The NOW after Easter

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https://shadowsofthedivine.wordpress.com/2015/03/03/dead-i-am/

^^^

As promised..

i am here again..
on the 6th of the month..
during your hiatuses here..

And what i come to find now..
in further thoughts/feelings from your words here..
is there is a vital aspect of human reflecting Allah..
that can be accomplished for greater fulfillment in life..

THAT is hard for some folks.. but truly you..
at a relatively young age..
express a gift in this area..

And that area..

is creativity in reflection of Creator Allah
in tapestry of Allah’s creation as is…

And certainly words of poetic expression.. song.. dance..
painting.. and any effort of human spirit expressed from heart/soul
AS SPIRIT FLOWING WITHOUT STEPS of other humans to follow..

IN Just letting it ALL GO..

IN FLOWING with Allah in Creativity
IS being with Allah as one force of ONE.. and to inspire others with that
creativity is to create life as

one goes…

Life is a shallow place to live.. when one’s gifts.. are limits of giving to others..

When the world is waiting for water of inspiration.. in a flood of light in life..

to grow a truest garden

of

Love..

Well.. anyway.. there’s still a little of Easter left here in the U.S. on the
5th.. while it’s already the 6th where you live…

And my resurrection is always celebrating

IN Allah’s NOW AS IS forevermore now..:)

And at one point you suggest that

what we do in life does not

matter and people

will forget ‘us’

when we are gone…

i for one as a friend to
others prove that sentiment

wrong

again..
again..
and
again..
alive
again..

now..:)

Wherever there is giving
love tHere is life
in
LIGHT
in forget me
nots or not..:)

http://wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?f=20&t=275387&start=1440

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Well, in that case my friend, and in my case, you are obviously, IN TOTAL,
‘SADLY’ missing the context of all the evidence I’ve provided in this thread.

While I’m not allowed to provide direct links to that evidence that is still provided on my blogs, I certainly do not mind describing the direct evidence of THE HIGHER POWER OF GOD IN MY LIFE AGAIN AND AGAIN, UNTIL IT FRIGGING SINKS IN, as IT HAS to some folks, at least, here, and MANY MORE folks in real flesh and blood life WHERE I LIVE, and other much more open minded places online.

FIRST of all, for five whole years, I suffer with 19

DOCUMENTED medical disorders

as an almost complete shut-in, in my home.

The most severe medical disorder is the worst pain known to mankind documented in medical literature as type two Trigeminal Neuralgia. This pain is like having one’s teeth drilled without novocaine, except the pain is one’s right eye and ear in my case, from wake to sleep for almost 66 months.

In March of 2013, the pain became so severe that I cannot sleep.

But that pain is not the only issue

precipitating 40 days of no sleep coinciding with what is called LENT in 2008, for me, with only 1 hour of extremely shallow sleep each night for the first 35 of 40 days, with the aid of a powerful alpha blocker and absolutely no sleep for the last 5

of 40 days.

To put THAT IN CONTEXT,

THE WORLD RECORD

FOR NO SLEEP AT ALL,

is 264 hours

AKA

11 days.

My literal

human

hell in the

most SEVERE

PART OF MY OVER 5 YEARS

OF LITERAL HUMAN HELL,

LASTS 40 days with a pain worse than crucifixion for

OVER 5 YEARS LONGER THAN HOURS OR DAYS ON A FRIGGING CROSS.

AND IN ADDITION TO THAT at the same frigging time, I am suffering from Sjogren’s Syndrome where my auto-immune system is attacking the glands that make my tears, NO LONGER MAKING TEARS, ALMOST AT ALL, where opening my eyes in air, is like opening one’s eyes in salt water.

For the first 8 months I have to stay in a dark, room, with gel in my eyes, so I will not lose my eyes to this disease.

Additionally, I suffer from Dysautonomia, a condition where the nervous system no longer controls the cardiovascular and respiratory system in proper synch. In this case, just attempting to raise my arms over my head, almost makes me pass out, and attempting to walk around the block just one time does the same.

I suffer from Fibromyalgia that is a big deal to some folks; but nothing compared to type two Trigeminal Neuralgia, in terms of the worst pain known to mankind;

AGAIN, WORSE THAN FRIGGING CRUCIFIXION,

IF YOU THINK SO-CALLED JESUS GETS A ‘RAW DEAL FROM GOD’.

I NEVER GET MAD AT GOD FOR WHAT GOD ‘BLESSES’ ME WITH IN SUFFERING. AND HELL YES, I FEEL LIKE GOD ABANDONS ME, AS WHEN ONE IS AT the bottom of the pit of hell and all feelings go away including pain, it is like every second is a thousand years of LITERAL human HELL.

AND AT THE END

of that 40 day stay

without no sleep

THAT IS where I GO,

before the pain comes

back with fiery

‘VENGENCE’ WORSE THAN ANY

IMAGINABLE PHYSICAL PAIN OF FIRE.

HOWEVER, THE TOTAL PIECE OF PAPER THIN

EXISTENCE IS EVEN WORSE THAN THAT.

OTHER ‘famines’ of disease included severe degenerative arthritis in my spine, spinal stenosis, and a congenitally fused vertebra in the C6 vertebra that makes early onset severe spinal degenerative arthritis and spinal stenosis a reality for me in constant pain, where I can hardly move standing, sitting or laying down, for over 5 years.

An ENT cat scan brings to light THAT a congenitally formed septal blockage in my sinuses makes it almost impossible to breathe through my nose, in addition, to a long term inflammation of mucosua of the linings of the sinuses and associated structures, also associated with nerve inflammation/damage to the Trigeminal Cranial nerve and additionally, associated nerves.

However, long term chronic severe stress and associated stress chemicals likely slowly and surely destroys my nervous system, respiratory system, and cardiovascular system, as science now shows stress can and will do THIS, when experienced chronically and severely as human stress chemicals once again,

WILL MOST DEFINITELY DO

TO THE HUMAN BODY AND MIND OUT OF BALANCE.

AND WHEN I KEEP TALKING ABOUT mind and body balance here and how, WHEN ACHIEVED, IT can and will save the human emotions and senses freely expressed in spirit coming from heart/soul; frigging mind and body balance achieved can AND WILL literally save one from this kind of human suffering and the eventual potentiality of a FRIGGING PREMATURE DEATH.

THIS IS NO CHILD’S GAME, OR PLAY, MY FRIEND. THIS IS THE POTENTIAL FOR LIFE AND DEATH OF THE HUMAN HEART, SOUL, AND SPIRIT, AS WELL AS THE corporeal

HUMAN BODY, IN PREMATURE DEATH.

OTHER disorders all associated with chronic stress and repetitive motion injuries from living life like many people do, NOW, as a human robot behind a computer, instead of a child of GOD in an

ARTFUL CREATIVE PHYSICAL INTELLIGENCE

motion of Golden Spiral flow

LITERALLY REFLECTING THE WAY ‘GOD MOVES’, in 360 degrees include:

Carpal Tunnel Syndrome, Alexithymia, Anhedonia, Severe Depression, Severe Anxiety, PTSD, ADHD, Autism, Coat Hanger Pain Syndrome (associated with Dysautonomia), Insomnia (if that isn’t obvious from the description above, per ’40 days’), extremely low testosterone still measured now at 277 like a 75 year old man, and that list goes on even further than 19 medical disorders all of which effectively, per what I can do in life now, ARE ALL HEALED MIRACULOUSLY BY EVEN DOCTORS REPORT AT THE END OF JULY 2013.

GOD LEADS ME TO THE CURE, ALL DOCUMENTED ON MY BLOGS, EVERY FRIGGING STEP OF THE WAY FROM MARCH 2013, UNTIL NOW.

