Memorial but to GOD

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Well.. this is my favorite Memorial Day Edifice..

per ‘In Honored Glory of a Soldier Known But to God’..

over at Milton’s River Front Veteran’s Plaza.. as truly there are so many more folks who actually enlist or volunteer.. or are drafted in the military.. who serve the task of insuring freedom continues as the purpose of the country.. the good old U.S.A…

in continuing the vision statement of ‘Life, Liberty

and the Pursuit of Happiness’..

as the American Dream…

And yes.. many do give their lives

however shortened by this truly often


Like Elvis Presley and

Marilyn Monroe,

just for two examples..:)

But as far as this goes.. it goes much further than country.. world.. all the way across the Universe.. as all life seeks to be free from restrictions that hinder development of the creative force that is life in all stuff.. animate.. inanimate.. seen and unseen..

and yah.. that last part is only innate.. instinctual.. intuition.. as that is every bit as important in Life, Liberty and the Pursuit of Happiness.. as cold dead mechanical solving and tool making mind.. where tools become human instead of flesh and blood life in mind and body balance.. to celebrate









‘merely an expression’.

Yes, ART IS an expression;
but that is
is all
Far, FAr, FAR
from ‘merely’.


“Loneliness doesn’t come from having no one around you,
but from being unable to communicate the things that are important to you.”

-Carl Jung

Without art; human being is less than human being; history shows this truth
over and over and over again. And truly mechanical cognition leaning ways of
life takes away human soul in mind and body balance with the rest of nature;
human heArt in terms of feeling a full range of nuanced emotion;
and human spirit in terms of communicating emotional and
sensory feelings to other human beings; and the rest of
Nature aka God. More or less this interconnecting
purpose of ART is reflective of the creating
Force that is one and same AS Nature

To put it in
‘layman’s terms’
ART is GOD Now, As Is,
as total connecting Force
of All that is; again aka GOD.


‘Fred you have said this far better
than I could have done. Thanks.’

You are welcome, Mike; my pleasure;
only part of a mind and body, out of balance
is a horrible state of being human
aka human being
in my humble
I aim to help
others get whole…
It’s not always easy…

Ah, you’ve already answered your question by the art of the human that creates reality rather than being ruled by the order of science, in systemizing scientific method that attempts to make a human being that is art in nature, logic instead, by this tool of science.

That’s already failed. The little bitty scientific method is good at observing the same things over and over again. But that my friend is the very definition of human being based insanity, per the words of Einstein.

Einstein is not only a scientific method

based scientist. Einstein is genius

AND ARTIST, as he readily

admits that creating

new stuff

is impossible without

HUMAN imagination that is certainly

NOT bound by the little bitty scientific method;

that is good at measuring stuff and repeating measurable STUFF.

The human mind and body in balance in ways of imagination and creativity in greater physical intelligence, incorporating the emotions and regulating them along with integrating senses that do exist in the corporeal body are real. There is no ‘logical’ reason to believe that human soul is any more than a balance of mind and body that feels nuanced emotions as heArt fully; and has the much fuller ability to fully express emotions and senses through Spirit to connect to other human beings and the rest of nature.

This is all flowery talk; sure; but you see, humans are all flowery communicating social animals; when properly mind and body balancing; feeling a full range of emotions and senses, without repressing some emotions through the emotion of fear; and fully letting go, and flowing, just like that Ice Princess from ‘Frozen’; letting go all the negative

con-social emotions; and connecting in flow of spirit as emotions and senses in all arts of expression from verbal language, non verbal language, and internal nuanced emotions and senses with the rest of humans and nature aka as the interdependently connecting relationship FORCE of all EXISTENCE, both animate and inanimate;
and to be clear inanimate is only a relative term, as even in rocks,
electrons are spinning around nucleuses same as human being.

The bottom line is GOD exists now.

The three letter term God is just an abstract construct.

To understand God is to define God properly.

God is the Interdependent relationship of all stuff seen and unseen

that is connecting force as yes, as Ana says, energy.

Energy takes many forms but the bottom line is

there is action and consequence.

God is action and consequence in terms of force.

Some people house God in little bitty words, and anthropomorphic ways of thinking.

Other people see the big picture God like the Gnostic Jesus in the Gospel of Thomas, not included
in the so-called bible that clearly states that the force of God is within us, just naked, without
systemizing science ordered clothes of culture and God is outside of us, above so below, and
all around us. I mean duh, God is everything seen and unseen now. Jesus cannot get folks
to believe it 2K years ago; and it makes too much frigging common sense for either
Militant Atheists or Fundamentalist Christians to get this simple frigging truth that
is frigging clear as noses of faces, lips of mouth,
tips of penises, and
‘flowering’ vaginas.

Yeah, the ‘real Jesus dude’ seeks human potential, not fairly tales and lies to
control other folks through fear for materialistic gains, and to control
reproductive freedoms for some illusion of selfish gene gain when
we all share the same basic DNA, and human potential, overall.

How any scientist doesn’t understand this is really simple;
Ego, and being little bitty nerds as kids where the
athletic boys with mind and body balance
who get all the girls put ’em in
their little bitty all natural
animal weak

The truth is in Nature about GOD.
Just look around; God is in you,
outside of you; above so below;
and all around you, and me too.

