I never worry.
IT takes me 53 years to figure out;
THAT pArt is totally up to me; IF, I learn
how to regulate the emotion of worry,
through greater imaginative and
creative physical intelligence;
And I jUST do THAT
all the time
Life with zero anxiety,
is like Heaven,
as all that’s
Love @least for mEiNOW…:)
Well.. i suppose we are ‘thinking’ together in some way.. as ‘a little birdie’ named intuition tells me to come here.. while i am in the midst of writing some words in a blog post about A ‘MagicK VAN of TRUE Will and LOVE’.
I have the ‘Rafiah feeling’ in my Spirit.. truly I do… AND THAT also is to
generate a smile.. as i believe in FULL DISCLOSURE.. as well..;)
Honesty; full honesty; is most always the best policy;
Two things i know for sure are:
THere is no TRUE WILL OF freedom in money, material wealth; and power over others that often goes along with that.
ThEre is no TRUE WILL of freedom without innate instinctual and intuitive physical intelligence exercised in imaginative and creative ways of mind and body balance.
Human health and loving unconditional connections with other humans and the rest of nature
are always the TRUE WILL WAY OF LIFE, FOR most healthy human beings.. always now..:)
Truly, for thousands of years in human evolution and history, the human ways of being ARE ART moreover than SCIENCE and that includes all things in regard to human emotions and senses.
The mechanical cognition mind solves problems but truly this computer/robot mind never
lives free alone, with anything resembling the gift of TRUE WILL working WITH ALLAH OF
ALL AS ONE BLANKET OF LIVING LOVING LIGHT.
And I feel for you dear.. as starting at age 5, when i first go to Catholic PRE-K school,
is my first nightmare of the devil spearing my throat, and the beginning of a life
long obsession in perfection, to never ever make a mistake to do less than
The world, overall, from shore to shore to east to west..
is an incredibly ill place.
i will take you to the
bliss i have now always
if i can..as i will do with
everyone else.. but
truly that bliss
So i feel for sure
the third thing i ‘know’ for sure IS
that Allah is a ‘within thing’ that no book, culture
or religion can bring alone; only with AllahWAYS.
IS, as a cat
who ‘roles’ in
the sands of the
mid-day sun feels,
as well as A kitten
who hugs the grass
under the moon-lit night
of feeling dreams that are
ThERE IS ONLY
ThErEFORE, I KnOW
ALLAH BUT FEELING
ALLAH, AS TRULY FREE IN
And i see a chalice now from
‘THere to Allahways’;
and truly the
You must be an ‘Angel’,
friend Rafiah, as these
words only come here.
And for disclosure that is
as truly FREE IN WILL AND WELL,
AS WELL OF LIVING WATERS
ALLahalwaysNOWs ON Trees
and Leaves of
Obviously there is no absolute human free will,
as ‘we’ do not have total conscious verbal, emotional,
and other sensory ways of controlling autonomic function; however, there most definitely is relative human free will, where a person can innately, instinctually, and intuitively seek, find, employ, utilize, develop and practice greater ways of imaginative and creative natural physical intelligence to greater regulate emotions, integrate senses; and increase cognitive executive functioning by way of focus and short term working memory.
There is not a fixed ability for any one, or more than one humans, as a group, to exercise this potential in real flesh and blood life; there is a whole spectrum of potential, and actual abilities that humans can achieve to reach higher levels of relative free will AKA as the Higher Power of GOD, in some cultural and or religious circles.
Never the LESS, IT IS REAL, AND IT IS the emoting EMOTIONAL FORCE, OF RELATIVE HUMAN FREE WILL.
IN EXERCISING THIS MUCH GREATER HUMAN POTENTIAL, I have no problem regulating my emotions, integrating my senses, to a level of ONENESS WITH THE REST OF NATURE AKA GOD; WHERE EVERY NOW IS BLISS.
Direct empirically measured benefits for me are leg pressing 930 LBS slowly and surely 14 times, with my hands raised in the air on a parallel leg press machine that is much more difficult than a vertical leg press machine; dancing in the snow in 20 degree or so weather, scantily clad and barefoot; dance walking a style of martial arts and ballet style dance now over 3400 miles everywhere I go, in the general public, over the course of 20 months, now.
AND NAH, FOR A PERSON WHO CANNOT DEFEAT THE INNER DEMONS OF STRESS; FEAR, DOUBT, HATE AND ALL THE OTHER CON-SOCIAL HUMAN EMOTIONS THAT CAN BE THE DEATH STAR OF THE HUMAN HEART/SOUL
EXPRESSED AS SPIRIT OF EMOTIONS AND SENSES;
relative free will is weak, as in the force in ‘STAR WARS’
FOR WHAT THE FORCE FRIGGING IS, TO BEGIN WITH.
IN METAphor, the FORCE IS Human Relative FREE WILL, and IT IS a directing FORCE of emotions and senses that makes
life incredibly cool, when just one now, lasts forever in bliss; compared to a life where relative human free can be ‘wimpy’ even in 6 foot 6 muscular dudes, who have little RELATIVE HUMAN FREE WILL control over mind and body balance.