NOW, EFFECTIVELY IN MY LIFE,

PER WHAT I CAN DO, NO MATTER,

what the MRI’s, CAT SCANS,

and blood tests still

‘say’ to the contrary; I am healed, friend,

through the higher power of GOD within me, and

BABY, IF YOU CANNOT FRIGGING SEE THE MIRACLE OF THAT ASSOCIATED WITH ME LIFTING 930LBS SLOWLY, SURELY, 14 times, WITH MY HANDS RAISED ABOVE, my head, like no one in the frigging entire world is able to leg press 930LBS, per Google YouTube record on a parallel leg press that does not assist gravity like vertical leg presses do with all the frigging ‘steroid heads’ on YouTube, who use the rest of their body to provide leverage, instead of raising their arms to heaven;

you haven’t a clue to understand what a

REAL FLESH AND BLOOD MIRACLE POWERED

BY THE INNER FORCE OF GOD even IS, TO START WITH,

IN THE FIRST PLACE, AND THAT’S THE SIMPLE FLESH AND BLOOD TRUTH, MY FRIEND, ON that relatively small part of what I have evidenced on this thread of what the higher power of GOD within human being

IS

EMOTING through imaginative, creative, innate, instinctual, intuitive, intelligence powering CREATIVE physical intelligence through the emotions of faith, hope, belief, come true in regulating all emotions, senses, and enhancing cognitive executive functioning, through greater focus and short term working memory, to

MAKE REAL FRIGGING HUMAN FLESH

AND

BLOOD

MIRACLES

COME TRUE.

YES, IN ADDITION,

I have now dance walked a style of martial arts and ballet-like dance that has been observed by others as expertise in Kung FU skills, by actual elite military instructors in this martial arts skill; and proficiency as a ballet dancer by OTHERS who actually ‘go to school’ for that too.

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/02/02/3000-miles-of-dance-walking-now/

And I’ve done all that in an empirical measure by Nike GPS Sports watch 3369 miles, AS of last night in a little over 19 months, as documented directly in this thread already, for over 3000 miles, by blog link here, before.

And IN ADDITION, I AM CONSIDERED THE TOP DANCER by the crowds of hundred of 20 something year old folks who frequent one of the assessed top 100 dance clubs in the U.S., named Old Seville Quarter in Pensacola FL, ranging from names ORIGINATED BY OTHER SPECTATORS, as MVP of dance, BOSS of dance, AWESOME and AMAZING DANCER, Super Hero of Dance, Inspiration of Dance, AND Legend of Frigging dance, in my metro area.

Keep IN MIND that this is 2015, and in 2013, I am a bedroom dweller shut-in before a dimly-lit scream of a computer screen where each and every word typed on A frigging computer since November 2010, documented at literally over 10 million words now, IS excruciating pain then,

beyond what most

people can imagine,

UNTIL I am miraculously

healed with the high power

of GOD within me, and documented,

AS SUCH, at the doctor’s office

where I GO from

NOT being able to go TO

frigging ‘Whataburger’ for 15 minutes,

to being a frigging ‘hall of fame’ dancer

in my metro area, by popular discernment

and demand, in a matter of weeks and months.

And yes, there is the ‘Autism thingy’

that some folks say is incurable,

per reciprocal

social communication difficulties.

Well, me and GOD working together

PROVE IN MY MEDICAL DOCUMENTATION THAT IDEA IS TOTAL BS.

I SCORE a 44 to 45, on the AQ, Autism Quotient scan in June of 2013,

and then in August of 2013, score an 11.

I score in the mid 50’s on the Emotional Intelligence Quotient scan in June of 2013, and then in August of 2013, score a frigging 95, as good or better than most any so-called ‘neurotypical’ dude or dudette, walking the streets.

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/12/09/gods-muse-of-dance/

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/03/19/666-months-of-dance/

And yes, there is frigging visual proof of that, as I easily connect to gorgeous twenty-something year old women, as already evidenced here in the post named “GOD’s muse of dance”, where I am literally pictured with hundreds of broadly grinning and excited girls over the muse of dance I do bring everywhere I go, particularly to the fairer gender that does view me, and has literally recorded me in video smart phone ways, and shared me in hundreds of videos with tens of thousands of friends all over the frigging world.

So now I ask you, DIRECTLY, what has the HIGHER POWER OF GOD WITHIN YOU DONE FOR YOU LATELY BABY.

IF THIS ISN’T PROOF OF THE HIGHER POWER OF GOD, NOTHING IS BABY.

SO-CALLED JESUS TALKED ABOUT IT, OTHER FOLKS WRITE ABOUT IT.

BUT I CAN SHOW YOU HOW IT’S DONE

BABY, IN FRIGGING LIVING

FLESH AND BLOOD

COLOR.

I AM A SOLDIER OF GOD;

NOT JUST A SERVANT

OF

GOD.

AND NO ONE, AND I DO MEAN NO ONE,

HAS EVER DONE AND BEEN THROUGH in measure
of human suffering,

PER

RECORDED HISTORY, per what GOD BLESSES me with
both in TOTAL measure of SYNERGY IN DARK AND LIGHT,

I already do the research on that too,

Baby.

The difference with me is I can
IRREFUTABLY PROVE
IT
NOW; NOT THEN;
NOW.

AND NOT STRANGELY AT ALL,
AS HISTORY SHOWS,
it is the so-called Christians
who are most often cynical about
what I say here, in flesh
and blood life.

The folks who have been to similar places are truly the only
folks who can understand the

FULL gravity
of
THIS.

AND THAT’S THE FOLKS I LOVE TO HANG WITH THE MOST
IN ALL THE SHADY BUT TRULY LIGHT
PLACES IN LIFE.

‘SOME THINGS, rarely change.’

This is all par for ‘A course’,

and as history shows,

totally expected by

me.

Nothing TRULY surprises
me NOW,

BABY.

AS THERE ARE NO LIMITATIONS
OR EXPECTATIONS FOR ME, AT LEAST..:)

Have a great NOW, FRIEND;

me
and God working together
are

‘KILLING EVERY NOW,
IN NOW’
FOR
NOW
iNOW..
WITH ‘A SMILE’ AS WIDE AS THE
FRIGGING UNIVERSE IN INFINITY
AS
IS IS

NOW.

‘WE ARE FREE WITHOUT SIN.

AND WE FOR ONE
ARE HEROES.’

AND HERE’S an ending
and beginning theme
song for
JUST THAT, FRIEND;
YOUTUBE STYLE.

http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2015/04/april-freds-day-free-verse-nude-poetry.html

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8 Responses to The NOW after Easter

  1. http://wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?f=20&t=275387&start=1455

    ^^^

    “I BELIEVED

    Period.”

    And for everyone else, I have consolidated the evidence appearing
    NOW in the indirect link to that DIRECT evidence in my signature line link.

    MY ‘MISSION’ on this earth,
    NOW, is to provide irrefutable DIRECT;
    NOT JUST METAPHORICAL
    EVIDENCE THAT the GOD of Nature exists.

    And both, so-called ‘Christians’ and ‘Nihilist’ leaning folks are an incredible
    inspiration for JUST THAT here, AND in many other places in my life both
    online and off. The ‘darkness’ I ‘see’ and ‘hear’ in the TRUE light and dark
    balance of harmony in offline and online life is relatively ‘perfect’ for just
    THAT.

    TRULY and sincerely, i and THE GOD of Nature THANK ALL OF Y’ALL
    from the bottom of
    ‘our’ heart, soul, and
    SPIRIT MORE FULLY EXPRESSED,
    IN FLESH AND BLOOD AND
    METAPHOR OF LIFE..;)
    WITH
    ‘grinning smiles and winks’,
    as ‘wide as A Universe’, again,
    in ‘infinity’ and metaphor of course,
    ‘wRite’ on course baby, as IS
    NOW..:)

    ____________________

    KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

    Gravatar is one of the coolest things ever!! !

    http://en.gravatar.com/katiemiafrederick

  2. http://wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?f=20&t=275387&start=1455

    ^^^

    Dude, I’m not evidencing an imaginary GOD, I am evidencing the GOD of Nature, and the only way to evidence the higher power of the GOD of Nature through human beings is through precisely what I have evidenced here by curing myself of 19 documented disorders and doing all the other amazing flesh and blood feats of life with the GOD of Nature at my back instead of fighting against human nature and the rest of Nature ‘in tow’.

    There are many definitions of GOD but the only irrefutable GOD in evidence everywhere IS the GOD OF NATURE.

    That part IS a FRIGGING given; even IN scientific presentations of evidence like the one linked below in YouTube way.

