intelligence.
I was born with perhaps the most common type of BRIGHT EYED QUIET CHILD WHO UNDERSTANDS THE WORLD BUT JUST CANNOT SAY IT form of Autism and that is the Hyperlexic variety of understanding the symbols of written language precociously and often excelling in rote memory, including seeing more patterns in life than the average human being.
The speech delay I experienced before until age 4 is also a common part of the Hyperlexic flavor of Autism.
In my case, though, I was certainly not one to treat others like mechanical aids as can be seen in some so-called lower functioning parts of the spectrum as I tugged the skirt of my mother before I could speak and led her to the lost keys, she was muttering about, under the bed, down the hall in another room.
I was also born hyperactive by report of the doctor as there was no official diagnosis of ADHD at that time, nor was there an official diagnosis of MY KIND OF AUTISM as the doctor said the bright eyed smiling, connecting, obviously affective emotional empath-like child putting his arms out to everyone to love him, will talk when he gets good and ready.
And yes, I did, AFTER THE AGE OF 4, but with great difficulty of getting my points across verbally and in writing concisely as I had a multitude of thoughts about the world I experienced and wanted to get them all out at one time, with my supercharged brain, which later went on to 11 out of a class of 381 in high school, 3 college degrees, and a career of almost a quarter of the century with the government rising up to the GS9 to GS11 pay grade level, and financial independence by the age of late 40’s.
I also was a stutterer and was so interested in other people that I tried not to talk too much as when I did people generally could not maintain focus with ALL I HAD TO SAY THAT often came out garbled as my mind worked much faster than my mouth.
And yes, I also had problems with non-verbal communication that I know for sure now is a direct result of sitting still as the best and most attentive ‘apple bringing’ favorite, extreme focus student of almost every teacher’s room, as reported by them, and not me.
And then, when I go home, thank goodness there are only 3 black and white channels on TV and no computers or video games as I played outside and did learn some physical intelligence as well as being exposed to the neighborhood kids, some of who had similar characteristics of what back then was called NERD, otherwise now understood as part of the 10 to 15 percent of the general population with traits of this NOW behaviorally described so-called neurological disorder of Autism Spectrum Disorder.
If NOT, my functional disabilities per reciprocal social communication would most definitely have been much more challenging, then, with a doubt.
My weaknesses in intelligence were in the written and oral presentation area of education but at that time, as long as a person could ace every multiple choice and short answer written test the top of the class could be a reality, and teachers then overlooked the other social awkwardness stuff as simply what ‘NERDS’ DO as part of that perceived part of the school demographic.
But it was a serious challenge for ME, throughout my life, until finally just recently I determined that the part of my Autism that was seriously challenging was more of a deficit of other THAN STANDARD IQ MEASURES OF INTELLIGENCE By WAY OF PHYSICAL INTELLIGENCE AND THE CEREBELLUM DIRECTING emotional regulation, non-verbal language, as well as sensory integration.
Perhaps it seems like too easy of a fix to be true, but I started my own style of martial arts and ballet like dance walking that I have done now to the tune of almost 2800 miles, now approaching a 16 month marker, and I am considered strange, still, per my monologues of special interest, and obvious STILL have considerable RRB’S PER THE 2800 MILES OF DANCE WALKING, CASE IN POINT.
BUT my non-verbal language is considered fully as normal and almost like an ‘Italian’ if you will, for stereotype.
And I make friends now ALMOST everywhere I go, WITH both young and old, so yeah, the peer appropriate part of that is still an issue, as I consider everyone equal in this ironically so-called strange way of seeing and interacting with ALL other folks.
But if it was not for physical disability of 19 documented medical disorders that I have talked about at length on this website, I probably would have never gained the courage to dance walk in the face of the public to remediate both the physical disabilities as well as the reciprocal social communication difficulties, so it will probably be difficult to repeat the experiment that worked for my life, at least.
The thing here, is while the guy in my current ‘batman for fun’ avatar may look more like a Super Hero now in REAL LIFE THAN the so-called nerd stereotype of the higher functioning Autism flavor, I WAS THE NERDIEST LOOKING KID in middle school per posture, hair style in cluelessness on what was cool, and yes, string bean appearance of a body that did not ‘know’ full physical intelligence like the guys on the football team who exercised all parts of their body through 360 degrees of motion.
