Well.. high S.. now known as Pink Rook..
i missed you.. as you are a good
friend to me too..
and i understand
what you are going
through.. as yes..
i’ve been there
too many times
myself to
count over
what seems
like thousands
of years over 66 months
in so many ways before
that as well.. here and
there in falls and rises
of life..
and if anything
i am too happy
now.. hehe..
by Doctor’s
reports..
but hey..
they ain’t
been to hell
likely like me
to tell the
tale of me..
winks again..
Anyway.. i Love
you friend for all
of all of what you
are too.. the dark
and crispy parts..
and the light
and feathery
parts too..
just fly
with me
high my friend..
and i will pick you
up as you fall down
a little to the
best
of wings
that sing
here
my friend
again..
Pink Rook
now.. and oh by the
way.. hehe.. yes.. i’m
financially independent
now thanks GOD.. but
that million dollars of
equipment comes
from Government
money and NOT
out of
my pocket
hehe..
OH GOD
though
a tremendous
amount of effort
went into the
administrative
part to get
it.. as i had
8 hours to
use the money
in just one day..
mission accomplished
then.. and the glory
of using it now..
is mine as well
to get
really
really
strong
and fearless
to do all the dance
steps and words
and sure..
‘other stuff’
too..
funny how
God works
in
MYSTERIOUS
WAYS NOW
AND
THEN FOR
NOW ALWAYS
JUST
NOW..:)!
BEST TO YOU
ALWAYS MY
FRIEND
WITH
LOVE..:)
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All decked out in green.. Katrina.. in her usual position of tightly packing store stuff in the Civic trunk.. and Pan in green shirted way today.. of “I’m Roarsome” with my childhood friend the T-Rex illustrating the biggest roar of all on terrestrial land.. hehe…
Anyway.. more fun T-Rex Roarsome public dancing photos added into this last blog post named “Vincents R uS”.. coming now.. to the usual blog theater here.. as i continue to do the autobiography rover thingy.. real time.. now online.. as well…
Family and friends and friends of family.. etc.. don’t have to guess what i do.. ever in life.. now or then.. at least for the last two years.. online.. haha.. of course if they give a crap.. hehe.. as yeah.. live is busy and all of that.. too.. yeah.. i know my sense of humor is DRY2..;)
Yeah.. i got the ‘eye of the T-Rex’.. and really strong hind legs..
and yes.. a really big head.. haven’t measured the brain..
though.. fully.. at least.. yet..wink emoticon..;)
Yes.. the beast in foreground..
the beauty’s got the T-RexBACK!..;)
SORRY.. dinosaurs have been exciting the creativity in me.. ever since the Sinclair Dinosaur stations sell gas for 19 cents a gallon when i am 6 years old in 1966.. and give away those extra cool plastic dinosaurs.. oh imagination reigns the world then.. now it’s Jurassic Park in 3D on the theater and TV instead of moving striving thriving childhood and adult imaGiNaTioN.. i lost my imagination somewhere from school to work for 40 years of a desert life of input.. and i got it back like a T-REX back now.. and no i’m not really SORRY..;)
And no my wife can tale ya.. i don’t bite hard..
i just nibble here and there.. when i get really
hungry.. as yes.. the T-REX has a healthy
appetite for moving stuff… and plant life too..
Jaws.. Tigers.. and Lions ain’t got nothing on ‘us’..;)
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Hehe.. for some reason
i’ve always felt a little
bit like a T-Rex…
and seriously
there is no
current
animal
who growls
as deep as i do..
at least at my gym..;)
that echoes out of
the racquet ball
court..
towards
the end of
my work-out
as the
vocal chords
can be as loud
as the WORDS..
haha.. one time
i sneezed in church
and people told
me they wanted
to run for cover
from a shot gun blast..
something about the CHI
baby star..
that comes
to me in what
some might describe
as bi polar manic form..
but nah it’s crystal clear
calm energy
with
a
BOOM!..
yeah.. if you ever
go to my youtube
site.. i gotta video of
my first deep guttural
growl back in 2013
dancing.. singing
piano composing
music and other
stuff.. i’m seriously
afraid to leave
it here (THE
GROWLING ‘JN SHINING’
OR WHATEVER video) as i don’t
wanna get banned
or deleted
anymore than
necessary.. he HE
again.. for now at least..;)
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From Friend Rafiah’s
Facebook Page..
i say.. in response
to this linked song on Rafiah’s page..
Wow.. Adele looks totally different in that video.. i liked her song Rolling in the Deep too.. very much.. and of course that Bond song too.. you shared.. anyway.. hello my friend.. again.. with smiles.. too..:)
Rafiah says..
Hello to you too my old pal..;)
i say..
Yeah.. i am kinda old.. winks..;)
Rafiah says..
Kinda? Nah.. You’re definitely old..winks..;)
i say..
Smiles.. and you are definitely young..:)!..
Rafiah says..
And you actually make me feel like one..<3
i say..
I think you mean one young one..
if that is not a trick heart.. nah..
no trick hearts from you my
lovely young friend..:)
Rafiah says..
i say..
Smiles.. I just used another Cold Play song in my blog
and then I am thinking about this wonderful song too
when light comes to dry bones.. And yes you
continue to help fix me too.. As that is pArt
of the human condition for all who
walk this earth.. Now..:)
Rafiah says..
i say..
Sounds like New Orleans Blues..
And thanks Ms.. DJ.. I’ve been dancing
to your songs barefoot in the sand of my
backyard and Katrina informs me.. Get in..
It’s time for her to shop again… And of course
the dance continues for me.. Ms.. DJ.. Once
again like a nonstop turntable..;)
Rafiah says..
It’s two here at night. I am awake doing some work
and visiting my favorite old songs. About this one
I always heard the short version. Tonight for the
first time I listened the full version and I was
like wow wow wow.. I was also thinking
what you might be doing and here
you tell me already..;)
i say..
Smiles.. Great minds think and
feel alike friends..:)
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Well.. getting ready to move on to the travel prompt at
dVerse for the Tuesday link and to check
back with the Haibun prompt on
Monday for any
newcomers
there to poeticAlly
respond to as well..
and yes.. i’ll start
a second comment
for that.. to keep
it all
same
themed as much
as possible..
but truly
for me
the greatest
travel journey
has been within..
and the greatest part
of my online journey are the
few but treasured friends i find..
visit with.. and cherish here on my
blog too.. to count my blesSinGs
of friends in poetic
expression
as well..
and sure..
Rafiah above..
often expresses herself
with music as i do too..
emotions are sometimes
easier to do that way than
words alone.. and Rafiah..
has always been an
Unconditionally
Loving friend
as that seems
to be her
natural
state of
being..
non-judgemental
not much different than
me really than probably
a foot in height and a hundred
or so LBS i probably have
on her.. plus 33 years
in age from the
one group
of photos
i have
ever seen
of this very precious
young woman who now
has a sweetest smile
and eyes.. in her Hijab..
Pakistan Muslim
way of dressing..
nicely
as well..
but anyway..
she has been
my most
consistent
friend online
since the Summer
of 2014.. her personality
is always one of integrity
and she always seems
to keep it altogether
as a genuine
human
being
always
now.. for some reason..
i get along with Muslim
and Indian folks
very well
and i suppose
it is our Love of
Nature and
GOD
as same
where it is a way
of living and not just
a Sunday Routine..
with my new
friends
Zee..
Revels1
Soheir..
and Imran Ali
as well.. and older
friends.. Lala Rukh
and some other
friends
from the
Middle East
and South Asia
as well..
including the
very sweet fairly
new but special
friend Himali
from India
and
Prajakta too..
as well as another Facebook
friend.. too.. as a fairly
new friend too..
all my efforts
in online
travel
and poetry
have truly
been to find new
friends like these..
and yes… there is Shawna
too.. who is so much like
me.. who has a daughter
with Asperger’s
Syndrome
like
me..
from the states here..
some older offline friends..
and some older online friends
who seem to have disappeared
as of late.. who i hope will come
back soon.. like X.. AKA Brian
Miller.. and Glenn too..
but anyway..
mostly in
my life..
the friends
i have are girls
it seems overall..
as they touch me
in loving ways..
that seem
foreign
mostly to the male
of the species..
but no.. not
me.. i’ve always
had strong emotion
in my heart.. and a really
big need to express it.. but
that is a problem with Asperger’s..
expressing nonverbal communication
and verbal communication as well..
and poetry has brought the
connection to language
and emotion for me..
like sing song
voice of
emotion
too..
so i keep
singing and
keep treasuring
my blessings of
friends here..
’cause at least
if i ever get really
sick again.. locked up
in a dark room.. not even
able to look at a screen or type,,
or go anywhere for the first 2 years
of my illness.. like before.. or am limited after
that to a screen like i am for the rest of that
66 months of illness.. i can look back and see
that yes.. i once have friends.. and these are such
good friends that even after two years.. then.. i truly
feel they will still be my friends then.. last time i got
sick.. during that 66 months.. i was unable to
physically in a flesh and blood way connect
to anyone.. even Katrina.. as all i was
then was pain and emotionally
numb.. i lost connection
with everyone else
too.. and it has
been a real
struggle
to connect
to anyone at all..
so yeah.. this is my art
to travel online to connect
to people who can accept all
of who i am.. and what i do..
or at least tolerate me
as i am..
and i feel
fortunate
most to
travel and
find real friends now..
with Love of course..
like Cold Play
says
TO
FIX
US NOW..
