Words Seed Scattered Love

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Good morning Rafiah Asif.. where you have afternoon friend..

i find this song linked below on youtube.. as i cannot access the one you link

for some reason.. and i love this Arabian kind of music..

with the asynchronous kind of sound

and for me that is a metaphor for it..

that i’m not sure will make sense..

but there are Universal paths to GOD i AM sure of that surpass all words of religion.. encompassing music and dance.. and this kind of music seems do just that as in the next two comments i will provide two songs.. one Kashmir.. that in the Summer of 2013.. is a vital element of my personal path to GOD and a kind of ecstasy in creativity where GOD.. guides my fingers..

and truly holy and sacred shapes related to Love and messages

flow through my fingers with no conscious thought from me..

and truly science cannot possibly explain this..

as it is deep human archetype.. with no science rules..

and more like Quantum physics where the mind and body in balance becomes the Quantum mind of GOD unleashed and released for more metaphor.. and last night i find out Katrina thinks that HA! Google has been making these shapes for me automatically for two years now..

like it does with my photos in making GIFS from my still images.. and i tell her GOD has me do it.. and she looks with disbelief but it is true.. i suppose that some of what i do.. may look like it takes great effort and preplanning.. but

GOD is the nameless navigator that works behind the scenes

in a subconscious cosmic consciousness way.. in my mind..

and there is no other explanation for it..

as when this deep voice

of GOD starts in me..

and flows in my fingers..

i never do this before.. and when one lets go

of all the selfish attachments in this world GOD comes this way..

i am sure of it.. at least for me..

And this song from this group you link.. very much expresses that.. and i find it so interesting that science is starting to theorize that the human mind is Quantum and makes music like this in sound waves way.. as a focus of energy and yes.. energy equals power.. FORCE.. anyway..

there is nothing truly random.. dear.. in life.. however.. it is not like a science project.. GOD is ART and we are pArt of that creative tapestry.. and when we let go of cultural illusions we work with GOD instead of against GOD and GOD can have us do almost anything and everything..

And i tell Katrina.. although i would Love to be able to prove GOD exists like this to the nonbelievers.. like all the people on the Wrong Planet website.. if wife Katrina who i have lived with for 26 years now.. doesn’t believe it when she watches me do it from wake to sleep in writing and dance.. as yes GOD guides my feet in dance and even martial arts as well through innate instinct and intuition where people ask me who teaches you how to do that..

and i tell them GOD and they to look in disbelief.. even the so-called Christian people when i tell them this is how i do not need warm clothes in Winter too.. as when GOD is in you.. you do not get Cold or Hot.. you become a navigator of your experience WITH GOD.. even to the fine details like body temperature.. regulation.. and brain waves regulation.. happiness.. and JOY..

AND YES

BLISS TOO..

ANYWAY..

when i dance people think i’m on drugs sometimes..

as they see ecstasy in my non-verbal expressions.. and yes..

i’m with something.. and that something is GOD

so much more powerful

than science alone..

or even religion or

culture alone will ever be..

as this FORCE OF GOD IN US..

HAS BEEN AROUND THE BLOCK..

for INFINITY INSIDE US OUTSIDE US

ABOVE SO BELOW ALL AROUND US..

AND SORRY if this doesn’t make sense.. but seriously it is the hardest thing to put into words.. but i keep trying with 11 million of them.. in the last 58 months or so.. as GOD and GOD’s other children inspires me.. like you friend.. and yes.. GOD brings you to me.. for this reason no doubt.. my connection to you.. is more than skin deep.. smiles.. IT IS GOD DEEP..:)

With those two videos coming next.. in the next two comments with Desert Rose.. by Sting.. but he has the Arabian singer featured with that powerful seeking ‘asynchronous’ sound.. like Led Zeppelin in the group Kashmir.. and the fundamentalist Christians over here suggest it is devil music..

when truly it is Arabian music.. with Muslim-like meanings in words.. that express GOD as not a man but a nameless force.. as science is coming to.. as well.. that speaks to us.. in the most mysterious ways.. away from human words.. alone.. and yes.. when i go back and read what GOD gives me and see the shapes..

they give deep meaning to me.. without even reading the words.. but again.. so hard to even put that in words my friend.. as GOD speaks so much deeper to us.. than shallow human words.. for the those who seek GOD find GOD and practice a covenant of work with GOD truly free from human science mind..alone.. smiles again.. ALLONE IT IS..:)

Long comment ..but GOD has no limits or expectations of what will come now..