If you strip naked and spend
40 days in the desert
with scorpions and
lizards; the tough
unconditional love
of that reality becomes
impossible to not see;
no matter what
abstract term
one uses

God is more like
Godzilla; let’s face
facts; God is one
tough M F;
yeah in
the case
of humans God
is Love too;
What a
Gift Love can be
as Love creates
as beautiful
of child of Godzilla.

Humans are ‘miracles’; created
from star dust; to paraphrase
Carl Sagan; generously, I will add.

And God is more like Jack Nicholson
in the metaphor of this short video
clip if you can stretch your God given
gift of imagination far enough to see it.
Creativity is a ‘muscle’; just like the ‘guns’
of my legs that leg press 930LBS, 14 times,
with hands raised over my head like no
other human can on YouTube.
Use or lose it baby; as in
all stuff
created as

I create 11K word free verse epic
poetry in one day; cause
the muscle of my
creativity is
than my legs.

And no one does
it like me baby;
as I understand
what GOD
is and use
it to my
every advantage.
‘Godzilla’ will be
proud of me if
‘he’ can

And who kNOWs,
maybe ‘he’

In some

And in closing, thanks again,
‘Aspieotaku’ for another
brilliant thread idea..;)

‘Here we go again…’

Well.. like ‘i’ said;
‘you’ cannot fathom
the responsibility ‘i’ have..;)



‘Nothing unseen exists unless you believe in it..:D’

And true, without the ability to believe;

Not much really

That’s sad;
beyond emotions
and senses…

Art and God are human abstract constructs.

Both are three letter words
used to describe whatever humans
define as essence of truth.

Nature is GOD; that’s not a new idea; that’s the oldest
religious idea that exists, my friend. The first Egyptian
God MIN is representative of the fertility aspect of the
Nature of GOD, as manifest in human being.
Fertility is a big deal, when humans must
reproduce to make enough folks to make
a village big enough to make subsistence
a working solution to live, per the sweat of the brow;
and the work of the night; otherwise known as having sex.

Stuff gets more complicated after that; and generally speaking
that starts with a prehensile thumb; some sticks and sand;
copying connections of nature including imaginary connections
between stars of skies; and to be clear not dreams; just imaging
connections in lines between actual stars to make ‘sacred’ geometrical
shapes that will one day become buildings as well; and stuff like that.

And yes; that stuff eventually becomes a sanskrit alphabet, written
language, collective intelligence, and religion/culture in attempts
to share stuff to help make folks lives better in making subsistence
a reality for overall survival. Then eventually folks get ‘fat’ and happy;
and then there are folks who wanna sit on their butt and let stronger
folks do all the work; and yeah wives still love the ‘construction, firemen,
and garden workers’, then; so ya gotta put a stop to that; by keeping the
wives all in order by suggesting that lust is a bad thing; instead of A
now scientifically understood originator of human creativity
and productivity,
in general..

So yeah, fire and brimstone is a cure for ‘girls gone wild’…

And boys gone ‘fat’, like chubby domesticated worms
with no more guns (biceps), and general virility
to get the ‘work of the night, done.

Anyway; that part hasn’t changed much, as some
research still suggests that even with birth control;
around 25% of birth certificate fathers ain’t the
biological sperm thing.

God and or Nature wins tHe game of life most
often with illusory religious fears or not;
GOD IS KING; yes, nature is king and queen;
Same stuff of truth; always

Art starts as human dance and human dance
is manifest from Nature aka God manifest
in human; therefore GOD is art, as ART
manifest as human being in dance.

First there is dark; then light;
then movement aka
Dance; then there is
sound aka music
to fuel the dance
of movement in
infinity loop
of now;

So to make little abstract words
to attempt to metaphor reality;
is a nice hobby; but to dance
free in the innate instinctual
intuitive way of movement,
as ART, is to tRuly reflect
God of Nature and
can be described as
the metaphor

Truly, to reflect nature
like the planets revolving
around respective suns;
is to live in mind and body
balance in the same golden
spiral phi flow of movement in dance
that planets, suns, and galaxies do as
the movement of now. And on top of that;
our ancestors move this way to stay invisible;
escaping predator and capturing prey to stay
alive in mind and body balance through much
greater physical intelligence in regulating emotions,
integrating senses, and increasing cognitive executive
functioning, by way of enhancing focus and short term
working memory.

All the secrets of bliss/nirvana in the animal homeostasis of the
heaven of now, are not secrets at all for folks who remember
their innate instinctual and intuitive ‘eyes’ of GOD aka Nature,
Manifest as human being, cats, dogs, and even the electrons
spiraling nucleuses of stones and a grain of sand.

I tried to explain to a fundamentalist Christian tonight
in Super-Walmart that Jesus is no greater than a grain
of sand; after he told me if I didn’t believe he is the
king of the Universe; I ain’t gonna make the grade.

And Oh yeah; I give him the run down on how
Roman Emperor Constantine and his
Catholic Cohort friends, in 325 AD,
promote the Yogi/Naturist
leaning gnostic Jesus; ‘who’
is ‘uncovered’ in Egypt
in 1959;
as verses 38 to
114, in the Gnostic
Gospel of Thomas;
to the King of the frigging
Universe that is much smaller
then, without the eyes of science, now.

I tell him Jesus turns the promotion
down from the ‘grave of words’, in
the Gnostic Gospel of Thomas,
by Jesus
or NOT.

Trust me or NOT;
IF the real dude
Jesus is here today;
‘he’ will tell that dude,
give me a break;
GOD is a grain of
sand and I am no
greater than
a grain of
similar electrons
similar nucleuses;
tHere is NO separation,
in either God or

HA! I think you missed the meaning

of the wink icon at the end of all that; friend.