JUST NOW..
Oh yeah.. and there
are my dancing friends
from Old Seville Quarter
since the Summer of 2014..
like Rafiah online too..
Cortney who is now my
Facebook friend
along with
Maggie..
and Chelsea
who doesn’t
do Facebook
but always
has a smile
and frolicking
dance with me
at Old Seville
like Cortney
and Maggie
too..
and yes..
Cortney
is the ‘dark
haired mall
girl’ who
somewhat
looks like
Katrina’s Twin..
hehe.. who often
appears in my blog too..
and nah.. she’s not just
‘a mall girl’.. she works
in conserving natural resources
with a degree in that from college..
yeah.. a science nerd like me..
and Rafiah too.. still
at heart as well
for me now..
and Chelsea
a Biology
major
too..
anyway that’s it
for this lengthy
monologue from
me.. now
to travel
prompts
at dVerse
a little
before
i hit the
bed ending here
at 1:43 am..
11042015..:)
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Starting Travel prompts..
*Fever’s pace of river
never ending journey
waters edge
goes
on..
bRings
Ocean
back home..:)
Wanderlust.. an outer
and inner journey
too for me.. now..
where no ends
and beginnings
are real in
touch
with
me..
a pace of
life is free..:)
Smiles.. at 55 still
now no planes
for me yet..
but i learn
to fly
inside
and spread
my wings same..:)
Smiles.. when i write.. my mind
rarely stands still.. looks forward
or back.. it is what is always
moving in wonder
with little thought..
when i dance..
give me three
feet bare feat
and i go
places
now that
mind alone
will never
know.. as
head above..
mind now
is not just
in head
it goes
all over
body
when
used as
balanced
us..muscle
memory is
real memory too..
yet always present
to learn anew now
inside outside so above
so below all around now
Infinite moving and emotions free..:)
Wind.. air.. hum..
innate urge
to move
water
rippling
spreads..
no end to
dance of water
song’s beat of life..:)
*With three clicks
of silver shoes
no place like
home of
dance
for me..
white Nike’s
will do.. always
home floating air..:)
A spiral
flow knows
feels no sidewalks
of dance.. oh.. to
stream a river
ocean
nows
living
whole..
galaxies
Universe feat us..:)
*Give me Love
a song and a
dance
and my
travel is complete
and never ending
or be
ginning..:)
Smiles.. in the art of
free style ballet
martial arts
like dance..now..
the farther i wander
into what my body
in instinct.. and
intuition feels
to do.. the lighter
as feather i become
as air and water same
that floats.. in flow.. as one..
and feather is a nice place for human go…
Escaping..
one’s head
divine..:)
Never too early
or late
to let go..
as now
then ever
now free more..:)
For so long culture
and environment
rules my travel
plans then..
work says
wait..
i wait..
and wait..
and now i
move.. finding
balance.. within
three feet is
enough
for
me..
but yeah
more is nice as well..:)
i suppose an interesting part
of communal travel where
time becomes now
without words
is a vision
of non
verbal
communication..
but of course
with smart
phones faces
become screens
and the person across
the aisle of seats may
never even
exist..
but anyway..
connections
come
warm
or cold..
as travelers come and go..
who is dead or who is alive
increasingly difficult to measure..:)
And that’s why a dance
is always travel
for me.. now
and a partner
makes it
a circus
fair.. of joy
with fall leaves
or bright electronic lights..
as long as there are no
dance classes on
sidewalks
low
dance high travel farther..:)
Travel.. dance moves
words sing..
words take
me places
i know not to go..
feet sing me songs
i never
knew
sung..
now is travel
all is song and dance..:)
Okay.. 3:44 am now..
14 responses
in 70 minutes
equals
5 minutes
each.. a new
record for me..
but hey travels
go fast..
more often
in
dance..;)
Back again at
10:42 pm..
with three
added links..
Thanks for sharing a most beautiful
travel to Kashmir.. with valleys..
rivers.. and boats
to travel and live..
Hidden Jewel
of the Himalayas ..
yes.. a place
for respite..
a place
for peace..
a place
to regain
energy.. a
place to Live..:)
Well.. again my friend
Lynn.. so close to the
end.. we can certainly
agree here on
all the benefits
of camping..
my lifelong
dream..
to build
a home in
front of wilderness..
screen doors call
set free am i
always
camping
bare
of feet
in Nature
Feat
alive..:)
Smiles.. few old worlds
live here in new
world roads..
where culture
thrives in all
colors of
past..
a treasure
to unwrap
and live again
old world.. new smiles.:)
Ok.. done
here for now..
at 11:01 pm
11042015..:)
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Back again at 8:11 am
for more Monday Haibun
Poetic responses..:)
Smiles.. the modern day version of the Van Gogh
painting is the movie Avatar.. and the movie
the Emerald Forest.. in the 80’s here in
the states.. a call to nature..
a call back
home
away
from humans
who become
their tools..
After Avatar some folks
ended their lives.. for
realizing a
place
they’ve
never been
and can never go..
deep deep
within
just waiting
in the backyard free
for those with Nature’s
eyes still free as well…
Nature sings
Truth
as Human Refrain..:)
Nature.. a beauty
of subsistence for
human to live..
a wafer
of bread
in grain a
cup of
hands
for water..
where intermittent
gratification rules
and sugars
and fats
never
course
blood free..
Beauty becomes
work
for life..:)
Well.. Lynn.. pArt of the reason
i love you near the end is ’cause
we both see a friend
in Jesus.. originally
named Yeshua
and other
names
and
sadly as Jesus
predicts many people
have yes.. done more than
he.. but sadly as then..
their only reward
from culture
has been
torture
in many ways..
witting and witting
not.. there are many Jesus’
who spend their life on street
corners.. drugged up.. and
in institutions too..
but then there
are Jesus’
who still
live now..
who understand
that the me he is talking
about is the God in them.. NOW..
as yes.. in language revisions
original meanings are sadly
lost into literal
translations
that fail
no less
than
literal
translations
of poetry even
yes.. here..
as poeTry..
when some folks without
these deeper eyes and ears
of GOD have never really
been healed
and see and
hear more.. ‘here’..
anyway.. the experience
of the awakening and enlightening
that the real man Jesus speaks of
as not censored out of the gnostic
gospels of Jesus.. by a psychopathic
leaning power hungry Emperor Constantine
to expand the Roman empire
by making a humble Prophet/
Teacher/’Yogi’/healer into a
soldier Sun GOD
as extension of the
Mithra-mythical religion
in 325 AD.. with
‘back-room’ closed
door now then deals
of Catholic Cohort
leaders then and now..
YES.. THE REAL EXPERIENCE
OF AWAKENING AND ENLIGHTENING
OF HUMAN BEINGS HERE ON EARTH
AND ANY CREATURE LIKE US
LIKELY ON ANY OTHER PLANET
IN INFINITY’S UNIVERSE(S)
CREATED BY THE ONE GOD
OF ALL.. range from metaphors
here on earth from being
born again.. to
Kundalini
rising.. to the
Dao and Tao
the Dharma
And Qi to Ki
to Chi.. and
becoming one
with the Great
Spirit too.. and limitless
other human metaphors
of myths housing vehicles
and vessels of Universal
liGht truths and yes.. now
even self actualization
in secular words for some..
but the bottom line IS
GOD IS THE GOD OF ALL
AND AS LONG AS MORE
OF HUMAN POTENTIAL
IS PURSUED JESUS’
PROPHECY OF
GREATER
PAINTINGS
WILL COME TRUE..
particularly when Jesus
becomes more and more
welcome.. in metaphor
of course..
today..
resurrected as such..
in so many people
who gain eyes and
ears closer to GOD
as metaphor
of course
too..
Poetry is a great
adventure to better understand
the parables of the bible too..
particularly as we as
source material
start
to write
those parables
as Yeshua.. et al
speaks then
too.. my dear
friend Lynn
who seems
close to
this means..
and never end
in Journey as
Path with GOD…
God NOW just NOW
Essence.. words
symbols.. tools..
potential paths
with GOD..
GOD’s
Neverland
REAL NOW..:)
Smiles.. my friend Lynn actually i am
suggesting the polar opposite of
what Nicene Council
Catholic altered Christianity
suggests at the time of paying disrespect
to a humble teacher/yogi/healer/prophet
who never ever
wanted to
be worshipped
as a God in anyway
that is still clear in the
New Testament as well
as the Gnostic Gospels
of Jesus untainted
by the hand of
the 325 AD..
Nicene
council..
i am suggesting
as history shows
now that Jesus is
a real man.. a real
prophet.. a real
healer.. no
different
really
than any real
Yogi who lives
today or before
using Yogi as
metaphor
as there
are no
Yogi’s
in the area
Jesus lives then..
Jesus opens up the reality
that we are all children of GOD
and that is the real Good NEWS
and we have the power within
just like he did then
to heal
now..
been there
done IT friend
so yes..
in metaphor
i am speaking
from eyes of
Both God
and Jesus
but the difference
then and now is..
IT is no magic
Soldier Sun GOD myth
propagated by a Roman
Emperor and his power
hungry Catholic friends.. it is the
healing gift of Unconditional
Love without illusory fears
that exists on a desert now
Isle of human beings same
here as any planet
with book creatures
such as us or others..
