POSITIVITY,
from an
analytical
perspective,
is the greatest gift
my mother gives me,
both from genetics and from
THE ACT,
in expressions
of human spirit
of soul and heart..
of Unconditional Love, from birth.
My mother is the human archetype
of ‘Angel’
but through the years
some health problems take
parts of that
Unconditional Love away.
Unconditional Love is a gift from Allah and others
who are capable of bestowing this gift to others.
And the mother is usually the main source
of this highest of human potentials.
I lose that gift as well..
through chronic stress and health problems
of my own for five years.. and from an
analytical perspective then..
mine is not in part like my mother..
mine is whole.. in heart.. soul..
and ability in spirit
to express a heart and soul..
burns in the real fire of human hell..
and then i become the archetype
of human ‘devil’…
Even my cat veers away from my touch then..
as i can no longer feel love of even touching a cat..
and my cat knows instinctually that this is a human
without a heart.. and soul.. with no loving spirit expressed..
so danger is clear and present…
Fortunately for me.. my strong moral code etched in logic of stone.. remains..
so i cannot do anything evil.. but i face the evil that is true evil.. and this is the greaTEST gift that Allah gives me.. as i develop the empathy of 14.5 billions years.. to understand WHY THE ARCHETYPE OF DEVIL DOES REAL HUMAN EVIL..
face to face to me…
AND ALLAH FULL…
Anyway.. Allah sends the gift
of you to me again.. this morning..
as my wife buys me a ‘devil ‘shirt.. and last night
i note on my Facebook personal status.. that i will
write about the human archetype of devil today…
As when i face the devil in me.. is when i cannot feel any feeling
of human empathy in 2008.. and i am so numb and desperate to feel anything inside.. that when my cat scratches me it is a relief to feel pain.. and when my beloved mother chokes on a piece of bread.. there is a sick pleasure of seeing her choke…
that horrifies the ‘i’ of me that is still soul.. that remains.. but i cannot feel the horror.. in heart.. i can only logic it.. as all feeling of heart is gone.. other than the sick evil pleasure of seeing some else’s pain…
The gift of my recovery and promise to Allah for giving me that.. as covenant with Allah.. is to share everything i know and feel about all the parts of Allah.. both dark and light.. with the world.. no matter how bad that may make me look for social acceptance with other human beings…
And that comes to your next post..
about the fool.. where i will elaborate more there..
i am willingly a fool for Allah.. in the eyes of others..
and truly that is what it takes to be a Lionhearted person
to serve Allah.. to make Allah the master.. over all other human beings…
And that is the highest human Unconditional Love my friend.. the love that only loves.. the love that knows hell first hand as well.. and to go to the deepest recess of hell.. makes the potential of going to the highest mountain of Unconditional Love a reality for me now…
There is no greater gift from Allah that I know now.. above any possible other reward even imaginable to me.. And Allah gifts me with the knowledge innately.. instinctually and intuitively to keep growing strong and growing stronger.. with more tools.. to do that.. every now of every now.. of now…
So my view is one of high and low..
But most importantly that view is
ONE OF ALLAH’S UNCONDITIONAL LOVE
THAT COMPRISES ALL THE DARK AND LIGHT OF ALL..
INCLUDING BEING BOTH ‘DEVIL’ AND ‘ANGEL’ IN ONE LIFETIME
TO KNOW AND FEEL THIS ALL…
SO when people look into my eyes.. when i take these shades off that i must wear for that physical illness that is in recovery still.. they both look into the eyes of a devil and angel.. of the complete reflection of what Allah is in human form…
It can be both beautiful and terrifying beyond words..
But that is what i am of Allah and what i am of Allah
i will be FOR THE HUMAN ARCHETYPE
OF SACRED FOOL..
WHICH TRULY
IS THE HIGHEST
ARCHETYPE OF
HUMAN
OF
ALL..
YES..
THiS CASE..
SACfRED FOOL
And yes..Allah smiles
with me
TOO.. WITH SMILES…..:)
AS WIDE AS THE UNIVERSE
IS INFINITY FOR NOW AS LOVE.
Yes.. Allah winks too.. with Sacred.;)
SYCHRONICITY AS UNCONDITIONAL
LOVE OF ALLAH
RINGS
TRUE
IN TREE OF LOVE..
The greatest fools in Abrahamic Biblical history are
King David the Lion Hearted fool.. who wars ‘naked’..
dances in ‘underwear’ before slave women..
and promises to do even
‘GREATER’ ‘VILE’
‘exhibitions’
of
human celebration..
to celebrate the
GOD of
ALL…
And then there is Jesus the sacrificial lamb..
the one who knows innately..
instinctually and intuitively
in the feeling knowledge
of GOD..
that to share the
TRUTHS
of GOD
unblemished
by the lies of
human culture and religion..
will mean his death upon a cross..
to extend that knowledge to generations
more to come…
And then..
there is a Roman emperor..
his name is Constantine..
and in a way he plays
the role of devil and angel too.. IN 325 A.D..
as he promotes the humble fool that is named
King of Jews in fool jest..
