is the greatest gift
my mother gives me,
both from genetics and from
of human spirit
of soul and heart..
of Unconditional Love, from birth.
My mother is the human archetype
but through the years
some health problems take
parts of that
Unconditional Love away.
Unconditional Love is a gift from Allah and others
who are capable of bestowing this gift to others.
And the mother is usually the main source
of this highest of human potentials.
I lose that gift as well..
through chronic stress and health problems
of my own for five years.. and from an
analytical perspective then..
mine is not in part like my mother..
mine is whole.. in heart.. soul..
and ability in spirit
to express a heart and soul..
burns in the real fire of human hell..
and then i become the archetype
of human ‘devil’…
Even my cat veers away from my touch then..
as i can no longer feel love of even touching a cat..
and my cat knows instinctually that this is a human
without a heart.. and soul.. with no loving spirit expressed..
so danger is clear and present…
Fortunately for me.. my strong moral code etched in logic of stone.. remains..
so i cannot do anything evil.. but i face the evil that is true evil.. and this is the greaTEST gift that Allah gives me.. as i develop the empathy of 14.5 billions years.. to understand WHY THE ARCHETYPE OF DEVIL DOES REAL HUMAN EVIL..
face to face to me…
AND ALLAH FULL…
Anyway.. Allah sends the gift
of you to me again.. this morning..
as my wife buys me a ‘devil ‘shirt.. and last night
i note on my Facebook personal status.. that i will
write about the human archetype of devil today…
As when i face the devil in me.. is when i cannot feel any feeling
of human empathy in 2008.. and i am so numb and desperate to feel anything inside.. that when my cat scratches me it is a relief to feel pain.. and when my beloved mother chokes on a piece of bread.. there is a sick pleasure of seeing her choke…
that horrifies the ‘i’ of me that is still soul.. that remains.. but i cannot feel the horror.. in heart.. i can only logic it.. as all feeling of heart is gone.. other than the sick evil pleasure of seeing some else’s pain…
The gift of my recovery and promise to Allah for giving me that.. as covenant with Allah.. is to share everything i know and feel about all the parts of Allah.. both dark and light.. with the world.. no matter how bad that may make me look for social acceptance with other human beings…
And that comes to your next post..
about the fool.. where i will elaborate more there..
i am willingly a fool for Allah.. in the eyes of others..
and truly that is what it takes to be a Lionhearted person
to serve Allah.. to make Allah the master.. over all other human beings…
And that is the highest human Unconditional Love my friend.. the love that only loves.. the love that knows hell first hand as well.. and to go to the deepest recess of hell.. makes the potential of going to the highest mountain of Unconditional Love a reality for me now…
There is no greater gift from Allah that I know now.. above any possible other reward even imaginable to me.. And Allah gifts me with the knowledge innately.. instinctually and intuitively to keep growing strong and growing stronger.. with more tools.. to do that.. every now of every now.. of now…
So my view is one of high and low..
But most importantly that view is
ONE OF ALLAH’S UNCONDITIONAL LOVE
THAT COMPRISES ALL THE DARK AND LIGHT OF ALL..
INCLUDING BEING BOTH ‘DEVIL’ AND ‘ANGEL’ IN ONE LIFETIME
TO KNOW AND FEEL THIS ALL…
SO when people look into my eyes.. when i take these shades off that i must wear for that physical illness that is in recovery still.. they both look into the eyes of a devil and angel.. of the complete reflection of what Allah is in human form…
It can be both beautiful and terrifying beyond words..
But that is what i am of Allah and what i am of Allah
i will be FOR THE HUMAN ARCHETYPE
OF SACRED FOOL..
IS THE HIGHEST
And yes..Allah smiles
TOO.. WITH SMILES…..:)
AS WIDE AS THE UNIVERSE
IS INFINITY FOR NOW AS LOVE.
Yes.. Allah winks too.. with Sacred.;)
SYCHRONICITY AS UNCONDITIONAL
LOVE OF ALLAH
IN TREE OF LOVE..
The greatest fools in Abrahamic Biblical history are
King David the Lion Hearted fool.. who wars ‘naked’..
dances in ‘underwear’ before slave women..
and promises to do even
to celebrate the
And then there is Jesus the sacrificial lamb..
the one who knows innately..
instinctually and intuitively
in the feeling knowledge
that to share the
by the lies of
human culture and religion..
will mean his death upon a cross..
to extend that knowledge to generations
more to come…
there is a Roman emperor..
his name is Constantine..
and in a way he plays
the role of devil and angel too.. IN 325 A.D..
as he promotes the humble fool that is named
King of Jews in fool jest..
HANGING ON A CROSS.. TO a soldier GOD of the Universe..
and what this means is the faith of this created myth in lie..
will be forced on others to expand BOTH the Roman Empire
and Roman Catholic Church ‘congregations’.. however..
even with all that sacrifice of human life..
the nuggets of gold..
of the teaching of the humble
Yogi-like Naturist who is the
real historical Jesus.. still remain..
along with the myths that do exist..
in all the revised words of the
New TeSTAMENT NOW..
THE True GOOD
News of Jesus..
as in the
original Greek text..
IS Jesus states he is
‘A son of GOD’..
ONLY son of GOD..
AND WE ARE ‘ALL sons
and daughters of GOD’…
And the TRUTH IS..
that there are some sons
and daughters of GOD
that are the archetype of Angel and
some that are the archetype of Devil..
and all the spectrum that lies
and tells the truth within..
HOWEVER the GREAtest
TRUTH OF ALL..
HUMAN BEINGS ARE
BROTHERS and SISTERS..
IN LIGHT AND DARK..
all the shades and hues
of grey and color in between..
and WE ARE ALL in GOD’s gAme together..
both in prideful and humble foolish behavior…
And again the refrain can be.. to understand and feel this all..
can be.. to be.. the most positive person in the world.. in
ALLAH’S UNCONDITIONAL LOVE..
EXPRESSED FOR ALL OTHERS..
no matter what.. as we are all ONE
and to hurt one
is to HURT ALL..
AND WHAT A GIFT
AND REWARD THAT IS..
TO STAY TRUE TO ALL OF
And truly.. the only way I CAN
see anyone fully doing this.. is in a free
country.. wHere the price of doing THIS is..
God creates us to survive.. and more than any other attribute.. the will to survive
is the strongest gift of all.. so It is better to dissolve as a child of GOD than to
die at the hands of others.. perhaps that is weak and egoistic.. but is still
a gift from GOD to cherish.. as any other gift.. dark or light…
If i value my pride over this will to survive.. i will be successful..
in ramming my car into a tree.. or jumping off a bridge.. as is
my heartless plan to escape the pain of almost no sleep in
a 40 day span of sleepless days in spring 2008.. with that
Trigeminal Neuralgia pain from waking to no sleep
then.. that is assessed worse than crucifixion..
that i experience for five long years.. as i
survive what in medical literature
is assessed as the suicide
disease.. as well…
i SURVIVE NOW.
AND THAT IS WHY THE WILL TO SURVIVE..
THAT IS THE ‘EYE OF THE SERPENT’
IN OUR REPTILE BRAIN..
IS THE GREATEST GIFT..
EVEN ABOVE ALL
AS LOVE.. YES..
IS THE GREAtEST
GIFT OF ALLAH’S
IN ALL THE LIGHT
AND DARK THAT
IS LIFE FOR
THE PYRAMID OF WHOLE.