Jesus never asked
for the pay grade of
King of the Universe..
God doesn’t have to play
games like that as GOD is
real too.. so sure.. there are as
many eyes of God in flesh now as
there are stars in the sky and beyond
what tiny human eyes and books can
comprehend
now..
and sure
that’s just common
sense and logic now
gifted to us no less
than the holy
spirit
that works
in tandem with
that for heaven now..
the place of the Kingdom
of GoD that Jesus promises
is here
then and now..
no different than
anywhere else
in God’s
existence
now.. anyway..
take it with a grain of
salt my friend.. i am
not speaking alone
from ego or book
lessons it is now
the HOLY spirit
as expresSinG
within
believe
it or not..
with smiles..:)
Highly unlikely
that the real
man Jesus
will be
accepted
fully in
any
Christian
church now
as dogma rules
then dogma rules now
and that was the reality
Jesus faced then as well
but nah.. he probably wouldn’t
be crucified.. just banned or deleted…
Jesus sets a challenge to be like
him.. but never ever to worship
him anymore than
a grain
of sand..
as a grain
of sand
is GOD too..
the reason we have
a place to stand upon
the EARTH out of Ocean..:)
Smiles.. my friend Hank..
Lovely Art science
interpretation
of what
Van Gogh
might have
been THINKING
of in his artful
endeavors here..
but most likely
i feel.. that he
just let it ALL go..
like that
Ice Princess
from Frozen..
and like in that
video of song
if you’ve seen
it.. the golden
blue swirling
of nature’s truth
in spiraling way
becomes
the art
in painting
similar as dance
free style like the
Ice Princess does too…
Essence of Art
is in
just doing it Air..
PS..
it’s like the magic
level of a modern
video game
that never
exists
online..
outside of
the human mind..
and body too..
of course..
as one..
when expresSinG
SpiRit as such in ART..:)
Smiles.. vagabonds.. gypsies..
homeless men and women
and all outcasts and
recluses from the
rest of culture
learn stuff
anew..
and
to really
get to know
and feel them
is something Real
and when they art it
a bird sings life newly
as Nature does now W/
other creatures FREE..:)
In every creature
i believe.. exists
a drive for freedom
from all illusory restraints..
and tools of brush
and paint can
express this
desire now
in humans
as great
as any
novel
or poetry book..
like any other expression
of what humans call art..
and it is truly sad when
it takes great
suffering
and pain
to set
those
eyes
of more of seeing
free as art..
but that
will
change
as expreSsinG
different becomes
more tolerating and accepting
as is the case coming now
where freedom
rings trueR..
in expresSinG
Living free now..
in.. IT.. info tech
a digital
brush
of
paint..
no less than
the opposable
thumb that
starts
IT all
in
humans
long long ago..
sketching imaginary
angle connections of stars
in sand.. with sticks..
sanskrit
comes next
and the
rest is collective
intelligence as
recorded history
and the rest
of culture
now..
and this
keyboard
of 1’s and
0’s as digit
of ART
becomes
ONE…
REAlitY
expresSinG aLL
tHUMb digit 0NE..:)
WELL moving a ‘little’
deeper here in words
of (:..Haibun/Fredbun..;)..
9:35 am and
caught up
on all
prompts
for now..:)
Back at 10:33 pm..
for a couple more
links added
in now..
Smiles.. my goodness where
i live.. barely a temperature
below 60 degrees..
humidity still
high.. and leaves
slowly still changing
where Indian
Summer
continues
to rain..
Summers change
late
Northwest FL heat..:)
Sky.. a rising falling Angel
always of human
set free.. now..
Earth.. a grain
of sand that
keeps us
glued
down
sane..
food..
grows
to eat..
Wheat grains
spin tales now
Life as sAMe..:)
And that’s all for
now at 10:41 pm..
11042015..:)
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Hehe.. now you posted this at 1:11 pm by chance or circumstance.. haha..
and thanks for coming by same oldnew friend Star/Cara.. Cara reminds me
of that really intelligent Monkey Lady off of Planet of the
Apes by the way.. but wait it’s Cala not Kara..
but i still like Cala too..
yeah wit is the
power of never
looking like
a total
no know
now..
get the rebound
and the backboard
and the tennis ball
racquet and us
become one..
yeah… i played
Tennis for 10 years
free style and wild
TWELVE TO TWENTY TWO..
like i do everything else..
my first real experience of
FLOW BE THE BALL MY
FRIEND..
or GRASSHOPPER
OR just another
happy
chick..
seriously
i love you friend
you are such a creative chick
soul.. and you bring a light
of creativity in me.. that truly
no one else does.. as we
are too weird and fabulous
for the world now..
yeah..
Vincents
R uS
Are you US
US you Are
and yeah oh My
god that Subway
two for one deal
was hectic..
the poor
folks were
burning buns left
and right tying to GET
the Subs all out..
ugh oh.. Moby
is eating my Nike
Shoe strings..
i think i
better feed him..
wife off with
friend.. she
usually takes
care of
EVERYTHING
BUT WRITING HERE..
DANCING and yeah
some of the other
‘seedier’ stuff
i do too..
but it’s
ALL
FOR FREER
ME.. HE HA HA HE..
and finally yes
breasts feeding
and breasts
in general
are BEST!
and rose
petal
butterflies
below as well..
rooted in love
of course..:)
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In my feeling.. in my senses.. the answer for me is simple at the beach
when no humans leave footsteps of culture.. we are naturAlly in balance
with the earth.. it is the complexity of it all that takes us away from what
we are still evolving to be..
Truly there are zero lessons
for me to find bliss
now.. it’s all
inside
and manifests
itself in moving
energy.. as soft
as a feather..
as calm
as the
center
of
a
Hurricane.. but limitless
energy that knows and
feels no bounds
except for
now..
wheRe iS alWays
forevermorenow
to explore
life
as light
my friend
balance
center
i
S…
Friend.. Suzanne..:)
Smiles.. friend.. Suzanne.. for me.. Creativity.. constant pARt
of bLIss.. either in words of poeTry..
or steps of dance..
then there is
eat and
sleep
repeat
bliss
a turntable
of heaven for now.. and yes it is incredible.. only sparks for
me before.. for 53 long years.. with some nows total darkness..:)
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Smiles.. My friend.. I offer an all you can buffet here..
And really there is no requirement to eat anymore than one wants
or one can just visit McDonalds instead.. Winks.. It’s why I don’t
link anymore.. I don’t want to inconvenience anyone.. so I simply
take my poetry with me in small bites and literally publish it
everywhere I go.. Both in words and steps of dance while
other folks videotape my dance in public and publish it
and promote it for me.. So I can focus ALL My attention
Writing.. Dancing and Singing.. Nah.. Unlike my friend
the T-Rex.. I may last 10.. 100.. Or who knows..
10,000 years longer online.. Simply ’cause
I adapt to adversity.. change and refuse
to either die or go extinct..
Winks.. A Hello would have
sufficed my friend..
No apologies necessary
for what I am as free
and yes always inspired!
Haha.. i am the same way friend..
and wanna read it all everywhere i go..
but i am blessed with a Hyperlexic
form of Autism.. associated with
Asperger’s syndrome.. i am both
blessed and cursed with…
i read 10 to 15 times
faster than the
average human
being.. and type
around 130 words
a minute when
properly focused..
a skill also part
of a lifelong
art of piano
playing as well..
of course i do not mind
if you read just one poem here..
i have written literally over 11 million
words on the Internet in the last 5 years
as of this November 26th.. and thousands
and thousands of poems.. a 26 thousand
single blog post of free verse poetry.. and
there are often scores of poems up to
100 or so in each blog post..
and have danced a martial
arts and ballet style of dance
everywhere i go in public
for 4320 miles in the
last 26 months..
i am retired and
have a wife
who takes
care of everything
in home chores to
free me to do this..
i am so blessed beyond
belief and so happy beyond
belief.. that i just share all of
what i do everywhere i go..
no different than a mix
of Pan and Forrest Gump
with a little Einstein mixed
in too hehe.. anyway..
you are always welcome
here my friend.. i see a friend
the same in wife as i see in
a grain of sand..
IT and THEY ARE
ALL PRECIOUS
and priceless
to me
alive and
well is all i hope..
or grain of sand
to stand upon and
grain of wheat to eat..
hehe and yes strange so
dam weird am i am Loving
and Killing every second of
it
FREE..
ALIVE!..:)
Some people think it is crazy that
i dance everywhere i go.. personally
i think it is insane that people walk
where
they go..
ON SIDEWALKS
or OH GOD
just drive
OR
sit..
smiles..
and thanks for your
kind and understanding
visit.. my friend Hannah..:)
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Well.. this ends this Travels Tear Joy
writing extravaganza and other stuff..
but no.. the entire work of art
is not yet finished
as photos
still coming
around 3 am
in the wee hours of Friday
morning.. celebrating the JOYOUS
event of my 83rd Rave dance
week
Thursday Night
with all the cool college
age folks at Old Seville
Quarter… one
of the
top
100 dance clubs
in America..
where
yes
i have the most dance steps
there just like words here..
and
different they are
as here as there
God and i
make
up the steps
and words as we go
now
just
as
we
go
NOW
ALIVE
REAL
!NOW!