Truly, most human suffering is a result of
a life of chronic stress where external
factors control the human mind and
body, often out of balance.
There is little free associated with being a slave to culture, in metaphor.
Western Cultures, overall, do not value relative human free will.
This much greater human potential
is sacrificed for a life spent in one’s head,
out of mind and body balance,
and in illusory future dreams of gaining material items,
and selfish power, for many folks.
There is no doubt at all that there are many folks speaking in this general
forum and almost everywhere one looks in a world where tools of humankind
have become the relative virtual reality, and human being as evolved is rarely in
the kind of balance in mind and body that is definitely required to survive as a flesh
and blood human being, through the long primate history that humans are just a relatively
tiny part of, in differentiation. And truly most animals have more free will than humans as truly
it is abstract complex written language, culture, and religion that can block the potential in life of
DEVELOPING RELATIVE HUMAN FREE WILL.
There is nothing IN life that is totally FREE.
Relative human FREE WILL developed,
as a higher human potential requires
continual hard work in blood, sweat,
tears of eyes,
I am familiar with the before mentioned rules.
A symptom of relative human free will,
IS NOT playing by the rules of others.
I am neither guided or controlled by
the norm of cultural rules as is;
with due respect too;
But of course, when
I function as a technical writer
in one of my many hats in government
service, I dot every single i and crossed every t,
As IT were; but NOW, !i simply play life however I like..;)
The most amazing thing about ‘human awakening and enlightenment’
IS IT is an escape from mechanical cognition and IT IS True Will at core.
THE MECHANICAL COGNITION MIND IS ONLY A TIP OF THE ICEBERG OF
THE EXPERIENCE OF HUMAN; AND THE SYSTEMIZING MIND OF SCIENCE
IS EXTREMELY LIMITED IN THIS WAY.
True will is an innate instinctual all intuitive
part of human nature.
It comes from the emotional and sensory mind
as ‘Quantum Human Mind and body in balance
NOW, TO BE CRYSTAL clear, the quote
marks tHErE mean METAPHOR ALERT!
IS THE ILLUSION.
ACTION ARE REAL.
THERE IS NO free will
with a mind spent
that are simply ‘parrots’ of what has come before.
And Honestly, for a mind spent in ways of mechanical cognition,
It is next to fING impossible to understand WTF i am speaking of here;
TRUE HUMAN GENIUS
IN CREATING SOMETHING,
ANYTHING, NEW, for NOW
WITH ‘RIGHT BRAIN’ AND
‘LEFT BRAIN’ BALANCE
WITH THE ENTIRE Human Body that some
Eastern Philosophies attempt to systemize
with so-called silly limited ‘7 Chakras’,
conjured up with sitting still Mantras,
which is only a small metaphor
IN ONE’S HEAD;
IT IS DISTRIBUTED
ALL OVER THE BODY
IN RECEPTIVE WAYS OF
WAYS OF THINKING
HAVE GOT IT ALL
IN THE ‘QUANTUM
HUMAN MIND AND BODY
FOR Human Free Will,
relatively speaking of course,
through ‘words of Einstein’ too.
There is no genius
in science minds imprisoned
in a zoo of systemizing
ways of thinking;
in balance unleashed,
THROUGH GREATER HUMAN IMAGINATIVE
CREATIVE PHYSICAL INTELLIGENCE EXERCISED
TO REGULATE EMOTIONS, INTEGRATE SENSES, ENHANCE
COGNITIVE EXECUTIVE FUNCTIONING THROUGH INCREASING
FOCUS AND SHORT TERM WORKING MEMORY;
‘1984’ is here already,
and for all practical
intents and purposes,
the ‘Zombie Apocalypse and or Tsunami’ has already washed
human relative free will, away in life, of many human beings.
I see it everywhere I go, ‘JUST’ LIKE ‘NEO’, LESS AND more..
BUT AT least, in my case I enjoy relative human free will
all the time now, in the bliss of the heaven of now,
as I for one have THAT KIND OF CONTROL
OVER MY LIFE, AT LEAST;
NO MATTER WHAT
KIND OF ILLUSION
THEY ARE IN,
IN A EMPTY
@ALL, AKA GOD.
It is likely that one day some ‘scientist(S)’ are going
to say ‘they’ prove that human free will does not exist;
and in that case, will be ‘their’ own foolish, self fulfilling
prophecy come true, by spending ‘their’ life in an illusory
head way of mechanical cognition thinking, and never truly
living at all,
And Speaking of relative human free will fully expressed in Spirit;
‘She’ is tough and there are no buttons to push with her.
And she is tough enough to win.
She will win, as she is
IT like Obama DOES,
without any problems
worrying over the naysayers,
at all, as she has decades of politically
WE HAVE TWO BROTHERS, AND NOW WE ARE GONNA
HAVE A WIFE AND HUSBAND THAT GO BOTH WAYS..;)
SHE’S LIKE MADONNA
WITHOUT THE SLOPPY KISSES..:)
Just reminds me of the statue.. again… that’s all… for now..;)
AND for NOW;
It’s a pretty safe bet that anything anyone hears on ‘Info Wars’,
is the ‘second part’ of ‘that’.
