GOLDEN TRUTH GOD.. Nautilus
IS uni-sea creature.. outcast.. Born
loneliest only sea creature.. then..
What to do.. sea creature
thinks.. only feeling now..
this creature sings
sOul.. heArt.. spiRit Now
greater as Now.. goes on..
Shell in middle beats 1..2..3..5..8..
Nautilus Hope.. Spiral Golden Truth Born
Born Truth Golden Spiral.. Hope Nautilus
8..5..3..2..1 beats middle in Shell..
on goes.. Now as greater..
Now spiRIt.. heArt.. sOul
sings creation this
now feeling only.. thinks
creature sea.. do to What
then.. creature sea only loneliest..
Born.. outcast.. creature uni-sea IS
Nautilus.. GOD TRUTH GOLDEN
I think i say it before Rafiah.. IS worth saying again..
when any two human beings connect Soul..
a new Soul is born.. matters not
Truth is Soul
IS always Now..
Time does not
And truly that’s all that counts about time..
there will never be another
you and me…
or them and me..
or them and you..
i. o. u S o u l OVE..
u. o. me.. noThing..
P.S.. to dance with wind by sea or land
is my favorite pArt.. to become
wind and air..
“A True Artist Companion”
You are the first one ever in the ‘history’ of ‘Google
Algorithms’ to give another person a poetic
expression of compliment like
And yes.. “A True Artist Companion”
is the greaTEST compliment ever in
poetic expression.. as the
THE only True Artist
So thank you.. True Artist
THE human body is the greaTEST
EXPRESSION OF THE
is a Spirit of Dance
22 months that
has never been attempted..
or measured by anyone i know..
but you see.. i am unique.. social-
norms do not hold me back.. as i
for one.. am child of GOD..
and not child
For those who see
the full human form..
male or female..
THEY ARE THE
ALL OF THIS
to have the potential
to co-create with
pArt of that and so is
THAT LIVES AS
SO yeah.. a marathon
of dance for around
23 miles at mall
to express my
As GOD and
i hold NoTHING
and that is how
Ah.. humans.. such sad animals are many of they..
to create a Holy day.. rather than staying with Holy nows…
AS a practice of life… One of the most difficult and opposing days
of life.. as Anti-Holy day.. for me.. is the decision of ‘putting an animal
down’ for their ‘own welfare’… A selfless decision perhaps..
that at times does not seem selfless at all..
a kind of catch 22 decision
for ‘potentiAlly’ the good of the
animal or not.. but anyway
for me is.. after five years of illness.. and zero point emotions.. where a tear
is the goal.. and not to escape.. IS finAlly at the end of that 5 years.. when
Anti-Holiday comes again.. and yes.. A tear then.. is an ultimate
prize of both sadness and happiness to finAlly
feel a life.. fill a soul.. with heart..
yes.. expressing spirit
a tear.. and YES..
since then.. my practice of life is
only Holinows.. for sure facilitated
by being retired.. and only
but truly to make the darkest events of life sacred..
and Holi-nows.. along with making the most boring
of events one might think.. can be.. like confinement
of standing on one spot of sand.. are Holinows too.. AS
give me three feet in
measure to leverage
and i will float in bliss.
on the hottest day
IS bliss of
every precious moment
No doubt.. no fear.. no
anxiety.. not even tension..
yes.. relative free will
in human bliss
most all other
feel and live
Humans who live in
Hell..’ must’ appropriate
Holidays.. so to
like an atomic reactor..
Been ‘there’ done
it.. in almost
And now the worst
of those real nightmares
is sacred and
now.. as Holinows
And.. oh yes..
affirming all of this
in words.. for so what
is written becomes
what is done
ways of soul..
spirit by way of
HEaRT as metaphors…
It”s nice to escape Holidays..
at least for me.. smiles..
and a fascinating
That’s a nice name.. by
a way.. it ‘must’
as WELL.. as
‘Shooting down what everyone else thinks is called the Scientific Method’
Not always; but human thoughts of feelings through innate instinct and intuition
are non-repeatable science projects, unless one is a repeatable robot of thought
and action opposing innate instinctual and intuitive ways of creativity.