AND FLOW either.. NOW CREATES.. NOW JUST CREATES..

ALLTHATIS.. ALWAYS NOW.. WITH GOD’S HAND..

AND I HOLD IT OFTEN MY FRIEND… Rafiah..

WITH YOU AS WELL..:)

First of all Love and hugsXX to you too.. sweetheart.. Lala..

and yes.. i can relate to this well as you say how money and property

can create differences among our blood relations..

My father disowns his twin brother when their stepfather dies.. his identical twin brother.. is much more nurturing and takes care of the stepfather for years.. and the stepfather leaves him and not my father a relatively small sum of money of around

11K.. in US dollars.. which is nothing

compared to all the years of help

my Uncle gives his stepfather.. so my father

does not speak to his step brother for years over that..

Money is a just a tool.. and it does not become evil

until it becomes a symbol to rule our lives above and beyond

the power of human moving.. connecting and creating..

to be one with other humans In Love..

and Lovers of Nature instead of paper..

My father also leaves my mother when i am age 3.. my sister younger.. not yet 2… he leaves my mother as she refuses to get a job.. as she believe it is most important to stay home.. bond with children and continue to give children nurturing love.. as a result of this.. yes.. my mother must find a job.. and moves in with my Grandmother.. with us.. and my little sister must go to a nursery.. and bad stuff happens there..

She is left in a crib all day alone.. and while i am relatively fearless most of my life.. and both my sister and i are diagnosed with Asperger’s syndrome in middle-age.. my sister is much less trusting of the world.. and filled with anxiety as compared to me.. certainly now..

and i do think part of that difference is my mother staying home with me.. before age 3.. and my sister is sent to a prison of crib life.. each day.. before age 3.. and i will not tell my mother this.. as she still holds herself guilty for this at over eighty years old.. although there is nothing she can do about it then..

as one must make a living to survive..

when the father leaves.. in selfish way as he did..

for the LOVE of money OVER HUMAN…

But anyway.. the moral to the story is this.. my father also always worries about status in life.. and never makes it above.. the level of deputy sheriff.. at retirement after 46 years of working in law enforcement.. and to me that is okay.. as i care nothing about status.. but i work so hard.. i get promoted whether i like it or not.. to eventually supervise thirty to over one hundred employees.. at top end of federal pay grade before i retire with 19 medical illnesses from chronic stress of working like Superman to keep my job..

When i get sick.. my father makes fun of me to my face when i am in the car with Uncle now rejoined with father.. and says.. in sarcastic tone.. he can get well and supervise all those people in his big Athletic Director job at the Military installation.. as yes.. sadly.. he is jealous that his son goes further then he does in status.. even though.. he always tells me when i have a more common job.. before that.. i am not going far enough.. as i need to take care of him in old age..

So i tell him.. as i know he loves money..

well Daddy.. i saved almost half a million dollars..

He asks me how i do that.. and i tell him..

’cause i don’t care about spending money..

When he dies.. at age 81..
after all his bills are paid for..
he has about one fifth of the money..
i save.. in less than two decades..

But during the 12 years of
his retirement where he
gets paid more than
when he works..
with social
security
added in..
he spends about 500
dollars a week on lottery
tickets trying to get rich
before he dies.. and
never understands
or feels
the joy
and bliss
i have for
FOR FREE NOW
THAT ONLY COME
WHEN GOD LIVES
FREE IN US.. AND NOT
US DOLLARS.. ALONE..:)

i AM RICH WITH GOD
AND I AM POOR
WITH
MONEY
no matter how
much of the
green stuff i have..
blades
of
grass
are worth
an eternity
one
by
one..:)