    But when it comes to that same higher power of Nature in human beings, as all humans filter their experience of the Universe as is, on a case-by-case basis, the ONLY WAY TO PROVE THAT HIGHER POWER IS THROUGH CASE-STUDY EVIDENCE PER EACH HUMAN BEING MANIFESTING THE HIGHER POWER OF GOD WITHIN THEM, IN AMAZING FEATS of human being greater potential.

    The Abrahamic GOD, as a tribal patriarchal GOD does manifest in myths, elements of human nature; but it is only a tiny part of the whole ‘enchilada’ that is the GOD OF ALL THAT IS, PER NATURE THAT INCLUDES EVERYTHING, EVERYWHERE, ALL THE TIME NOW.

    YOU LOST THAT DEBATE, ‘CAUSE YOU SIMPLY DIDN’T HAVE A CLUE, ON THE CONTEXT OF THE DEFINITION OF GOD, I AM GOING BY.

    AND THAT’S okay, as if you had just asked, instead of ‘shooting off at the mouth’ LIKE YOU DID WITH FRIGGING ACCUSATIONS OF DELUSIONS, it could have been better validated and verified as the simple TRUTH AND LIGHT OF human nature and GOD OF NATURE LIGHT AND TRUTH JUST LIKE IT IS,
    in this link here below:

    Where Carl Sagan is A Pope,

    and in a way, AT LEAST,

    I am just another one of

    ‘his’

    ‘prophets’ too..;)

    with smiles..:)

    and wink2..;)

    AND ON TOP OF THAT if modern day ‘Christians’ can ever frigging figure out that the real likely ‘historical
    Jesus’ is a Yogi/Pantheist leaning dude like me too, as nicely illustrated in the text of the Gnostic Gospel of
    Thomas, as linked below, maybe, as per verse 37, the world will start ‘STRIPPING’ IN the TRUTH AND LIGHT
    OF NATURE, INSTEAD OF FRIGGING ‘ISIL FOLKS’, CHOPPING THE HEADS OF FOLKS OFF, ATTEMPTING TO
    INVOKE THE RETURN OF THE MYTHICAL JESUS;

    http://www.sacred-texts.com/chr/thomas.htm

    Or frigging attempting to ‘try’ to start world war three to kill the human race.

    Religion is no joke; It is both a blessing and a curse;

    NOR is finding answers to change the hearts of folks; THE PLACE OF ORIGINATION
    FOR ALL RATIONAL DISCOURSE AND CHANGE IN THE HUMAN HEART/SOUL, AND
    SPIRIT MORE FULLY EXPRESSED, AS ALL NATURAL MANIFESTATIONS IN PHYSICAL
    INTELLIGENCE OF HUMAN EMOTIONS SET FREE IN FLESH AND BLOOD LIFE,

    FOR people who give a ‘crap’ about anything REAL IN
    feeling..sensing..human being..connecting..LIFE..WitH..respect..for..the..rest..of..humans..and..frigging..NATURE..TOO…

    LIKE FRIGGING THIS:

    And here is another TWO theme songs for

    THAT

    2PERIODS..;)

    FOR A shorter ‘ellipse of Sychronicity’..:) wITh a wink and smile AND NOW

    period

    .

    THERE IS truly no ‘right or wrong’, OR ‘EVIL OR GOOD’, at the ‘GOD of Nature’ level of being, as is now;

    JUST; a choice of Unconditional Love and NOT harming others, FOR INSTEAD OF AGAINST human beings under the power of relative human free will, as is.

    That part is a gift from Mother Nature True, and truly to have it is to seek it, find it, employ it, utilize it, and practice human Unconditional Love continually under the power of the emotion of human relative free will, in innate, instinctual, intuitive flow of life, as Nature expressing in human being will never surpass the gift of human nature, as is now, by words alone….

    And truly that’s just common sense, as emotions and senses come first in flesh and blood, and the flesh and blood creates the symbols of words to assist as signs and guideposts along the way of what is real in human feelings and senses, in flesh and blood.

    Truly, overall, it is human complex language, culture/religion that is the virus;

    NOT GOD OF NATURE AND NOT HUMAN INNATE INSTINCTUAL INTUITIVE NATURE, AS BORN GIFT OF GOD, AS IS.

    To understand this is to never have illusory fears like the fear of death, and to always do the best one can to cooperate with other human beings.

    Anything much less, is simply human suffering and misery in an illusory human hell that can otherwise be the heaven of now, I for one live ‘everYnow’, friend, as an enlightened and awakened human child of Mother Nature True, set free in the skin of what I am innately, instinctually, intuitively, as is NOW..:)

    ILLUSORY fears and concepts can and will certainly make it much more complex in human misery and suffering than this but that is the choice MOST everyone truly makes, as there truly IS no escaping either human nature or MOTHER NATURE TRUE IN LIFE, AND PERHAPS AFTER LIFE, AS WELL.

    BUT THAT’S THE PAY GRADE OF GOD TO UNDERSTAND, AS IS, AS IT IS NO WORRY FOR ME, @ALL.

    AND THAT TOO, IS

    A GIFT FROM
    GOD,
    PER HUMAN NATURE,
    WHEN IT IS USED AS SUCH
    LIKE THIS.

    If one lives long enough, as everyone eventually finds;
    neither the GOD of Nature or life is fair;
    AS IS NOW;

    But the truth IS we do NOT FULLY know, about the next now;
    and my Intuition is that everyone pays the ‘piper’ of Karma;

    Sooner or later AS NOW.

    I take nothing for granted, and see everything in life, dark and light, FROM GOD,
    as a blessing to be here @ALL.

    God is my master and ruler, per the GOD of Nature; I know this, as well or better than anyone on
    the planet, as is now, as it is 100% trust in what is both dark and light, I experience in this
    thing called life.

    And as to why my illnesses ARE healed…

    I ‘PAY the piper’, friend,
    AS I GO THE BEST I WILL AND CAN

    That is the only explanation I can find,
    and it works
    for me, still, every now of every now,
    as long as I stay in the graces of the
    gifts of GOD,
    AS IS,
    on a continuing journey and
    many paths to do
    JUST
    THAT
    AS
    JUST.

    THERE ARE NO GIVENS; JUST THE BEST I CAN JUST DO IT
    FOR NOW; AND THAT IS 100% FAITH, HOPE, BELIEF
    AND TRUST IN GOD FOR ME
    AND GOD TOGETHER NOW.

    PERHAPS one truly has to go to literal human hell to fully
    understand; but I can only hope the answer to that IS
    NO; but again that’s in GOD’s pay grade, and not
    mine, thank GOD.

    I am high enough as IS; JUST;
    AS I AM NOW;

    KINDA LIKE this theme song; if ya can imagine
    it being about GOD, and not a pretty lady….:)

    I’m sorry friend if you cannot see it but personal experiences are THE ONLY THING
    THAT IS REAL in human being life.

    LIVING IN SOMEONE ELSE’S WORLD IS NOT really LIVING AT ALL,

    WHETHER that is in a 3500 YEAR OLD old-testament book,
    the Quran, or New Testament lore and or truth
    alone.

    I follow no one but GOD; THE GOD OF NATURE
    THAT IS TRUTH AND LIGHT ALLONE.

    AND I ALSO believe other people can and will follow whatever the heaven and or hell they
    want too, SUBJUGATED BY OTHERS OF COURSE, THROUGH HUMAN PROPAGATED ILLUSORY ABSTRACT LANGUAGE, RELIGIOUS, AND OR CULTURAL FEARS;

    AS history certainly shows…..no matter how great the real life
    PERSONAL EXPERIENCE evidence suggests
    that another path and or journey JUST MIGHT WORK..:)

    I CAN ONLY SUGGEST you keep an open mind and the eventual potential for mind and body balance in imaginative and creative innate instinctual intuitive flow; instead of just what you’ve been told by others, my friend, and of course that includes, me as well..;)

    It’s rather amusing as both you guys keep promoting my ideas unwittingly, by quoting the whole tree of my quote, about 6 pages or so earlier.