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Well.. SpeaKinG of Travel that Tears Joy..
this short 11 minute or so video
on A Book of Eli..
by Alan Watts..
a great real philosopher
of the last century.. interpreting
Eastern Philosophies.. Religions
and Wisdom for the West.. a learned
Scholar of all Stuff GoD around the world..
what i do.. reference that Denzel Washington
Movie is a little different as what i do is NOT
verbatim stuff from the past.. but truly i
do 13.6 bibles in length of words
coming to 5 years on November
26th in the month we are in..
and yes..for to be
PERFECTLY CLEAR
I HAVE A CONVENANT
WITH GOD TO NOW DO
THIS UNDER COMPLETE
SUBMISSION WITH GOD
with no offs and or butts
however that comes
in words.. flesh
of
dance
my friend(s)..
and when my life
ends no matter how short
or long i will exist here in
flesh my books will remain
in a bookshelf in almost
infinite length with links
on Google.. ALL THE
OTHER LINKS
OF PEOPLE
LIKE ME AND
NOT LIKE
ME.. and
haha.. published
everywhere else..
i go in my journey
of my path
WITH GOD..
in dance
as well..
THIS IS NO
NEW STORY
it is the story
of humankind.. reflecting
GOD’s eYes now.. as always
before.. as Cat friend Yellow Boy
does.. in his way of reflecting
GOD too.. we are all in this
game together and like
Robin Williams and
Walt Whitman and
others say in
the movie
the DEAD
POET SOCIETY..
SOME OF WE ARE NOT
HERE JUST TO READ THE
PAST.. SOME OF US ARE HERE
TO WRITE OUR OWN BOOK
OF ELI WITH GOD
OR WHATEVER
METAPHOR
ONE
USES
FOR ALL THAT IS
AS WE BECOME GIFT
AS GIFT GOD IS
WITHIN
US
EXPRESSING
THIS EMOTIONAL
SPIRIT OF HEART
IN MIND
AND BODY
BALANCING
SOUL.. A FRACTAL
OF ALL THAT IS
AKA
GOD
NOW..
SO MANY WAYS
TO ART IT..
SCIENCE
SCRIBES
IT.. AND
THE TEAM
GOES always
ON FOR NOW
ALWAYS COMPLETE
AS TAPESTRY OF CHAOS
COME NOW AS A PEFECT
ART OF
PRACTICE
ALWAYS
NOW..:)
Well oh boy
or girl..
today’s prompt
on dVerse by
poet De..
is enjambment..
never heard this
word used for the
literary device of what
i do here totally instinctually
and intuitively as a song of
words instead of cold
hard Queen’s English
dogma
of English
language.. ugh..
so dam boring..
to me at least..
and seriously do ya
really think or feel
in today’s age of
twitter blurbs
and acronym
words that
anyone could read
a 26 thousand word
blog post if ya didn’t
make it into bite size never
ending treats.. well no.. hell
no.. few to no folks will make it
through a post of mine if it goes
all the way across the page
without A HUGE AMOUNT
OF NOVELTY
TO KEEP
HALF WAY
INTERESTED EYES
ON THE PAGE AND
IN FOCUS TO GET EVEN
CLOSE TO THE END..
AND HAHA.. THAT’S THE
TRICK OR TREAT DEPENDING
on how one wants to look or read
at what i do here.. i suck ’em in…
and if they do finish the whole
dam thing.. someone may
feel like OH MY GOD
I CAN’T BELIEVE
I ATE THE WHOLE
THING.. WELL
life is art to me
and NOT F IN
SCIENCE AS
THERE IS NO
F IN SCIENCE..
SCIENCE NEVER
F88KS.. IT FACT
IT NEVER EVEN GETS
HOrNY.. SCIENCE
IS JUST CARDBOARD
WORDS OF DATA
AND THAT’S ABOUT IT..
BUT SURE I LIKE CARDBOARD
TOO OCCASIONALLY TO GET MY roughage
and grit and all that.. but i like art more.. in fact
science is just cool.. but art is magic and
magic
IS
WHERE
IT’S AT..
anyway.. as science now shows too..
there are generally two types of human
persoNaliTies governed by varying levels
of neurochemcials.. neurohormones..
and potentiaLLy different underLying
brain and other bodily system structures
that play into this
BIG GAME
OF LIFE THAT
BASICally make
what it is in conservative
closed minded ways of thinking
and feeling and liberal open
minded ways of feeling
and thinking..
where some folks
will say ooh ala..
i love his nude
art.. and others
will sway.. oh
ugh..
that’s
evil
and dirty
and all that stuff
like that.. heHE.. butT
anyway i cater to the potential
female target audience on that..
as whether we like that or not or lie to
ourself or what.. that is shining the light
too.. albeit sometimes below as well..
ahaha.. ha!..
In other words let’s
not lie about our human
natures folks if we can..
yes it can be harder
or softer depending
on if one is liberal
or conservative
leaning by
both
environmental
and inherent
differences in learning
and being born this/that way..
but seriously at least
the TRUTH AND LIGHT
CAN SET YA FREE ENOUGH
TO AT LEAST BE TOLERATING
AND ACCEPTING DIFFERENCES
EVEN IF OPENING
ONE OF MY
RESTRICTED LINKS
IS NOT YOUR CUP
OF TEA OR MAN
AS IT WERE OR
AS IT IS..
AS FULL
MALE ART..
LIKE BACK
IN THE DAY
OF RENAISSANCE
MEN AGE.. WHERE THE
NUDE IS CONSIDERED THE
HIGHEST EXPRESSION OF
HUMAN ART..EMOTioNALITY
AND PASSION AS WELL..
hmm.. yeah parti
CU
LAR
LY
ME..
I AIN’T AFRAID TO GO
BACK AND I AIN’T AFRAID
TO MOVE AHEAD BUT MOSTLY FEEL
I DO WHAT WORKS NOW.. KNOW
and science also indicates
that human sensuality
also known as basic
L U S T.. in both
male and female
form generates
human creativity
and productivity
and even promotes
human social cooperation..
the Bonobos gET iT CORRECT on TOP OF tHIS..
AS YEs.. oh GOD Yes! humans used to be this way
too.. before imbalances come and
folks become collecting and power
hungry
instead of
sharing
and more
socially cooperative
leading to wars and stuff
like other aggression and violence
but anyway.. i don’t just do art.. i do
science too.. so here are three videos
for anyone with the basic instinct and or
desire to learn much um.. much
more about the science that
underlies the Truth and Light
of the COld/WArm/HOttie aRT oF
BeInG hUman..
(:..the third video reminds me of the more open
expression by females in bootie dancing
both with males and other females
and even initiating this
with strange males
like me.. and for
anyone who doesn’t
know or feel now
what bootie dancing
is.. it is when a woman
comes up to another
participant of the dance
hall and nicely or sometimes
very aggressively rubs their
rear parts against the front
parts of the person they
wanna FEEL NEXT…
and i just use my
quick martial
arts skills to
put my bigger leg
in the place of other
stuff.. let’s just say..
and that is what i tale
Katrina as well.. i try my
best not to get excited about
this new kinda dance.. but if
they WANNA see more of me.. well
sure they can.. what comes or stays
on my restricted links.. comes now
and or stays there.. life is much less
complicated AND OR MESSY that
way for a
PETER PAN..
AND ON BOTTOM
OF THAT I AM
CELIBATE ANYWAY
NOW FOR YEARS IN
WAYS OF BILL CLINTON
DEF OF SEX.. AS SEX
AIN’T A BIG DEAL TO ME..
KUNDALINI RISING.. THE
CHI.. QI.. KI.. DHARMA
DAO TAO.. BEING ONE
WITH THE GREAT SPIRIT
IS AN INFINITE AMOUNT
BETTER THAN A QUICK
RELEASE OF
STUFF..
oh yes..
and i love
my wife she
is the THE
dream of all
men still now
it just don’t
get any better
than Katrina..
i look at
piCtures of
her to do
better at
my male
nude art..
but anyway
my wife tales me
i’m gifted this way2
so i shine that light
the best i can with
online resources
now.. as no
human energy
is too ‘small’
not to share
as best as one
can to lift the audience
up or down.. as it were..
or how it stands or lieS..
seriously the entire country
is still ‘schizo’ when it comes
to human sensuality.. i mean
seriously.. why do you think
60/70/80/90/100/110/
something year old women
sitting in the front row
of the Southern Baptist place
have the bleached blonde hair..
the long eye lashes and
bra pointing
boobies straight
out.. sure they
wanna
remain
attractive
to the opposite
or same sex.. as
it were and is
witting or not
as the video proves
above.. as it’s in
jeans.. to attract
human creativity either
babies.. or the next Michelangelo
DAVID.. again.. whatever comes NEXT!..;)
Butt first.. tHere’s a song for THAT..
by just another modern age… teacher
singer.. dancer… prophet/healer
in creative ways of
REAL HUMAN
LIFE NOW
JUST NOW..;)
(that was and is a still a huge parent
het
ic
al
statement buTt
it’s all about
enjamb
ment..
huh..;)
AND back to enjambment MORE FULLY..
where i will be traveling again
to dVerse to poetically respond to
that momentarily.. THIS doing stuff
innately.. instinctually.. and intuitively
with folks labeling it with concrete words
per what has been done before applies
to all areas of life.. where folks
have identified me as a proficient
ballet dancer and even a military
expert in training military martial
arts has identified some
of my moves as expert
level in the dance of
death associated with
KUNG FU.. while
i casually
dance walk
everywhere i go in public..
zero lessons then or now
for me.. in poetry.. dance
or martial arts.. i just do it first
and eventually i find that yes.. NOW
someone else did it or does it too..
the only difference being is they
have come up with some words
to describe the essence
of what i do
and what they
did or do.. do..
just do now.. THEN
okay now that WHEN
is discussed throughly
it’s time to en
jam
b
meant up
and have some
fun! whether or not
anyone wants to enjoy
me or join me or not.. LET’S JAM!..;)
Yeah.. i’ll start a new comment
section for dVerse Thursday
Enjambment.. now ’cause
there is too much stuff
growing in
that comment
up there.. it
needs to
be closed
up a little
bit for any
conservative folks
wHo wanna just
jump oN
THIS NOW
INSTEAD OF
THAT..;)
hEre iT Go
E
s..N0W..;)
EVery
l
e
t
T
erword
uni
verse
too
me..:)
*HeR
He
ShE
eH..
iT’s all
HE
r
be
fore
a spriG
comes..:)
*Hot air bal
loons
float
in
j
Ail
Cells
D
Crink
s
kates
bait
and
come
un
glUed..;)
Cat of
War
And
Cat of
Peace
Feral
boys who fight and
never hug.. become
cats of
threat and
war.. cats
who play
and snuggle
tight
become
cats of
peace
and love..
cats love
territory
and cats
can Love..
