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Well.. high S.. now known as Pink Rook..
i missed you.. as you are a good
friend to me too..
and i understand
what you are going
through.. as yes..
i’ve been there
too many times
myself to
count over
what seems
like thousands
of years over 66 months
in so many ways before
that as well.. here and
there in falls and rises
of life..
and if anything
i am too happy
now.. hehe..
by Doctor’s
reports..
but hey..
they ain’t
been to hell
likely like me
to tell the
tale of me..
winks again..
Anyway.. i Love
you friend for all
of all of what you
are too.. the dark
and crispy parts..
and the light
and feathery
parts too..
just fly
with me
high my friend..
and i will pick you
up as you fall down
a little to the
best
of wings
that sing
here
my friend
again..
Pink Rook
now.. and oh by the
way.. hehe.. yes.. i’m
financially independent
now thanks GOD.. but
that million dollars of
equipment comes
from Government
money and NOT
out of
my pocket
hehe..
OH GOD
though
a tremendous
amount of effort
went into the
administrative
part to get
it.. as i had
8 hours to
use the money
in just one day..
mission accomplished
then.. and the glory
of using it now..
is mine as well
to get
really
really
strong
and fearless
to do all the dance
steps and words
and sure..
‘other stuff’
too..
funny how
God works
in
MYSTERIOUS
WAYS NOW
AND
THEN FOR
NOW ALWAYS
JUST
NOW..:)!
BEST TO YOU
ALWAYS MY
FRIEND
WITH
LOVE..:)

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All decked out in green.. Katrina.. in her usual position of tightly packing store stuff in the Civic trunk.. and Pan in green shirted way today.. of “I’m Roarsome” with my childhood friend the T-Rex illustrating the biggest roar of all on terrestrial land.. hehe…

Anyway.. more fun T-Rex Roarsome public dancing photos added into this last blog post named “Vincents R uS”.. coming now.. to the usual blog theater here.. as i continue to do the autobiography rover thingy.. real time.. now online.. as well…

Family and friends and friends of family.. etc.. don’t have to guess what i do.. ever in life.. now or then.. at least for the last two years.. online.. haha.. of course if they give a crap.. hehe.. as yeah.. live is busy and all of that.. too.. yeah.. i know my sense of humor is DRY2..;)

Yeah.. i got the ‘eye of the T-Rex’.. and really strong hind legs..
and yes.. a really big head.. haven’t measured the brain..
though.. fully.. at least.. yet..wink emoticon..;)

Yes.. the beast in foreground..
the beauty’s got the T-RexBACK!..;)

SORRY.. dinosaurs have been exciting the creativity in me.. ever since the Sinclair Dinosaur stations sell gas for 19 cents a gallon when i am 6 years old in 1966.. and give away those extra cool plastic dinosaurs.. oh imagination reigns the world then.. now it’s Jurassic Park in 3D on the theater and TV instead of moving striving thriving childhood and adult imaGiNaTioN.. i lost my imagination somewhere from school to work for 40 years of a desert life of input.. and i got it back like a T-REX back now.. and no i’m not really SORRY..;)

And no my wife can tale ya.. i don’t bite hard..
i just nibble here and there.. when i get really
hungry.. as yes.. the T-REX has a healthy
appetite for moving stuff… and plant life too..
Jaws.. Tigers.. and Lions ain’t got nothing on ‘us’..;)

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Hehe.. for some reason
i’ve always felt a little
bit like a T-Rex…
and seriously
there is no
current
animal
who growls
as deep as i do..
at least at my gym..;)
that echoes out of
the racquet ball
court..
towards
the end of
my work-out
as the
vocal chords
can be as loud
as the WORDS..
haha.. one time
i sneezed in church
and people told
me they wanted
to run for cover
from a shot gun blast..
something about the CHI
baby star..
that comes
to me in what
some might describe
as bi polar manic form..
but nah it’s crystal clear
calm energy
with
a
BOOM!..
yeah.. if you ever
go to my youtube
site.. i gotta video of
my first deep guttural
growl back in 2013
dancing.. singing
piano composing
music and other
stuff.. i’m seriously
afraid to leave
it here (THE
GROWLING ‘JN SHINING’
OR WHATEVER video) as i don’t
wanna get banned
or deleted
anymore than
necessary.. he HE
again.. for now at least..;)

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From Friend Rafiah’s
Facebook Page..

i say.. in response
to this linked song on Rafiah’s page..

Wow.. Adele looks totally different in that video.. i liked her song Rolling in the Deep too.. very much.. and of course that Bond song too.. you shared.. anyway.. hello my friend.. again.. with smiles.. too..:)

Rafiah says..

Hello to you too my old pal..;)

i say..

Yeah.. i am kinda old.. winks..;)

Rafiah says..

Kinda? Nah.. You’re definitely old..winks..;)

i say..

Smiles.. and you are definitely young..:)!..

Rafiah says..

And you actually make me feel like one..<3

i say..

I think you mean one young one..
if that is not a trick heart.. nah..
no trick hearts from you my
lovely young friend..:)

Rafiah says..

i say..

Smiles.. I just used another Cold Play song in my blog
and then I am thinking about this wonderful song too
when light comes to dry bones.. And yes you
continue to help fix me too.. As that is pArt
of the human condition for all who
walk this earth.. Now..:)

Rafiah says..

i say..

Sounds like New Orleans Blues..
And thanks Ms.. DJ.. I’ve been dancing
to your songs barefoot in the sand of my
backyard and Katrina informs me.. Get in..
It’s time for her to shop again… And of course
the dance continues for me.. Ms.. DJ.. Once
again like a nonstop turntable..;)

Rafiah says..

It’s two here at night. I am awake doing some work
and visiting my favorite old songs. About this one
I always heard the short version. Tonight for the
first time I listened the full version and I was
like wow wow wow.. I was also thinking
what you might be doing and here
you tell me already..;)

i say..

Smiles.. Great minds think and
feel alike friends..:)

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Well.. getting ready to move on to the travel prompt at
dVerse for the Tuesday link and to check
back with the Haibun prompt on
Monday for any
newcomers
there to poeticAlly
respond to as well..
and yes.. i’ll start
a second comment
for that.. to keep
it all
same
themed as much
as possible..
but truly
for me
the greatest
travel journey
has been within..
and the greatest part
of my online journey are the
few but treasured friends i find..
visit with.. and cherish here on my
blog too.. to count my blesSinGs
of friends in poetic
expression
as well..
and sure..
Rafiah above..
often expresses herself
with music as i do too..
emotions are sometimes
easier to do that way than
words alone.. and Rafiah..
has always been an
Unconditionally
Loving friend
as that seems
to be her
natural
state of
being..
non-judgemental
not much different than
me really than probably
a foot in height and a hundred
or so LBS i probably have
on her.. plus 33 years
in age from the
one group
of photos
i have
ever seen
of this very precious
young woman who now
has a sweetest smile
and eyes.. in her Hijab..
Pakistan Muslim
way of dressing..
nicely
as well..
but anyway..
she has been
my most
consistent
friend online
since the Summer
of 2014.. her personality
is always one of integrity
and she always seems
to keep it altogether
as a genuine
human
being
always
now.. for some reason..
i get along with Muslim
and Indian folks
very well
and i suppose
it is our Love of
Nature and
GOD
as same
where it is a way
of living and not just
a Sunday Routine..
with my new
friends
Zee..
Revels1
Soheir..
and Imran Ali
as well.. and older
friends.. Lala Rukh
and some other
friends
from the
Middle East
and South Asia
as well..
including the
very sweet fairly
new but special
friend Himali
from India
and
Prajakta too..
as well as another Facebook
friend.. too.. as a fairly
new friend too..
all my efforts
in online
travel
and poetry
have truly
been to find new
friends like these..
and yes… there is Shawna
too.. who is so much like
me.. who has a daughter
with Asperger’s
Syndrome
like
me..
from the states here..
some older offline friends..
and some older online friends
who seem to have disappeared
as of late.. who i hope will come
back soon.. like X.. AKA Brian
Miller.. and Glenn too..
but anyway..
mostly in
my life..
the friends
i have are girls
it seems overall..
as they touch me
in loving ways..
that seem
foreign
mostly to the male
of the species..
but no.. not
me.. i’ve always
had strong emotion
in my heart.. and a really
big need to express it.. but
that is a problem with Asperger’s..
expressing nonverbal communication
and verbal communication as well..
and poetry has brought the
connection to language
and emotion for me..
like sing song
voice of
emotion
too..
so i keep
singing and
keep treasuring
my blessings of
friends here..
’cause at least
if i ever get really
sick again.. locked up
in a dark room.. not even
able to look at a screen or type,,
or go anywhere for the first 2 years
of my illness.. like before.. or am limited after
that to a screen like i am for the rest of that
66 months of illness.. i can look back and see
that yes.. i once have friends.. and these are such
good friends that even after two years.. then.. i truly
feel they will still be my friends then.. last time i got
sick.. during that 66 months.. i was unable to
physically in a flesh and blood way connect
to anyone.. even Katrina.. as all i was
then was pain and emotionally
numb.. i lost connection
with everyone else
too.. and it has
been a real
struggle
to connect
to anyone at all..
so yeah.. this is my art
to travel online to connect
to people who can accept all
of who i am.. and what i do..
or at least tolerate me
as i am..
and i feel
fortunate
most to
travel and
find real friends now..
with Love of course..
like Cold Play
says
TO
FIX
US NOW..
JUST NOW..
Oh yeah.. and there
are my dancing friends
from Old Seville Quarter
since the Summer of 2014..
like Rafiah online too..
Cortney who is now my
Facebook friend
along with
Maggie..
and Chelsea
who doesn’t
do Facebook
but always
has a smile
and frolicking
dance with me
at Old Seville
like Cortney
and Maggie
too..
and yes..
Cortney
is the ‘dark
haired mall
girl’ who
somewhat
looks like
Katrina’s Twin..
hehe.. who often
appears in my blog too..
and nah.. she’s not just
‘a mall girl’.. she works
in conserving natural resources
with a degree in that from college..
yeah.. a science nerd like me..
and Rafiah too.. still
at heart as well
for me now..
and Chelsea
a Biology
major
too..
anyway that’s it
for this lengthy
monologue from
me.. now
to travel
prompts
at dVerse
a little
before
i hit the
bed ending here
at 1:43 am..
11042015..:)

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Starting Travel prompts..