This is a little metaphor, a little poetic expression,

and just a quick run down on the history of reality

as it comes to now; and yes this too.

It’s not a science project. It is ART.

To understand God is to have a creative mind; and not just in 3d techno stuff.

Not that that’s not art; it just doesn’t include flesh and blood connecting life (not online stuff); and is restricted to mechanical cognition.

Life inherently is feeling and sensing ‘stuff’; and truly thinking in abstract terms is a ‘new age brain thing’ for neocortical control limited to a few animals here and there, on earth, including homo-sapiens.

Never the less, the only innate intellect humans are born with, as far as communication, is verbal and non-verbal language; none of this written down collective intelligence stuff that makes most everyone all uptight and anxious about life.

Nature as God is still widely practiced in all forms of pantheism, and in pantheism the Universe is GOD; in other forms, God is the seen and unseen; but never the less, God is the ‘WHOLE ENCHILDA’, including a grain of sand manifest as the same GOD of all that is.

And yes; the Gnostic Gospel of Jesus definitely indicates he is a pantheist; not really different than Spinoza and Einstein, in broad and narrower terms, per just one example of foreskin is provided by God and humans take it away falsely as a product of religious out-of-whack beliefs, and such as that.

If the real Gnostic Jesus Dude really lives back then, he has amazing street (Nature) smarts for a ‘semi-rabbi’ dude, with just a little satire added in there, with all due respect to my ‘many’ Jewish friends..:)

And trust me; I am the most open minded liberal person you will ever come across; and hell yeah, I can prove that in flesh and blood easily on my blogs, in irrefutable evidence.

Just ’cause I’m writing about the history of narrow minded patriarchy in puns and metaphors, and a little satire to make fun of it the way it deserves to be made fun of; certainly does not mean I condone ANY PART OF IT.


that is what the wink is for, at the bottom of the post.

I used to put in parentheses (metaphor alert)

and started to think

that might be a little condescending;

but perhaps
a wink is not enough to clearly indicate

PLEASE DON’T TAKE what I am saying literally.

Some Autistic folks are very much black and white thinkers,

in literal style of expressing themselves as well,
with little emotional affect in written words or flesh and blood life.

And some are literally and metaphorically the human archetype of empath; and that’s what I am friend; don’t judge a book by a cover. if you see a big man who looks like an ‘FBI agent’ who can leg press 930LBS, 14 times slowly with their hands raised over their head as a ‘narrow minded jock’. The women love me; but it’s cause I’m a nice dancer; not one to take them home… hmm.. if you haven’t heard that I am literally considered a dance legend in real life, in my metro area; that also belies my law enforcement/military looking 230LB muscular exterior.. smiles..;)

But anyway, Nature is the same dam thing as GOD to me; seen and unseen; and the first thingy about art and god and abstract concepts up there, is just a general statement about any metaphor in life.

It’s up to ‘us’ to create our reality; with the help of the GOD of Nature; all natural of course..:)

And if you cannot see Nature as art; trust me something is missing in your life; whether you as an
individual can see that or not; but I am assuming you can see Nature as ART and just can’t see
Nature as GOD; and if not; different stokes for different folks; however, a definition of GOD as
Nature is both a valid religion, widely participated in modern culture, as well as a valid belief
throughout the history and pre-history of humankind..:)

I belong to no religion but GOD aka Nature.

And I dam sure don’t belong to science;

It’s just a pass-time and a ‘little’ tool; that
yes, I am as proficient at as art;
when I shift my brain.. just
a little bit to the metaphor
of ‘left hemisphere’ thinking,

I have mastery over
mind and body balance;
And that’s a mightY
natural higher potential
of the GOD of Nature
manifest in my human
nature being
that allows me to
have ‘superhuman’
strength and the
title of ‘Dance Legend’
in my local area;
among other
stuff like

Kung Fu

and stuff like

all gained with
all natural human
innate instinct, and
intuition straight
from the GOD of
Nature, without a
human lesson;
and for the naysayers
of life; all documented
in irrefutable evidence
on my blogs; as I do hope
other folks can one day
gain ‘supermen and superwomen’
capabilities in all natural higher
power human nature manifest in
human being
by the GOD
of Nature
in co-creating
FORCE, just like
Star Wars,
my friend..:)


Yoda with

With all due respect, please; Let me spell it out:


Art is normally considered as creation activity by human beings, and of course the three letter word ART is an abstract concept developed by human beings through the development of alphabets copied from Nature’s natural patterns, as such as that.

The God of Nature exists well before humans come onto the scene, so obviously to use Art as metaphor for the creation activity that is the ongoing reality of Nature aka GOD now is metaphor, and Art ironically enough, in itself.

I’m sure your standard IQ is stellar; but that does not measure the social cognition aspect of mind that allows a human being to feel and sense God as Nature. Whether or not you can do that in flesh and blood life is beyond the purview of the words here; but never the less, 3d tech art is not a part of that, specifically my friend. So yeah, I am kinda being literal tHere..;)

I clearly state I belong to no religion; so obviously if I am saying there is some kind of benefit to religion over no religion at all; I am suggesting that I am not one of the chosen folks that your are suggesting I am here, as associated with religion, as I clearly state I AM NOT, per NOT belonging to one.