Science has no way to truly measure unique human imagination or
creativity, by any ‘official’ scientific method,
as IT is non-repeatable, as
such. But that’s just
it, without any
systemizing method of
science at all, to just flow with
life; instead, of steps from others.
And yes, it is possible to at least document
this human reality, as, at least empirical
CASE-STUDY evidence. And YES;
THAT is what I do;
JUST FOR FUN..;)
Here’s the problem with science. Most all tools that humans create
have hidden dangers, as they take humans away from challenges
in life, by making life easier; instead of GAINING STRENGTH.
Steve Jobs, really harped on Bill Gates for having just
a COMPUTER tool mind, with no imagination;
Problem is; loss of human common sense, too.
While Bicycles, in the above video, are shown
as much more efficient to move human
from place A to place B; than what a
Condor can do with wings, even in air;
Human legs are evolved to stay strong
by opposing the gravity of the earth
to keep bones dense and stronger.
Bicycles use the same repetitive
movements over and over, to
overcome the force of
gravity, with wheels.
Meanwhile, when one cycles, as opposed to walking;
if done enough; they will both develop ergonomic
injuries, by way of repetitive movement; as
well as bone and muscle loss at the
core of foot and ankle, and the
rest of the human body, as well.
THE DOMINO EFFECT APPLIES
OF USE IT
Honestly, most people do not have a frigging clue about this;
as they are ignorant of how their body even works with frigging
basic nature. The meaning of life is to maintain balance with
self and the rest of nature. To find this is to look within;
as the byproducts of science aka Technology, if
used to the ignorance of what human
nature even is; THIS is A source
of major human injury,
and even premature
death. But try to
convince someone of
this, with a remote control, in hand.
‘Remote controls’ are everywhere one looks ‘these days’;
as well as human injury, misery, suffering, and PREMATURE DEATH.
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
Gravatar is one of the coolest things ever!! !
Buffet of Dancing Food Trough
is what it takes.. to fuel a 232 LB
body through.. distance and space..
in Martial Arts.. Ballet style.. all around
the metro area world.. 3714 miles now..
approaching 22 months.. in serious art..
of both fun.. and more athletic abilities that
are required even in sports.. overall.. at least…
Nah.. the questions come.. is it LSD.. Cocaine..
Molly/DMT.. or even Mushrooms that one smokes..
but oh no.. it is the “Ryan’s Buffet”.. Casino Buffets..
that yes.. do replace at least 6,000 calories burnining
for 8 miles on Saturday on Casino BlVDS.. and a real
dance of marathon for 23 miles.. at mall and beach
on Sunday.. through afternoon and evening sea
breezes,, of everything from old rock and roll
to modern electro trance music..
where i truly breeze one
body with the air
of Beach.. warm
Gulf waters.. yes..
as same.. to walk
on water is not nearly
the feat as walking air
on terrestrial land feet
but anyway.. without ALL
the all you-can-eat buffets..
we will surely spend more on
groceries to feed the hunger of
dance.. that raves through me from
head to toe lightening ways of energy
display… a far cry from the olden days
at Burger King.. half-a-day senior at high
school.. when all my friends munch so freely
on high price fries paid for in complete by parent
allowance.. while me working as a Janitor still cannot
even afford a crispy salty delicious fry.. mouth watering
they are then.. but the benefit of now.. is fries can come
or go.. i can afford them.. and all the food i do.. makes the
dance of life.. possible.. in Nike ways of just doing flight on land!..
Ringing the Dinner Bell and bringing on the dance.. sleep.. write.. repeat..:)
Human connection.. the source of all real human happiness.. so hard to find theses days.. truly it can be.. but living as shut-in for five years.. i learn the lesson.. of reaching out so strong.. as truly to connect as human is to live.. SURVIVE YES.. THRIVE..:)
I truly do not understand this in my college years… i THINK NOT FEEL.. a person can study study study study.. and study more like a robot.. as making good grades and getting a good job is what is required to survive..