*Fever’s pace of river
never ending journey
waters edge
goes
on..
bRings
Ocean
back home..:)

Wanderlust.. an outer
and inner journey
too for me.. now..
where no ends
and beginnings
are real in
touch
with
me..
a pace of
life is free..:)

Smiles.. at 55 still
now no planes
for me yet..
but i learn
to fly
inside
and spread
my wings same..:)

Smiles.. when i write.. my mind
rarely stands still.. looks forward
or back.. it is what is always
moving in wonder
with little thought..
when i dance..
give me three
feet bare feat
and i go
places
now that
mind alone
will never
know.. as
head above..
mind now
is not just
in head
it goes
all over
body
when
used as
balanced
us..muscle
memory is
real memory too..
yet always present
to learn anew now
inside outside so above
so below all around now
Infinite moving and emotions free..:)

Wind.. air.. hum..
innate urge
to move
water
rippling
spreads..
no end to
dance of water
song’s beat of life..:)

*With three clicks
of silver shoes
no place like
home of
dance
for me..
white Nike’s
will do.. always
home floating air..:)

A spiral
flow knows
feels no sidewalks
of dance.. oh.. to
stream a river
ocean
nows
living
whole..
galaxies
Universe feat us..:)

*Give me Love
a song and a
dance
and my
travel is complete
and never ending
or be
ginning..:)

Smiles.. in the art of
free style ballet
martial arts
like dance..now..
the farther i wander
into what my body
in instinct.. and
intuition feels
to do.. the lighter
as feather i become
as air and water same
that floats.. in flow.. as one..
and feather is a nice place for human go…

Escaping..
one’s head
divine..:)

Never too early
or late
to let go..
as now
then ever
now free more..:)

For so long culture
and environment
rules my travel
plans then..
work says
wait..
i wait..
and wait..
and now i
move.. finding
balance.. within
three feet is
enough
for
me..
but yeah
more is nice as well..:)

i suppose an interesting part
of communal travel where
time becomes now
without words
is a vision
of non
verbal
communication..
but of course
with smart
phones faces
become screens
and the person across
the aisle of seats may
never even
exist..
but anyway..
connections
come
warm
or cold..
as travelers come and go..
who is dead or who is alive
increasingly difficult to measure..:)

And that’s why a dance
is always travel
for me.. now
and a partner
makes it
a circus
fair.. of joy
with fall leaves
or bright electronic lights..
as long as there are no
dance classes on
sidewalks
low
dance high travel farther..:)

Travel.. dance moves
words sing..
words take
me places
i know not to go..
feet sing me songs
i never
knew
sung..
now is travel
all is song and dance..:)

Okay.. 3:44 am now..
14 responses
in 70 minutes
equals
5 minutes
each.. a new
record for me..
but hey travels
go fast..
more often
in
dance..;)

Back again at
10:42 pm..
with three
added links..

Thanks for sharing a most beautiful
travel to Kashmir.. with valleys..
rivers.. and boats
to travel and live..
Hidden Jewel
of the Himalayas ..
yes.. a place
for respite..
a place
for peace..
a place
to regain
energy.. a
place to Live..:)

Well.. again my friend
Lynn.. so close to the
end.. we can certainly
agree here on
all the benefits
of camping..
my lifelong
dream..
to build
a home in
front of wilderness..
screen doors call
set free am i
always
camping
bare
of feet
in Nature
Feat
alive..:)

Smiles.. few old worlds
live here in new
world roads..
where culture
thrives in all
colors of
past..
a treasure
to unwrap
and live again
old world.. new smiles.:)

Ok.. done
here for now..
at 11:01 pm
11042015..:)

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Back again at 8:11 am
for more Monday Haibun
Poetic responses..:)

Smiles.. the modern day version of the Van Gogh
painting is the movie Avatar.. and the movie
the Emerald Forest.. in the 80’s here in
the states.. a call to nature..
a call back
home
away
from humans
who become
their tools..
After Avatar some folks
ended their lives.. for
realizing a
place
they’ve
never been
and can never go..
deep deep
within
just waiting
in the backyard free
for those with Nature’s
eyes still free as well…

Nature sings
Truth
as Human Refrain..:)

Nature.. a beauty
of subsistence for
human to live..
a wafer
of bread
in grain a
cup of
hands
for water..
where intermittent
gratification rules
and sugars
and fats
never
course
blood free..

Beauty becomes
work
for life..:)

Well.. Lynn.. pArt of the reason
i love you near the end is ’cause
we both see a friend
in Jesus.. originally
named Yeshua
and other
names
and
sadly as Jesus
predicts many people
have yes.. done more than
he.. but sadly as then..
their only reward
from culture
has been
torture
in many ways..
witting and witting
not.. there are many Jesus’
who spend their life on street
corners.. drugged up.. and
in institutions too..
but then there
are Jesus’
who still
live now..
who understand
that the me he is talking
about is the God in them.. NOW..
as yes.. in language revisions
original meanings are sadly
lost into literal
translations
that fail
no less
than
literal
translations
of poetry even
yes.. here..
as poeTry..
when some folks without
these deeper eyes and ears
of GOD have never really
been healed
and see and
hear more.. ‘here’..
anyway.. the experience
of the awakening and enlightening
that the real man Jesus speaks of
as not censored out of the gnostic
gospels of Jesus.. by a psychopathic
leaning power hungry Emperor Constantine
to expand the Roman empire
by making a humble Prophet/
Teacher/’Yogi’/healer into a
soldier Sun GOD
as extension of the
Mithra-mythical religion
in 325 AD.. with
‘back-room’ closed
door now then deals
of Catholic Cohort
leaders then and now..
YES.. THE REAL EXPERIENCE
OF AWAKENING AND ENLIGHTENING
OF HUMAN BEINGS HERE ON EARTH
AND ANY CREATURE LIKE US
LIKELY ON ANY OTHER PLANET
IN INFINITY’S UNIVERSE(S)
CREATED BY THE ONE GOD
OF ALL.. range from metaphors
here on earth from being
born again.. to
Kundalini
rising.. to the
Dao and Tao
the Dharma
And Qi to Ki
to Chi.. and
becoming one
with the Great
Spirit too.. and limitless
other human metaphors
of myths housing vehicles
and vessels of Universal
liGht truths and yes.. now
even self actualization
in secular words for some..
but the bottom line IS
GOD IS THE GOD OF ALL
AND AS LONG AS MORE
OF HUMAN POTENTIAL
IS PURSUED JESUS’
PROPHECY OF
GREATER
PAINTINGS
WILL COME TRUE..
particularly when Jesus
becomes more and more
welcome.. in metaphor
of course..
today..
resurrected as such..
in so many people
who gain eyes and
ears closer to GOD
as metaphor
of course
too..
Poetry is a great
adventure to better understand
the parables of the bible too..
particularly as we as
source material
start
to write
those parables
as Yeshua.. et al
speaks then
too.. my dear
friend Lynn
who seems
close to
this means..
and never end
in Journey as
Path with GOD…
God NOW just NOW
Essence.. words
symbols.. tools..
potential paths
with GOD..

GOD’s
Neverland
REAL NOW..:)

Smiles.. my friend Lynn actually i am
suggesting the polar opposite of
what Nicene Council
Catholic altered Christianity
suggests at the time of paying disrespect
to a humble teacher/yogi/healer/prophet
who never ever
wanted to
be worshipped
as a God in anyway
that is still clear in the
New Testament as well
as the Gnostic Gospels
of Jesus untainted
by the hand of
the 325 AD..
Nicene
council..
i am suggesting
as history shows
now that Jesus is
a real man.. a real
prophet.. a real
healer.. no
different
really
than any real
Yogi who lives
today or before
using Yogi as
metaphor
as there
are no
Yogi’s
in the area
Jesus lives then..
Jesus opens up the reality
that we are all children of GOD
and that is the real Good NEWS
and we have the power within
just like he did then
to heal
now..
been there
done IT friend
so yes..
in metaphor
i am speaking
from eyes of
Both God
and Jesus
but the difference
then and now is..
IT is no magic
Soldier Sun GOD myth
propagated by a Roman
Emperor and his power
hungry Catholic friends.. it is the
healing gift of Unconditional
Love without illusory fears
that exists on a desert now
Isle of human beings same
here as any planet
with book creatures
such as us or others..
Jesus never asked
for the pay grade of
King of the Universe..
God doesn’t have to play
games like that as GOD is
real too.. so sure.. there are as
many eyes of God in flesh now as
there are stars in the sky and beyond
what tiny human eyes and books can
comprehend
now..
and sure
that’s just common
sense and logic now
gifted to us no less
than the holy
spirit
that works
in tandem with
that for heaven now..
the place of the Kingdom
of GoD that Jesus promises
is here
then and now..
no different than
anywhere else
in God’s
existence
now.. anyway..
take it with a grain of
salt my friend.. i am
not speaking alone
from ego or book
lessons it is now
the HOLY spirit
as expresSinG
within
believe
it or not..
with smiles..:)

Highly unlikely
that the real
man Jesus
will be
accepted
fully in
any
Christian
church now
as dogma rules
then dogma rules now
and that was the reality
Jesus faced then as well
but nah.. he probably wouldn’t
be crucified.. just banned or deleted…

Jesus sets a challenge to be like
him.. but never ever to worship
him anymore than
a grain
of sand..
as a grain
of sand
is GOD too..
the reason we have
a place to stand upon
the EARTH out of Ocean..:)

Smiles.. my friend Hank..
Lovely Art science
interpretation
of what
Van Gogh
might have
been THINKING
of in his artful
endeavors here..
but most likely
i feel.. that he
just let it ALL go..
like that
Ice Princess
from Frozen..
and like in that
video of song
if you’ve seen
it.. the golden
blue swirling
of nature’s truth
in spiraling way
becomes
the art
in painting
similar as dance
free style like the
Ice Princess does too…

Essence of Art
is in
just doing it Air..