I visit them as a participant observer Anthropologist just for fun, on a regular basis, I might add, ’cause I’m also noted as a fabulous singer by the listening crowd, and OMG, the Catholic Church Temple-like building has frigging amazing acoustics whether or not I agree with the ‘creedy’ thingy or not, smiles..:)

If you don’t believe in GOD that is your prerogative; many Agnostics and Atheists are more GOD believers to me than the run of the mill so-called modern Christian; and no I have no idea how creative you are in real life; and did not suggest the social cognition thingy associated with 3d Tech art has any association with your way of creation activity, other than it ain’t part of social cognition my friend, from what I understand of it; if so, do please clarify, and validate that it is or not; and that’s OK too; I’m easy that way…:)

I’m happily married to a woman who has a strange disorder at age 45, where she stays as gorgeous as she is when I marry her at age 19. And, yes, per photos or it didn’t happen; I can prove that on my blogs too.

Women love me; for my dance; and that’s a fact; and listen carefully, again; I ain’t in the pick up game at all, so whatever my personal achievements are in that arena has no association with the

FACT THAT they love me for my dance, and I have literally hundreds of personal ‘autograph’ selfie photos with ’em to prove that too, upon request..:)

I like to dance. Whether or not the girls

wanna come dance with me is totally up to them;

as I have not approached

a strange girl to dance yet;

in this all encompassing special interest of mine, friend..:)

Again, all the evidence on my blog for that very purpose, for folks who wanna play Internet chicken and say nah, you’re just talking S. And not directed at you, Personally, my friend.

I am a real happy flesh and blood human; and I for one, can prove that online, as well in real life; along with all those amazing accomplishments to inspire folks who don’t get all jealous or defensive and stuff like that; and to be clear that is not directed at you, personally; you are obviously just not understanding my communication that is often metaphorical and technically difficult for many Autistic folks to understand, per clinical study, not necessarily you on a personal basis, either.

However, I speak freely as I am who I am, and do not water down my communication to appease anyone; no matter how different or difficult it may be for others to understand.

This is not a frigging journalism site for me. This is a support site for folks who are different.

Trust me baby; it just don’t get any different than me;

and that’s a fact that I can link and
quote by others, as well,


OTHER than that; Happy

Memorial Day!

with great big smiles,

as life is frigging fun
when ‘ya’ don’t take it so serious,

and seriously just lighten up and have
some REAL FUN.

AND OMG, again; that’s a general statement not directed at you personally,
my friend..:)

Do as you will; I ain’t arm chairing ya today or anytime, in a frigging serious way;
as that is impossible to do, without even frigging seeing your face, fully, at least..:)

But I am honestly, a very visual person, so I usually imagine what folks look like when
I talk to ’em with these avatar thingies. I’d draw ya a picture here; but the software
here is not advanced enough for that; and yes, I know, you are not interested and
that’s okay too..;)

So nice to let all that go.. but as far as I am concerned now..
pre-retirement life that I always relish before
is really a bitter pickle
compared to that imaginary
come alive..
in gaining new tires

Honestly I forget all about
what it feels like to be five years
old until I become five years
old again.. before the fast
track to all of
illusions does
come then..:)

Anyway.. i visit the river
of 5 years old where i live
today.. in the same
patch of dirt that is
long since torn down
home.. then…

And yes.. truly

And now I’m big
enough to do
whatever hell
I want to..
on top

With not even a bully
in Kindergarten

And thanks.. Adrianna.. you just
provide the inspiration
for my own form
of Memorial day
ending back








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8 Responses to Memorial but to GOD

  1. Rafiah says:

    Food is the best thing happened to humans and i want to eat all that you posted in the photo. 😥



    Well first of all.. do you get YouTube now.. that CREEP song is a good song for meaning.. and I do hear that Vevo is attempting to ‘clean’ up its act well enough to be allowed in Muslim countries.. but just curious on that..:)

    Ah.. but yes.. that Creep song i can relate to perfectly.. in several stages of my life.. in 2nd grade.. moving from little school to big noisy Catholic Private school.. in my father’s hometown in Florida.. to middle school where everyone tells me I do not deserve to exist for my strange looks.. telling me i am too skinny.. have a head that is too big.. etc.. etc.. people can’t understand me when i talk.. and all of that homophobic stuff.. from patriarchal Christians.. when i smile too much…

    Then i wish really really hard that i will be special.. and finally i get special enough where the bullies tell me they are proud that i meet their standards finally in high school.. to my surprise.. i mean seriously.. a girl named Gracie actually tells me she is proud of me.. when she sees my transformation to a little more normal looking ‘ET’ Freddy..

    And then OMG.. when my first girl friend breaks up with me at 19 years old.. trauma.. i fall apart.. i start losing handfuls of hair.. and i feel like i am disintegrating into nothing.. and i am feeling like the creep that walks the college halls.. and oh gosh.. i wanna be special again.. i keep wishing.. and again.. something magical happens and God changes me into special again.. at age 22.. and the girls start to like me again.. and once again.. i am happy.. for 25 years.. get a job.. get married.. get a home.. and all that stuff..

    And ugh.. back to age 47.. and i become a shut-in hunchback.. of Notre Dame.. all pain all the time.. no feelings at all.. literally cold inside my body on 100 degree temperature days.. wearing a tattered jacket in the summer.. with ear plugs and shades ’cause a cricket sounds like a freight train in my ears.. and streetlights at night.. with shades on at 3AM.. walking creepy around my neighborhood block.. looks like Sun with no shades on..