SO CHANGE IS POSSIBLE BOTH IN PHYSICAL APPEARANCE and movement AND RECIPROCAL SOCIAL COMMUNICATION DIFFICULTIES THROUGH Epigenetics and Neuroplasticity both in a negative way that made my life challenging and IN A POSITIVE WAY, at LEAST IN MY CASE, AS I have documented in irrefutable evidence along my way of recovery to prove that AT LEAST IN MY CASE study, the most functionally disabling parts of Autism were FULLY ENVIRONMENTAL, JUST ‘LOOKING’ FOR NATURAL CHANGE.
SO NO, I am not diseased and no longer even disordered, as I move in space and distance and even non-verbal communication in synch well enough with my PEER FULL CROWD, wherever I go.
And am I missing something; hell no, at least not innately as I have SKILLS now that I PRACTICE IN REAL LIFE THAT NO AND I DO MEAN NO, any so-called NEUROTYPICAL HAS AS A of PART in LIFE THAT I come into contact with and what that is, is, simple balance and satisfaction with life as is, like the ‘Forest Gump feather’ just floating on Terrestrial plane of earth.
Professionals are finally using movement therapy for some cases of Autism and I for one KNOW THEY ARE ON the right track of increasing the TRUE INTELLIGENCE OF PHYSICAL Intelligence that science now does show directs the balance of emotional regulation and sensory integration by way of Cerebellum part of brain.
I use to move like a robot, stiff and plastic, and now people report that I look like a Tiger confidently moving across the Savannah.
And yes, that feels good as nonverbal language is truly still what people judge folks on, in general, per if they are a ‘safe bet’ or ‘strange bet’ in life for reciprocal social interaction, and that’s the way human nature works and will always work as COMMON EXPERIENCED INSTINCT as long as humans ARE classically evolved like this.
Yes, physical intelligence IS the so-called CURE and or remediation OF ENVIRONMENTAL CAUSAL FACTORS AND NOT INNATE DISEASE OR DISORDER FOR ME, AT LEAST, AND YES AGAIN, I have the documented evidence that proves it irrefutably so.
But finally, this is just one person and one type of Autism.
There are others that do not have AN ENVIRONMENTAL SOLUTION LIKE THIS, AND THAT IS the current purview of medical science and certainly not limited to one nonprofit organization that is a tiny part of the Autism Research Pie, per the most recent report that put Autism Speaks total annual effort in 2010, at about 4% of funded dollars for Autism Research in the US.
The Simon’s foundation does about three times more Autism Research per that report, as well.
If Autism Speaks goes away tomorrow, none of this Autism Research or overall direction is going to change, in significant numbers, not even at 5 percent, as there are already identified genetic causes of Autism, per Fragile X syndrome, and others, and it would simply NOT be ETHICAL to AVOID pursuing potential answers to remediate the suffering THAT DOES OCCUR LIKE THE ASSOCIATION of 22Q11.2 gene deletion syndrome that killed my child per auto-immune related challenge.
I would dare someone to come into my life and tell me face-to-face that genetic related problems associated with Autism does not deserve funding to potentially CURE AND REMEDIATE THIS TYPE OF HUMAN SUFFERING, PER potential death.
Nah, that might happen to my old so-called ‘nerd’ self, but a 227LB martial artist, doesn’t get flack like that in real life, as that is the way nature works too.
TRUE human confidence in social interaction comes from proficiency in Physical intelligence from posture to openness and fearlessness of presence in nonverbal communication to the way one stands to the way one walks.
It attracts rather than repels, others, and I again, have the documented evidence that proves that too, without a doubt as I’ve been and done both places.
I cannot guarantee that increasing the balance of physical intelligence would help anyone here, but I highly suspect it would, and it certainly could not hurt in any way, I know of, at least, FULLY now. 🙂
And yes, I do think it would be GREAT IF AUTISM SPEAKS SPECIFICALLY could fund more research like this, but the truth I see is no, that do not care, as the focus is on the most serious of challenges that folks do incur on the so-called lower end of functioning of the Spectrum.
It’s a free world IN the U.S. and that is totally up to them, and there is absolutely nothing anyone can do to change it other than a new dictatorship in the US, if they and the rest of private non-government funded research decides to go the route of genetic research instead of effective and AFFECTIVE POTENTIAL ENVIRONMENTAL CHANGE for remediation of challenges.
In my opinion, that is one of those things IN LIFE that one cannot change and must accept IF ONE WANTS peace OF MIND to go on with improving their own quality of life with WHATEVER WORKS.
AND IF one is like me and never ever gives up, no matter what, one just might be incredibly successful if one can stand all the failings that do come in life and MOVE ON.
I for one, again, have irrefutable evidence for that. 🙂
And if nothing else, perhaps that alone, will give someone out there that believes they can change for their own perception of better a little more hope that IT IS POSSIBLE IN LIFE. 🙂
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