HANGING ON A CROSS.. TO a soldier GOD of the Universe..
and what this means is the faith of this created myth in lie..
will be forced on others to expand BOTH the Roman Empire
and Roman Catholic Church ‘congregations’.. however..
even with all that sacrifice of human life..
the nuggets of gold..
of the teaching of the humble
Yogi-like Naturist who is the
real historical Jesus.. still remain..
along with the myths that do exist..
in all the revised words of the
New TeSTAMENT NOW..
THE True GOOD
News of Jesus..
as in the
original Greek text..
IS Jesus states he is
‘A son of GOD’..
NOT the
ONLY son of GOD..
AND WE ARE ‘ALL sons
and daughters of GOD’…
And the TRUTH IS..
that there are some sons
and daughters of GOD
that are the archetype of Angel and
some that are the archetype of Devil..
and all the spectrum that lies
and tells the truth within..
HOWEVER the GREAtest
TRUTH OF ALL..
IS
THAT ALL
HUMAN BEINGS ARE
BROTHERS and SISTERS..
IN LIGHT AND DARK..
AND
all the shades and hues
of grey and color in between..
and WE ARE ALL in GOD’s gAme together..
both in prideful and humble foolish behavior…
And again the refrain can be.. to understand and feel this all..
can be.. to be.. the most positive person in the world.. in
ALLAH’S UNCONDITIONAL LOVE..
EXPRESSED FOR ALL OTHERS..
no matter what.. as we are all ONE
and to hurt one
is to HURT ALL..
INCLUDING
ALLAH ALL.
AND WHAT A GIFT
AND REWARD THAT IS..
TO STAY TRUE TO ALL OF
ALLAH
ALWAYS
NOW..
WITH THE
WIDEST SMILE
AND
WINK
OF
NOW..:)
And truly.. the only way I CAN
see anyone fully doing this.. is in a free
country.. wHere the price of doing THIS is..
no
longer death…
God creates us to survive.. and more than any other attribute.. the will to survive
is the strongest gift of all.. so It is better to dissolve as a child of GOD than to
die at the hands of others.. perhaps that is weak and egoistic.. but is still
a gift from GOD to cherish.. as any other gift.. dark or light…
If i value my pride over this will to survive.. i will be successful..
in ramming my car into a tree.. or jumping off a bridge.. as is
my heartless plan to escape the pain of almost no sleep in
a 40 day span of sleepless days in spring 2008.. with that
Trigeminal Neuralgia pain from waking to no sleep
then.. that is assessed worse than crucifixion..
that i experience for five long years.. as i
survive what in medical literature
is assessed as the suicide
disease.. as well…
I dissolve..
i survive..
but the
main
thing
over
all
others
IS
i SURVIVE NOW.
AND THAT IS WHY THE WILL TO SURVIVE..
THAT IS THE ‘EYE OF THE SERPENT’
IN OUR REPTILE BRAIN..
IS THE GREATEST GIFT..
EVEN ABOVE ALL
AS LOVE.. YES..
UNDER WILL
TO SURVIVE
IS THE GREAtEST
GIFT OF ALLAH’S
UN
CON
DIT
ION
AL
LOVE
FOR
US
IN ALL THE LIGHT
AND DARK THAT
IS LIFE FOR
NOW.
THE PYRAMID OF WHOLE.
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Without wonderment, truly ‘life’ ceases,
in common sense and metaphor terms
of living now.
And that’s philosophy 101.
To do that always requires to veer off topic in philosophy; otherwise new learning is not possible.
Interesting, to me; that no one has brought up the embryonic development of human beings in the similarities that are there between other mammals as well as the similarities that the human embryo goes through in development that mirrors the gills of fish that are far removed from mammals IN A TOTALLY DIFFERENT CLASS OF ZOOLOGY CLASSIFICATION.
THAT is most definitely evidence of common ancestry;
and common ancestry, in common sense terms, is evolution;
when THAT is associated with totally different CLASSES OF ANIMALS.
Case closed there; as the evidence is clear AND PRESENT, NOW.
HOWEVER; that does NOT, in terms of the eyes of science that is available around
3500 years ago, to use as reference, negate the clues in the Old T biblical text
that Humans are made FROM clay. There are no ‘eyes’ big enough to see the dust
of outer-space THEN BUT never the less even Carl Sagan comes to the conclusion that
we are made of STAR STUFF.
THAT’S BIG PICTURE STUFF. The same big picture stuff of looking all around
nature ON EARTH AND SKY AND OCEAN to see all the similar patterns
to know we are all one together as part of this whole big thingy NAMED
as life, animate and inanimate;
and both dirt AND flesh and blood is
required for human life.
That truly doesn’t take eyes of science to know in big picture thinking.
To say we come from clay in big picture thinking is the same to say
we come from star stuff with telescopes to aid those human eyes
of then.