The New England Journal of Medicine suggests
in scientific research that there is a subset
of the general population
that is prone
And ‘FAUX NEWS’
and ‘INFO WARS’,
AND ‘others’ CAN BE
assured of at least
of the entire population,
no matter how frigging ‘crazy’
GET, as some folks
through and through
and will follow anything, anyone says
just to have something, anything
to believe in
AND PART OF SOMETHING,
ANYTHING, PER SOCIAL COHESIVE
BONDING OVER OMG! ‘THE SKY IS FALLING’!
OR WTF ‘SNAKE OIL SALESPERSONS’ COME UP
AND BRIMSTONE HELL,
ARE FULL OF THESE FOLKS,
if one thinks it gets bad
THE Autism Speaks charitable organization meme
here that often changes the charitable organization
into a so-called ‘Evil Nazi Eugenics Organization’ is
one of the most ludicrous conspiracy theories I
have heard yet; so nah, so-called Autistic
Folks are not exempt from the
New England Journal
REMOVING CENSORSHIP for FREEDOM OF INFORMATION
‘CURES’ SOME OF THIS PROBLEM; BUT of course one must
defend the rights of OMG! Conspiracy theorists, to their
lies, as it protects the
TRUTH, freely expressed,
So go Alex Jones, Michael Savage,
and all the other
true lies of ‘wieners’ of
life; I will be a true
I refer to her as ‘ShE’,
as SHE is unique,
and will be the
A DONE DEAL
And truly that’s
what all politics is
at core, driven by
Ted Cruz, has ‘balls’ that
are half as big as Hillary, at most.
And there is no one on the Republican
Horizon that has ‘bigger balls’ than ‘sHe’.
And ‘the one’ with the ‘biggest balls’ that has nothing
to do with ‘between the legs’ or physical stature, alone,
WILL WIN; ALMOST ALL THE TIME; THIS IS THE SAFE BET
TO GO WITH; AS HUMAN NATURE COMES BEFORE ANY LOGICAL
DEDUCTION; AFTER THE TRUEST FACTS OF HUMAN EMOTIONS AND
STRENGTH IS IN HUMAN WILL; AND LET’S FACE IT TED CRUZ IS JUST A ‘P’ CAT
WHEN IT COMES TO THAT; ALONG WITH RAND PAUL AND HIS ‘OLD DADDY’ TOO;
AND MITT; AND BORING JOHN MCAIN; AND ALL THE LOSERS FROM BEFORE, WHO
TRULY DON’T HAVE ANY ‘BALLS’ OF LIFE, IN ASSERTING THEIR WILL OF STRENGTH,
TRULY MS. PALIN IS the only one with ‘balls’ that the REPUBLICAN PARTY HAS
PRODUCED IN THE LAST DECADE, OTHER THAN BUSH, WHO DOESN’T FLINCH
AN INCH WHEN SOMEONE IN THE AUDIENCE THROWS A SHOE AT HIM;
BE A BOMB;
AND WHEN READING A FAIRY TALE TO CHILDREN WHEN
TWIN TOWERS ARE COMING DOWN,
IS the ‘ICEMAN’, unthAwed.
UNFORTUNATELY, both of those folks are missing the kind of intelligence
to really get the job done; without someone else doing all the work
and leading them around to wherever they want them
Both Bill and ‘sHE’; AND OBAMA HAVE THAT;
NO MATTER IF THEY GET ‘SUCKED’ UP
OR NOT; BY THE ‘LAMESTREAM’
‘BALLS AND BRAINS’;
THERE JUST AIN’T NOTHING
LIKE IT WHEN THE TWO COME TOGETHER
IN ‘SUPERMEN AND SUPERWOMEN’,
AS ONE FORCE OF LIGHT!..
PER ‘BILLARY’ OR
AND LOVE, AND TRUTH,
AS WELL, AND
IN POLITICS, SADLY
THE REAL LEADERS OF SOCIETY,
ARE THE ARTISTS WHO LEAD HUMAN
EMOTIONS AND SENSES IN MIND AND BODY BALANCE
LEVELS OF HUMAN BEING; FROM BUDDHA TO SO-CALLED GNOSTIC
JESUS TO WILLIAM SHAKESPEARE
TO BEETHOVEN TO KATY PERRY; AND FRIGGING MICHAEL JACKSON;
SO YEAH, here is part of ‘My Republic’, in the audience of the
album cover provided below; and ‘WE ARE ALL THE STATUE’,
who take the best parts of life and run with them,
like a running back RUNNING FROM
A ‘LONELY HEARTS CLUB BAND’ CAN BE
JUST THE ‘BAND-AID’ ONE NEEDS
TO SURVIVE ALIVE IN LIFE,
OF DEAD IN
I just do it, and try not to think about it.
Oh GOD, I USED to think WAY TOO much..
So now I just do it; instead, i let it flow.. let
it go.. and all those other new and old
Celebrating my 55th Rave Dance
Week tonight at Old Seville Quarter
with all the cool
college age folks..
back after 3AM