    And oh no.. i lose my ability to even hope or wish.. so i just write skeleton words to keep going and going and going.. starting in 2010.. and then eventually God gives me a wish instead of asking for one.. in 2013.. and then i just humbly do what God ‘says’ to do with ‘his hands and feet’ on mine.. and ‘voice’ in me.. and God does finally heal all the disorders.. and to make a much longer story shorter.. now folks in my metro area.. call me hero of dance.. legend of dance.. and so forth and so on.. and yes.. mostly people think my writing is still weird on the Internet.. but 1.1 million people look at it on my Google Plus stuff page.. without commenting.. so it must.. at least be special.. in a creepy way.. haha!

    Oh..! and yes there is my friend Rafiah.. and whenever I comment on my friend Rafiah’s blog page.. she is the most special person in the Universe to me.. and she makes me feel like the most special person in the Universe..

    And to be clear.. God does give me this Unconditional Love stuff.. which allows me to feel like even folks who view me as enemy are the most special person in the Universe.. when i communicate with them.. but the difference between most people and Rafiah.. is that Rafiah makes me feel like the most special person in the Universe.. when i communicate with her…

    So that makes Rafiah one of the most special people

    in the entire Universe to me.. all the time..

    not just when I communicate with her..

    And that’s how special


    feels.. with friend as the highest example of that..

    ’cause as my wife says.. they don’t have to

    do my dirty underwear laundry

    and smell me


    I love you .. you are special..
    and I WILL LOVE to see that
    ‘ABOUT RAFIAH’ thingy say:

    ‘ I AM SPECIAL.’



    Wow! you changed it.

    That’s the best gift

    you can possibly give me.






    ‘You and Ghogsy should form an alliance:’
    “It doesn’t have to be rational to be saleable”

    Hi, Oldavid.

    I am going to give you the ‘most

    important advice you will ever receive’,

    My Friend.

    Whether or not you take action on it,
    is negligible to me, as you are not
    my only target audience
    when i respond to you
    here, by far, so, here

    It is:

    Here’s the thing about Magick.

    Whether or not the abstract concept
    MagicK can be empirically measured by
    science; MAGICK IS REAL, and I will tell you
    how Magick works; yes, here now; right here!

    If you believe that Magick is real. it does
    not matter what form your Wish may take;
    it is a proven scientific fact that human behavior
    changes to make Magick and or Wishes happen.

    It doesn’t matter if you call it Magick or Wish;
    all that matters is your mind and body work
    behind the scenes of your conscious mind
    to make Dreams and or Magick Wishes
    come to fruition. Oh, and here’s
    another little bitty scary fact;
    as science also shows
    not only is the
    placebo effect
    of affective
    real; so
    is the
    of negative cynic;
    the world’s a bad
    place of bad people
    stuff thinking. And that’s
    why some folks keep digging
    a whole of negativity deeper and
    deeper, until finally they just fade away
    with only Black MagicK in their life, and
    no White Magick, to make dreams come true.

    I mean seriously, there is both metaphor and science
    to this friend; and seriously this is PROOF THAT i am
    JUST selling you something that really works in life;
    and honestly it’s why hyperbolic marketing works in
    both negative and positive ways, as the Placebo effect
    of affect, per the human emotions of faith, hope, and
    belief are as real as the ‘nose on your face’; but if
    not utilized; trust me, you will never truly ‘smell’
    White Magick in your life friend; and that’s sad;
    but that is your will; and hopefully other
    folks will listen and make the real life
    dreams of miracles come true in
    their life, as I have evidenced in
    mine, time and time
    again, here.

    The bottom line
    IS Magick works,
    when one has the
    formula to make it
    happen; so in reality,
    ironically enough; yes,
    MAGICK is systemizing
    science too, and Fred JUST
    shows you the science
    of it, if you can get
    both the metaphor
    and science of
    it down.

    And if you already are doing this;
    and just kinda playing devil’s advocate
    here, with all your cynical material reductionist
    views; that’s fine too; ’cause as mentioned before
    Devil’s advocates can be best friends too!

    So, here is some more science about Black MagicK:

    And here are some more metaphors about White Magick:

    Enjoy or not; my friend;

    your will in life, and of

    course my will is White

    Magick, all the time


    And OMG, the results
    are Super Cool;
    as again,
    time and
    time again
    here! in my
    own science
    and metaphor
    project that
    as a real
    ‘S UPERMAN’;
    O F

    And just in case, you
    do not see ‘the movie
    Superman, the latest
    one; yes, S means
    hope and F
    with S

    (;for full disclosure:)

    Hmm.. ‘Super F of Hope’
    sounds like a ‘good’
    ‘one’ for

    (Thanks God; i am wishing
    for a great title!)

    Thanks, for the inspiration Oldavid;
    you are simply amazing,
    as a muse for
    me; light
    or dark;
    male or
    nice like
    my Angel
    or NOT;
    the muse
    is the muse..;)

    That’s IT; not unlike the new Prometheus Frankenstein;
    life starts with a spark of Electricity or Intense Light
    aka Lightening.