Never the less, above so below , inside outside, and
all around applies to philosophy, religion, science,
and even politics, believe that or not.
But it requires far more than detail
small picture thinking
to see THAT big picture.
Poets who write the bible CAN see A BIGGER picture;
but that still leAVES the fundamentalist thinking
systemizing scientists folks then, as ‘personality type’ too,
scratching their head, calling fowl; when
what underlies their biology
is both fish
and
birds; in other words seeing leaves and no trees.
Truly that is advanced human intelligence;
wHere the details are more or less, just
parts of
trueR FULLER human
intelligence.
To wonder is to live and carry on in joy.
To get stuck in details, is well, from what Einstein
terms as insanity; JUST THAT.
AND from a common sense perspective I can show the lonely boys here
how to meet girls, IF they only learn how to move in grace; as that intelligence
is truly required in non-verbal ways to attract graceful women.
Athletes learn to move gracefully by the requirements of basketball and football
and such as that; and with THAT comes greater non-verbal intelligence, where
humans respond to THAT at rates of 60 to 90 percent, over verbal language.
To walk in a straight line and never raise one’s arms up is to become
just another definition of Einstein, and have a really hard time
connecting to the opposite sex; or perhaps the same sex
too; although I am not versed in THAT; I will think that
it does apply though; with BIG PICTURE
THINKING.
ANA, HAS BIG picture thinking; and
yes there is great trial and error
associated with that and failure;
but the successes associated
with big picture thinking
are beyond belief for
detail thinkers
as
HISTORY SHOWS OVER AND OVER FOR TRULY
EVOLVED HUMANS, IN JUST ONE LIFETIME, THROUGH
the kind of positive epigenetics that are the difference
between reproductive success OR NOT; PARTICULARLY
in the world we live in today; where the challenges are
GREATER AND THE WILLINGNESS TO CHANGE TO MEET
THOSE CHALLENGES WITH ADAPTATION ARE REAL REQUIREMENTS
TO SURVIVE over the longest term of existence; that is NOW.
And truly that is both the greatest big picture thinking and the
hardest of most FOLKS to realize that NOW IS ALL THAT EXISTS.
WHEN one lives life in THAT way AWAY from the illusions
of past and present; including Standard IQ ways of
thinking; THAT IS THE FIRST STEP TO TRULY LIVING
FOR NOW in FLESH AND BLOOD ways of life;
rather than just in ABSTRACT CONCEPTS
OF WORDS.
http://www.pbs.org/wgbh/nova/evolution/guess-embryo.html
And here is a song for that where a young lady decides to get married
to the nature of all that is GOD rather than just one young
man
alone…
To actually feel that connection of Oneness with all that is GOD
over and above written words is to NEVER EVER BE ALONE AND
always
be
ALLONE.
With BIG PICTURE THINKING that moves far beyond words alone;
life becomes EXTRA COOL,
ALL THE TIME FOR NOW AS ONE CAN
SEE MUCH FURTHER, THAN SCIENCE ALONE
IN systemizing ways of thinking in written
words, math, and science, alone;
Same as in biblical times;
SAME AS NOW; AS BOTH
ARE
NOW.
The empire is GOD and we all just a part of that
but WHOLE AT THE SAME TIME
THAT IS NOW AND
never ever lonely
when FULLY FEELING
THAT beyond
words as written,
ALONE.
ALLONE IS THE COOLEST WAY OF ALL;
WHERE EMPIRE MEANS ALL.
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Yes, there IS A RELATIONSHIP between human classical evolution and human inventions.
There is classical evolution that occurs very slowly, and ‘epigenetics’; where and when, greater potential of DNA is unpacked and expanded in potential, in just one lifetime, OR never unlocked and narrowed, in potential, depending on the challenges of the environment, and how one responds in either negative or positive adaptation.
And yes, human culture in all the colors it comes in from written language to collective intelligence, recorded as such, to all the material byproducts of culture, are examples of either negative or positive epigenetic measurable effects that exist as is, per human evolved existence, for now.
The problem in this type of evolution, per epigenetics, in one generation of living, is knowing if the change produced for adaption, is truly positive or negative.
While a person may escape their general anxiety watching TV; on the other hand, they may lose non-verbal intelligence in real flesh and blood communication, by rarely actually going through the flesh and blood PHYSICAL motions to enhance this type of intelligence, and of course, the same applies to all ‘screen addictions’.
Regulation of emotions and integration of senses does not happen, unless a person increases their physical intelligence, as a physical body moving through distance and space, AS THAT IS where emotions and senses exist in the human condition; yes, in the physical body.
TV takes one out of mindful awareness to a world directed by someone else and actors other than self in a play of life that is virtual reality input, instead of the output of developing mindful awareness in the physical intelligence of regulating emotions, integrating senses; and increasing cognitive executive functioning, additionally, through greater focus and short term working memory.