Then.. when making A’s is the grade and a B or C is the end of the world for me.. i miss out on the most important grade with my nose stuck in a book.. or lecture hall.. or solitary job as Janitor.. and that is the human connection that most all humans must have to survive and thrive as human being…
And then the darkness starts to envelope me.. i feel more and more disconnected.. depressed.. but then it is just a vague feeling.. as i do not understand that one must practice loving connections with others.. just like ‘regular muscle’.. OR the love muscle will atrophy into depression.. where emotions fade that emote human action for all we do in life…
And truly i do not understand this fully until my 40’s when the stress of work takes all my love away.. and all THAT IS left is an empty shell of Zombie Human being.. and words that are empty shells of hope for heArt to come again.. like Phoenix rising from the ashes of black hole sun soul.. but if that is not enough.. the depression starts to physically age me.. even earlier in college.. in my late teen school age depression.. my skin looks bad.. my legs get weak.. my hair starts to fall out in handfuls.. and then i realize my body is telling me CHANGE OR ELSE.. ‘funny’ how that works.. we actually get warnings from GOD like that.. to REACH OUT AND CONNECT OR ELSE…
NO.. I guess where you live.. you will not be able to start dancing everywhere you go.. like me after 5 years of invisibility as a Hunch Back of Notre Dame bedroom shut-in.. to connect.. as truly the dance is an accommodation to humanly connect as the invisible man i once am.. people tend to realize you are SOME KIND OF HUMAN.. WHEN A PERSON DANCES IN SPIRITUAL CONNECTION WITH GOD AT LEAST..:)
And No.. trust me there are no real midgets.. as when a heart grows.. to the size of a mansion.. even a four foot eleven.. 94 year old crippled woman like my Aunt Jettie.. can be a super-sized human spirit.. as compared to the man i am then.. half her age at 47…
I look AT her broad smile THEN.. through all those wrinkle lines of face and crinkled blue eyes of most beautiful azure sky.. and i know the truth then.. that spirit of human heart emotion expressed as human soul.. for others and received as such in life is all that FRIGGING COUNTS.. AND I WILL USE THE F U WORD.. but it probably will not be appropriate.. but never the less.. sometimes we need to SCREAM F U to culture.. including school.. work..and all those requirements.. just REACH OUT AND TOUCH SOMEONE.. as GOD will have us do.. to even stay alive as human being..
So yes.. keep reaching out with all that GOOEY HEART STUFF WITH your siblings.. as the LOVE we GIVE.. is ALL we TAKE with us.. in this life to the hereafter.. and even love without requite.. is the LOVE WE TAKE WITH US.. WHEN WE DO MEET ALLAH.. FACE TO FACE..:)
JUST DON’T GIVE UP.. KEEP LOVING.. EVEN IF IT TAKES..
‘TILL THE DAY YOU DIE.. TO FEEL YOU LIVE WITH LOVE..:)
I AM SPECIAL I AM LOVE
and study it like a course on life..
AFFIRM IT OVER AND OVER.. YES.. WRITE IT DOWN..
DON’T JUST LOVE.. BE LOVE.. BE ALLAHONE’S UNCONDITIONAL
THE REAL LOVE GYM OF LIFE
IS THE ONE WE EXERCISE
AS LOVE MUSCLE
AND all the cultural
OF THE PRESENT
NOW AS LOVE..:)
I Love YOU!..:)
just the way you are..
i don’t care if you are
or even have a
You are Rafiah.. my friend..
and you are precious..
Seriously you are brave
enough to reach out to me.. as A FRIEND..
i have many superficial admirers in life as the circus
act i can be.. but few friends like you.. as you
simply reach out to me.. you have that gift
of reaching out.. continue to use it.. and you WILL
FIND MANY MORE PEOPLE LIKE ME AND YOU..