    I’m even getting tired of looking at it, HAHA, as I’ve simply eliminated it here to conserve space..;)

    But no prob. for me, as with my Hyperlexic ‘Super Power’ form of Autism, I am assessed with reading speeds of
    10 to 15 times faster than the average human being, and really fast scrolling SPEED, as a life long pianist who can
    also type up to 130 words per minute, when properly focused.

    So please do carry on, and DO remember everything you see here is print, and not at all a reflection of the calm peace I feel inside constantly all the time, NOW, like a ‘Yogi’ come down from the mountain to a play of Internet Zen-like writing on the frigging ‘New age’ Internet, without ever a care of worry from me in real life; LEG PRESSING that 930LBS, SLOWLY 14 TIMES, WITH HANDS RAISED TO THE HEAVENS, with a gorilla growl, but the peace of a fluttering butterfly inside;

    Or dancing totally sober in martial arts/ballet style in the midst of hundreds of inebriated 20 something year olds like a butterfly that can sting like me in martial arts lightening fast kicks WITH those ballet twirls that can go 15 minutes this way or that way, without ever a dizzy second or stumble of foot in FEAT OF FEET, from me.

    And haha! you ‘should’ know, at least, very well that you are playing ‘write’ into my hands, by frigging suggesting that it is ‘someone’ ‘else’ who is stirring the SO-CALLED ‘horNet’s “next”.

    I am the ZEN hornet’s nest baby but i AM in total control of THE buzzing, wherever I go..;)

    WHEN A PERSON is where I am now, for all practical intents and purposes they are invincible in life wherever they go,

    OR NOT.

    And that is the higher power of the GOD of Nature more fully expressed in Human GREATER POTENTIAL, ‘WRITE’ ON TOPIC, BABY;

    ‘RIGHT’ NOW.

    AND i CAN ONLY HOPE ONE DAY YOU WILL DEVELOP THE DISCERNMENT TO UNDERSTAND THESE METAPHORS OF TRUTH but that will never ever happen without the development of the real human emoting emotions of human relative free will, faith, hope, and belief, with NEVER EVER A RELIGION OF ANY KIND REQUIRED TO GET tHeRe BUT ISA’S (Instinct, Skills, and Abilities) IN ALL NATURAL INNATE, INSTINCTUAL, INTUITIVE GOD OF NATURE GIVEN HUMAN NATURE,

    BORN AGAIN SKILLS; THAT WORDS ALONE WILL NEVER EVER TOUCH, BABY!..;)

    Truly GOD is just a metaphor for looking within and finding the all natural solutions there that we are provided all natural by Nature JUST AS IS.

    I find that on a beach but not at church when I am young.

    Now I find it everywhere, as I have relative free will over it now, and No human controls me from the outside-in.

    It’s why it’s so frigging amusing to me, when folks here try to do silly little childish personal attacks on me, when I’ve already been to real human hell, like youth here are gonna bother me, one little bit.

    But no, not everyone is as strong as I am in real life, so I will not tolerate it to spread that behavior to the weaker more vulnerable one’s here.

    Well, in that case, if you believe in the current text of revised bibles you believe in
    the creed of the Roman Empire Emperor Constantine and his Catholic Cohort
    leaders as they sit in the Nicea council and decide what will and what will
    not be in the bible, in regard to the teachings of Jesus, and who he frigging even is.

    Trust me, history can be a friend to better discern the Truth and Light of the GOD of Nature.

    And the Gospel of Thomas, certainly censored out of the New Testament, tells a tale
    of a Yogi-leaning Pantheist Jesus, and no GOD of man;

    As clearly referenced in the text of this link to the Gospel of Thomas.

    http://www.sacred-texts.com/chr/thomas.htm

    It’s as clear as Jesus’ naked stripped/disrobed
    body of Nature by his own volition,
    and reported words, in Verse 37.

    But it takes the ability to discern metaphor to understand anything
    of the TRUTH AND LIGHT, PER THE GOD of NATURE WITHIN HUMAN BEING
    NATURE, PER mystical esoteric metaphors of reported ‘Gospel of Thomas Jesus’.

    You come and see me and I’ll show you everything, FROM HEAD TO TOE, AND OVER 100 PAGES OF MEDICAL DOCUMENTATION.

    Until then, YOU will just see the only man on Youtube, at any age, pressing 930LBS with his legs, 14 times slowly and surely on a parallel leg press, with his hands raised in the air, using no mechanical advantage of upper body to do it.

    That is what I am talking about. And the RELIGIOUS doctors do call IT, ALONG WITH MY SUDDEN RECOVERY, a religious miracle; not a frigging medical miracle, for clarity, as I never said it was a medical miracle. If I did, quote it, as it does not exist. I CALL IT A REAL LIFE NATURAL MIRACLE AS I DO NOT BELIEVE IN FAIRY TALES.

    You can dream whatever it is you are dreaming up all by yourself but THAT DOES NOT APPLY TO ME.

    And please don’t forget for your good that I have close to a photographic memory for text, in all the literal millions of words I have written here, and even more of what I have read of everyone else, since November 26th of 2010.

    That’s just another one of my ‘Autistic Super Powers’, bud, and you are saddled with it too, in a way here, at least..;)

    So in other words, do you accept the Quran as the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth.

    Just a guess, but if you are Muslim dude, I cannot see why you hide that, if you are attempting to hide that.

    I have several Muslim girl FRIENDS, if that is the case, and we agree on almost everything about GOD, as is.

    The only things we have really disagreed on is homosexual behavior is a sin, and after 5 years Muslim disbelievers
    can get beaten if they don’t comply with the religion.

    All the other crap that folks b***h about the Muslim religion is MOSTLY looked at like the SIMILAR fundamentalist misleading crap that is often literally quoted about the revised Christian bibles, so we get along great and they are among my closest real ALL NATURAL spiritual girl FRIENDS.

    Well it can potentially be traced back to Muhammad sitting in a cave contemplating the God of Nature.

    But the same thing can be said about me sitting in my underwear without use of my eyes and ears in effective
    cultural connections for five long years outside of my bedroom.

    We all have potential direct conduit to the God of nature, through the creative dream state of lucid waking mind.

    The words of ‘the prophets’ are written similar wherever the human creative mind metaphors the truth and light of GOD.

    But truly one must be able to understand a huge diversity of folks and metaphors to truly GET THAT.

    SOME FOLKS JUST CANNOT, FOR INNATE AND OR ENVIRONMENTAL REASONS, and IF you cannot, I certainly cannot personally judge you for knowing what you cannot reasonably METAPHORICALLY DISCERN AND OR CREATE WITH IMAGINATION AND CREATIVITY MORE FULLY IN TOW WITH LUCID THETA WAVE STATE OF MIND,

    like Muhammad in the Cave, Jesus in the Desert, Buddha under a tree, OR ME ON A SOLITARY BEACH OR IN MY BEDROOM as a shut-in, IN UNDERWEAR LIKE ‘BREAKING BAD’ EXCEPT MY ‘METH’ IS ALL NATURAL GOD SOUGHT AND FOUND WITHIN..;)

    THE IDEA that Muhammad is the last prophet is just total BS, by a group of tribal dudes who want to expand material power; same as frigging Constantine, and his Roman Catholic Cohorts.

    You might, remember friend, please; that back in ‘those days’ the world and the associated Universe is viewed as a very small place.

    We have literally trillions of stars and planets in total in just this Universe, with much farther looking science aided eyes, now, and no little silly ‘ant’ of a man, in this world is GOD and certainly not big enough to put chains on the real GOD of Nature, in a little pocket of the middle east, saying this is the last this or that of any human attribute on the face of this earth.

    And that my friend truly, is just frigging common sense that any educated human thinking and feeling with their own mind and body in balance, should be able to figure out, on their own; even a frigging three year old, in my case, in precocious interpreting mind before I can even speak, looking across one of GOD’s grand rivers, just as is.

    But truly as ‘they’ say I’m special; but not special enough to either be a GOD king or a frigging non-existent ‘last prophet’.

    And that’s the truth and light of the situation, in my very large and educated view, NOW, at age 54..;)

    Quote:

    “Aghogday !

    Does God know everything ?

    Please , don’t write a huge essay , just say yes or no…”

    aghogday/katiemiafrederick/Fred:

    I need NO words to understand GOD.