And of course, the other examples are myriad, in either negative or positive effect and impact, ranging from screen addictions to free flow of processed sugary and fatty food, TO THE destruction of the only home we have that is the environment of the earth, as whole.
Yes, all things culture are a byproduct of the classical evolution that through slow process leads to what we see as intelligent human beings, some 12 thousand years or so ago. Humans are the same in evolutionary terms to no significant difference, other than measurable bone density losses, among so-called civilized ‘smarter human beings today’ as compared to their ancestors 12 thousands years ago, and the people who still live a life of movement and challenge in physical intelligence, to equal that most important type of intelligence that humans are naturally evolved for. But as in all things nature; use or LOSE IT, DOES APPLY.
BETTER to be able to move freely with multi-directional legs, than have to use a cart with wheels at Super Walmart; but one often sees grossly overweight 30-year old or so adults, already relying on the cultural wheel that has replaced the common sense of a lifetime; in healthy movement and a ‘foraging diet’ that does not often include ‘all one can eat buffets’.
Humans, are naturally classically evolved for intermittent gratification. Instant gratification is most definitely an overall negative epigenetic byproduct of adaptation to change in just one lifetime; thanks or no thanks to abstract written language, collective intelligence, and back to the byproducts of that instant gratification, in real time, now.
Truly there is nothing new but a mix of what already is, as Nature, NOW.
The problem is, is it positive or negative in epigenetic effect and impact.
Sometimes the greatest so-called luxuries of culture, can be tainted with metaphorical hemlock to the death of
negative epigenetic impact, over the course of a much shorter potential lifetime.
It’s give or take; sanitation as the greatest epigenetic invention; and perhaps home entertainment as an early nail
in a coffin, per negative epigenetic change to the adaption of being lazy, instead of even living life as it IS CLASSICALLY
EVOLVED TO BE, IN MOVEMENT EVERYDAY; WITH NO SILLY ILLUSION OF A REST DAY GRANTED OVER THE NECESSITY FOR SURVIVAL, IN TERMS OF CLASSICAL EVOLUTION.
To understand how one is evolved by looking to nature and human nature, is the possibility have having a much greater life, in all ways that comes in for now. To not listen to the innate instinct and intuition that lives within one, before negative epigenetic influences in byproducts of human culture, drive one to an early death; is the potential of just that; a shorter life with lower quality of life, overall.
To make life easier with human wheels is also a potential shorter life, in ever being all one can be in much greater physical intelligence.
So it truly becomes a matter of be careful what one wishes for.
Sometimes the greatest dreams of now;
BECOMES the nightmares of tomorrow; when fully realized,
WHAT THOSE DREAMS TRULY ARE IN TERMS OF NEGATIVE
OR POSITIVE, OVERALL, HUMAN EPIGENETIC EFFECT, AND
IMPACT, IN JUST ONE LIFETIME,
NOW;
THAT TRULY IS WHAT
COUNTS ON A CASE-BY-CASE
BASIS; for those who still EVEN
HAVE THE ABILITY TO UNDERSTAND
THAT with A REFERENCE POINT OF
higher potential human intelligence;
particularly, imaginative and creative
PHYSICAL INTELLIGENCE, IN STEP
ONE OF EVEN LIVING ‘LIVE’, AT
THE BOTTOM OF THE hierarchy of
MASLOW’S PYRAMID OF HUMAN
BASIC INNATE NEEDS, MET OR NOT.
And back to religious terms per new testament
text; THE VINE that is described in the NEW T,
per original Mesopotamia text, before translated
to Greek, means THE TREE OF LIFE; as opposed to
‘The Tree of Knowledge’ in OLD T TEXT; The Tree OF
LIFE IS what humans are classically evolved
for; whereas the Tree of
KNOWLEDGE are the
epigenetic changes
for adaptation
in one lifetime;
particularly
all the byproducts of culture;
again, ranging from
written human language
to frigging nuclear
bombs;
Yes, HUMAN BEING
culture can be a huge
and ever expanding
virus of human
epigenetic effect
and impact
THAT GOES
BOOM! POOF! DISASTER!
FOR all we know; there
may be another so-called
intelligent group of ET beings
who at this point in time are about
to do something we have no clue about
that will end or start the whole Universe
again like PRESTO; NOW, FOR THOSE
who think they know it all; IN potential,
they truly know little to nothing at all;
And truly screen addictions and all
one can eat buffets spells the
true intelligence of
what humans know
verseS what they
even frigging are,
as evolved
animals
NOW.
YES; TRULY ‘WE’ NEED TO
RE-EVOLVE THE HUMAN
BEING FIRST, WITH THE ‘TREE
OF LIFE’, AS NATURALLY CLASSICaLLY
EVOLVED; closer to innate instinctual
and intuitive ALLONE eyes of GOD OF
NATURE;
instead of
eyes of culture,
ALONE, IN A FAUX
‘TREE OF KNOWLEDGE’.
So in other words, ‘BEFORE THE
APPLE’, IS THE TRUTH AND
LIGHT OF
HUMAN
BEING.