PS..
it’s like the magic
level of a modern
video game
that never
exists
online..
outside of
the human mind..
and body too..
of course..
as one..
when expresSinG
SpiRit as such in ART..:)

Smiles.. vagabonds.. gypsies..
homeless men and women
and all outcasts and
recluses from the
rest of culture
learn stuff
anew..
and
to really
get to know
and feel them
is something Real
and when they art it
a bird sings life newly
as Nature does now W/
other creatures FREE..:)

In every creature
i believe.. exists
a drive for freedom
from all illusory restraints..
and tools of brush
and paint can
express this
desire now
in humans
as great
as any
novel
or poetry book..
like any other expression
of what humans call art..
and it is truly sad when
it takes great
suffering
and pain
to set
those
eyes
of more of seeing
free as art..
but that
will
change
as expreSsinG
different becomes
more tolerating and accepting
as is the case coming now
where freedom
rings trueR..
in expresSinG
Living free now..
in.. IT.. info tech
a digital
brush
of
paint..
no less than
the opposable
thumb that
starts
IT all
in
humans
long long ago..
sketching imaginary
angle connections of stars
in sand.. with sticks..
sanskrit
comes next
and the
rest is collective
intelligence as
recorded history
and the rest
of culture
now..
and this
keyboard
of 1’s and
0’s as digit
of ART
becomes
ONE…

REAlitY
expresSinG aLL
tHUMb digit 0NE..:)

WELL moving a ‘little’
deeper here in words
of (:..Haibun/Fredbun..;)..
9:35 am and
caught up
on all
prompts
for now..:)

Back at 10:33 pm..
for a couple more
links added
in now..

Smiles.. my goodness where
i live.. barely a temperature
below 60 degrees..
humidity still
high.. and leaves
slowly still changing
where Indian
Summer
continues
to rain..

Summers change
late
Northwest FL heat..:)

Sky.. a rising falling Angel
always of human
set free.. now..
Earth.. a grain
of sand that
keeps us
glued
down
sane..
food..
grows
to eat..
Wheat grains
spin tales now
Life as sAMe..:)

And that’s all for
now at 10:41 pm..
11042015..:)

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Hehe.. now you posted this at 1:11 pm by chance or circumstance.. haha..
and thanks for coming by same oldnew friend Star/Cara.. Cara reminds me
of that really intelligent Monkey Lady off of Planet of the
Apes by the way.. but wait it’s Cala not Kara..
but i still like Cala too..
yeah wit is the
power of never
looking like
a total
no know
now..
get the rebound
and the backboard
and the tennis ball
racquet and us
become one..
yeah… i played
Tennis for 10 years
free style and wild
TWELVE TO TWENTY TWO..
like i do everything else..
my first real experience of
FLOW BE THE BALL MY
FRIEND..
or GRASSHOPPER
OR just another
happy
chick..
seriously
i love you friend
you are such a creative chick
soul.. and you bring a light
of creativity in me.. that truly
no one else does.. as we
are too weird and fabulous
for the world now..
yeah..
Vincents
R uS
Are you US
US you Are
and yeah oh My
god that Subway
two for one deal
was hectic..
the poor
folks were
burning buns left
and right tying to GET
the Subs all out..
ugh oh.. Moby
is eating my Nike
Shoe strings..
i think i
better feed him..
wife off with
friend.. she
usually takes
care of
EVERYTHING
BUT WRITING HERE..
DANCING and yeah
some of the other
‘seedier’ stuff
i do too..
but it’s
ALL
FOR FREER
ME.. HE HA HA HE..
and finally yes
breasts feeding
and breasts
in general
are BEST!
and rose
petal
butterflies
below as well..
rooted in love
of course..:)

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In my feeling.. in my senses.. the answer for me is simple at the beach
when no humans leave footsteps of culture.. we are naturAlly in balance
with the earth.. it is the complexity of it all that takes us away from what
we are still evolving to be..
Truly there are zero lessons
for me to find bliss
now.. it’s all
inside
and manifests
itself in moving
energy.. as soft
as a feather..
as calm
as the
center
of
a
Hurricane.. but limitless
energy that knows and
feels no bounds
except for
now..
wheRe iS alWays
forevermorenow
to explore
life
as light
my friend
balance
center
i
S…
Friend.. Suzanne..:)

Smiles.. friend.. Suzanne.. for me.. Creativity.. constant pARt
of bLIss.. either in words of poeTry..
or steps of dance..
then there is
eat and
sleep
repeat
bliss
a turntable
of heaven for now.. and yes it is incredible.. only sparks for
me before.. for 53 long years.. with some nows total darkness..:)

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Smiles.. My friend.. I offer an all you can buffet here..
And really there is no requirement to eat anymore than one wants
or one can just visit McDonalds instead.. Winks.. It’s why I don’t
link anymore.. I don’t want to inconvenience anyone.. so I simply
take my poetry with me in small bites and literally publish it
everywhere I go.. Both in words and steps of dance while
other folks videotape my dance in public and publish it
and promote it for me.. So I can focus ALL My attention
Writing.. Dancing and Singing.. Nah.. Unlike my friend
the T-Rex.. I may last 10.. 100.. Or who knows..
10,000 years longer online.. Simply ’cause
I adapt to adversity.. change and refuse
to either die or go extinct..
Winks.. A Hello would have
sufficed my friend..
No apologies necessary
for what I am as free
and yes always inspired!

Haha.. i am the same way friend..
and wanna read it all everywhere i go..
but i am blessed with a Hyperlexic
form of Autism.. associated with
Asperger’s syndrome.. i am both
blessed and cursed with…
i read 10 to 15 times
faster than the
average human
being.. and type
around 130 words
a minute when
properly focused..
a skill also part
of a lifelong
art of piano
playing as well..
of course i do not mind
if you read just one poem here..
i have written literally over 11 million
words on the Internet in the last 5 years
as of this November 26th.. and thousands
and thousands of poems.. a 26 thousand
single blog post of free verse poetry.. and
there are often scores of poems up to
100 or so in each blog post..
and have danced a martial
arts and ballet style of dance
everywhere i go in public
for 4320 miles in the
last 26 months..
i am retired and
have a wife
who takes
care of everything
in home chores to
free me to do this..
i am so blessed beyond
belief and so happy beyond
belief.. that i just share all of
what i do everywhere i go..
no different than a mix
of Pan and Forrest Gump
with a little Einstein mixed
in too hehe.. anyway..
you are always welcome
here my friend.. i see a friend
the same in wife as i see in
a grain of sand..
IT and THEY ARE
ALL PRECIOUS
and priceless
to me
alive and
well is all i hope..
or grain of sand
to stand upon and
grain of wheat to eat..
hehe and yes strange so
dam weird am i am Loving
and Killing every second of
it
FREE..
ALIVE!..:)
Some people think it is crazy that
i dance everywhere i go.. personally
i think it is insane that people walk
where
they go..
ON SIDEWALKS
or OH GOD
just drive
OR
sit..
smiles..
and thanks for your
kind and understanding
visit.. my friend Hannah..:)

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Well.. this ends this Travels Tear Joy

writing extravaganza and other stuff..

but no.. the entire work of art

is not yet finished

as photos

still coming

around 3 am

in the wee hours of Friday

morning.. celebrating the JOYOUS

event of my 83rd Rave dance

week

Thursday Night

with all the cool college

age folks at Old Seville

Quarter… one

of the

top

100 dance clubs

in America..

where

yes

i have the most dance steps

there just like words here..

and

different they are

as here as there

God and i

make

up the steps

and words as we go

now

just

as

we

go

NOW

ALIVE

REAL

!NOW!

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  1. Well.. SpeaKinG of Travel that Tears Joy..
    this short 11 minute or so video
    on A Book of Eli..
    by Alan Watts..
    a great real philosopher
    of the last century.. interpreting
    Eastern Philosophies.. Religions
    and Wisdom for the West.. a learned
    Scholar of all Stuff GoD around the world..
    what i do.. reference that Denzel Washington
    Movie is a little different as what i do is NOT
    verbatim stuff from the past.. but truly i
    do 13.6 bibles in length of words
    coming to 5 years on November
    26th in the month we are in..
    and yes..for to be
    PERFECTLY CLEAR
    I HAVE A CONVENANT
    WITH GOD TO NOW DO
    THIS UNDER COMPLETE
    SUBMISSION WITH GOD
    with no offs and or butts
    however that comes
    in words.. flesh
    of
    dance
    my friend(s)..
    and when my life
    ends no matter how short
    or long i will exist here in
    flesh my books will remain
    in a bookshelf in almost
    infinite length with links
    on Google.. ALL THE
    OTHER LINKS
    OF PEOPLE
    LIKE ME AND
    NOT LIKE
    ME.. and
    haha.. published
    everywhere else..
    i go in my journey
    of my path
    WITH GOD..
    in dance
    as well..
    THIS IS NO
    NEW STORY
    it is the story
    of humankind.. reflecting
    GOD’s eYes now.. as always
    before.. as Cat friend Yellow Boy
    does.. in his way of reflecting
    GOD too.. we are all in this
    game together and like
    Robin Williams and
    Walt Whitman and
    others say in
    the movie
    the DEAD
    POET SOCIETY..
    SOME OF WE ARE NOT
    HERE JUST TO READ THE
    PAST.. SOME OF US ARE HERE
    TO WRITE OUR OWN BOOK
    OF ELI WITH GOD
    OR WHATEVER
    METAPHOR
    ONE
    USES
    FOR ALL THAT IS
    AS WE BECOME GIFT
    AS GIFT GOD IS
    WITHIN
    US
    EXPRESSING
    THIS EMOTIONAL
    SPIRIT OF HEART
    IN MIND
    AND BODY
    BALANCING
    SOUL.. A FRACTAL
    OF ALL THAT IS
    AKA
    GOD
    NOW..
    SO MANY WAYS
    TO ART IT..
    SCIENCE
    SCRIBES
    IT.. AND
    THE TEAM
    GOES always
    ON FOR NOW
    ALWAYS COMPLETE
    AS TAPESTRY OF CHAOS
    COME NOW AS A PEFECT
    ART OF
    PRACTICE
    ALWAYS
    NOW..:)