JUST waiting for
someone to be brave
you have a
YOU DO HAVE A
I LOVE YOU
Quick meditation before exXtreme work-out of martial arts and strength training.. note: eyelashes most ‘chicks’ would love to have.. reminds me in middle school on the bus.. before my voice DEEPENED hmm.. 4 decades later.. where Vicky on the bus.. one of those ‘mean girls’ SPOUTS OHH.. LOOK AT HIS PRETTY LONG EYE LASHES AND EYES.. OHH.. look in a sarcastic catty tone.. well anyway.. after that.. 4 decades or so later… next Facebook profile photo status thingy coming now…
AND YES.. believe it or not.. i’ve been compared to this guy.. more than once in life.. too.. but i don’t think it is the long face that has anything to do with THAT..;)
PLUS shortly after the long eye lash comment from the homophobe girl i cut my long hair off.. and shaved my beard at age 24..;)
But anyway the shroud of Turin.. if nothing but art.. shows a rather robust looking Jesus capable of turning over money tables.. unlike the effete Catholic Priest approved Jesus of modern day artists where he is basically a female with a beard more or less.. with that soft look.. like me when much much younger.. where the McDonalds cashier.. says Ms.. can i help you at around 12 or 13.. same time frame when the mean girl makes fun of my long long pretty lashes and eyes.. on the school bus.. at that time.. too..;)
Everything changes.. at least for me..;)
Now.. fully ready to KICK A.. BUT nah.. not flesh and blood as now 20 reps of 930LB parallel leg press strength raises the bar of strength where i’m ‘only allowed’ to spar with steel machines with lightening fast kicks in all radius of lower body.. coming centimeters close without touching the precious expensive machines.. or breaking my toes.. haha!.. anyway.. to move in grace and power like this.. is where the source of human fearless is.. don’t fool yourself.. we are animals.. and all mammals who are at least omnivores have the instinctual need to be able to defend themselves against predators.. and capture prey as necessary.. and that takes a mind and body balance of strength.. agility.. and overall extra cool increasing physical intelligence throughout the course of life.. in proprioception..
the REAL SCIENTIFICALLY NOW ASSESSED SIXTH SENSE OF HUMAN.. OH.. those Kung FU martial arts dudes from the EAST have IT PRECISELY CORRECT.. TO LEARN FROM NATURE.. IS TO BE FULLY HUMAN TOO.. WALKING TALL MAMMALS ON THE SAVANNAH.. AS LIONS..
WITH HEAD FORWARD AND PURPOSEFUL FULLY COMFORTABLE IN ONE’S SKIN.. AND IN MY CASE STILL.. FUR.. HEHE!..
WITH THOSE EYELASHES TOO.. a long way from middle school.. and ohh.. his eyelashes are so long and look at those eyes.. in a catty mean girl tone.. Vicky.. passed away now.. not sure of cause… but I will never forget those mean girl eyes…;)
OMG.. i ‘just noticed’ my forehead is giganatyrannosaurusenormous.. OMG.. several ‘normal heads’ can fit just inside my forehead.. and you know what they say.. the brain is the biggest sexual organ of all.. so….. i am well endowed where i guess.. it counts the most..;) with heArt i hope..:)
The nicest thing about dancing interpretively and solo.. is no lessons are required and the only need be, is solo interpreting music or NOT, dancing.. i love to interpret the wind and sand the most.. people are always assuming just because i dance UNIQUELY CREATIVELY solo in ballet and martial arts-LIKE style at dance halls.. they can come up to me and i will immediately be able to do all types of ‘fancy couples dance’ in tandem.. and truly if i try.. i might accidentally break their arm.. or foot.. by stepping on that (hopefully not arms) haha.. so i simply say.. i don’t know how to dance.. just like i don’t ‘know’ how to write poetry… STRICT government rules lead to my demise.. before now.. so i stray as much as possible into freedom.. most often solo.. as there are no requirements that way.. but to be me..:)
But with that said.. yes..
i still like other people very much…:)
And i came here looking for clues
on what to write about food..
but that’s another prompt..
i guess you haven’t
got to yet..
But yeah.. i love dance
so i chimed in on that too..:)
Have a nice now.. you
are always nice.. that’s
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