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I’M MORE of a Naturist, thank you very much, who enjoys the smiling ear to ear faces OF the company of hundreds of the opposite sex in the joy of dancing. And most of them are around 21 years old and gorgeous, as I have irrefutably evidenced here several times, per photos or it did NOT happen.
And it might be worth noting AGAIN that I do have almost a photographic memory for text, and read around 10 to 15 times faster than the average human being, per my Hyperlexic form OF AUTISM.
I am sorry the young folks where you live in REAL LIFE, do not care for you at a few years older than me; and that makes you uncomfortable as you report here in the past; with quotes and links available upon request.
I got ya beat friend, in the REAL GAME OF LIFE, away from this overall, waste of time, in what you can’t have, ’cause you don’t have the real tools in FLESH AND BLOOD real life to JUST DO it, WHEN the flesh and blood hits the real highways of life.
I can help you; but naysayers in life never ever get anywhere but ‘robot land’.
THEY SIMPLY DO NOT HAVE THE TOOLS TO LISTEN,
It appears, overall.
I try to avoid ‘robots’, the best i can, in real life, friend..;)
And I try to help ‘them’ here; the best I can
from the sympathy of being in robot land,
myself for decades, with ‘afraid’ come true, for then.
You are just a faceless avatar
with some words here friend.
I CAN help you if you listen.
But yeah, sure;
you THINK YOU
know it all;
BUT FEEL LITTLE,
of what truly counts in life;
per your own recorded words, here.
Just remember the
next time you attempt
to personally attack me,
with a veiled and FAILED
attempt
behind
my back;
That I ‘see a little further’ than you can friend,
either here or IN REAL LIFE NOW.
BEING A REAL LIFE ‘superman’
IS MUCH MORE FUN THAN
A faceless nameless
avatar online.
And you ALREADY KnOW THAT,
IN WORDS WITH LITTLE TO NO FEELINGS,
not very much expressed here in human spirit.
I will ignore you but sometimes arrogance IS at a level wHere
it REQUIRES ACTION FROM SOMEONE, truly in the know
of FEELING LIFE.
And as far as the OP goes; there are dead people with little emotion
OR THE PHYSICAL INTELLIGENCE THAT REGULATES THAT EMOTION
AND HUMAN SENSE, walking this earth now; same as 2000 years ago,
AND BEFORE THAT of course.
And as far as the OP goes; there are live people with lots of emotion
AND physical intelligence to regulate that emotion, integrate senses,
AND enhance cognitive executive functioning, through GREATER FOCUS
AND short term working
memory like me and Bruce LEE,
another real life ‘superman’ dude
like Jack Lalanne too..;)
If you ‘arrive alive’ one morning;
trust me or NOT, the OP WILL MAKE
SENSE, OVERALL,
IF not in the specifics
as listed.
IT AIN’T FREE; the GOD OF NATURE IS THE GOD OF
HUMAN AND ALL OTHER ANIMAL MERIT.
IT TAKES REAL PRACTICE IN REAL LIFE
FRIEND AND SOME REAL
GUTS AND STRENGTH
IN real flesh and blood
LIFE TO JUST DO IT
CORRECT.
IF YOU HAVE THAT;
YOU will not be here;
just like me,
BEFORE I
GET IT,
AND ATTEMPT
TO HELP others
who listen,
AS I AM
‘just’
DOING
IT
NOW..;)
;)..Thanks for suggesting I am awesome.
I DID NOT SAY THAT; you are saying it now,
by the way.
It’s not the first the time I’ve heard it today,
and rarely any other day
from others,
in real flesh
and blood life,
offline..;)
A common occurrence where I live, friend;
so much that it gets a little uncomfortable
sometimes; with even applause.
And I am ALIVE serious; total strangers
applaud when I dance in public.
But anyway; unlike Lady Gaga; I live
for THE dance of life AND NOT THE APPLAUSE..:)
BUT never the less, LADY GAGA is cool and
I will applaud here too; if that’s what she
needs to get inspired in life.
HAhA! everything inspires me;
LIGHT AND DARK;
and yah..
mostly
dark here.
I am much more happy than awesome friend..:)
As I simply have got that part of life FIGURED OUT..:)
And that’s the part that’s SUPER COOL..:)
‘Life Liberty and Happiness’;
the American Dream;
OWNED BY ME;
YES, ALL THE WAY;
FREE!
Yes, there is a clear intention in the last part of the ‘Born that Way’, video too, to copy the mannerisms of Madonna.
And yes, Madonna is one of my favorites; as she too, is not afraid to express herself, however she
dam well pleases..:)
My understanding is that Madonna is cool with the representation of her in that Lady Gaga video.
The space between the teeth is to become the persona of Madonna, at the end of the video;
and the pointed facial features is a satire on all the Illuminati Conspiracy crap, suggesting
that folks in Hollywood and others, are shape shifting reptiles, per that kind of nonsense.