Humans
even more..
Moby will Love
to snuggle with
Yellowboy but
Yellowboy only
fights back with bites
and claws of brutal survival
as in ALL stuff humans and pets
Love
IS SIMpLE
F
iN
ANsWER..;)
Lesson of for
ever give
more than
one takes
alive so life
continues on
with simple
yet
effective
pleasures..:)
As of latE
thiS poe
trynowre
symbols
me Aring
of truth
wHere
plea
sure
lingers..:)
Freedom a
gift never
for sale
at
Sears
Row
buck..
earn it
spend it
but never
buy it freedom
breathes never chained
or
sold..
my def
of course
i here for now..:)
A dile
m
na..
sun bONe
set call
ing out
the win
dowed
shall i write
or shall i
mag
i
nation
here
tHere..
read on
twi
light
on
LY
lasts
a fl
amE
De
sire
S
Li
gH
T im
go
in
G..
sit
ars
SinG..:)
Early morning pleas
sures
come in
milk
and cream
and coffee
beans
wings
under
cover butter
fly cups with
extra sugar..:)
Flows go
wheRe no knows
feel now..:)
A B
eLY dancer
feELs iT aLL
tHere is
no audience
to dupliKate
her call..
i don’t watch
i don’t hear
i
heRe It
all feeLinG
wheRe it’s
aT is wHere
i’ll be la
ter
toniGht
whaT coMes
aroUnd gOes
aRound i’LL
bE fOr
HER
iN caPital
FEmALE
B
RinGinG
HER mOre
aLiVe..:)
TeA
parT
Y
d
reams
FreedoM..:)
Kiss of sp
Ring
f
ALL
Summer
Win
Ter
D
ream..:)
Okay.. challenge
to catch up complete
sunset twilight leaving
time for evening walk
a few photos
to finish
previous post
with all the dance
STuFF coming later..
in other
words
TIME
FOR BREAK
DANCING
NOW!..;)
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off
Button!
A threesome of
quickies and
then i travel
to the dance..;)
7:52 pm..
Desire now
all that
can be
be can
that all
now Desire..:)
All is God with
Love.. fear of
God with
Loveless
Bless me
now is GOD
IS LOVE IS..:)
Death a curse
a blessing sometimes
same.. life a gift
hard to push
away
even
in death
or keep
at nows..:)
MindSnowOceans
bellowsflows
riverstoseas
feelsnows
streams
fallslets
ohiTgoes
bLowsnoWs
AwinDalives
anDstrongs
centeRcalms
Hurricanes
ArtSmovesNOWs..:)
8:13 pm…
Church of marriage
Church of Love..
Church of wedding
Love’s a Church
No one’s
Love
excluding..:)
Oops a Haibun
leftover
lastly
from
Monday.;)
8:24 pm…
In bed at 6 am..
and not back again
at 11:46 am for some
more
ENJAM
B
MENT!
i n g
i in
G
O
D N
M
E..:)
*1.27 million people
share my
life on
Google Plus
22 follow
me.. but
nah..
not hard
or soft
to
find..;)
And sure that’s
JUST Google plus..
but yah.. the only
connection.. i have
for 66 months
is a view
from a window
in a car with
a pain worse
than
crucifixion
WATCHING OTHER
HUMANS WHILE
LIVE InG iN
EXCRUCIATION
SOMETHING THEN
named the suicide
disease type2 trigeminal
neuralgia.. and nah.. you
didn’t like to see all my
photos here.. or the songs..
taling me they inconvenience
you as you just come for words..
well let me tale ya again.. as
you never really heard me
before.. anyway..
and you still
don’t as
you don’t
allow my poetry
anymore in your
space my friend.. if
you ever ever in infinity
walk in my shoes.
trust
me you
too will
appreciate
a photo of Nature
a song.. and yes
you too.. as
a human
BEING NOW
well again
and out
out OF hell..
and sure i am blessed
to experience that as i
will never ever exclude anyone
for just BEING THEM NO MATTER
HOW STRANGE
OR FABULOUS
THEY ARE
IN ALL OF
WHAT
THEY DO..
AND NO.. THE ASTERISK
does not indicate a
footnote.. it is a
scarlet star
for folks
who
don’t
feel my
existence
is just right
enough for them..
i
am here
i am what
i am
and WitH
I AM
I’LL BE
complete
a mix of dark
and light.. masculine
and feminine.. ART
and ReAson tHe
YiN aNd YanG
iN jUst
onE
hUman beInG
cAll mE Fred..
PAn.. or PeTer
or KaTie.. iT
matTers n0t..
iF or oNe
AM
REAL
AND FREE..:)
I’VE BEEN DEALING
WITH PEOPLE MY ENTIRE
LIFE THAT DON’T WANNA
SEE ME BE ME..
HERE I
AM
ME..
WITH
NO EXCLUSIONS..;)
OKyaY.. deTouR
‘hell’
complete..:)
And now
for the
next stop
somewheRe
ElSE..:)!
*Smiles.. the human condition
can be ruled by two forces..
or one force..
fear or love..
love is the
tolerance and
acceptance of
the whole pie
and fear
is when
someone
is afraid
of a piece
of the pie..
and generally speaking
fear is the force that
consolidates dark
otherwise known
as negativity..
and love is the force
that consolidates
light.. yes.. otherwise
known as positivity
and nah.. no empty
platitudes here..
the emotion of
Unconditional
Love is REAL
AND THE MOST
POWERFUL FORCE
FOR humans who learn
to utilize and PRACTICE
EVERYNOW this greaTest
power.. yes..
gifted to us
BY god the REAL
HIGHER POWER
OF ALL THAT IS..
MANiFesT iN hUman..
and sure one can PROVE
THIS IN EMPIRICAL MEANS..
MY WELL TRAVELED FRIEND
IN MIND.. PER EXAMPLE OF
a 55 year old man who can
run circles around
Marines
LESS THAN
HALF MY
AGE..
who have some
FEARS VS MY
ALLOVeNOW
AND WE CAN
measure IT IN
LBS.. LIKE CLOSE
TO HALF A TON
ON A PARALLEL
LEG PRESS MACHINE
25 times S L O W L Y
with arms raised in air
like no other man at
any age on YouTube
THE HALLMARK
FOR world evidence
he HE..
anyway..
i could believe what
you say about
greeting people
who are different
all happy and
stuff.. if you
ever thought
what i do
makes
your
grade
for existence
here.. but even
though you don’t
even see me you
inspire me as i can
even find LOVE IN
THE
DaRK..
so imaginary
happy greetings
to you my friend
i love all of what
you do for me
whether you
see me
or
not..;)
Footnote here..
regarding bullies
who are verbally..
physically
abusive..
or just
dismissive
of other human
beings who they
feel are not
good enough
for them..
there are two methods
to deal with this..
one is vengeance
and one is victory..
victory is making
lemonade out of the
lemons encountered
in life.. and
vengeance is
only a sour
drink
of darkness..
i use darkness
to inspire me
instead of bRinGinG
me down.. a hard lesson
and pill to take sometimes
but always worth it in
true
effect of
light and
positivity
NOW..
WITH SURE..
SOME REASONABLE
DISSENSION
FOR EFFECTIVE
POTENTIAL CHANGE
FOR THE LIGHT..
THE POSITIVE
IN
LIFE
AKA
LOVE!
REAL
LOVE!..:)
ok.. back to the
list.. now
of EN
JAMB
MENT!..:)
*Fall can be a little
dark and Winter
can be
sad until
one learns
to generate
their own
heat
of
Love..:)
Well.. to be completely
honest.. the folks
who love me
inspire me
but the
folks with
the scarlet
asterisks
inspire
me just
as much..
oh the dark
oh the light
you mix in shades
of colors so bright
in eyes of me so blue..
and green and grey
and all
between..;)
Well.. my friend M.. i see a Carleigh
here that would have turned
18 years old November 10th
whose chest could not
hold a heart
sometime
around born..
and back on June 4th
i have a Ryan who is
the same..
at 18..
and at
that point
whether your
story is fiction
or fact.. my inspiration
is to let Ryan live on in
my eyes and now words..