Oh yeah.. and one other moral of the story..
i am always nice and smiley.. and kind
to people and do not act like
some tough law enforcement
dude.. so my father worries
i might become gay
like A homosexual..
and then he worries
when our child
is born that
i must raise
him like a man..
so in the waiting
room when the
child has heart
surgery before
my child dies..
he tells me.. make
sure you raise him
like a man.. okay..
well.. he gets married
three times.. i keep
the same most
beautiful wife
in the world
who still
is AND NEVER AGES
for 26 years.. consummated
before marriage on September 21st
of yes.. 26 years ago.. 1989.. as we
get married later on February
21st of 1990.. and no.. GOD
does not need paperwork
when two people
join..
GOD goes
free hand
without
notes..
and now the women
follow me all around
town when i dance
free showing
both masculine
and feminine
spirit and
see them
with just
GOD’s
clear eyes
of Love and
not possessions..
400 photos with
them.. after 75 NIGHTS
of dancing with them.. SO
YES.. yes..
GOD YES..
i have a gift..
IT is LOVE..
and LOVE
is GOD’S GIFT
TO WOMEN..
NOT MALE
ALONE..
SMILES..
AND
WInKS
ALLONE..:)

Post Script:

My father’s mother.. Myrtle.. my Grandmother.. runs a nursery..
a snot nosed baby cries alone in a crib..
my mother visits the nursery..
picks up the baby and
wipes the baby’s
nose.. my
grandmother tells
her sternly.. put that
baby down.. or you
will spoil that baby..
so yes.. more than
likely my father’s
life is sealed
without
a kiss from
mother..
Love is a
GENERATIONAL
THINGY.. THAT
RIDES ON THE
BREAST OF
MOTHER’S
LOVE.. AND
LOVE
OF AN
ENTIRE
VILLAGE
INSTEAD
OF
CRIB…
AND
PLASTIC
NIPPLES….
The truth
can hurt
but
NATURE RULES
AS GOD’S EyeS
and
EaRS
iF wE
sEE aNd
HeAR
wITh THoSE
eyEs and eaRs…:)

2001

Hi Lala.. this is truly a beautiful expression
of what happiness means to you..
i suppose it can be
different
for each person..
give me nature..
just three feet
to dance.. give
me human
connection
TO CREATE..
and i have it all..
and for me my
friend that is
happiness..
born with
it ..live with
it.. die
with it
sAMe
as
ME..:)

P.S.. if Rafiah
comes back
to comment
here.. i will
be here in
one place
with all
my new
online
friends..
smiles..
and that
my friend
is the
TRUE
POWER
OF LOVE
THE
CON
NEC
TiONS
that
WILL
AND
DO
aRISE..:)

Karen Carpenter is kiNda liKe
‘tHe NucLear OpTioN’..
i’vE liVed a lONg tiMe
bUt theRe iS nO
moRe emotiONal
poWer thaN sTill
livEs wIThiN
heR voiCe….
expresSing
TimeLess
SpiRit
HeArt
EmoTion
exPreSSing
HUmAN SOuL..:)

Happy Birthday.. Rafiah Asif..
and for your birthday.. i PRESENT you
with the gift of TiME.. always NOW..
and God willing my friendship
until i pass through
this gift of
NOW..:)

And this post ..Words Seed Scattered Love..

is also.. dedicated to my Grandmother Louise..

who is born on September 13th.. 1903..

yes.. 102 years ago.. and today

is..

Grandparent’s days..

as well..:)

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Thanks Himali.. Happ’y’ness is our trademark
after all is said and danced and ate too..
after all.. and ‘Y’ou may always
join the two of us for Lunch
at your Leisure.. dear..
whenever you have
time.. passport
and flight
across
the OCEAN
BLUE.. AND YOU
CAN EITHER PLAY
THE ONE ARMED BANDITS
WITH KATRINA OR DANCE
WITH ME ON BEACH.. YOUR
CHOICE HAHA!.. whenever..:)

Thanks for bringing Light into our Lives..

Nice wishes.. and colorful floWer  Himali..:)

Happy Sunday to you as well Zee.. a full day of Sun..