They also have suggested that Beyonce is demon possessed when she’s getting
into the flow of creativity and her fiercer nature is expressed; kinda like
Michael Jordan in the flow with his tongue hanging out, playing B-Ball..:)
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Ah, the human condition in all the art and science it comes in, in reason and imagination, AND CREATIVITY, is fascinating to me; IN ALL the hues of colors of imaginative creative artist and shades of grey of robotic systemizing scientist that comes in, too.
And the ground is fertile for both, here on the so-called Wrong Planet, and pART, of why I visit here, as both a science project and art project.
Well, obviously you are thinking WAY OUT OF THE BOX HERE, as it seems you may be interpreting through the silver allegory that I am this Judas Iscariot fellow reincarnated. That’s interesting and perhaps flattering considering he gETS to play a noted role in biblical history, if he really exists then.
But I’m happy to be me, and truly CANNOT imagine a greater life than the one I have ‘literary’ created for myself, with a ‘little help’ from ‘some of my friends’ through both imagination and creativity; AND REASON;
AND blood sweat and tears that is no fairy tale, and one I can prove with irrefutable evidence in documentation here; that I have already done, ad-nauseam here, to this point now.
Well, we live in an extremely big world where a lot of sperm (around 250 million) in my father’s testicles, in just one ‘shot’, gets the opportunity to make the unique me from a selected fertile egg from my mother that is THE ONLY VERY VERY UNIQUE ME THAT CONTINUES to change, as all human beings do from second to second.
So yeah, even if I am reincarnated whoMEver, I am not going to be the identical human in mind and body balance the next second that I am the last second; so whether or not reincarnation is real; it is a moot point, in the grand scheme of existence now, AS ME.
WELL, it’s not too surprising that I am unique too, as after all my mother is voted as having the best figure in high school; my father serves as the longest ever serving deputy sheriff in Florida, at a 46 year record of iron grip on law enforcement;
and my grandfather is a Catholic Priest serving at the Vatican, for legal support, later marrying a 17 year old beautiful member of his Parish in Taylor county, in Florida; going on to getting excommunicated, writing several noted books in the last century and editing a magazine named Christ Missions in New York, New York.
Yes, a person can look him up on Wiki where he still exists there, and in books on the Internet still referenced by theology students today.
Some of the books titled for a quick google search include ‘The Soul of a Priest’, ‘Out of the Labyrinth’, and ‘Behind the Dictator’s, which per last noted title, is a free read now, in PDF form, linked here:
http://arcticbeacon.com/books/Lehmann-Behind_the_Dictators-Relationship_of_Nazi-Fascism_and_Roman_Catholicism(1945).pdf
Yeah, he is a real wordy dude like me, too; not stuff for today’s Twitter reading level ‘gold fish attention span folks’, as science now shows too, to get through without great READING difficulty either.
A breeze for me of course, as genetics ‘reads’ and ‘speaks’ great stuff, over and over again, when all the potential DNA is unpacked, epigenticAlly, in a positive way.
My mother is a published poet, so that is pArt of where I get my art too; however, she goes by the Poet rules of Poet science, while I go all free verse, both in words and what I like to call new age renaissance straight male nude ‘selfie’ photo art, where I AM literally compared as a nicer flesh and blood work of art, by the opposite sex, in the buff, than the stone statue of King David, by that Michelangelo dude;
THAT yeah, I can prove too; but it WILL NOT be FAMILY appropriate to directly link THAT HERE NOW. I go as a little bit harder of a ‘rock’, if ‘you’ will, THAN Michelangelo; so that does excite some of my female audience a little more I guess.
But I see all the functions and parts of of the human body, as an aesthetic work of all natural GOD Art;
I am no prude; let’s just PUT IT that way, for now.
LET’S JUST SAY, I AM MORE comfortable in my athletic body
than most of the photos I see of the folks who post here.
But I too, am a worm of a guy;
that I can evidence too, in early life;
extremely uncomfortable in my own skin
and in even walking down the sidewalk in feeling comfortable doing that.
Now, I dance walk a style of martial arts and ballet everywhere I go in real life in public stores, and am known as a literal dance legend that anyone can verify by calling any big department store in the Pensacola Metro area, as 3500 miles in 20 months has gained me huge exposure and free advertisement for this new style of dance all SHARED ALL over the frigging world on Facebook through smart phone videos by literally hundreds of others;
THAT can also be verified by calling almost anyone who posts on Facebook in this metro area who is young enough, capable enough, and still alive enough, to ‘breathe in’, ‘NEW AGE’, electronic, social interaction.
I am assessed by accomplished ballet artists AS good at what I do in ballet mode, and have been assessed by military martial artist instructor experts in the art of Kung FU, with expert like skills, defined in their language of Kung FU, and not mine that truly is without instruction OR OTHER HUMAN LESSONS;
ALL innate, instinctual and intuitive, as instructed by the GOD of Nature, with me looking within for the expert advice that is encoded still, in my genetics, from my ‘invisible ancestors’ escaping predator and capturing prey that we all share in tapped or untapped encoded genetic memory.