There are 11 million..
amazing what
a child’s
eyes
as passSinG
can do to A
Life
Living
NOW
in wORds
of eYes..:)
Okay.. that one
gives the
edge to
the Unconditionally
Loving folks
over
the exclusory
ones.. wiTh wInks..
AND NO
FrIGgInG
ScaRlet
ASteRisKs..;)
oh.. did i mention
humor God
s a
laugh
2..:)
Egg of relation
ship.. sells
scrambled
emO
T
ions
wiTh no
sUgar
rAw..;)
*i p
lay
wiTh wOrds
friEnds
thAT
never
spEnd..:)
i am
capt
u
red
by the
eight leg
cat and
or pussy
at the be
g
inning..:)
Di
Vine
Love
God
dess
God s
He
R
Love
un
con
Di
T
ion
Ally!..:)
A gRain of
sanD wIThout
no feat of feet
eARTh refLecT
InG
ODS
haNd
StAnds..:)
WeLL.. oKay..
a few deTours
all caught
up
and time
to dance
bare feat
in sAndS
Workout NOW!..:)
PS..
Thanks
so much for
thiS prOmPt De..
i never kNew
anoTheR
nAMe
fOR thiS
butt
fUn..;)
Now next tiMe
somEone asks
me W
T
Fred i’m
doing i’ll
just pro
vi
De
a WIK
i
l
INk..:)
2:20 pm
Back again
shortly before
Din Din.. 4:23 pm…;)
Emo
T
iOn
force energy
carries wiNd
WitH words..
Human
instrument
Chords song
Vocal power
expresSinG
SonG of
Us
withiN
poetry
expreSinG
emoTioN
equals
force
surpri
sing
LY
yes.. PoeTryiS
POWeR!FORCe!HiGhER!
A song.. a tune
harmony.. anhar
money..
all is force
dark or light..
Energy takes
us higher
in dancing
light of
creative freedom
Theta waves sing
a drowsy poet
feels
a song
as Near..:)
Horse paths
never deviate
falls result
from never
changing..
a lesson
to human
avoid sidewalks
at all costs.. be free..
here at endX3 with Lynn..:)
Smiles.. or learned what is already provided for horse sense instead of human sense.. As in all stuff human or horse.. use it or lose it applies.. Winks.. I am as sure footed as a horned ram on a mountain.. Simply cause I never leave boot camp with God’s inner instruction.. But yes I understand the invention of sidewalks as well.. And it took me a while to walk on green valleys and mountains of God.. Free.. As wild horses fed by God Allone..:)
More
de
tours
and all caught
up for now..:)
4:34 pm…
Back at 11:05 pm..
11072015..
all day casino event
for me.. catching
up with one more
Haibun dVerse entry
here.. and a trio
more enjambment
poems as
well..
and then it’s
off to finish the
rest of the new
post ‘Captain Salt’..:)
Funny how folks get so attached
to bodies.. even when they
never use them much..
but truly the flame
inside never
dies.. now
and that’s
not left
in then
flesh..
Flame lives
dies flesh
live flesh sings flAMe..:)
Zen Art forgets
important aspects
of human in desire
and ego.. as actor I
of play of director i..
wheRe eXcla
ma
tiOn
iS spiRit
ExpreSsinG
emoTionAl
heArt of
mINd and
BoDy BalanCinG
soUl jUst n0w
aS
iS real
mOTher
Nature
Truth
and liGht!
asHuwoMAN..:)!
LiGhthouse
of i exists n0w
flicKeRing
flAme iN
i of I
!
sInGs!
briGht!
and hiGh!
Torch AlLive!..:)!
’84 cold places
of emotionless
herds of machines
while some miss
chief humans
as ghosts
in robots
and zombies..:)
All done at 11:31 pm
and fixin’ to newpost
this full recipe
of
whole
pie from
Captain
Salt..;)
OK, Fred, I am back in town, back online, & back in the saddle again. But thanks 4 noticing my strong voice & presence had gone dark for a time. Remodeling, what a reality! Love that Adele video, she is magnificent. Your red flower images & clouds resonate with me, sir; great pic of You & Katie too. I miss Brian Miller a lot too, hope he is finding solace in whatever he is doing now. Your Dino fixation is shared by many, as you dance between 2 T-Rexes. Your point is well taken as 2 the dVerse prompt on enjambment; for Christ, brother, you are the damn king of that form, with your very unique style of poetic & spiritual expression–even if you never heard of it; it just appears out of your bones. 5055 words today, & all of them completely YOU.
HI Glenn.. nice to see you back online
WHErE YOU BE
LONG..;)
hehe..
yes.. online
is great to connect
and the only
place
a person
can reason
ably
or un
reason
ably
En
jamb
mean
T up!
Life is wonder..
FULL NOW JUST NOW
WHEN it’s shA
red aND
wiNed one finds a name
for what they think they
do origin
al
theRe iS
most often
soMeonE
who starTs
a trend first
or just does
it for fun
like
me
hehex2
yex.. poeTry CAN
BE MAGIC FOR THOSE
WHO FLY
WItH
E
YES
OF
RE
E..:)
https://shadowsofthedivine.wordpress.com/2015/10/12/preamble-of-my-death-note/
A stop in Pakistan before the Dance..
Well.. i suppose it is the 6th where
you are at least.. some spare
moments here to visit
a little with you..
whenever you
care to come
back here of
course..
and as i look
at those bones
again.. dry in
sand and so
alone.. i think of
all yoUr friendship
was to me and truly
still is.. no matter how
quiet those bones feel
here now for me.. it feels
too quiet here.. so alone
somehow i feel your
pain and more..
but perhaps
it’s ’cause
i miss
you and
truly wonder
this now if you
will ever come back..
i feel you will.. the difference of hope..
Happy 6th.. my friend Lala Rukh..
nah.. i have not forgotten
you and will
not
and that’s
WiLL my friend..
a gift
of
moving
forward
now.. always.. with
FAITH AND BELIEVE
OR EVEN NO FEELINGS
AT ALL.. MY FRIEND Now..:)
An earlier trip to Pakistan
today on Facebook
with friend Rafiah..
i love that..
powerful woman’s voice
and soft man’s voice makes
a perfect practice of balance
in emotional heart expreSsinG
spirit as soul.. Thanks for sharing
your cultural music as music
is universal language that
even other animals
understand.. Like me..
He he..;)
Back to the
present..
Okay..
now i’m really getting
ready to go dance!..
and turn this
thing
OFF!..
but yes.. of course
still attached to
smart phone
even at
RAVE dance..
as the glow
of phone
warns
people
when i
am
spinning
’round close
to them.. hehe.. again..:)!
8:48 pm..
11052015..:)
hmm.. i guess
i clock in and out
just for the nostalgia
of when i did work for
clocks and money
for over 3 decades
then and hell
no.. not now..
JUST FOR FUN!..;)
8:52 PM..;)
Facebook Profile photo status thingy:
FEELING FRISKY..
And off to celebrate my 83rd week
of Rave Dancing with all the cool
college age folks at Old Seville
Quarter..
and seriously everytime
i wear a themed shirt..
it’s like i chameleon
into whatever
it is that’s
on my shirt..
whether it is words..
symbols or spirit
animals like
THIS BLUE
EYED
SIBERIAN
TIGER NOW!..;)
i say i missed watching your collage of photos. I visited wordpress after long time..i dont know why i have been away..anyway i liked that decorating piece of wood house placed on a glass of table..i too have one similar to that..my sisters made them by placing together blocks of woods left by carpenter while making some furniture in our home..my sisters glued together some pieces in shape of a house building then spread wood glue all over the surface and then sprinkled sawdust all over the piece.. l like it very much and i took it..it so simple but i like it.. i also like that quilt cover with the print of shell cover in which Katrina is resting 😀 Haha and what fun it is reading our conversation again 😀
Hi Rafiah.. so nice to see you on my blog here.. but yes..
haha.. i bring you here anyway..
to honor my longest
closest online
friend..
Rafiah..
smiles..
You have always been
there and touched me
as friend through thick
and thin.. seriously when
i really needed a friend like
you.. smiles.. again..
glad you liked the
pictures my friend
and again so nice
to see you here
tonight at almost
5 am here in
Florida..
so yeah
i’m getting
drowsy.. long night
of really explosive
dance for
me..
the Siberian
BLUE eyed
Tiger did it
to me..
i think..:)
Sleep well. Dream good. And don’t dance in sleep too. Rest peacefully. 🙂
Thanks my dear..
one time i had
a nightmare
fighting
an Alligator
with Martial Arts
and i kicked myself
off of the bed.. but that
is the only time in my life
i did that.. no Alligators tonight..
thanks AGAIN..
my friend..
and ouch when
i did that my chin
hit the night stand
but i bounced
back
in
no
time
FLAT..;)
Ha ha haa alligator must be sorry lol
Smiles.. She didn’t apologize..;)
More from Rafiah’s Facebook Page..
i say…
Song from “An Education”..
but nah.. i just did the cliff notes again..
and i know.. ‘get a movie’.. but who needs
a movie or a book.. when ya gotta song..wink emoticon..;)
Rafiah says..
One don’t need a movie for this song. smile emoticon
i say..
True.. it’s a real pArt of life too..