  2. Well oh boy
    or girl..
    today’s prompt
    on dVerse by
    poet De..
    is enjambment..
    never heard this
    word used for the
    literary device of what
    i do here totally instinctually
    and intuitively as a song of
    words instead of cold
    hard Queen’s English
    dogma
    of English
    language.. ugh..
    so dam boring..
    to me at least..
    and seriously do ya
    really think or feel
    in today’s age of
    twitter blurbs
    and acronym
    words that
    anyone could read
    a 26 thousand word
    blog post if ya didn’t
    make it into bite size never
    ending treats.. well no.. hell
    no.. few to no folks will make it
    through a post of mine if it goes
    all the way across the page
    without A HUGE AMOUNT
    OF NOVELTY
    TO KEEP
    HALF WAY
    INTERESTED EYES
    ON THE PAGE AND
    IN FOCUS TO GET EVEN
    CLOSE TO THE END..
    AND HAHA.. THAT’S THE
    TRICK OR TREAT DEPENDING
    on how one wants to look or read
    at what i do here.. i suck ’em in…
    and if they do finish the whole
    dam thing.. someone may
    feel like OH MY GOD
    I CAN’T BELIEVE
    I ATE THE WHOLE
    THING.. WELL
    life is art to me
    and NOT F IN
    SCIENCE AS
    THERE IS NO
    F IN SCIENCE..
    SCIENCE NEVER
    F88KS.. IT FACT
    IT NEVER EVEN GETS
    HOrNY.. SCIENCE
    IS JUST CARDBOARD
    WORDS OF DATA
    AND THAT’S ABOUT IT..
    BUT SURE I LIKE CARDBOARD
    TOO OCCASIONALLY TO GET MY roughage
    and grit and all that.. but i like art more.. in fact
    science is just cool.. but art is magic and
    magic
    IS
    WHERE
    IT’S AT..
    anyway.. as science now shows too..
    there are generally two types of human
    persoNaliTies governed by varying levels
    of neurochemcials.. neurohormones..
    and potentiaLLy different underLying
    brain and other bodily system structures
    that play into this
    BIG GAME
    OF LIFE THAT
    BASICally make
    what it is in conservative
    closed minded ways of thinking
    and feeling and liberal open
    minded ways of feeling
    and thinking..
    where some folks
    will say ooh ala..
    i love his nude
    art.. and others
    will sway.. oh
    ugh..
    that’s
    evil
    and dirty
    and all that stuff
    like that.. heHE.. butT
    anyway i cater to the potential
    female target audience on that..
    as whether we like that or not or lie to
    ourself or what.. that is shining the light
    too.. albeit sometimes below as well..
    ahaha.. ha!..
    In other words let’s
    not lie about our human
    natures folks if we can..
    yes it can be harder
    or softer depending
    on if one is liberal
    or conservative
    leaning by
    both
    environmental
    and inherent
    differences in learning
    and being born this/that way..
    but seriously at least
    the TRUTH AND LIGHT
    CAN SET YA FREE ENOUGH
    TO AT LEAST BE TOLERATING
    AND ACCEPTING DIFFERENCES
    EVEN IF OPENING
    ONE OF MY
    RESTRICTED LINKS
    IS NOT YOUR CUP
    OF TEA OR MAN
    AS IT WERE OR
    AS IT IS..
    AS FULL
    MALE ART..
    LIKE BACK
    IN THE DAY
    OF RENAISSANCE
    MEN AGE.. WHERE THE
    NUDE IS CONSIDERED THE
    HIGHEST EXPRESSION OF
    HUMAN ART..EMOTioNALITY
    AND PASSION AS WELL..
    hmm.. yeah parti
    CU
    LAR
    LY
    ME..
    I AIN’T AFRAID TO GO
    BACK AND I AIN’T AFRAID
    TO MOVE AHEAD BUT MOSTLY FEEL
    I DO WHAT WORKS NOW.. KNOW
    and science also indicates
    that human sensuality
    also known as basic
    L U S T.. in both
    male and female
    form generates
    human creativity
    and productivity
    and even promotes
    human social cooperation..
    the Bonobos gET iT CORRECT on TOP OF tHIS..
    AS YEs.. oh GOD Yes! humans used to be this way
    too.. before imbalances come and
    folks become collecting and power
    hungry
    instead of
    sharing
    and more
    socially cooperative
    leading to wars and stuff
    like other aggression and violence
    but anyway.. i don’t just do art.. i do
    science too.. so here are three videos
    for anyone with the basic instinct and or
    desire to learn much um.. much
    more about the science that
    underlies the Truth and Light
    of the COld/WArm/HOttie aRT oF
    BeInG hUman..

    (:..the third video reminds me of the more open
    expression by females in bootie dancing
    both with males and other females
    and even initiating this
    with strange males
    like me.. and for
    anyone who doesn’t
    know or feel now
    what bootie dancing
    is.. it is when a woman
    comes up to another
    participant of the dance
    hall and nicely or sometimes
    very aggressively rubs their
    rear parts against the front
    parts of the person they
    wanna FEEL NEXT…
    and i just use my
    quick martial
    arts skills to
    put my bigger leg
    in the place of other
    stuff.. let’s just say..
    and that is what i tale
    Katrina as well.. i try my
    best not to get excited about
    this new kinda dance.. but if
    they WANNA see more of me.. well
    sure they can.. what comes or stays
    on my restricted links.. comes now
    and or stays there.. life is much less
    complicated AND OR MESSY that
    way for a
    PETER PAN..
    AND ON BOTTOM
    OF THAT I AM
    CELIBATE ANYWAY
    NOW FOR YEARS IN
    WAYS OF BILL CLINTON
    DEF OF SEX.. AS SEX
    AIN’T A BIG DEAL TO ME..
    KUNDALINI RISING.. THE
    CHI.. QI.. KI.. DHARMA
    DAO TAO.. BEING ONE
    WITH THE GREAT SPIRIT
    IS AN INFINITE AMOUNT
    BETTER THAN A QUICK
    RELEASE OF
    STUFF..
    oh yes..
    and i love
    my wife she
    is the THE
    dream of all
    men still now
    it just don’t
    get any better
    than Katrina..
    i look at
    piCtures of
    her to do
    better at
    my male
    nude art..
    but anyway
    my wife tales me
    i’m gifted this way2
    so i shine that light
    the best i can with
    online resources
    now.. as no
    human energy
    is too ‘small’
    not to share
    as best as one
    can to lift the audience
    up or down.. as it were..
    or how it stands or lieS..
    seriously the entire country
    is still ‘schizo’ when it comes
    to human sensuality.. i mean
    seriously.. why do you think
    60/70/80/90/100/110/
    something year old women
    sitting in the front row
    of the Southern Baptist place
    have the bleached blonde hair..
    the long eye lashes and
    bra pointing
    boobies straight
    out.. sure they
    wanna
    remain
    attractive
    to the opposite
    or same sex.. as
    it were and is
    witting or not
    as the video proves
    above.. as it’s in
    jeans.. to attract
    human creativity either
    babies.. or the next Michelangelo
    DAVID.. again.. whatever comes NEXT!..;)

    Butt first.. tHere’s a song for THAT..
    by just another modern age… teacher
    singer.. dancer… prophet/healer
    in creative ways of
    REAL HUMAN
    LIFE NOW
    JUST NOW..;)

    (that was and is a still a huge parent
    het
    ic
    al
    statement buTt
    it’s all about
    enjamb
    ment..
    huh..;)

    AND back to enjambment MORE FULLY..
    where i will be traveling again
    to dVerse to poetically respond to
    that momentarily.. THIS doing stuff
    innately.. instinctually.. and intuitively
    with folks labeling it with concrete words
    per what has been done before applies
    to all areas of life.. where folks
    have identified me as a proficient
    ballet dancer and even a military
    expert in training military martial
    arts has identified some
    of my moves as expert
    level in the dance of
    death associated with
    KUNG FU.. while
    i casually
    dance walk
    everywhere i go in public..
    zero lessons then or now
    for me.. in poetry.. dance
    or martial arts.. i just do it first
    and eventually i find that yes.. NOW
    someone else did it or does it too..
    the only difference being is they
    have come up with some words
    to describe the essence
    of what i do
    and what they
    did or do.. do..
    just do now.. THEN
    okay now that WHEN
    is discussed throughly
    it’s time to en
    jam
    b
    meant up
    and have some
    fun! whether or not
    anyone wants to enjoy
    me or join me or not.. LET’S JAM!..;)

  3. Yeah.. i’ll start a new comment
    section for dVerse Thursday
    Enjambment.. now ’cause
    there is too much stuff
    growing in
    that comment
    up there.. it
    needs to
    be closed
    up a little
    bit for any
    conservative folks
    wHo wanna just
    jump oN
    THIS NOW
    INSTEAD OF
    THAT..;)

    hEre iT Go
    E
    s..N0W..;)

    EVery
    l
    e
    t
    T
    erword
    uni
    verse
    too
    me..:)

    *HeR
    He
    ShE
    eH..
    iT’s all
    HE
    r
    be
    fore
    a spriG
    comes..:)

    *Hot air bal
    loons
    float
    in
    j
    Ail
    Cells
    D
    Crink
    s
    kates
    bait
    and
    come
    un
    glUed..;)

    Cat of
    War
    And
    Cat of
    Peace
    Feral
    boys who fight and
    never hug.. become
    cats of
    threat and
    war.. cats
    who play
    and snuggle
    tight
    become
    cats of
    peace
    and love..
    cats love
    territory
    and cats
    can Love..
    Humans
    even more..
    Moby will Love
    to snuggle with
    Yellowboy but
    Yellowboy only
    fights back with bites
    and claws of brutal survival
    as in ALL stuff humans and pets
    Love
    IS SIMpLE
    F
    iN
    ANsWER..;)