Oh yeah, and for quick reference for people who think I am just blowing hot air out the butt, anyone can do a quick search on “930LB LEG PRESS” with A YOUTUBE SEARCH, and see what no human can specifically do IN TECHNIQUE on Youtube but me, in leg pressing 930 LBS, 14 TIMES, with my arms raised in the air, slowly and surely over the course of 88 seconds, on a parallel leg press machine that is bio-mechanically much harder to do than the vertical leg press that is frequented by ‘anabolic steroid heads’, all over the SO-CALLED macho YOUTUBE crowd.
I find my strength in the grace of the metaphor of CHI; just like Bruce Lee and million of other martial artists throughout world history. It ain’t nothing new; people are just too dim to do it, overall, in A Western World of extremely low overall artful physical intelligence.
So yeah, my 930Lb Technique record, may stand forever as the art of CHI continues to be lost through time; through mechanical ways of movement on the sidewalks of life, increasing globally, as we speak.
So yeah, ADDITIONALLY, considering I AM a shut-in for 5 long years, with 19 documented medical disorders, including the worst pain known to mankind, type two Trigeminal Neuralgia, from waking to sleeping all though those five years; that is like someone drilling teeth without novocaine, except it is in my right eye and ear, making effective use of hearing and seeing almost impossible for 5 long years;
AND IT is also assessed as a pain worse than crucifixion by the way, in medical literature, as well.
AND CONSIDERING THE other really difficult disorders of Sjogren Syndrome where my eyes quit making tears, almost all together, like swimming in salt water with eyes open;
AND Dysautonomia, where my blood pressure and heart rate are no longer properly synched by my central nervous system, and I almost pass out after eating a meal;
And Chronic SEVERE Insomnia, up to 40 days, with as little as 35 hours of sleep of one hour of extremely shallow sleep, each night, with the assistance of a powerful Alpha blocker for the first 35 days and none in the last 5 of 40, in the period of spring (‘lent’) in 2008;
fibromyalgia; spinal stenosis; a congenitally fused vertebrae at the C6 vertebrae, precipitating early onset severe degenerative arthritis in my spine;
a congenitally closed up deviated septum in my nasal cavity with associated chronic mucosal inflammation that ENT’s ‘marvel at’, with my ability to breathe almost completely out of my mouth, instead, with that frigging congenital limitation too;
Severe Depression; Severe Anxiety; Alexithymia; Anhedonia; Coat hanger Pain associated with Dysautonomia, PTSD, ADHD, Autism, Moderate Carpal Tunnel Syndrome, all assessed as miraculous healed/in remission, by doctors, some who suggest it is a religious type miracle on or about July 22nd of 2013; that I personally assess as an all natural GOD of Nature miracle;
I am just not that impressed with most historical figures; and truly you couldn’t assess me with anyone, as reincarnated that I would want to be now, more than me, including the big dude Jesus, in the gnostic gospels of Thomas, himself.
If I AM not me, I will not believe that I exist now, either,
considering all of this, without the irrefutable evidence
I bring to the table here.
I am always a cynical scientist-like mechanical ROBOT cognition dude too, until I fully become me;
in much greater all natural HUMAN POTENTIAL PER THE GOD OF NATURE THAT INSTILLS MY
HUMAN NATURE AS ME.
There is nothing I can imagine any better, in terms of human existence, accomplishment, or bliss
than what I am now; that I can irrefutably evidence here in photos, videos, and those hundreds of
ear to ear gorgeous smiling 21 year old or so faces of the opposite sex, posing with me, per the
bliss of the muse of dance I bring to them.
I live in the same heaven of now that the so-called real YOGI-LIKE NATURIST Jesus of the gnostic gospels of Thomas talks about IN ALL REAL NATURE NOW.
Historical study suggests that around 18 percent of what He originally states still exists in the NEW T, by the way.
All of what I say, PER PHILOSOPHY, is still recorded in the big online world IN THE NOW, MY FRIEND.
AND IN MY OPINION THE Ethics I MAKE for myself AND OTHERS, are greater than the ethics of that of Gnostic Jesus, at that time, in human tribal oriented history WHO promotes war for change among human beings.
I am both warrior and lover. However, I do not promote war; I promote peace through the swords of words.
And in my case I have literally written over TEN million countable words still evidenced on the Internet,
since November of 2010;
AND four, seven thousand word epic FREE VERSE poetry posts, illustrating my UNIQUE AND BORROWED philosophies of life in videos, photos, and words in the last month or so, with hundreds of thousands of TOTAL other words in the last two months or so, and a record of an eight thousand word epic poem in the last week, to make the 5th one greater than seven thousand words, in around a month or so.
I do what no human has done before me.
So I cannot be compared to any human before me,
equitably, overall, at least.