Fun and nature spent with GOD it is.. and yes..

that food is Great.. smiles.. i am so blessed to

live where i do.. in a beautiful world of GOD..

thanks so much for coming by

friend Zee.. and sharing

my Sunday with me.. next is church..:)

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9 Responses to Words Seed Scattered Love

  1. https://shadowsofthedivine.wordpress.com/2015/09/14/black-heavy-boots/

    ^^^

    Hi.. Friend Lala.. perhaps the greatest thing about poetry and emotionally inspiring ART.. in general.. is that it awakens and nourishes the Human Love Muscle of emotional and intellectual empathy AKA Affective and Cognitive Empathy.. for our fellow human beings.. and your metaphor for the ‘Black Heavy Boot’ of the male tool of Love becoming weapon in sexual abuse of children speaks volumes in dark to that most tragic of realities of human hell.. in LIFE…

    A young woman who is my friend in college.. a Guamanian Girl.. named Renee.. confides in me her childhood sexual abuse by her military father.. and a decade or so later.. she puts a revolver to her head in her father’s bed.. with two beautiful children of her own.. and a loving Husband in the military.. her father’s weapon of selfishness and hate in childhood becomes that gun of death.. as ‘black heavy boot’…

    A twelve year old girl in lands occupied by the terrorist group ISIL.. is raped repeatedly by soldiers who are convinced by recruiters.. that GOD sanctions this terror as a blessing.. an older women begs the man not to do it.. as the child has a horrible infection inside.. and is writhing in pain.. the soldier kneels down by the bed and prays in GOD’s name.. and thanks GOD for the blessing of killing this girl slowly with his BLack Heavy Boot.. while he is on top of her…

    Some men
    truly should NOT
    be allowed to have
    boots
    at all…

    A plunging sword of pillaging raping Chimpanzee…
    or tool of Love of our closer cousIN primate Bonobo
    consensually using member as tool of Love
    to Prevent aggression.. violence.. killing..
    As always.. as in the case of
    money.. this tool is only
    the root of
    evil when
    it is
    used
    as
    evil.

    ‘BLACK HEAVY BOOTS’
    tools blood
    tears DEATH IN LIFE.

  2. Wow, Thanks a lot For the mention Fred. Wish you a great week ahead too and all our friends around the blogsphere ! 🙂

  3. I get what you mean by picking up on others energies and reacting to things like rough fabrics. That’s part of what I experience as “sensory defensive.”

    • Hi Victoria.. thanks so much for coming by on ‘this post’ to comment on the other one.. and although these ‘symptoms’ of emotional contagion and tactile sensitivity.. i mention are associated with the Autism Spectrum.. they are also common to folks with symptoms of ADHD.. and of course there is always a spectrum of human being that consists of bits and pieces of most anything possible in life.. both in gifts and challenges.. but the most amazing part is.. humans have truly incredible epigenetic potential.. if challenged enough to unpack the genetic material to do more than a human may have literally thought with reason is not possible before.. when miracles become LITERaLLY NATURaLLY REAL..:)

      But anyway.. the best way to limit this
      potential is literally
      to be cynical
      of the light
      or fearful
      of the dark..

      What a wonderful world
      it is when one can just
      accept the way things
      are.. and always
      strive to
      change
      what they can
      with patience
      perseverance and
      the real powerful
      human emotions
      of hope
      faith
      AND
      BELIEF..
      NO one RELIGION
      and or CULTURE..
      OWNS THESE
      INNATE INSTINCTUAL
      INTUITIVE GIFTS OF EMOTIONS
      AND POTENTIALS GIFTED TO US BY GOD..:)

  4. I probably got on the wrong post because every time I got to the bottom it pops back up to the middle of the post. It’s crazy!

    • Sadly.. Victoria.. the difficulty with the text jumping up on my blog is a limitation with technology.. specific to memory of the hardware as well as potential limitations of Internet access bandwidth.. and word press is much slower than the identical copied blog posts i have in my Google blogs as linked on the right hand side of my Word Press page..

      I have no problems on my iMac.. And with the new iPhone6s.. with the power of a desktop.. the problem should be solved in mobile access.. for those who can afford it and care to.. Creativity is a special gift from GOD.. and there is no Lukewarm for me.. Only fire.. Smiles again.. with biggest grin.. And wINKS..:)

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