    It just starts small
    and then evolves
    into super cool
    stuff like
    Humans, Dolphins,
    Whales, Bonobos;
    ‘And All the Rest!’..:)
    God for
    the entire
    of creative
    otherwise known
    as the

    So, may the Force be
    with ‘you’; AS

    No wonder, we humans
    Love to watch Lightening
    so much, as it ‘reminds’ ‘us’
    of ‘our’ beginnings of ‘all
    that is’ ‘US’
    from LIGHTening
    Force of Nature

    (per Amino acids, sparked by electricity
    forming into proteins, first, then evolution
    that continues on to make all the cool stuff
    that lives as us!)

    The most important thing I learn about life, in the last two years; that I never really know, before 2013, in terms of innate instinct and intuition; is the fact that humans have the ability to ‘hear’ the call of the wild and act on it; really no different than any other social animal.

    The call of the wild is a really important instinct for social animals and truly basically it means connecting with nature, gaining subsistence, reproducing, and maintaining animal homeostasis and conserving energy at all times for maximum potential in gaining all of the above.

    While many of us have an all we can eat assortment of sugars, fats, carbohydrates, proteins and plenty of water to drink out of the faucet and or plastic bottle; this is instant gratification, as a way of life, compared to the evolved human animal for periods of time without food, where challenge and adaptation to challenge in PHYSICAL ways is the name of the game for survival.

    In my practice of Martial Arts/Ballet-like Dance Walk; now if I want to sneak up on; say a squirrel; to take a photo in my yard; I can do it at a speed slow enough like a cat in balance, not turning a leave (me at 230LBS) and make the picture before the squirrel scurries.

    Before, my lumbering robot walk will scare the squirrel away, well before I get close enough for the photo shoot I want close up..:)

    Interestingly, in studying wild animal behavior, as compared to World Noted, Asperger’s Expert, Tony Atwood’s ‘Spot the Aspie’ segment that he does in his lectures where he walks with his butt sticking out, and head tilted down toward the floor a few feet ahead; is well, yes, the way I walk before; to much ridicule by others, in life; discomfort even standing still; and truly having to copy my wife walking in total comfort or whomever else is with me in stores, before I turn 53, to even frigging be comfortable in my own skin, part of the way.

    And truly this is a major source of human anxiety; NOT TO feel comfortable in one’s own skin.

    But the issue is, for me at least; is it an innate issue or an environmental issue, from all those gold star academic awards sitting still in lectures; being too timid to play team sports to get all around the field, and yes, after two years I can say with certainty now that other humans are amazed, in empirical terms by what they describe as excellent posture and graceful terrestrial like butterfly walk, where in a way I walk right out of a cocoon of discomfort fostered by a truly insane culture focusing on head thinking, rather than body thinking in feelings and emotions; at least in my case. Yes; Ha! some folks suggest I grow taller, who have not seen me for over a decade; but that’s what good posture looks like; taller..:)

    And oh, yeah; emotions everywhere, never controlled by me, and a dizzy boy who cannot walk straight with integrated senses before 2013; with mind and body balance now, through the actual practice of Dance Walking a martial arts/ ballet style for 3629 miles, in 21 months, in most all public area stores, by measure of Nike GPS sports watch; all that is under control with the practice of human relative free will; not unlike eastern philosophies that pursue martial arts as a way of life.

    But here’s the other thing and it is extremely important. The ancestry of human being encoded in our DNA for innate instinct and intuition is the necessity of defending ourselves from physical threats from human beings and other animals. Now of course, walking ‘invisibly’ helps to escape the predator of other animals; but that just will not work with the predator who is human, as humans stick together and are hard to escape.

    So the choice in that is fight or flight. But the thing is, if one never develops skills to defend themselves physically; other than weapons, the only choice is flight, which is an anxious thingy by instinct that one lives with all the time around other folks, if they never learn now to defend themselves comfortable in their own skin, doing it, as well.

    And then there is the instinct for reproduction, and for females it is not as strong after bonding for a family as far as sampling what’s out there out of the ‘cave’; but males, overall, are another story, and to repress that drive has consequences of natural penalties by nature, in ways of deficits in hormones, and strength to get that instinctual job done.

    So what to do; play with it; and while that can be taken literally; that’s not quite the full hormonal effect of being
    around flesh and blood T & A. And it’s truly amazing, as when I start going back to the dance clubs to dance, last spring; I am kinda, a little bit like ‘Free Willy’, before he escapes his water prison.

    I am just not as virile, nearly as virile, as I used to be in my 20’s, overall, and not just talking about sex; the whole
    male package from head to toe in confidence, is more what I am speaking to here. And now after a year of dancing with all the young women; ALL THAT CHANGES, for me, now, big time..:)

    But yeah, married and all, in my 30’s, back then, now with me fixing to turn 55, there is just too much stress then, with work and all, to even worry about basic animal innate, instinctual, and intuitive call of the wild stuff.

    Go to work, go home, watch TV, play a video game, go to bed, get up, for five days; get all the housework related subsistence gathering stuff done on the weekend, and then the rat race continues on for decades, in a maze of culture far removed from the call of the wild, as experienced before marriage, mortgages, and all the complicated stuff of life spent in a head of mechanical cognition; instead of much greater potential physical intelligence to basically be more undomesticated again in mind and body balance with emotions regulated, senses integrated, and much
    better cognitive executive functioning by way of focus and short term working memory for REAL SUCCESS!..:)

    What I am saying here, is; at least for human beings who go back to nature; even having the opportunity to hear the call of the wild, and act on it; is amazing human potential that can be gained, if one really listens to their inner free warrior and survivor, and makes life an imaginative and creative physical potential, instead of just stuck in a mechanical cognition mindset of work, and the rest of day to day life.