    GOD need NO words to understand I.

    God is much more than 50 shades of grey and 50 hues of color

    but God is no silly little word of human know or NO alone.

    GOD IS VERB of FORCE NOW.

    There are no IDOL words of humans that can JAIL

    GODISNOWORD@ALL

    ANDALLWORDSINALL.

    All Muhammad knows of GOD is words of yesteryears attributed to Muhammad;
    therefore, Fred knows much more about GOD than Muhammad does then,
    as Fred is not limited to words of then.

    Any more questions about Dog or God…

    Dogs have fleas.

    There is no record of Muhammad knowing this;
    therefore, Fred knows more about GOD than
    ‘smaller’ Muhammad, as Dog Is GOD too.

    Quote:

    “Who is Fred ?”

    aghogday:

    I am WHO; Literally and metaphorically WHO.

    There is NO answer to your question;

    and that is the point of all of this NO;

    and NO not whether GOD knows NO or NOT.

    Quote:

    “I rest my case.”

    aghogday:

    GOD does not rest.

    Quote:

    “Stop feeding the monkey. Let him rest…”

    aghogday:

    Haha! I kinda like you; any ‘kind’
    of sense of humor
    is frigging refreshing here;
    per the GOD of Nature
    more fully set free
    in Human Nature
    that way
    too.

    Trust me Baby,
    you can call up
    all my girl FRIENDS
    and they will tell you,
    I am the human
    ‘ENERGIZER BUNNY’ NOW.

    MY BATTERIES NEVER RUN OUT,
    AS I DO EMPLOY THE REAL POTENTIAL
    OF THE HIGHER POWER OF ALL NATURAL
    GOD, IN A CONTINUAL PRACTICE AWAYS NOW,
    WITHIN ME, WITH MY HUMAN NATURE MORE
    FULLY REALIZED,
    AND EVIDENCE THAT WITH IRREFUTABLE PROOF
    AS WELL, IN THE SIGNATURE LINK BELOW TO
    THAT DIRECT LINK OF EVIDENCE TOO.

    Additionally, here is the documentation you are asking for; A full TWO and a half years before I ‘miraculously’ recovered at the end of July of 2013 that is also documented on this site, at that time, clear in the record here, in that time frame, ALSO NOTED IN THE THREAD LINKED BELOW.

    https://www.wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=153352&start=45

    Quite Frankly, if you are suggesting I am lying you can go to ‘Hell’, AKA ‘go where I’ve already been’, as you are no longer worth any more of my time and effort, and I ‘dust you off my shoes’, if so.

    And if you ever get back and can parallel leg press 930LBS with your legs, 14 times slowly, with your arms raised up OVER YOUR HEAD, AFTER ALL OF THAT MY FRIEND, and dance walk a martial arts ballet style of dance walk for 3369 miles in a little over 19 months measured by Nike GPS Sports watch

    ALL AROUND YOUR METRO AREA IN PUBLIC, AND become a ‘legendary dancer’, NOTED AS SUCH BY THE CROWD, at one of the top 100 dance clubs in the good OLD U.S.A. DURING A PERIOD OF A YEAR, or ‘down under’,

    WITH literally hundreds of gorgeous girls smiling ear to ear HOLDING ON TO YOU AND THRILLED TO BE BY YOUR SIDE, excited by the muse of dance YOU BRING, AS I HAVE DIRECTLY LINKED HERE TIME AND TIME AGAIN, AND STILL EXISTS, IN MY CURRENT blog post from yesterday, in the indirect link to THAT IN MY SIGNATURE link below,

    THEN,

    YOU CAN TELL ME ALL ABOUT YOUR 100% FAITH IN THE ALL NATURAL FORCE OF GOD OF ALL TOO, MANIFEST
    AS A HIGHER POWER OF HUMAN NATURE, AS WELL,

    TOO.

    I’LL BE WAITING BUT MEANWHILE,

    ‘I’LL BE BACK’.

    ‘I AM BACK’ NOW AND BETTER THAN EVER BEFORE IN HUMAN POTENTIAL,
    THAN AT ANY TIME IN MY LIFE, per all natural human miracles,
    IN GREATER HUMAN POTENTIAL,
    AS IS and fully documented from head to toe, in ALL natural
    human miracles, NOW.

    I DO NOT HAVE TO BRING IN MY MEDICAL RECORDS ONLINE TO PROVE ANYTHING TO YOU,
    AS IT IS ALREADY DOCUMENTED HERE WELL BEFORE I AM MIRACULOUSLY RECOVERED.

    Quote:

    “He’s not the messiah, he’s a very naughty boy!”

    aghogday:

    Thanks for clarifying THAT..;)

    AND YES “!i and I” am a lot like
    THiS…:)

    (;per all three asONEforce:)

    Quote:

    You are in a deep state of delusion.

    aghogday:

    Dude, I’m in a great state of creating metaphor and illustrating synchronicity, in free verse poetry and sharing THAT at other places where folks have the greater type of CREATIVE human intelligence, overall, to get it.

    CAPICE…

    If you don’t understand THAT you might take that up with your creator that is limiting culture and religion.

    Meanwhile, me and the all natural GOD fly free floating on Terrestrial Land like a ButterflyBee WHO CAN and WILL STING, DANCE, and SING…!..:)

    And DUDE, if you know anything about the so-called historical Jesus who is either my real or imaginary friend, he did the similar frigging thing to frazzle the minds and EMPTY HEARTS/SOULS AND SPIRITS of literal ‘PSYCHOPATHIC’ LEANING thinkers/RELIGIOUS LEADERS of his time to get the deeper intent of his messages out to folks too;

    WITH hearts/souls, and spirit WHO have the ability to
    JUST FRIGGING GET IT WITH MUCH DEEPER ‘SEEING’ AND ‘HEARING’ ‘EYES’ AND ‘EARS’…

    JUST LIKE THIS; LINKED BELOW IN THE GOSPEL OF THOMAS, PER REPORTED SO-CALLED GNOSTIC JESUS.

    AND YOU WILL LIKELY FRIGGING CALL JESUS DELUDED TO, IF YOU HAVE THE CHANCE THEN, FRIEND.

    AND THAT’S OKAY HERE, ‘CAUSE DUDE, I’M IN EXCELLENT, OVERALL, COMPANY FOR WHAT
    I
    DO
    HERE
    TOO WITH SMILES..:)
    AND WINKS..;)
    AND GIGGLES..:lol:
    TOO!!

    http://www.sacred-texts.com/chr/thomas.htm

    Quote:

    Jesus performed miracles to prove that he was an apostle of God.

    Where is your miracle?

    aghogday:

    Dude all there is, is mythical reports of the so-called miracles of Jesus
    through oral tradition, 40 OR SO years after he is dead;
    attempting to put THAT into WRITTEN words,
    by various folks, and much later
    a ROMAN EMPIRE EMPEROR
    CONSTANTINE LED
    Nicaea Council
    with Catholic
    Leaders
    in 325 AD,
    deciding who and what
    Jesus frigging even is, THEN.

    You can ‘fall’ for all the ‘snake oil’ you want to
    BY CULTURAL AND OR RELIGION illusory
    ways of thinking; that is your
    will and not
    mine.

    I do not believe in fairy tales OR MYTHS,
    PER LITERAL WAY, of thinking.

    I believe in the REAL ALL NATURAL MIRACLES THAT DO LOOK LIKE ‘RELIGIOUS’ MIRACLES TO FOLKS who never find a way
    to seek, and TRULY find, employ, utilize, develop, and practice the much GREATER ALL INNATE, INSTINCTUAL AND
    INTUITIVE INTELLIGENCE that can be MUCH FULLER HUMAN POTENTIAL.

    THAT;

    IF ANYTHING AT ALL, REPORTED, AS JESUS’ WORDS, OF FOLKS COMING AFTER HIM DOING
    EVEN GREATER THINGS, IN METAPHOR, IS LITERAL TRUTH,

    PER GREATER METAPHORICAL HUMAN POTENTIAL IN REAL
    FLESH AND BLOOD STUFF, like Jack LaLanne and Bruce Lee, too…

    AND THAT MY FRIEND IS proof of the all NATURAL HIGHER POWER
    IN HUMAN NATURE OF THE ALL NATURAL POWER
    OF THE ALL NATURAL GOD OF NATURE.