Fire is emotion and smoke is the ‘other stuff’..
i like Fire.. it’s the best..smile emoticon..:)
Yes.. girl
FRIENDS are
better
i
find2..;)
Rafiah says..
Me too. grin emoticon
i say..
Sorry i am a man..
i’ll try to do better
next time.. wInks..
wink emoticon..;)
Rafiah says..
Ha Ha I did it deliberately…;)
You are already best. grin emoticon
i say..
Well.. yeah.. but there is that Sylvia girl..;)
You make me blush again..
i am hard on outside
but soft inside…:)
Rafiah says..
Haha you are jealous.
tongue emoticon
i say..
Just a little.. of girls who have so many girlfriends..
who truly are lifelong friends.. as friend means
everything to me.. and truly i never have
a really long one..frown emoticon..:(
Of course except for wife..
she does count too..
wink emoticon..;)
Rafiah says..
Count me as well. We’ll make
it long inshaa Allah. heart emoticon
i say..
You can count one me..
and i truly do feel like
i can count on you.. yes..
Inshaa Allah too.. heart emoticon
Rafiah says..
Sweet. :’)
i say..
smile emoticon..:)
http://theinventionsofcaramelair.blogspot.com/2015/11/back-alley-cat-staff-and-cut-faculty.html?
^^^
Well.. you know/feel i’ve
had a busy 24 hours
when i all i do is
wink.. hehe.. new
Star.. Cara.. et al..
but what inspires
me most about
your poem..
is s(i)tar
’cause oh my GOD
i can find A Uni-
verse in that
word
A
lone
ALLONE..
You my friend and
i and others are truly
stars of sitars as
we choose our
own tuNinG
with allthatis
along the now
along the is..
and never
end neverland
WE CREATE..
and so interesting
a Quantum physics
of the mechanics of
human mind is building
on a sONg of (A)resonance
and this is in imperfect
perfect practice
of Sitars
that may be
tuned in any way
not limited to Standard
E.. there are no limits
to sitars
us..
as free..
in other words
the real normal
is
OUT
OF TUNE
IN A PERFECT
PRACTICE OF
A TUNE THAT
NEVER ENDS..
AND IT IS
WHY i love
the song Kashmir
so much.. as Jimmy
Page gETs the power
of (A)resonance
and how
it expands
mindful awareness
and that is one hell
of a prophetic
song..
Kashmir
as it is
happening
WRITE NOW..
COULD BE
METAPHOR
COULD BE fAct
it matters not
LIGHT
IS LIGHT
WITH SOME
DarK mixed in
just for
inspiration
here and now..
then and now..
just
now..
now..:)
Seriously this song.. sends me on a path
with a force with no name
a traveler of both
time and space
to be where i’ve
been.. sit with
elders of a gentle
race.. the world
has seldom
seen.. talk
about days
they sit
and wait
ALL
WILL
BE
REVEALED..
and just to think
that song
and a
simple
Mr.
Linky
bRings
sounds
caresSinG
my ears
not a word
i could relate
the story was
quite clear then..
no i just have
the words..
for folks
who
can hear
the (A)resonant
meaning inherent
to it
ALL..;)
And my eyes
fill with
sand
in grains
of life in
this
wasted
land..
trying to find
and speak what i feel..
it goes on.. and on.. and on..
without
a need
for even
LSD..;)
Oh pilot of the storm
that leaves no trace
but dreams
of now..
paraphrased
all in returning
again of course
moving
through
Kashmir..:)
Oh mother of
the four winds
feel my sails
along
the straights
of fear no
more
i
am free..:)
Seriously one more thing..
music resonates and a(resonates)
human emotion as strings of acoustic
instruments are simply a reflection
of human vocal chords expreSinG
human emotions.. so what this
means is when Led Zeppelin
goes on their LSD trip
and reflects those
emotions in their
songs.. we
too can
go there
in emotional
spirit of higher
and higher
with no
drugs at all..
seriously.. try it sometime..
write a poem while listening
to the music.. and let it
TAKE
YOU
THERE
baby
star..
no limits
no bounds
TO REAL
HUMAN
FREEDOMS
UNLEASHED
AND RELEASED
AS THE QUANTUM
HUMAN MIND
COME
AGAIN
and again
neverland
lives as us..
expreSsinG more..
forevermorenow..:)
^^^
Typical pre-workout face..
with typical work-out shirt
that says.. DO YOU EVEN LIFT..
Funny as usual when i warm up with
a semi-ballet martial arts-LIKE
routine.. GRACEfully and
then start adding 45 LB
weights to the Parallel
leg press machine
close to half a ton
until almost all
the plates
are
used up off all the
other machines.. he HE..
and then i growl very deep
like a mix of Gator.. Ape..
and big cat.. Lion and or
TIGER ’cause voice
is power.. in soprano
breaking glasses
or rumbling growl
to press that
half a ton
25 times
slowly now
with my arms
raised still in air..
like a ballet dancer..
hehe.. and that reminds
me.. just ’cause i float on
the dance floor.. sometimes
these Xballet dance lesson
girls come up to me and take
my hands attempting to spin me around
and do the dropsy thingie.. into my
arms.. and hell no i don’t know how
to do that.. i am a solo dancer.. not
a couples dancer..
one time i had
no idea that was
what the girl expected
me to do.. yeah catch
her and OMG she fell
to the floor and i felt
so bad butt they
aSsumed i am
a lesson
dude but
hell NO not
me and
with the
instinct
and intuition
provided by
GOD i make up the
steps just like words
when i write when i
DANCE TOO JUST
FOR FUN JUST NOW!..;)
But anyway this power of sound
for all stuff nature in the vibrations
of all stuff moving down to the
Quantum Mechanics
level.. really
gives credit
to the power
of human created music
and yeah.. heavy metal
will not have the same
effect helping plants
grow.. as
Mozart music
but on the other
hand the discordant
lower frequency music
is great for a warrior dance
of strength training.. while
the middle range to up
is good for the
more polite dances
of mating and such
as that.. and then
there are colors
that reflect
human emotions
that folks can use
to enhance certain
emotions or dampen
others.. bottom line..
most everything life
from above so below
inside outside all
around is
connected in
someway and that is
GOD the Interconnecting
relationship of all that is..
and here’s the thing..
it ain’t gotta
always
make book
sense as we can
create our realities
by visualizing them
someway in human
imagination first
whether that entails
painting.. writing..
or even
free
style dance..
all arts create us
first through imagination
then the fruition of that
comes to pass now
as truly
creators
of our own way..
when we take advantage
of this higher human potential
gifted to us by GOD that truly
is unconditional tough
and passionate LOVE
for ALL STUFF LIFE
NOW AS IS JUST IS..!..:)
Anyway for me.. getting lost
in a Led Zeppelin Kashimir
song.. simply changes
my brain waves into
theta waves of
creativity
and in a
semi-drowsy
comfortable state
of mindful awareness
in letting all negative
emotions go moving into
human being flow now
of mind and body
balance.. and truly
this is what the linked
Kundalini Meditation
video does as well..
as no.. not everyone
can or will dance
everywhere they
go to achieve
the same basic
human freedoms..
greater now.. as is possible!..:)
Okay i admit it..
i’m AdDicTed to MisChief
see what i did there..
an addiction
to diction
of MISS
Chief.. Chief
being the authority
and me bucking
the rules
of
social norms
that are rather
ridiculous.. to attempt
to help set folks free
with hidden truths
that really
are not hidden
at all once folks
escape the lies
of culture..
well anyway
ya gotta find a silly
way to help folks ’cause
folks do not like ya challenging
their norms that they cling to
as an anxiety pill..
to escape illusory
fears that
insanely
bind them together
in a dark way to keep
social cohesion whole..
religion does this.. culture
does this.. school does this..
and yes.. sadly.. parents do this
too.. as it is human instinct for
order and rigid rules
to basically
escape
fears.. either
real or illusory
and honestly the biggest
fear is the existential fear
of annihilation at death but sadly
fear itself takes life out of life and makes
life death living life in degrees of how much
the fear represses our free emotions and sensuality
that GOD gives us to be at peace in this life.. maybe not
jumping like Joy.. like the Trickster Snoopy and i do every now
but still at least with peace of mind and body that most all
animals in the wild both seek and enjoy once the flight
and fight in love for survival is done for the day..
no less than the road runner and the
coyote when they get off
of work..
so yeah.. obviously i am
a mischief maker but a light
sacred clown or fool
not a dark
one that
wants to
inflict pain on anyone
as sure there are loving clowns
and hating clowns.. but the difference
is one was loved as a child and the
other was named the
devil by his mother
in a vicious
cycle of generational
hate by children who do not
receive the touchy feely love of their
mothers.. and Aleister Crowley
the infamous occultist
of the last century
named the
wickedest man
in the world who eventually
assigns his mother’s hateful
name for himself as the great
666 the beast in the bible
and later baphomet that is
really a symbol of balancing nature..
not the devil.. spends his life taking
the piss out of Christianity.. as his so-called
loving mother is a so-called upstanding Christian
with a minister father.. treating their son like this
who eventual tortures small animals as people
who are not loved by their parents.. both
of them.. sometimes do..
as they lose
or never develop
the empathy of compassion
for living things.. and this rings true
in Aleister’s life in his struggles with
addiction to drugs.. and even in
the so-called prophecy
of his ‘the book of the
law’.. as his (God)
ends up being
like his soul..
one sadly deficient
in basic human compassion..
that is common in other social
mammals as well.. as one sees
in nature.. we are not the serpent
reptilian brain alone for survival
we have a soft emotional
side for Love that
IS GIFTED TO US
BY THE GOD THAT
IS ALL THAT IS..