    Lesson of for
    ever give
    more than
    one takes
    alive so life
    continues on
    with simple
    yet
    effective
    pleasures..:)

    As of latE
    thiS poe
    trynowre
    symbols
    me Aring
    of truth
    wHere
    plea
    sure
    lingers..:)

    Freedom a
    gift never
    for sale
    at
    Sears
    Row
    buck..
    earn it
    spend it
    but never
    buy it freedom
    breathes never chained
    or
    sold..
    my def
    of course
    i here for now..:)

    A dile
    m
    na..
    sun bONe
    set call
    ing out
    the win
    dowed
    shall i write
    or shall i
    mag
    i
    nation
    here
    tHere..
    read on
    twi
    light
    on
    LY
    lasts
    a fl
    amE
    De
    sire
    S
    Li
    gH
    T im
    go
    in
    G..
    sit
    ars
    SinG..:)

    Early morning pleas
    sures
    come in
    milk
    and cream
    and coffee
    beans
    wings
    under
    cover butter
    fly cups with
    extra sugar..:)

    Flows go
    wheRe no knows
    feel now..:)

    A B
    eLY dancer
    feELs iT aLL
    tHere is
    no audience
    to dupliKate
    her call..
    i don’t watch
    i don’t hear
    i
    heRe It
    all feeLinG
    wheRe it’s
    aT is wHere
    i’ll be la
    ter
    toniGht
    whaT coMes
    aroUnd gOes
    aRound i’LL
    bE fOr
    HER
    iN caPital
    FEmALE
    B
    RinGinG
    HER mOre
    aLiVe..:)

    TeA
    parT
    Y
    d
    reams
    FreedoM..:)

    Kiss of sp
    Ring
    f
    ALL
    Summer
    Win
    Ter
    D
    ream..:)

    Okay.. challenge
    to catch up complete
    sunset twilight leaving
    time for evening walk
    a few photos
    to finish
    previous post
    with all the dance
    STuFF coming later..
    in other
    words
    TIME
    FOR BREAK
    DANCING
    NOW!..;)
    5:05 PM
    11052015
    NOW!QUick!
    off
    Button!

    A threesome of
    quickies and
    then i travel
    to the dance..;)
    7:52 pm..

    Desire now
    all that
    can be
    be can
    that all
    now Desire..:)

    All is God with
    Love.. fear of
    God with
    Loveless
    Bless me
    now is GOD
    IS LOVE IS..:)

    Death a curse
    a blessing sometimes
    same.. life a gift
    hard to push
    away
    even
    in death
    or keep
    at nows..:)

    MindSnowOceans
    bellowsflows
    riverstoseas
    feelsnows
    streams
    fallslets
    ohiTgoes
    bLowsnoWs
    AwinDalives
    anDstrongs
    centeRcalms
    Hurricanes
    ArtSmovesNOWs..:)

    8:13 pm…

    Church of marriage
    Church of Love..
    Church of wedding
    Love’s a Church

    No one’s
    Love
    excluding..:)

    Oops a Haibun
    leftover
    lastly
    from
    Monday.;)

    8:24 pm…

    In bed at 6 am..
    and not back again
    at 11:46 am for some
    more
    ENJAM
    B
    MENT!

    i n g
    i in
    G
    O
    D N
    M
    E..:)

    *1.27 million people
    share my
    life on
    Google Plus
    22 follow
    me.. but
    nah..
    not hard
    or soft
    to
    find..;)

    And sure that’s
    JUST Google plus..
    but yah.. the only
    connection.. i have
    for 66 months
    is a view
    from a window
    in a car with
    a pain worse
    than
    crucifixion
    WATCHING OTHER
    HUMANS WHILE
    LIVE InG iN
    EXCRUCIATION
    SOMETHING THEN
    named the suicide
    disease type2 trigeminal
    neuralgia.. and nah.. you
    didn’t like to see all my
    photos here.. or the songs..
    taling me they inconvenience
    you as you just come for words..
    well let me tale ya again.. as
    you never really heard me
    before.. anyway..
    and you still
    don’t as
    you don’t
    allow my poetry
    anymore in your
    space my friend.. if
    you ever ever in infinity
    walk in my shoes.
    trust
    me you
    too will
    appreciate
    a photo of Nature
    a song.. and yes
    you too.. as
    a human
    BEING NOW
    well again
    and out
    out OF hell..
    and sure i am blessed
    to experience that as i
    will never ever exclude anyone
    for just BEING THEM NO MATTER
    HOW STRANGE
    OR FABULOUS
    THEY ARE
    IN ALL OF
    WHAT
    THEY DO..

    AND NO.. THE ASTERISK
    does not indicate a
    footnote.. it is a
    scarlet star
    for folks
    who
    don’t
    feel my
    existence
    is just right
    enough for them..
    i
    am here
    i am what
    i am
    and WitH
    I AM
    I’LL BE
    complete
    a mix of dark
    and light.. masculine
    and feminine.. ART
    and ReAson tHe
    YiN aNd YanG
    iN jUst
    onE
    hUman beInG
    cAll mE Fred..
    PAn.. or PeTer
    or KaTie.. iT
    matTers n0t..
    iF or oNe
    AM
    REAL
    AND FREE..:)

    I’VE BEEN DEALING
    WITH PEOPLE MY ENTIRE
    LIFE THAT DON’T WANNA
    SEE ME BE ME..
    HERE I
    AM
    ME..
    WITH
    NO EXCLUSIONS..;)

    OKyaY.. deTouR
    ‘hell’
    complete..:)

    And now
    for the
    next stop
    somewheRe
    ElSE..:)!

    *Smiles.. the human condition
    can be ruled by two forces..
    or one force..
    fear or love..
    love is the
    tolerance and
    acceptance of
    the whole pie
    and fear
    is when
    someone
    is afraid
    of a piece
    of the pie..
    and generally speaking
    fear is the force that
    consolidates dark
    otherwise known
    as negativity..
    and love is the force
    that consolidates
    light.. yes.. otherwise
    known as positivity
    and nah.. no empty
    platitudes here..
    the emotion of
    Unconditional
    Love is REAL
    AND THE MOST
    POWERFUL FORCE
    FOR humans who learn
    to utilize and PRACTICE
    EVERYNOW this greaTest
    power.. yes..
    gifted to us
    BY god the REAL
    HIGHER POWER
    OF ALL THAT IS..
    MANiFesT iN hUman..
    and sure one can PROVE
    THIS IN EMPIRICAL MEANS..
    MY WELL TRAVELED FRIEND
    IN MIND.. PER EXAMPLE OF
    a 55 year old man who can
    run circles around
    Marines
    LESS THAN
    HALF MY
    AGE..
    who have some
    FEARS VS MY
    ALLOVeNOW
    AND WE CAN
    measure IT IN
    LBS.. LIKE CLOSE
    TO HALF A TON
    ON A PARALLEL
    LEG PRESS MACHINE
    25 times S L O W L Y
    with arms raised in air
    like no other man at
    any age on YouTube
    THE HALLMARK
    FOR world evidence
    he HE..
    anyway..
    i could believe what
    you say about
    greeting people
    who are different
    all happy and
    stuff.. if you
    ever thought
    what i do
    makes
    your
    grade
    for existence
    here.. but even
    though you don’t
    even see me you
    inspire me as i can
    even find LOVE IN
    THE
    DaRK..
    so imaginary
    happy greetings
    to you my friend
    i love all of what
    you do for me
    whether you
    see me
    or
    not..;)

    Footnote here..
    regarding bullies
    who are verbally..
    physically
    abusive..
    or just
    dismissive
    of other human
    beings who they
    feel are not
    good enough
    for them..
    there are two methods
    to deal with this..
    one is vengeance
    and one is victory..
    victory is making
    lemonade out of the
    lemons encountered
    in life.. and
    vengeance is
    only a sour
    drink
    of darkness..
    i use darkness
    to inspire me
    instead of bRinGinG
    me down.. a hard lesson
    and pill to take sometimes
    but always worth it in
    true
    effect of
    light and
    positivity
    NOW..
    WITH SURE..
    SOME REASONABLE
    DISSENSION
    FOR EFFECTIVE
    POTENTIAL CHANGE
    FOR THE LIGHT..
    THE POSITIVE
    IN
    LIFE
    AKA
    LOVE!
    REAL
    LOVE!..:)

    ok.. back to the
    list.. now
    of EN
    JAMB
    MENT!..:)

    *Fall can be a little
    dark and Winter
    can be
    sad until
    one learns
    to generate
    their own
    heat
    of
    Love..:)

    Well.. to be completely
    honest.. the folks
    who love me
    inspire me
    but the
    folks with
    the scarlet
    asterisks
    inspire
    me just
    as much..
    oh the dark
    oh the light
    you mix in shades
    of colors so bright
    in eyes of me so blue..
    and green and grey
    and all
    between..;)

    Well.. my friend M.. i see a Carleigh
    here that would have turned
    18 years old November 10th
    whose chest could not
    hold a heart
    sometime
    around born..
    and back on June 4th
    i have a Ryan who is
    the same..
    at 18..
    and at
    that point
    whether your
    story is fiction
    or fact.. my inspiration
    is to let Ryan live on in
    my eyes and now words..
    There are 11 million..
    amazing what
    a child’s
    eyes
    as passSinG
    can do to A
    Life
    Living
    NOW
    in wORds
    of eYes..:)

    Okay.. that one
    gives the
    edge to
    the Unconditionally
    Loving folks
    over
    the exclusory
    ones.. wiTh wInks..
    AND NO
    FrIGgInG
    ScaRlet
    ASteRisKs..;)

    oh.. did i mention
    humor God
    s a
    laugh
    2..:)

    Egg of relation
    ship.. sells
    scrambled
    emO
    T
    ions
    wiTh no
    sUgar
    rAw..;)

    *i p
    lay
    wiTh wOrds
    friEnds
    thAT
    never
    spEnd..:)

    i am
    capt
    u
    red
    by the
    eight leg
    cat and
    or pussy
    at the be
    g
    inning..:)

    Di
    Vine
    Love
    God
    dess
    God s
    He
    R
    Love
    un
    con
    Di
    T
    ion
    Ally!..:)

    A gRain of
    sanD wIThout
    no feat of feet
    eARTh refLecT
    InG
    ODS
    haNd
    StAnds..:)

    WeLL.. oKay..
    a few deTours
    all caught
    up
    and time
    to dance
    bare feat
    in sAndS
    Workout NOW!..:)

    PS..
    Thanks
    so much for
    thiS prOmPt De..
    i never kNew
    anoTheR
    nAMe
    fOR thiS
    butt
    fUn..;)

    Now next tiMe
    somEone asks
    me W
    T
    Fred i’m
    doing i’ll
    just pro
    vi
    De
    a WIK
    i
    l
    INk..:)

    2:20 pm

    Back again
    shortly before
    Din Din.. 4:23 pm…;)

    Emo
    T
    iOn
    force energy
    carries wiNd
    WitH words..
    Human
    instrument
    Chords song
    Vocal power
    expresSinG
    SonG of
    Us
    withiN
    poetry
    expreSinG
    emoTioN
    equals
    force
    surpri
    sing
    LY
    yes.. PoeTryiS
    POWeR!FORCe!HiGhER!