And of course that IS NOT TO SAY THAT OTHER
HUMANS HAVE NOT DONE MUCH MORE
INCREDIBLE OTHER THINGS THAT I HAVE
NOT DONE, AS OF COURSE THEY HAVE.
Anyway, THAT IS interesting to me, SMILES,
whether it is or not, to anyone else;
and truly in the grand scheme of things;
that’s what counts for
ME.
OH, AND BEFORE I GO, I DO LOVE the portrayal of Judas in the old movie
Jesus Christ SuperSTAR, LINKED ABOVE, where truly the villain becomes the Hero in
being brave enough to ask
what, where, how,
AND
WHY.
I am not afraid to ask the big questions of life and illustrate them
with answers in a very personal way.
I am a fearless LOVING child of the GOD of Nature, no different than
a Lion on the Savannah, really, for overall strength, compared
to size; or the grace of a seagull flying through the air,
for overall grace, compared to size; and inherent
limitations and advantages for BOTH.
TO SUM IT UP IN THE
‘NUTSHELL’ THAT IS
NOW ME’; CONSIDER
ME ‘CRAZY’ OR
WHATEVER’
BUT I AM PERHAPS THE
FREEST HUMAN IN THE WORLD
FOR NOW.
AND THAT’S A MIGHTY COOL
PLACE TO LIVE
FOR NOW;
REGARDLESS OF
THE SILLY DETAILS OF LITTLE
PICTURE SYSTEMIZING THINKING,
ASSOCIATED WITH ALL OF THIS
BIG ART PICTURE THINKING AND FEELING
IN THE HEAVEN OF NOW WHERE I FOR ONE
LIVE ALWAYS
NOW.
AND the best thing of all, IS I believe it is possible
for many other folks too.
And the worst thing of all, IS DISBELIEVERS WITH
LITTLE EMOTING EMOTION OF FAITH, HOPE,
AND OR OVERALL BELIEF IN THEIR SELF
AND THE REST OF NATURE
THAT IS THE GOD OF NATURE;
AS THEY continue to do the
Einstein definition of
Insanity by staying
in the literal
human
hell that
CAN BE
NOW IN A DIFFERENT
UNIVERSE OF HUMAN EXPERIENCE
AND EXPRESSION.
SAME BASIC STUFF THE GNOSTIC
JESUS, BUDDHA, KRISHNA, LAO TZU,
speak to, too;
ONLY difference really, per me and
others who are suggesting the
same thing now, IS, we are
alive, as the ‘Phoenix’ rises
from the ashes of
cultural illusions;
And lives again
through the all natural
eyes of a child of the
GOD OF NATURE.
‘OUR’ WORDS CANNOT
BE TARNISHED, BY THE
LIES OF OTHERS, IN
ONLINE WORLDS,
OF WORDS OF TRUTH
AND LIGHT IN THE
NEW DIGITAL AGE
OF ART
AND
REaSON
OF
NOW.
WHETHER
OR NOT
OTHERS
LISTEN
OR NOT;
THE TRUTH
AND LIGHT IS
OUT ThERE FOR
THOSE who continue
to seek, find, employ,
utilize, develop, and practice
it continuously IN ACTION IN REAL LIFE
NOW. AND I AM BY FAR CERTAINLY
NOT THE ONLY PERSON
WHO SPEAKS THAT
BEFORE OR
NOW.
THE GOD OF NATURE IS AN EQUAL
OPPORTUNITY EMPLOYER OF MERIT
to be a true soldier of the GOD
of NATURE OR NOT.
I SEE NO NOTABILITY of anyone
who doesn’t have to work
for the GOD of Nature
as a volunteer to
make life miracles
happen.
To suggest that Jesus or anyone else
is more than a man OR WOMAN,
in theIR real life or EXAGGERATE
AND MYTH THE REAL LIFE
NATURAL miracles they do,
then nor now, OR LATER,
per directly specially
anointed by GOD,
OR WHATEVER,
Is only
THE
HEIGHT
OF
disrespect
for what
the
accomplishMENTS
ARE OF THE
BLOOD, SWEAT
AND
TEARS
FOR
WHAT THEY
DO THEN
OR
NOW.
FROM my perspective, every time
I hear my Catholic church peers,
Sunday morning, callING Jesus
the ONLY BEGOTTEN
SON OF GOD, MAKES
ME WANNA
‘VOMIT’,
JUST A
LITTLE
BIT IN
DISGUST.
BUT
YAH,
JUST THEIR
WAY, NOW TOO,
OF KNOWING
NOT WHAT
THEY DO,
IN A HUMAN HISTORY
‘WHO AND THAT’ REPEATS
ITSELF OVER AND
OVER, per Einstein’s
DEF of insanity,
ALL OVER AGAIN.
I CHOOSE DIFFERENT,
AND LIVE THERE IN
THAT HEAVEN ALL
THE TIME
NOW.
Oh
yeah
and,
edit
for so
above,
now below.
This video
sums it up
nicely,
as
WELL
IN,
NOW..;)