    AND I HAVE ALREADY
    evidenced those
    ALL NATURAL MIRACLES
    MANIFEST IN MY
    HUMAN NATURE HERE,
    time and time again.

    What you MAY FAIL to understand is,
    WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT IS REAL,
    AND NO FRIGGING MYTH OR FAIRY TALE;
    WHEN I DO IT
    IN FLESH AND BLOOD, RECORD IT,
    AND PROVIDE THAT
    EVIDENCE
    HERE..:)

    http://wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?f=20&t=275387&start=1515

    ^^^

    Well dude, with ‘common sense’ you will Know NOW that even at a round table discussion, as oral tradition, a Flying Spaghetti Monster CAN become a MagicK Blue Turtle on the first turn of A round table OF Gossip; not necessarily GOSPEL TRUTH.

    And that is precisely what oral tradition is; Gossip;

    TRUE OR NOT OR ‘GOSPEL’ OR NOT IN TRUTH AND LIGHT;

    IF YOU MULTIPLY THAT by 40 years of oral tradition you get the ‘common sense’;

    or YOU DO NOT;

    AND tHere is a place that no one
    can help
    you
    but
    you;
    PERIOD;
    END OF STORY.

    IF THE HISTORICAL JESUS IS ALIVE IN
    ELECTRONIC SERVING INTERNET
    BLOGGING DAYS
    NOW;

    PROBLEM SOLVED;

    NOW..;)

    OR
    NOT..:)

    FOR YOU..;)

    Quote:

    ‘That’s why you only take from trustworthy and reliable narrators, because they don’t gossip, they only speak the truth.’

    aghogday:

    OMG FRIEND..! common sense! please..please..please…COMMON SENSE!..:)

    NONE OF US, AND I DO MEAN NONE OF ‘US’, NOW,
    ARE ALIVE THE FIRST 40 YEARS AFTER THE DEATH OF JESUS;
    SO NO ONE NOW, LITERALLY KNOWS NOW, ANY NARRATOR
    LITERALLY THEN, OF ORAL TRADITION,

    ASSOCIATED WITH JESUS, NOW.

    CAN YOU POSSIBLY UNDERSTAND THAT…!

    OH GOD YOU are frustrating;

    But I’m not frustrated..;)

    AS I KNOW YOU

    NOW;

    AS IS,
    WRITTEN HERE,
    IN LIMITED
    TEXT..:)

    Dear Arthur, how many frigging times do I have to tell you that I am a free verse poet
    who is heavily into the art of WRITING metaphor.

    SPECIAL INTEREST.

    PERIOD.

    CAPICE?

    I believe in an all natural GOD and ALL NATURAL HUMAN POTENTIAL
    THAT CAN BE ACCESSED THROUGH
    INNATE INSTINCT AND INTUITION.

    THAT’S ALL REAL DUDE.

    AND I’M NOT SAYING MY ALL REAL NATURAL HUMAN MIRACLES OTHERWISE KNOWN IN MY BOOK AS EXCELLING IN HUMAN POTENTIAL EXCEEDS THE HIGHER LEVELS OF OTHER FOLK’S ACCOMPLISHMENTS, IN TOTALLY related OR UNRELATED DISCIPLINES OF MIND AND BODY BALANCE, IN GREATER HUMAN POTENTIAL.

    BUT NEVER THE LESS, WHAT I CAN DO NOW IS COOL, AND OBSERVED BY OTHERS IN REAL FLESH AND BLOOD LIFE, AS TRULY IMPRESSIVE IN MEETING HIGHER LEVELS OF HUMAN POTENTIAL, WHICH AGAIN, IS WHAT I METAPHOR, AS ALL NATURAL HUMAN MIRACLES.

    GOD, I HOPE THIS IS CLEAR NOW FOR YOU;

    AS I AM CERTAINLY DOING MY BEST TO DO JUST THAT
    FOR JUST
    YOU,
    PLEASE..:)

    AND I’VE FRIGGING ALREADY PROVIDED LINKS TO MY DANCE TIME AND TIME AGAIN
    HERE, FOR EVIDENCE, ALL EASILY FOUND IN THE NEXT TO LAST POST OF MY BLOG,
    FOR NOW.

    The moderators here, get tired of me providing THAT EVIDENCE OVER AND OVER,
    SO THEY SPANK MY HAND, SO I CAN NO LONGER PROVIDE THAT EVIDENCE,
    directly as such, here.

    AND THAT’S OKAY, AS ALL I AM ATTEMPTING TO DO HERE,
    IS TO SHOW FOLKS THAT
    THEY TOO,
    CAN BE
    AS
    FREE AS ME;

    IF THEY ARE COURAGEOUS
    ENOUGH TO DO WHATEVER
    THEY WILL TO DO, TO BE FREE!..:)

    Additionally, Arthur, for ‘you’ who probably do not lift any big weights; just guessing; I’m not sure.

    If ‘you’ do a ‘little research’ on the big YOUTUBE INTERNET YOU WILL not find anyone doing 14 slow leg presses on a STRAIGHT ALSO KNOWN AS PARALLEL LEG PRESS LIKE ME, with their arms raised up with 930LBS ‘CAUSE IT IS MUCH HARDER than the run of the mill, 45 degree leg press machines, where steroid heads press up to 2300 LBS on those machines, per record by Ronnie Coleman, a previous Mr Universe winner who is pumped up big time on the juice of anabolic steroids.

    But anyway, the twins here can explain more of that in ‘bodybuilder language’ if you like, for that.

    Caution, the F word is part of ‘REAL’ body-builder language; like that or not..;)

    They have a hard enough time, by their own words, on a machine like this with 400LBS…

    Need I say more…

    Dude, you have no idea what I do, per the gravity and intensity of it; ’cause ‘you’ do not have a clue
    of the specialities of human potential that I do excel in, in amazing human potential.

    ‘Your’ suggestion that IT is no big deal,

    is the most ignorant thing I have heard, all year long, starting IN January, at least…

    Other folks says ‘HOLY SH**’, under their breath, Or OUT LOUD, as I’ve already evidenced here too,
    by video and female gym attendant, in another You Tube video, ‘only’ at 810LBS, then,
    WHO KNOWS WHAT THE F I AM DOING, AT THE GYM, and
    ain’t ever ever ever ever seen a big bulked up
    twenty-something year old Marine, do near half
    as much as I can do, at my elite
    MILITARY INSTALLATION
    U.S.A. GYM.

    When I ‘walk on water’,
    ‘you’ still will not believe
    in GOD; and that’s Okay;
    as folks like ‘you’ can be
    a lost cause through all
    the ages of human history
    when it comes to believing
    in what TRULY CAN BE……..

    AND TO BE CLEAR THE WATER
    THINGY, IS ANOTHER METAPHOR
    DUDE..;) ‘JUST’ LIKE IN ‘JESUS LAND…

    2’..;)

    _________________
    KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

    Gravatar is one of the coolest things ever!! !

    http://en.gravatar.com/katiemiafrederick

  3. http://wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?f=20&t=225609&start=75

    ^^^

    Humans are just one rather interesting manifestation of the GOD of Nature.

    And IN TRUTH AND LIGHT IT’S AS SIMPLE AS THAT;

    MY friend.

    It’s not @ALL odd that a human manifestation of the GOD of Nature will see GOD through the gift of GOD of Nature
    that IS HUMAN NATURE.

    THIS ISN’T ‘rocket science’, AND HONESTLY my cat has more sense about this than the majority of the population existing on this planet now WHO use illusory abstract concepts of language and culture, as manifesting extension in tool of human nature and the GOD of Nature too, to confuse reality, as is gifted by the GOD of Nature, as Human Nature set free as human nature, as GOD’s gift of human as is…

    Honestly, it just ‘boils’ down to IT is what IS IS AS ALL THAT IS IS NOW.