    A song.. a tune
    harmony.. anhar
    money..
    all is force
    dark or light..
    Energy takes
    us higher
    in dancing
    light of
    creative freedom
    Theta waves sing
    a drowsy poet
    feels
    a song
    as Near..:)

    Horse paths
    never deviate
    falls result
    from never
    changing..
    a lesson
    to human
    avoid sidewalks
    at all costs.. be free..
    here at endX3 with Lynn..:)

    Smiles.. or learned what is already provided for horse sense instead of human sense.. As in all stuff human or horse.. use it or lose it applies.. Winks.. I am as sure footed as a horned ram on a mountain.. Simply cause I never leave boot camp with God’s inner instruction.. But yes I understand the invention of sidewalks as well.. And it took me a while to walk on green valleys and mountains of God.. Free.. As wild horses fed by God Allone..:)

    More
    de
    tours
    and all caught
    up for now..:)

    4:34 pm…
    Back at 11:05 pm..
    11072015..
    all day casino event
    for me.. catching
    up with one more
    Haibun dVerse entry
    here.. and a trio
    more enjambment
    poems as
    well..
    and then it’s
    off to finish the
    rest of the new
    post ‘Captain Salt’..:)

    Funny how folks get so attached
    to bodies.. even when they
    never use them much..
    but truly the flame
    inside never
    dies.. now
    and that’s
    not left
    in then
    flesh..

    Flame lives
    dies flesh
    live flesh sings flAMe..:)

    Zen Art forgets
    important aspects
    of human in desire
    and ego.. as actor I
    of play of director i..
    wheRe eXcla
    ma
    tiOn
    iS spiRit
    ExpreSsinG
    emoTionAl
    heArt of
    mINd and
    BoDy BalanCinG
    soUl jUst n0w
    aS
    iS real
    mOTher
    Nature
    Truth
    and liGht!
    asHuwoMAN..:)!

    LiGhthouse
    of i exists n0w
    flicKeRing
    flAme iN
    i of I
    !
    sInGs!
    briGht!
    and hiGh!
    Torch AlLive!..:)!

    ’84 cold places
    of emotionless
    herds of machines
    while some miss
    chief humans
    as ghosts
    in robots
    and zombies..:)

    All done at 11:31 pm
    and fixin’ to newpost
    this full recipe
    of
    whole
    pie from
    Captain
    Salt..;)

  4. Glenn Buttkus says:

    OK, Fred, I am back in town, back online, & back in the saddle again. But thanks 4 noticing my strong voice & presence had gone dark for a time. Remodeling, what a reality! Love that Adele video, she is magnificent. Your red flower images & clouds resonate with me, sir; great pic of You & Katie too. I miss Brian Miller a lot too, hope he is finding solace in whatever he is doing now. Your Dino fixation is shared by many, as you dance between 2 T-Rexes. Your point is well taken as 2 the dVerse prompt on enjambment; for Christ, brother, you are the damn king of that form, with your very unique style of poetic & spiritual expression–even if you never heard of it; it just appears out of your bones. 5055 words today, & all of them completely YOU.

    • HI Glenn.. nice to see you back online
      WHErE YOU BE
      LONG..;)
      hehe..
      yes.. online
      is great to connect
      and the only
      place
      a person
      can reason
      ably
      or un
      reason
      ably
      En
      jamb
      mean
      T up!
      Life is wonder..
      FULL NOW JUST NOW
      WHEN it’s shA
      red aND
      wiNed one finds a name
      for what they think they
      do origin
      al
      theRe iS
      most often
      soMeonE
      who starTs
      a trend first
      or just does
      it for fun
      like
      me
      hehex2
      yex.. poeTry CAN
      BE MAGIC FOR THOSE
      WHO FLY
      WItH
      E
      YES
      OF
      RE
      E..:)

  5. https://shadowsofthedivine.wordpress.com/2015/10/12/preamble-of-my-death-note/

    A stop in Pakistan before the Dance..

    Well.. i suppose it is the 6th where
    you are at least.. some spare
    moments here to visit
    a little with you..
    whenever you
    care to come
    back here of
    course..
    and as i look
    at those bones
    again.. dry in
    sand and so
    alone.. i think of
    all yoUr friendship
    was to me and truly
    still is.. no matter how
    quiet those bones feel
    here now for me.. it feels
    too quiet here.. so alone
    somehow i feel your
    pain and more..
    but perhaps
    it’s ’cause
    i miss
    you and
    truly wonder
    this now if you
    will ever come back..
    i feel you will.. the difference of hope..

    Happy 6th.. my friend Lala Rukh..
    nah.. i have not forgotten
    you and will
    not
    and that’s
    WiLL my friend..
    a gift
    of
    moving
    forward
    now.. always.. with
    FAITH AND BELIEVE
    OR EVEN NO FEELINGS
    AT ALL.. MY FRIEND Now..:)

  6. An earlier trip to Pakistan
    today on Facebook
    with friend Rafiah..

    i love that..
    powerful woman’s voice
    and soft man’s voice makes
    a perfect practice of balance
    in emotional heart expreSsinG
    spirit as soul.. Thanks for sharing
    your cultural music as music
    is universal language that
    even other animals
    understand.. Like me..
    He he..;)

    Back to the
    present..

    Okay..
    now i’m really getting
    ready to go dance!..
    and turn this
    thing
    OFF!..
    but yes.. of course
    still attached to
    smart phone
    even at
    RAVE dance..
    as the glow
    of phone
    warns
    people
    when i
    am
    spinning
    ’round close
    to them.. hehe.. again..:)!

    8:48 pm..
    11052015..:)

    hmm.. i guess
    i clock in and out
    just for the nostalgia
    of when i did work for
    clocks and money
    for over 3 decades
    then and hell
    no.. not now..
    JUST FOR FUN!..;)

    8:52 PM..;)

  7. Facebook Profile photo status thingy:

    FEELING FRISKY..
    And off to celebrate my 83rd week
    of Rave Dancing with all the cool
    college age folks at Old Seville
    Quarter..

    and seriously everytime
    i wear a themed shirt..
    it’s like i chameleon
    into whatever
    it is that’s
    on my shirt..
    whether it is words..
    symbols or spirit
    animals like
    THIS BLUE
    EYED
    SIBERIAN
    TIGER NOW!..;)

  8. Rafiah says:

    i say i missed watching your collage of photos. I visited wordpress after long time..i dont know why i have been away..anyway i liked that decorating piece of wood house placed on a glass of table..i too have one similar to that..my sisters made them by placing together blocks of woods left by carpenter while making some furniture in our home..my sisters glued together some pieces in shape of a house building then spread wood glue all over the surface and then sprinkled sawdust all over the piece.. l like it very much and i took it..it so simple but i like it.. i also like that quilt cover with the print of shell cover in which Katrina is resting 😀 Haha and what fun it is reading our conversation again 😀

    • Hi Rafiah.. so nice to see you on my blog here.. but yes..
      haha.. i bring you here anyway..
      to honor my longest
      closest online
      friend..
      Rafiah..
      smiles..
      You have always been
      there and touched me
      as friend through thick
      and thin.. seriously when
      i really needed a friend like
      you.. smiles.. again..
      glad you liked the
      pictures my friend
      and again so nice
      to see you here
      tonight at almost
      5 am here in
      Florida..
      so yeah
      i’m getting
      drowsy.. long night
      of really explosive
      dance for
      me..
      the Siberian
      BLUE eyed
      Tiger did it
      to me..
      i think..:)

  9. More from Rafiah’s Facebook Page..

    i say…

    Song from “An Education”..
    but nah.. i just did the cliff notes again..
    and i know.. ‘get a movie’.. but who needs
    a movie or a book.. when ya gotta song..wink emoticon..;)

    Rafiah says..

    One don’t need a movie for this song. smile emoticon

    i say..

    True.. it’s a real pArt of life too..
    Fire is emotion and smoke is the ‘other stuff’..
    i like Fire.. it’s the best..smile emoticon..:)

    Yes.. girl
    FRIENDS are
    better
    i
    find2..;)

    Rafiah says..

    Me too. grin emoticon

    i say..

    Sorry i am a man..
    i’ll try to do better
    next time.. wInks..
    wink emoticon..;)

    Rafiah says..

    Ha Ha I did it deliberately…;)
    You are already best. grin emoticon

    i say..

    Well.. yeah.. but there is that Sylvia girl..;)

    You make me blush again..
    i am hard on outside
    but soft inside…:)

    Rafiah says..

    Haha you are jealous.
    tongue emoticon

    i say..