SO ANYWAY.. even wolf packs
have this.. and yes Aleister
Crowley has truly had a huge
influence on culture through
rock and roll endeavors
as in the psychedelic age
of drugs in the 60’s many rockstars
are influenced by this man’s philosophy
of doing as one wilts with the power of Love..
problem is that Aleister with some truly
‘white magic’ AKA Love intentions
did have that psychopathic
leaning streak still
of torturing small
animals..
and leaving
mountain
climbing
companions
freezing dying on
the mountain side
with no help from
him.. and his promotion
as instruction from how
his prophecy of his GOD
sees life is to indulge in
all the illicit drugs
that one can
find to
alter consciousness..
so yeah.. the psychedelic
age of rock and roll feeds off
this philosophy among folks
like Jim Morrison.. and it
costs some of these
rock and rollers
their lives
eventually
and of course
still does.. Mr. Crowley
stated he wanted to be
the devil’s chief
of staff.. and what he’s saying there
is he wanted to be the dark instigator
of light.. in other words challenge the masses
to more than what they’ve been told by the dogma
of some religions and cultures.. and perhaps all..
before all is said and done.. and he also believed
in the power of what he called sex magic and
the taboo that social norms of culture
bring to tempting not allowed
sexual behaviors and
fetishes that COME
AS A result of
folks in puberty
who do not have the usual
‘missionary positions’ of expressing
sexuality until the social age of allowed
intercourse.. which results in all kinds of fetishes
as God Nature for human nature rules and when God given human
nature is not practiced when innate instinct and intuition
says it’s time to do it.. detours come and come and come..
to other places instead.. so yes.. this is A source
of much so-called deviant human behavior..
as environment plays a huge role
in this.. when instinctual
urges are not
satisfied in how
they naturally will come
if not repressed and imprisoned
by culture and or religion or and
school.. yes.. parents and family
too.. ALL GREAT PHILOSOPHERS then and
NOW.. TRULY ARE SACRED FOOLS RANGING
FROM MYTHOLOGICAL KRISHNA
TO REAL LAO TZU TO BUDDHA
TO JESUS TO MUHAMMAD
TO YES.. FREDERICK
NIETZSCHE..
CROWLEY
AND EVEN EINSTEIN
WITH HIS KALI AND MILEY
CYRUS NOW CULTURALLY
ALLOWABLE TOUNGUE
STICKING STRAIGHT
OUT AT THE NORMS
OF CULTURE
TOO.. and yes.. like the
Egyptian God Min.. i stick
out more than just tongue.;)
Humans do have a natural
instinct to be free and in balance
as the Nature of GOD can be seen
all through THE NATURE OF GOD..
IT IS UNMISTAKABLE FROM MOVING
INVISIBLY WITH NO NOISE THROUGH
THE LEAVES in balance like a mythological
Ninja.. or ballet dancer.. to escape
predator and capture prey or Tai Chi Martial
Arts in Eastern Philosophies
and originated
before that and same
as still now in modern
and ancient so-called
human primitive hunter
and gatherer
cultures.. where matriarchy
like what Bonobos still do..
in their jungle
villages
in rain forest
and desert
Savannah’s
is the rule.. of women
sharing cooperative power
and men are basically the
willing sex slaves..
while women share
sex too.. anyway
Adele’s Song
Addicted to
You.. says it
all about where culture
is going now… women have
been ruled by patriarchy against
the matriarchy that is more of intrinsic
human loving nature ever since herding
and agriculture comes on the cultural
scene.. particularly agriculture
some twelve thousand
years ago..
and now culture is changing
where nomadic herding and
agriculture is no longer
necessary for subsistence
and survival.. however
human beings overall
are becoming
nomadic again..
in small nuclear family
units as they travel for subsistence
and survival where the jobs are
and more rarely stay still in their
home villages anymore.. resulting
in much social chaos as the village
as social unit core is they way of
human life since tribes
of hunters
and gathers
lives in groups
of less than 200
to hold hands and
survive together where
the child is the prize of
THE WORK OF THE NIGHT then
AKA SEX.. THE INTERCOURSE
ACT.. as warm bodies
then are the
cooperation
of life for eating..
not just the fetish
of sex.. in all the
ways that
comes
for now..
so really what we are in now
is a huge social experiment
where we are the unwitting
and witting guinea pigs
in a huge experiment
that could mean
continued
survival
or eventual
extinction of the species
and so many other forms
of life on this planet.. but the
basic answer is what it has all
ways been.. GET BACK TO NATURE
IN BALANCE.. AND IN LARGE SOCIETIES
HUMANS LIVE IN NOW.. WHERE INNATELY
THEY ARE ONLY EVOLVING STILL FOR SMALL
SOCIAL GROUPS.. THE ONLY WAY THIS CAN
BE DONE IS ON AN INDIVIDUAL
BASIS HOLDING HANDS
AS A ONE GLOBAL
TRIBE OF HUMAN
BEINGS FOR LONG
TERM SURVIVAL
THE BEST WE CAN..
SO YEAH.. I AM ADDICTED
TO THE MISCHIEF TO MAKE
THIS HAPPEN BUT I AM NOT THE
ANALOGY FOR SGT PEPPER THAT
THE BEATLES USED TO HONOR
ALEISTER CROWLEY AS
THE CHIEF OF STAFF
OF THE DEVIL
IN DARK PEPPER
WAY.. I AM MORE LIKE
CAPTAIN SALT.. HEHE..
I DO MAGIC ALL WHITE
AND FUN
AS A WHITE
SACRED FOOL/
TRICKSTER/CLOWN
MAGICIAN OF ALL NATURAL
SORTS… IN ALL OF THIS NOW..;)
Casino Elevator rides can be kinda boring..
so to break the monotony.. here i am
attempting to excite wife Katrina
in a mix of Matrix style martial
arts and showing her a
‘little’ leg..wink emoticon..;)
Specifically at the Imperial Palace Casino
at Biloxi Mississippi where it frigging rained all day..
where i cannot dance the streets and beach and
am stuck inside with Casino Fever that know
has nothing to do with gambling and plenty
to do with Cabin Fever.. so i danced
outside under the covered
Limo Parking Lot..
VIP parking way.. etc…;)
And yes.. while i am there.. i provide a few
dancing lessons to the ghost of Michael Jackson..
he didn’t wanna go outside to dance with me..
so he possessed me like he usually does..
from watching his remnant YouTube Videos..
etc.. as well..wink emoticon..;)
So who is the ghost here in the photo..
him or me.. kinda hard to tale..
huh..wink..;)
Oh.. and many more martial arts
and dance photos coming to the
next blog post shortly named
“Captain Salt”.. it takes a
while to ‘get it’..
the title that is..
per metaphor..
and not the blog
post.. he HE..;)
Okay.. so imagine.. yes.. like the Beatles
and John Lennon says.. IMAGiNe..
if from the time of birth..
the journey and path of life..
is one to bring positive energy to others..
instead of making money.. gaining status..
and collecting STUFF.. YEAH.. WHAT IF..
like our so-called primitive ancestors..
we help each other to survive..
SHARE IT ALL.. and dance
and sing together like an
African American Church
with no FRIGGING ILLUSORY FEARS..
LIKE A HORNED DEVIL AND A BURNING PLACE..
Seriously.. no joke.. if one dances and sings life..
life is fun.. it don’t get any better for our primitive ancestors..
or those of us who have forgotten AND REMEMBER what
it even means to move and sing.. life instead of sidewalking
it to concrete hell.. in dark space.. of death as life.. and yes..
i weigh close to 235 LBS.. and trust me.. or not.. if i have
to prove it.. my bones.. ligaments.. tendons.. and muscles
are as dense as a frigging ape.. who swings through
trees as ‘forrest’.. instead of lYinG on the
earth still and dead alive..
THE SWITCHES FOR ON FOR
super S HOPE rmen and women are still in
our DNA MOVING per EPIGENETICS FOR THOSE
who may think i am smoking this out my butt.. i am
literally smoking this ouT of hips.. that can literally
move cars.. with the help of legs.. or half a ton..
oF weight.. like a feather’s breeze singing..
alive.. and WELL…smile emoticon..:)
HERE’S THE THING..
CHALLENGE..
ADAPT.. AND CHANGE..
OR SIT STILL.. STAGNATE AND WILT..
there are no free rides in life for either happy
or REAL FREE.. where one controls their own
emotions and senses in regulation and integration..
through the power of human imagination and creativity
in the DANCE AND SONG OF LIFE!.. that ain’t just
inspired by someone else’s lessons OR instructions..
CREATE MEANS FLOW..
and rarely to ever looking back..
IN FLOW.. just letting it all go and
DOING IT NOW.. AS A PERFECT
PRACTICE OF RISING UP (ASCENDING)..
INSTEAD OF FALLING DOWN.. (DECLINING)
PER LIGHT AND DARK EMOTIONS AND SENSORY
EXPERIENCES OF LIFE.. where words are not even
required to experience any of this at all..
in flow.. AS LIGHT IN HEAVEN NOW..
otherwise known and felt as
unconditional tough and
passionate LOVeNOW!..:)