    HUMANS ‘F’ THE REST OF IT UP, often, and ‘insanely’, through illusory concepts of language in the Cultural abstract illusions of past and present concepts of NOT living NOW, as is Human Nature, with the GOD of Nature that yes,

    CAN be
    set free, with common sense, more fully sought, found, employed, utilized, AND practiced in a continual ‘perfection’ of practice through greater “I’sSA’s”, Innate Instinctual Intuitive Imagination skills and abilities AND creativity IN fuller physical intelligence driving emotional regulation (like emotions of faith, hope, belief, and human relative free will), sensory integration, and greater cognitive executive functioning in enhanced focus and short term working memory.

    _________________
    KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

    Gravatar is one of the coolest things ever!! !

    http://en.gravatar.com/katiemiafrederick

  4. http://dversepoets.com/2015/04/06/poetry-in-public-spaces/

    ^^^

    i’m not much one for formal poetry but truly the poetry of human heart/soul expressing as spirit flies free IS wherever humans with heArt exist.

    I’ find the most meaningful poetically expressing sentiments in graffiti in the stalls of bathrooms, per what even the nature of human is…

    And then there’s dance where the classically training ballet dancer does great in the contest until the ‘MIND’ cannot keep up with the bodies that just flow in the D.J.’s choice of song that is never practicing… with rational thought.. driving legs of movement…

    ART flows in just letting it go…

    Anything else is mostly science to me.. and ‘God Knows and FEELS’ in a mechanical cognition world increasingly gaining advantage, as a real life Zombie Apocalypse of heart/soul, and the expression of the emotion of spirit no longer, AS free;

    Systemizing Science of mind, is almost now, like an enemy for me, which literally almost kills me in ways of mind and body BALANCING heart/soul AND expressing spirit OF EMOTION for sure, before in life..:)

    To quote the great Rock Band ‘Rush’, the words of the prophets are ‘written on the studio halls, concert halls’…

    And bathroom stalls too, per my recognition of.. truth and light….in action of human expression of emotional spirit.. in all the ways that can and will come now, AS, AND FOR FREE..:)

    Yes, and additionally, truly ‘Rap’ is more or less free verse poetry set FREER IN MODERN MUSIC to express cultural feelings of heart/soul; and I’ve always been sickened to hear so-called ‘high brow folks’ denigrating it as something not intelligent.. or so-called LESSER avenues.. of ‘below art’.. as it ‘were’….

    But of course ‘they’ ‘feel’ not what ‘they’ do…

    As is the HUMAN tribal instinct to begin with.. i guess..

    SMILES..:)

    Thank(S) ‘goodness’.. we NOW live in a ‘google blogger and YouTube world’.. wHere freedom of expression now rules the ‘rules’ of ‘others’.. gaining progress at least.. in that area of the cultural heart/soul.. and spirit of human beings… more freely alive and expressed in all the diverse WAYS that can and will come with humans.. when set.. more fully free..:)

    Otherwise, literally 10 million words will never exist for me, without that avenue and potential all free market of one global free world IN freedom of expression..:)

    whEre diversity truly rules the heart/souls and spirit of human BEING FREE..:)

  5. https://theordinarilyordinary.wordpress.com/2015/04/06/blabbering/

    ^^^

    Blabbering is great! as it is release of emotion. And like in the movie, ‘The Shining’, with Jack Nicholson, all work and no play makes Johnny or Jack a very unhappy boy.

    Generally speaking, there are two kinds of thinkers, per the verbal thinkers who navigate the world through language and OUTPUT, AND the visual thinkers who navigate the world through visual images and greater interpretive thinking…IN INPUT.

    The outp-putters verses the in-putters are they.. and often the in-putters are a little shyer in most places.. they play or not..:)

    And obviously, to be proficient at chemistry, as a college major, one must be both inputter and interpreter of complex abstract chemical equations at least!..:)

    And believe it or not.. after 10 million words now on the Internet since Thanksgiving day of 2010, withstanding the dentist drill-like pain in my right eye and ear to type one word that is excruciating as a nail driven into my eye.. i am not much of a word person before then.. i am mostly visual imager and inputter.. as well as reserved too before.. more than most..too..:)

    It is often the inputters though.. who eventually input enough and perhaps too much.. where all that stuff of head must flow out in creativity too..:)

    And oh my brain stuff! that is eventually what almost blows me up.!.:)

    I think my creativity is completely lost for 40 long years.. and truly the imaginative and creative balance of mind and body in trance dance brings it all back and more to me..

    But before I am well.. first there is a dream of creativity in words.. where so let it be written becomes.. SO LET IT BE DONE..!..:)

    IMAGINE, CREATE, LIVE ON, AND LET NO ONE HOLD YOU BACK..!..:)

    NO MATTER HOW LONG YOUR DREAMS TAKE
    TO COME TO FRUITION NOW..
    ALWAYS NOW in ALLAH’S LOVE!…:)!

  6. http://wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?t=279686

    ^^^

    One of the best ways of technique that psychopathic leaning leaders, either religious or politically oriented, use to control the lives of other folks is in the cognitive science of cognitive empathy, in pulling the emotional strings of others to repress and or oppress human emotional and sensory nature and to subjugate others through illusory fears or empty made-up promises never delivered at all.

    Perhaps, the most famous empty illusory promise is a heaven after life that no can validate, or of course report on.

    Perhaps the most famous empty illusory fear is a hell after life that no one can validate, or of course report, on too.

    And in the Nicaea council in 325 AD, Roman Empire Emperor Constantine and some early Catholic leading cohorts decide on what will work to rule the ‘congregation’ and frigging EXPAND THE ROMAN EMPIRE.

    Unfortunately, it does NOT include the pantheistic Yogi Leaning ideas of the Gnostic Gospel of Thomas, where heaven is in nature now, and not after life.

    Instead they make Jesus into a fake mythical soldier GOD, who rules the entire Universe that at that time, is a relatively small patch of land. And then Emperor Constantine follows suit, by erected a monolithic monument of himself, as a Sun GOD erection of edifice, too.

    The greatest thing about finding one’s self with the all natural innate instinctual and intuitive power within, IN THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN NOW IN MIND AND BODY BALANCE IS:

    IT’S A REAL DEAL AND NOT AN EMPTY PROMISE OR AN EMPTY ILLUSORY FEAR.

    THIS STUFF DOES NOT TAKE BOOK LEARNING, AS HUMANS are gifted from birth all innately, instinctually and intuitively to find mind and body balance through imaginative and creative physical intelligence regulating emotions and integrating senses;

    And additionally, making greater cognitive executive functioning happen through enhancing focus and short term working memory a reality a now, where a human being can actually even learn to regulate autonomic function per heart rate, blood pressure, brain waves, and even temperature regulation like Yogi’s who are documented in science, as steaming heat off of icy cold robes in icy pools of water, as well as controlling alpha brain waves, through the bio-feedback of imaginative and creative physical intelligence perfecting as practice continually now.

    Heaven is real.

    Heaven is now.

    There is not anything like it for folks like me and other Yogi’s
    who attain it NOW, ‘BABY’, AND NEVER ANYWHERE
    AND or ANY PLACE
    BUT NOW IN MOTHER AND HUMAN NATURE TRUTH AND LIGHT.

    I LIVE IN HEAVEN ALL THE TIME NOW; THE REAL HEAVEN OF NOW;

    JUST ‘CAUSE I CAN AND WILL IT EVERYNOW OF EVERYNOW
    JUST like the Gnostic Gospel of Thomas ‘says’ one can.

    And yes, I find it within, outside, above so below, all around
    me now, well before I ever find this Sacred Text of Thomas on
    the Internet, as linked and quoted below.

    http://www.sacred-texts.com/chr/thomas.htm

    Quote:
    3) Jesus said, “If those who attract you say, ‘See, the Kingdom is
    in the sky,’ then the birds of the sky will precede you. If they
    say to you, ‘It is under the earth,’ then the fish of the sea will
    precede you. Rather, the Kingdom of God is inside of you, and it is
    outside of you. [Those who] become acquainted with [themselves]
    will find it; [and when you] become acquainted with yourselves, [you
    will understand that] it is you who are the sons of the living
    Father. But if you will not know yourselves, you dwell in poverty
    and it is you who are that poverty.