    Just a little.. of girls who have so many girlfriends..
    who truly are lifelong friends.. as friend means
    everything to me.. and truly i never have
    a really long one..frown emoticon..:(

    Of course except for wife..
    she does count too..
    wink emoticon..;)

    Rafiah says..

    Count me as well. We’ll make
    it long inshaa Allah. heart emoticon

    i say..

    You can count one me..
    and i truly do feel like
    i can count on you.. yes..
    Inshaa Allah too.. heart emoticon

    Rafiah says..

    Sweet. :’)

    i say..

    smile emoticon..:)

  10. http://theinventionsofcaramelair.blogspot.com/2015/11/back-alley-cat-staff-and-cut-faculty.html?

    ^^^

    Well.. you know/feel i’ve
    had a busy 24 hours
    when i all i do is
    wink.. hehe.. new
    Star.. Cara.. et al..
    but what inspires
    me most about
    your poem..
    is s(i)tar
    ’cause oh my GOD
    i can find A Uni-
    verse in that
    word
    A
    lone
    ALLONE..
    You my friend and
    i and others are truly
    stars of sitars as
    we choose our
    own tuNinG
    with allthatis
    along the now
    along the is..
    and never
    end neverland
    WE CREATE..
    and so interesting
    a Quantum physics
    of the mechanics of
    human mind is building
    on a sONg of (A)resonance
    and this is in imperfect
    perfect practice
    of Sitars
    that may be
    tuned in any way
    not limited to Standard
    E.. there are no limits
    to sitars
    us..
    as free..
    in other words
    the real normal
    is
    OUT
    OF TUNE
    IN A PERFECT
    PRACTICE OF
    A TUNE THAT
    NEVER ENDS..
    AND IT IS
    WHY i love
    the song Kashmir
    so much.. as Jimmy
    Page gETs the power
    of (A)resonance
    and how
    it expands
    mindful awareness
    and that is one hell
    of a prophetic
    song..
    Kashmir
    as it is
    happening
    WRITE NOW..
    COULD BE
    METAPHOR
    COULD BE fAct
    it matters not
    LIGHT
    IS LIGHT
    WITH SOME
    DarK mixed in
    just for
    inspiration
    here and now..
    then and now..
    just
    now..
    now..:)

    Seriously this song.. sends me on a path
    with a force with no name
    a traveler of both
    time and space
    to be where i’ve
    been.. sit with
    elders of a gentle
    race.. the world
    has seldom
    seen.. talk
    about days
    they sit
    and wait
    ALL
    WILL
    BE
    REVEALED..
    and just to think
    that song
    and a
    simple
    Mr.
    Linky
    bRings
    sounds
    caresSinG
    my ears
    not a word
    i could relate
    the story was
    quite clear then..
    no i just have
    the words..
    for folks
    who
    can hear
    the (A)resonant
    meaning inherent
    to it
    ALL..;)

    And my eyes
    fill with
    sand
    in grains
    of life in
    this
    wasted
    land..
    trying to find
    and speak what i feel..
    it goes on.. and on.. and on..
    without
    a need
    for even
    LSD..;)

    Oh pilot of the storm
    that leaves no trace
    but dreams
    of now..
    paraphrased
    all in returning
    again of course
    moving
    through
    Kashmir..:)

    Oh mother of
    the four winds
    feel my sails
    along
    the straights
    of fear no
    more
    i
    am free..:)

    Seriously one more thing..
    music resonates and a(resonates)
    human emotion as strings of acoustic
    instruments are simply a reflection
    of human vocal chords expreSinG
    human emotions.. so what this
    means is when Led Zeppelin
    goes on their LSD trip
    and reflects those
    emotions in their
    songs.. we
    too can
    go there
    in emotional
    spirit of higher
    and higher
    with no
    drugs at all..
    seriously.. try it sometime..
    write a poem while listening
    to the music.. and let it
    TAKE
    YOU
    THERE
    baby
    star..
    no limits
    no bounds
    TO REAL
    HUMAN
    FREEDOMS
    UNLEASHED
    AND RELEASED
    AS THE QUANTUM
    HUMAN MIND
    COME
    AGAIN
    and again
    neverland
    lives as us..
    expreSsinG more..
    forevermorenow..:)

  11. ^^^

    Typical pre-workout face..
    with typical work-out shirt
    that says.. DO YOU EVEN LIFT..
    Funny as usual when i warm up with
    a semi-ballet martial arts-LIKE
    routine.. GRACEfully and
    then start adding 45 LB
    weights to the Parallel
    leg press machine
    close to half a ton
    until almost all
    the plates
    are
    used up off all the
    other machines.. he HE..
    and then i growl very deep
    like a mix of Gator.. Ape..
    and big cat.. Lion and or
    TIGER ’cause voice
    is power.. in soprano
    breaking glasses
    or rumbling growl
    to press that
    half a ton
    25 times
    slowly now
    with my arms
    raised still in air..
    like a ballet dancer..
    hehe.. and that reminds
    me.. just ’cause i float on
    the dance floor.. sometimes
    these Xballet dance lesson
    girls come up to me and take
    my hands attempting to spin me around
    and do the dropsy thingie.. into my
    arms.. and hell no i don’t know how
    to do that.. i am a solo dancer.. not
    a couples dancer..
    one time i had
    no idea that was
    what the girl expected
    me to do.. yeah catch
    her and OMG she fell
    to the floor and i felt
    so bad butt they
    aSsumed i am
    a lesson
    dude but
    hell NO not
    me and
    with the
    instinct
    and intuition
    provided by
    GOD i make up the
    steps just like words
    when i write when i
    DANCE TOO JUST
    FOR FUN JUST NOW!..;)

    But anyway this power of sound
    for all stuff nature in the vibrations
    of all stuff moving down to the
    Quantum Mechanics
    level.. really
    gives credit
    to the power
    of human created music
    and yeah.. heavy metal
    will not have the same
    effect helping plants
    grow.. as
    Mozart music
    but on the other
    hand the discordant
    lower frequency music
    is great for a warrior dance
    of strength training.. while
    the middle range to up
    is good for the
    more polite dances
    of mating and such
    as that.. and then
    there are colors
    that reflect
    human emotions
    that folks can use
    to enhance certain
    emotions or dampen
    others.. bottom line..
    most everything life
    from above so below
    inside outside all
    around is
    connected in
    someway and that is
    GOD the Interconnecting
    relationship of all that is..
    and here’s the thing..
    it ain’t gotta
    always
    make book
    sense as we can
    create our realities
    by visualizing them
    someway in human
    imagination first
    whether that entails
    painting.. writing..
    or even
    free
    style dance..
    all arts create us
    first through imagination
    then the fruition of that
    comes to pass now
    as truly
    creators
    of our own way..
    when we take advantage
    of this higher human potential
    gifted to us by GOD that truly
    is unconditional tough
    and passionate LOVE
    for ALL STUFF LIFE
    NOW AS IS JUST IS..!..:)

    Anyway for me.. getting lost
    in a Led Zeppelin Kashimir
    song.. simply changes
    my brain waves into
    theta waves of
    creativity
    and in a
    semi-drowsy
    comfortable state
    of mindful awareness
    in letting all negative
    emotions go moving into
    human being flow now
    of mind and body
    balance.. and truly
    this is what the linked
    Kundalini Meditation
    video does as well..
    as no.. not everyone
    can or will dance
    everywhere they
    go to achieve
    the same basic
    human freedoms..
    greater now.. as is possible!..:)