    And the greatest thing of all about becoming proficient with a unique style of dance, is one does not have to go to the female dancers; they come on their own, as most all females love nothing better in the bar life than a man who can shake his groove thing. Over 200 photos documented in my blogs tell the tale on that with smiling ear to ear women, with me and the muse of dance I bring.

    Now to be clear; not every middle aged guy is cut out to do this stuff; including the leg pressing 930LB thingy with my arms raised in the air slowly and surely on a parallel leg press machine; BUT, FOR all practical intents and purposes, as the last kid picked on sports teams, even behind girls in school; I do not seem to be cut out for it either.

    But here is where the real KICKER (930LBS OR SO), comes into play. Epigenetic potential through challenge and adaptation to created environmental challenge is what makes most all this stuff possible for me.

    I show photos of me as a teenager here, and I am much more of a weak looking teenager, than most of what I see in the photos of males here.

    A major issue on this Internet site freely discussed here is disdain for alpha males; and the sadness that comes with being a weaker male, in terms of reproductive success, acceptance, and success in the work place.

    Trust me after being the human archetype

    of omega male and alpha male;

    Alpha male is much more fun.

    And yeah, even in the wild; the omega male can adapt and does move
    to the top, as well, with proper physical intelligence challenges.

    So what this means is; fuller success in life, in what really
    counts; and don’t ‘fool oneself’; I’ve been around the block
    too many times to fool myself, to Know I am just another
    male social animal; with all the potential pitfalls
    and successes that comes with that; physical
    challenge, adaptation, and growing stronger
    in success of male social animal
    or moving down the
    totem pole
    the call
    of the wild
    IS a Real Deal.

    Being wild and being able to control it,
    to keep a wife, and all of that
    through human relative
    free will, is the
    to what I can
    do, epigenetically speaking;
    that I have evidenced on this
    site time and time again; just to
    let other folks know, they do not
    have to spend life with their ‘tales’
    between their legs, shuffling along
    in robot walk, looking at the floor
    instead of standing tall, with head
    faced forward, ready to meet,
    any instinctual challenge that
    comes in terms of physical
    defense, whether or not
    it really comes or not;
    and I will tell you
    this; if you get a
    ‘leg up’ on it early;
    the way folks are
    becoming softer and
    softer; YOU WILL have
    a huge advantage over
    others in success in life.
    Nature rules humans; there
    is no fooling Mother Nature;
    but there are ways to make
    ‘her’ work to YOUR ADVANTAGE.


    ‘Apes Together STRONG’

    LIKE Inventor says; I am
    no longer a ‘hairless
    ground ape’; I move
    THE WILD that
    truly is
    ‘VOICE’ OF

    Truly; not
    unlike that
    half wolf and
    dog in the book by Jack
    London of the same name.

    And yeah, that book brings tears
    to my eyes, as a youth reading it;
    but truly the tears then
    are for me;
    as clearly
    that now;
    as just
    God as
    and ‘US’,
    when wild

    And yeah, there’s a theme song
    for that, too; smiles, and
    again; Apes

    That’s where I live in Florida; assuming you are speaking about the ‘Wild One’ video.

    But yes, it is lower down; however, the Sugar White Beaches and Emerald
    Green Gulf still beats the Everglades/Miami; hands down; smiles.

    Interestingly, if you ever see the movie Contact;
    which I will provide the relevant clip below;

    The “Paradise” at the end of the movie
    is identified as a holographic
    model of Pensacola Beach.

    Carl Sagan inspires the
    movie; and the bottom
    line is the human
    connection is
    the meaning
    of it all that
    makes life worth living;

    When I am ill and watch
    the clip; i no longer feel
    THAT and recognize how
    lost I am; easily then;
    All back now; plus TG!

    And yes; on a moonlit
    night with diatoms
    shining in the
    gulflit night;
    with a beautiful
    naked girl in ages
    of Youth; and wife
    to come; there is
    Navarre Beach, a
    little to the
    East; settled
    by my family
    elders; early 1900’s.

    The beautiful girl is
    my second cousin;
    my wife comes later;
    for full disclosure;
    I have nothing
    to hide; why;
    Paradise is
    for me..;)

    I am not sure what I do to deserve it;
    but never the less; it is an irrefutable

    P.S.; My second cousin becomes a
    ‘Stripper’ too; in that regard;
    I am a very late

    And to be clear;

    Yes; ‘our’ ‘relativeness’
    is all Platonic; but
    never the less;
    she does have
    a gorgeous
    worth looking
    at; but nothing
    compared to the
    wife who comes later; Katrina.

    Honestly though; considering
    all of this; it should not be too
    surprising I equate GOD with
    Nature; the evidence of IT IS
    Well beyond refute for me,


    The ‘Contact’ clip below,
    does not come close
    to serving the
    where I

    There are more
    variables involved
    for me; many more;
    No surprise tHere; huh..;)

    KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

    Gravatar is one of the coolest things ever!! !



    Yes.. IN freedom we stand upon the bones of many who give the ultimate
    sacrifice for Love of family, friends, and country..:)

    And on Memorial Day.. I often tell Veterans thank you for their service..
    they often turn around and tell me this is a day to celebrate those
    who give the ultimate sacrifice and not me..