    Quote:
    37) His disciples said to him, “When will you be visible to us,
    and when shall we behold you?”
    He said, “When you strip naked without being ashamed, and
    take your garments and put them under your feet like little
    children and tread upon them, then you will see the child of the
    Living, and you will not be afraid.”

    I for one take what’s real and possible now, and leave total
    conjecture for the ‘non-believers’ of Heaven in NOW.

    And if the historical Jesus is anything in real life then, like
    the Gnostic Gospel of Thomas reports above;

    OBVIOUSLY, he does too…then.

    It’s not as hard to find the power of the Kingdom of Heaven within;
    whether a person spends time in a desert like Jesus; a cave like
    Muhammad; or under a tree like Buddha; OR like me walking on solitary
    beaches in youth and escaping the illusions of culture through the worst
    pain known to mankind, leaving me no choice but that with the loss
    of effective use of my eyes and ears, to even be a part of culture for
    over five long years of pain and blessings eventually greater than I can
    ever imagine before that where every second of now, is like a thousand
    years of Heaven, NOW.

    There is no time but Bliss and or Nirvana in the Heaven of Now.

    It’s the best place ever to be now, and possible to find with an imaginative
    and creative perfection of practice through the physical intelligence of mind
    and body balance, and the Gnostic Gospel of Thomas is full of similar
    frigging metaphors, over and over, for those folks who have the ability
    to discern the metaphors and put them into practice for this literal
    human miracle of NOW, as THE HEAVEN OF NOW.

    IF PEOPLE TRULY UNDERSTAND AND PRACTICE THIS IN THEIR LIFE,
    THEY CANNOT BE CONTROLLED, BY OTHERS, AS THE POWER OF HAPPINESS
    AND BLISS WILL ALL BE THEIRS, INSTEAD OF BEING CONTROLLED
    BY REINS OF LEASHES, UNDER THE REIGN OF OTHERS.

    I AM NO SLAVE.

    I FOR ONE am FREE, in the Heaven of Now.

    The promise of the ages is mine, and CAN be others too;

    IF THEY WILL IT TO BE NOW, WITH HUMAN RELATIVE FREE WILL;
    through much GREATER physical intelligence of LIVING FRIGGING NOW.

    Smiles.

    I think so ‘two’.

    Enjoy Heaven, NOW, ‘too’.

    Ynot; NOW, ‘three’, and more..’for’..:)

    _________________
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  7. http://wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?f=20&t=279488&start=15

    Quote:

    “Someone who is enlightened will not tell or brag about being enlightened. So you cannot know.”

    aghogday:

    Nah..

    A truly enlightened person ‘shouts’ THE LIGHT
    AND TRUTH, from the ‘Rooftop of Mountains!..:)

    It’s the kind of light

    THAT CAN NEVER BE HIDDEN.

    AND WILL NOT BE HIDDEN…:)

    AND MOST OF ALL; MUST BE SHARED..:)

    SO OTHERS WILL KNOW IT IS REAL!

    TRULY, ‘Yogi’s’ that hide up ‘in the mountains’
    and never share it; never have it to begin
    with, as light without sharing
    is still dark, after all is said
    and done.

    LIGHT THAT IS SHARED,
    AS UNCONDITIONAL LOVE
    GOES ON AND ON AND ON;

    AND NEVER BURNS OUT AS LONG AS HUMANS
    CARRY ON WITH THAT TORCH OF LIGHT
    BURNING BRIGHT IN HEART/SOUL AND
    MOST IMPORTANTLY EXPRESSING IT IN ALL WAYS
    POSSIBLE IN SPIRIT OF TRUTH AND LIGHT!..:)

    Blocking out reality, as flesh and blood emotions,
    per what some folks suggest is enlightenment
    is just frigging repressing human nature as is.

    To be fully enlightened, is to share the FULL HUMAN CONDITION
    PER ALL SENSES, PRO-SOCIAL EMOTIONS,
    AND HUMAN EMPATHIC CONNECTIONS, IN BOTH COGNITIVE AND
    AFFECTIVE EMPATHY;
    ALL NATURAL, AS THE SOCIAL ANIMALS WE ARE EVOLVED TO
    BE TO CONNECT TO EACH OTHER IN SPIRIT AND THE REST
    OF NATURE TOO, in mind and body balance driven by

    GREATER PHYSICAL INTELLIGENCE DRIVING EMOTIONAL
    REGULATION, Sensory Integration AND Cognitive
    Executive Functioning, enhancing focus
    and short term working memory.

    BUT truly the video here,
    is a fair representation too;

    Where Kung FU TEACHERS AND students COME TO
    understand that pro-social emotion must be fully
    expressed to even be a human being in the first place.

    Whenever I see a Yoga Student, or a Tai Chi student with a glum face
    and monotone voice, I know they have truly killed their heart, soul,
    and spirit, and call that enlightenment that is truly false and
    the farthest thing away from
    human being, possible in this
    life, at least,
    AS
    IS..:)

    AND of course, eliminating illusory fears,
    through physical intelligence, regulating fear,
    in mind and body balance, in the present of NOW,
    is a must for any light AND truth, to happen at all.
    _________________
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  8. http://wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?f=20&t=278270&start=120

    ^^^

    Quote:

    ‘Again trying to make them feel like second class citizens…’

    aghogday:

    We agree here and YES, it’s par for the course.

    My grandfather is a Catholic Priest last century, who serves at the Vatican, in his many priestly hats, as support for legal counsel. In his days of priesthood, he observes rampant homosexuality and heterosexual promiscuity among the priests without marriage.

    So yeah, back then, the priests called THAT something else, too.

    ‘JUST GETTING IT ON.’

    And that IS well before the reports of all the truly abhorrent sick stuff of Roman Catholic Pedophile PRIESTS developing fetishes for young boys and such, without an appropriate outlet for their sexuality to be EXPRESSED; truly disgusting and sad that is, too.

    ANYWAY, seeing the great hypocrisy of the ROMAN Catholic Church at THAT time, my grandfather decides to marry a beautiful 17 year old girl (my grandmother) out of his parish in Taylor County, Florida, and goes his merry Protestant way, which by the way, I do not agree with either, per fine religious details; and starts ‘Christ Missions’ in New York, New York, as the editor of that magazine there.

    Additionally, he writes books like ‘Out of the Labyrinth’; ‘A Soul of a Priest’, and ‘Behind the Dictators’, per Roman Catholic Church influence on ‘Nazi’ and ‘Fascist’ ways of life. Interestingly, additionally, he ‘lights up’ the ‘conspiracy theory’ of the so-called ‘EVIL Illuminati’ started by Jesuit Priests, as a kind of ‘GOSSIP’ against Jewish leaning religious interests.

    THOSE CATHOLIC PRIESTS CAN BE SO DAM CATTY..;)

    HIS BOOKS, ARE All still available to peruse with a Google search, as well.

    AND FOR FULL disclosure theRE is no commercial interest for me, pointing that out, as an additional point
    of related interest for folks who are interested in the hypocrisies of the Roman Catholic Church, EXPOSED.

    And no, he is no ‘outlier’ like me, capable of free verse poetry; he is an all literal THINKING ‘Asperger-like’, leaning dude.

    His son, my father, finds a mixed American Indian woman over in another place of North Florida, who is a poet (my mother), who provides me the innate gift of creative flow, per a kind of intelligence far beyond the capacity of what my grandfather has to both understand the deeper metaphors of reality, and to express those deeper realities, ‘THAT’ WAY TOO…

    And to be clear, the Catholic Church with his help, and the help of many other folks exposing the hypocrisies within, is much improved, to the point, where I feel comfortable there every Sunday morning sharing the sentiments of love and hope with the singing emotional contagion IN EXPRESSED SPIRIT OF HEART/SOUL WITH hundreds of other folks.

    And as already mentioned in this thread, whenever hypocritical statements come up about homosexuals OR SINGLE MOTHERS in the mass by deacons;

    me and my Monsignor Mike, in the past, working together,
    have put a DEAD END TO THAT; TO DATE..:)

    Change starts and ends with the human heart/soul EXPRESSED AS SPIRIT;

    ALWAYS HAS ALWAYS WILL.

    FACTS JUST STAGNATE.

    EMOTIONS CHANGE.

    _________________
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