  12. Okay i admit it..
    i’m AdDicTed to MisChief
    see what i did there..
    an addiction
    to diction
    of MISS
    Chief.. Chief
    being the authority
    and me bucking
    the rules
    of
    social norms
    that are rather
    ridiculous.. to attempt
    to help set folks free
    with hidden truths
    that really
    are not hidden
    at all once folks
    escape the lies
    of culture..
    well anyway
    ya gotta find a silly
    way to help folks ’cause
    folks do not like ya challenging
    their norms that they cling to
    as an anxiety pill..
    to escape illusory
    fears that
    insanely
    bind them together
    in a dark way to keep
    social cohesion whole..
    religion does this.. culture
    does this.. school does this..
    and yes.. sadly.. parents do this
    too.. as it is human instinct for
    order and rigid rules
    to basically
    escape
    fears.. either
    real or illusory
    and honestly the biggest
    fear is the existential fear
    of annihilation at death but sadly
    fear itself takes life out of life and makes
    life death living life in degrees of how much
    the fear represses our free emotions and sensuality
    that GOD gives us to be at peace in this life.. maybe not
    jumping like Joy.. like the Trickster Snoopy and i do every now
    but still at least with peace of mind and body that most all
    animals in the wild both seek and enjoy once the flight
    and fight in love for survival is done for the day..
    no less than the road runner and the
    coyote when they get off
    of work..
    so yeah.. obviously i am
    a mischief maker but a light
    sacred clown or fool
    not a dark
    one that
    wants to
    inflict pain on anyone
    as sure there are loving clowns
    and hating clowns.. but the difference
    is one was loved as a child and the
    other was named the
    devil by his mother
    in a vicious
    cycle of generational
    hate by children who do not
    receive the touchy feely love of their
    mothers.. and Aleister Crowley
    the infamous occultist
    of the last century
    named the
    wickedest man
    in the world who eventually
    assigns his mother’s hateful
    name for himself as the great
    666 the beast in the bible
    and later baphomet that is
    really a symbol of balancing nature..
    not the devil.. spends his life taking
    the piss out of Christianity.. as his so-called
    loving mother is a so-called upstanding Christian
    with a minister father.. treating their son like this
    who eventual tortures small animals as people
    who are not loved by their parents.. both
    of them.. sometimes do..
    as they lose
    or never develop
    the empathy of compassion
    for living things.. and this rings true
    in Aleister’s life in his struggles with
    addiction to drugs.. and even in
    the so-called prophecy
    of his ‘the book of the
    law’.. as his (God)
    ends up being
    like his soul..
    one sadly deficient
    in basic human compassion..
    that is common in other social
    mammals as well.. as one sees
    in nature.. we are not the serpent
    reptilian brain alone for survival
    we have a soft emotional
    side for Love that
    IS GIFTED TO US
    BY THE GOD THAT
    IS ALL THAT IS..
    SO ANYWAY.. even wolf packs
    have this.. and yes Aleister
    Crowley has truly had a huge
    influence on culture through
    rock and roll endeavors
    as in the psychedelic age
    of drugs in the 60’s many rockstars
    are influenced by this man’s philosophy
    of doing as one wilts with the power of Love..
    problem is that Aleister with some truly
    ‘white magic’ AKA Love intentions
    did have that psychopathic
    leaning streak still
    of torturing small
    animals..
    and leaving
    mountain
    climbing
    companions
    freezing dying on
    the mountain side
    with no help from
    him.. and his promotion
    as instruction from how
    his prophecy of his GOD
    sees life is to indulge in
    all the illicit drugs
    that one can
    find to
    alter consciousness..
    so yeah.. the psychedelic
    age of rock and roll feeds off
    this philosophy among folks
    like Jim Morrison.. and it
    costs some of these
    rock and rollers
    their lives
    eventually
    and of course
    still does.. Mr. Crowley
    stated he wanted to be
    the devil’s chief
    of staff.. and what he’s saying there
    is he wanted to be the dark instigator
    of light.. in other words challenge the masses
    to more than what they’ve been told by the dogma
    of some religions and cultures.. and perhaps all..
    before all is said and done.. and he also believed
    in the power of what he called sex magic and
    the taboo that social norms of culture
    bring to tempting not allowed
    sexual behaviors and
    fetishes that COME
    AS A result of
    folks in puberty
    who do not have the usual
    ‘missionary positions’ of expressing
    sexuality until the social age of allowed
    intercourse.. which results in all kinds of fetishes
    as God Nature for human nature rules and when God given human
    nature is not practiced when innate instinct and intuition
    says it’s time to do it.. detours come and come and come..
    to other places instead.. so yes.. this is A source
    of much so-called deviant human behavior..
    as environment plays a huge role
    in this.. when instinctual
    urges are not
    satisfied in how
    they naturally will come
    if not repressed and imprisoned
    by culture and or religion or and
    school.. yes.. parents and family
    too.. ALL GREAT PHILOSOPHERS then and
    NOW.. TRULY ARE SACRED FOOLS RANGING
    FROM MYTHOLOGICAL KRISHNA
    TO REAL LAO TZU TO BUDDHA
    TO JESUS TO MUHAMMAD
    TO YES.. FREDERICK
    NIETZSCHE..
    CROWLEY
    AND EVEN EINSTEIN
    WITH HIS KALI AND MILEY
    CYRUS NOW CULTURALLY
    ALLOWABLE TOUNGUE
    STICKING STRAIGHT
    OUT AT THE NORMS
    OF CULTURE
    TOO.. and yes.. like the
    Egyptian God Min.. i stick
    out more than just tongue.;)
    Humans do have a natural
    instinct to be free and in balance
    as the Nature of GOD can be seen
    all through THE NATURE OF GOD..
    IT IS UNMISTAKABLE FROM MOVING
    INVISIBLY WITH NO NOISE THROUGH
    THE LEAVES in balance like a mythological
    Ninja.. or ballet dancer.. to escape
    predator and capture prey or Tai Chi Martial
    Arts in Eastern Philosophies
    and originated
    before that and same
    as still now in modern
    and ancient so-called
    human primitive hunter
    and gatherer
    cultures.. where matriarchy
    like what Bonobos still do..
    in their jungle
    villages
    in rain forest
    and desert
    Savannah’s
    is the rule.. of women
    sharing cooperative power
    and men are basically the
    willing sex slaves..
    while women share
    sex too.. anyway
    Adele’s Song
    Addicted to
    You.. says it
    all about where culture
    is going now… women have
    been ruled by patriarchy against
    the matriarchy that is more of intrinsic
    human loving nature ever since herding
    and agriculture comes on the cultural
    scene.. particularly agriculture
    some twelve thousand
    years ago..
    and now culture is changing
    where nomadic herding and
    agriculture is no longer
    necessary for subsistence
    and survival.. however
    human beings overall
    are becoming
    nomadic again..
    in small nuclear family
    units as they travel for subsistence
    and survival where the jobs are
    and more rarely stay still in their
    home villages anymore.. resulting
    in much social chaos as the village
    as social unit core is they way of
    human life since tribes
    of hunters
    and gathers
    lives in groups
    of less than 200
    to hold hands and
    survive together where
    the child is the prize of
    THE WORK OF THE NIGHT then
    AKA SEX.. THE INTERCOURSE
    ACT.. as warm bodies
    then are the
    cooperation
    of life for eating..
    not just the fetish
    of sex.. in all the
    ways that
    comes
    for now..
    so really what we are in now
    is a huge social experiment
    where we are the unwitting
    and witting guinea pigs
    in a huge experiment
    that could mean
    continued
    survival
    or eventual
    extinction of the species
    and so many other forms
    of life on this planet.. but the
    basic answer is what it has all
    ways been.. GET BACK TO NATURE
    IN BALANCE.. AND IN LARGE SOCIETIES
    HUMANS LIVE IN NOW.. WHERE INNATELY
    THEY ARE ONLY EVOLVING STILL FOR SMALL
    SOCIAL GROUPS.. THE ONLY WAY THIS CAN
    BE DONE IS ON AN INDIVIDUAL
    BASIS HOLDING HANDS
    AS A ONE GLOBAL
    TRIBE OF HUMAN
    BEINGS FOR LONG
    TERM SURVIVAL
    THE BEST WE CAN..
    SO YEAH.. I AM ADDICTED
    TO THE MISCHIEF TO MAKE
    THIS HAPPEN BUT I AM NOT THE
    ANALOGY FOR SGT PEPPER THAT
    THE BEATLES USED TO HONOR
    ALEISTER CROWLEY AS
    THE CHIEF OF STAFF
    OF THE DEVIL
    IN DARK PEPPER
    WAY.. I AM MORE LIKE
    CAPTAIN SALT.. HEHE..
    I DO MAGIC ALL WHITE
    AND FUN
    AS A WHITE
    SACRED FOOL/
    TRICKSTER/CLOWN
    MAGICIAN OF ALL NATURAL
    SORTS… IN ALL OF THIS NOW..;)

  13. Casino Elevator rides can be kinda boring..
    so to break the monotony.. here i am
    attempting to excite wife Katrina
    in a mix of Matrix style martial
    arts and showing her a
    ‘little’ leg..wink emoticon..;)

    Specifically at the Imperial Palace Casino
    at Biloxi Mississippi where it frigging rained all day..
    where i cannot dance the streets and beach and
    am stuck inside with Casino Fever that know
    has nothing to do with gambling and plenty
    to do with Cabin Fever.. so i danced
    outside under the covered
    Limo Parking Lot..
    VIP parking way.. etc…;)

    And yes.. while i am there.. i provide a few
    dancing lessons to the ghost of Michael Jackson..
    he didn’t wanna go outside to dance with me..
    so he possessed me like he usually does..
    from watching his remnant YouTube Videos..
    etc.. as well..wink emoticon..;)

    So who is the ghost here in the photo..
    him or me.. kinda hard to tale..
    huh..wink..;)

    Oh.. and many more martial arts
    and dance photos coming to the
    next blog post shortly named
    “Captain Salt”.. it takes a
    while to ‘get it’..
    the title that is..
    per metaphor..
    and not the blog
    post.. he HE..;)

    Okay.. so imagine.. yes.. like the Beatles
    and John Lennon says.. IMAGiNe..
    if from the time of birth..
    the journey and path of life..
    is one to bring positive energy to others..
    instead of making money.. gaining status..
    and collecting STUFF.. YEAH.. WHAT IF..
    like our so-called primitive ancestors..
    we help each other to survive..
    SHARE IT ALL.. and dance
    and sing together like an
    African American Church
    with no FRIGGING ILLUSORY FEARS..
    LIKE A HORNED DEVIL AND A BURNING PLACE..

    Seriously.. no joke.. if one dances and sings life..
    life is fun.. it don’t get any better for our primitive ancestors..
    or those of us who have forgotten AND REMEMBER what
    it even means to move and sing.. life instead of sidewalking
    it to concrete hell.. in dark space.. of death as life.. and yes..
    i weigh close to 235 LBS.. and trust me.. or not.. if i have
    to prove it.. my bones.. ligaments.. tendons.. and muscles
    are as dense as a frigging ape.. who swings through
    trees as ‘forrest’.. instead of lYinG on the
    earth still and dead alive..

    THE SWITCHES FOR ON FOR
    super S HOPE rmen and women are still in
    our DNA MOVING per EPIGENETICS FOR THOSE
    who may think i am smoking this out my butt.. i am
    literally smoking this ouT of hips.. that can literally
    move cars.. with the help of legs.. or half a ton..
    oF weight.. like a feather’s breeze singing..
    alive.. and WELL…smile emoticon..:)

    HERE’S THE THING..
    CHALLENGE..
    ADAPT.. AND CHANGE..
    OR SIT STILL.. STAGNATE AND WILT..
    there are no free rides in life for either happy
    or REAL FREE.. where one controls their own
    emotions and senses in regulation and integration..
    through the power of human imagination and creativity
    in the DANCE AND SONG OF LIFE!.. that ain’t just
    inspired by someone else’s lessons OR instructions..

    CREATE MEANS FLOW..
    and rarely to ever looking back..
    IN FLOW.. just letting it all go and
    DOING IT NOW.. AS A PERFECT
    PRACTICE OF RISING UP (ASCENDING)..
    INSTEAD OF FALLING DOWN.. (DECLINING)
    PER LIGHT AND DARK EMOTIONS AND SENSORY
    EXPERIENCES OF LIFE.. where words are not even
    required to experience any of this at all..
    in flow.. AS LIGHT IN HEAVEN NOW..
    otherwise known and felt as
    unconditional tough and
    passionate LOVeNOW!..:)

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