    And i tell them.. well.. everyday is a good day to
    celebrate all of those who serve in the military
    to protect the greatest blessing that is
    human freedom..;)

    And that does go
    well beyond the
    military for the
    soldiers of



    Well; that’s an easy one Fnord; there are endorphins; there are adrenaline related neurohormones; there is dopamine; there is serotonin; there is natural occurring DMT; there are all sorts of androgen related hormones; and then there is the synergy of CHI with human relative free will in total focus of positive emotional energy; with no fear baby; at all;
    same stuff as this Christos Energy Ana is speaking of; different cultural metaphors; same stuff at essence
    of truth, in real flesh and blood stuff.

    Well; that’s the reason I can leg press 930LBS, 14 times, slowly, with arms raised; all force on legs, on a parallel leg press machine that is about twice as difficult as a vertical sled leg press machine; that steroid heads often struggle to do with their hands pressing their knees. I have the CHI, The Christos, and oh yeah, ‘the FORCE FROM Star Wars’ mighty strong in me; and when people do call me Legend in real life, and Hero of Dance; it is because of precisely this.

    So what have your endorphins done for you lately, in terms of empirical results, in actually doing something with your body that impresses another person, in real flesh and blood connecting life that you can prove.

    CHI makes stuff happen baby; it ain’t nothing new; but no one, and I do mean no one, leg presses 930 LBS the way I do, in the entire YouTube world of steroid heads; CHI, is all natural all the time; all amazing Force and Christos metaphor of energy too; and there are scores of other metaphors for this much greater all innate, instinctual, and intuitive human potential power found within human being and practiced across cultures.

    I just know how to put it into words; more than most, for a wordy explanation down to all the neurohormones and neurochemicals involved in a perfect storm of human potential named CHI, Christos, QI, KI, Force; and yes, again, the list goes on and one for the same essence of truth, in massive human potential more fully realized, like that mustard thingy that the real historical folks report in Gnostic Gospels of Jesus.

    Trust me whether or not Magick exists; if you
    have the potential for the Placebo effect;
    it will do you wonders to believe in
    something beyond
    what you ‘think’ is real.
    ‘Thinking’ is the problem to begin with.
    In REALEST CHI, CHRISTOS, and the ‘Star Wars Force; there is no thinking at all;
    ONLY DOING; when the flesh and blood hits the real highways of
    real life challenge for again, massive human potential more
    fully realized..:)


    ‘The two of you have fun, now!..:lol:’

    You kNow, Fnord;

    You seem to be a miserable man.

    Now to be clear; I could be ‘wrong’

    but I seriously doubt it; at least for now.

    That seems obvious by the way you speak
    here; all cynical all the time for anything
    more than you personally view in life.

    And truly, I hope one day you feel like

    like both
    me and

    With what
    Real Jesus dude
    and or Bruce Lee
    is really
    or ‘BE
    THE Water’;
    It’s all
    the same;
    And Peace of
    Mind and Body
    All the

    I don’t need an LOL
    smilie; ’cause
    I have ‘real’

    And HUMAN

    You know Ana; yes, the energy of Christos is real.

    And truly with direct conduit with the GOD of Nature
    that is truly what I prove on all my blogs; that yes,
    IS real, and yes it does make a person more loving;
    and yes, this includes Unconditional LOVE;
    and Yes, this includes amazing feats
    of strength, endurance; and yes,
    I will be 55 on June 6th, and
    I am stronger, and healthier
    than I am, when I am 21;
    and I can prove in
    photos that now
    at age 55, I look
    years younger
    than I do

    And in fact; until
    I tell folks I am old as
    their ‘grandaddies’ where
    I dance; they see me
    as just another

    How many men at
    age 55, NOW, can do
    all of what I
    ON MY

    on Google

    this Christos
    Energy is the
    most powerful
    all natural human
    synergy of energy
    anywhere in this
    world we live

    And I for one prove
    it everywhere I go;
    so folks who are
    hoping ‘someone’
    with it; will ‘come
    back’; will get to
    actually see
    it for real;
    for the

    IT just
    any better,
    in the human
    Universe than
    this; at least

    Biggest SMILES..:)

    And the best thing of
    all is most everyone
    has the potential;
    But the God of
    Nature is a GOD
    of Merit;
    there ain’t
    no free rides
    or annointing
    from above in
    this life; it’s
    all about hearing
    the ‘call of the wild’
    that is GOD and
    acting on all
    natural innate
    instinct and

    Thank you Ana; for your recognition of that.

    Words are just metaphors for lie or truth.

    The essence is what is real.

    The ‘Christos’ energy is real.

    I let actions speak
    much louder than
    words, alone;

    I am
    in real life,
    as people
    can FEEL
    ‘the energy’
    from ‘me’;
    just by being
    near ‘me’; by their
    words; not mine..:)

    The first step in helping people;
    is to see the potential in action.

    Cynics rule the world, still.
    And in reality, in flesh and
    blood; rules, in general,
    are cynical; to be
    free is to be
    free of rules;
    all local, state,
    and federal laws;
    per the metaphor
    of giving what
    is ‘Caesar his’;
    as going to
    Jail is of course
    not Freedom; the
    path for freedom
    is laid down by the
    ‘Memorial Days of
    Bones of Sacrifice;
    we stand upon;
    like the article
    for Memorial
    Day you

    Life is Messy;
    and Good..:)

    AND amazing with
    the ‘Christos Energy’
    WITHIN, outside,
    above so
    all around
    in Golden Spiral
    PHI Flow for NOW..;)
    KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

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