The aisles of Super Walmart ring happy with little children going ’round and
’round.. like kittens chasing ‘tales’ of life JUST for fun..:)
Sunday morning in Catholic church
the nomads of children fidget endlessly and giggle at the funny robes of priestly way…
Youth go to A doctor of curiosity and play with each other in this way.. which is never shame.. and JUST human nature.. set free.. as Allah is Nature of
ALLONEBlanketoflife.. both inanimate and animate..
JUST swirling about in motion..
VIBRATING IN MUSICK OF ENERGY..
whether live or not…
Emotions and senses set most mammals
apart from rocks.. Rocks never judge..
humans do.. some humans do
NOT and JUST live life FREE!..
FOR AND WITH ALL OTHERS..
IN JOY OF UNCONDITIONALLY LOVING
ALIVE NOW.. in TRUTH AND LIGHT ‘JUST’ NOW…
NOW..AS IS.. IS.. IS..
like prophets of old and new IN ROBES..
DISROBES.. and OR ROCK AND ROLL HALL
OF TRUTH AND LIGHT FAME..!
GOD IS! AN EQUAL OPPORTUNITY EMPLOYER..
AND ANYONE WHO GOES INTO THE I
MAGINATIVE CREATIVE STATE OF MIND
AND EXPRESSES THAT IS CO-CREATINgLY..
VOLUNTEERINglY.. FREEWILLINgLY.. FREElyASON AND OR ADAUGHTER
WitH ALLAH’S TRUTH AND LIGHT OF CREATING IN ‘JUST’ DOING IT AS IS…
AND NOT THE ‘DOG’ OF ‘GOD’ OF REASON ALONE. That’s just a metaphor by a way.. Some dogs are more human and like God than humans are.. IN FLESH AND BLOOD EMOTIONAL AND SENSORY TRUTH AND LIGHT ‘JUST’ as IS…
Somewhere along the line and continuing since an
human nature repression.. oppression..
and subjugation through illusory fears
AGAINST Allah given human Nature..
humans forget what humans even are..
IN TRUTH AND LIGHT as gifted by Allah FREE.. MAN orand WOmAN i FESTive ALLAHISFREEDOMAndoRALLAHERFREEDOMJUSTISasIS…
And by A way.. that’s JUST metaphor too.. Snakes.. Wolves.. Goats.. Bulls.. Apples.. are all beautiful manifestations of Allah.. and even the creative human archetypal anima/animus symbol of Egyptian ‘MIN’.. Baphomet.. Horned Pan.. and or Peter Pan..
ARE JUST TRUTHINLIGHT that we are
ALLONE beautiful animal MAMMAL ‘race’
with each other in Allah’s all natural
FEMININE unconditional love AND
masculine SURVIVAL CHALLENGE
in A spiraling circle of life.. love..
strife.. tears.. blood and sweat
for those animal mammals
TEARS OR NOT…
And in ‘my’ ‘cast E’
IN AND BEING LIGHT
and TRUTH OF ALLAH’s
FREE UNCONDITIONAL LOVE NEVER
EVER GIVE UP BEING IMAGINATIVEly
CREATIVEly EMOTIONALly SENSITIVEly
CHILDREN IN TRUTH AND LIGHT
OF THE GREATEST CREATOR OF ALLTHATISALLaHNATURE..:)
‘Rain’ is tear drops of Joy JUST from Allah that brings TRUTH AND LIGHT in fullest human existence in over 90% of human AND OTHER MAMMAL ANIMAL flesh and blood content.. as is…
SOME Humans are truly strange.. as once WHAT IS thinking
AND MOST IMPORTANTLY FEELING SENSING
a true JUST blessing from Allah
in the form of giving loving ‘rains’..
reigns sad now.. by so many in
AND TRULY ALL
THE CLOTHES OF CULTURE
AND MUCH OF HUMAN ABSTRACT
YES..! ..ENJOY! ALLAH’S TEARS! OF JOY..! YES..!
AS ALL OF ALLAH
I will love for you to her Rihanna’s ‘Umbrella’ song.. to accompany this..
not sure if you have access to that song or not.. by any tool of culture where you live..:)
Hopefully.. the words can sing that sentiment as well..OF
TRUTH IN LIGHT OF HUMAN METAPHOR
OF MUSICK AND LYRICS OF SONG
OF ALLAH IN HUMAN
heArt as HEART.. SOUL..
*her here hear Rihanna’s song.. i suppose it’s all the same.. when all is said and SUNg..:)
Instrument of Allah we can AND WILL TO be..
Allah LA LA LOVE me like YOUDO..:)!
!’EL’ ‘ELLIE’ IS SINGING TO ALLAH..
AND OR GOD OR AND ‘ELO HiM’ ‘EL’…
After all AllahIS much more than
’50 shades of Grey’..
AND ’50 SHADES
even the fictional character ‘CHRISTIAN Grey’
in the imagination and creativity of human too…
Thursday..Tonight is my
RAVE dance week of
celebrating freest style
connection of spirit
I believe in ART OF creativity for the sake of creativity OF ART..
and the ‘things’ ‘we’ do in life.. from watering a plant.. to writing the declaration of INDEPENDENCE.. CAN inspire folks and change the world forever in relative human forevers now..:)
And as almost a complete shut-in for 5 years.. come March of 2013.. at the time I start my blogging experience to regain.. my heart.. soul.. and to once again.. more fully express my spirit of creativity.. as i did at age 13.. before a fundamentalist patriarchal Red State culture snuffs that out of me.. completely by age 47..
AND i can no longer even go
into a ‘Whataburger’ for a 15 minute stay..
IN the dark lights of my bedroom.. a friend of mind.. yes my mind then.. and not much else then but a life stuck in a head of computer-lit screen.. shares a video with me..by a band named Mumford and Sons.. somewhere around the timeframe of June.. 2013.. before truly i rise like a Phoenix from the ashes of what was now.. around July 22nd.. to what i more full am now.. as free human being..
AS until then I cannot bear the colors of either video or sound of musicK to partake of any of what pop-culture in art has to offer for 5 long years.. more or less.. with the worst pain known to humankind named type two Trigeminal Neuralgia..
killing the effective use of eyes and ears
without almost intolerable pain…
The Song is named ‘Whispers in the Dark’..
and by total synchronicity the song both
sings to my past
and future in now..
of a sure path
that I will take in life..
in just purposeful meaning
There are four screens..
one of a man going through a transformation of sorts.. with others helping on his way.. one of a wild and free motorcycle rider on his way.. one of a photographer by a bay of ships and military NAVY lore.. and finally one so tired in car of parking lot stay.. with railroad tracks in the middle of a road…close to a concert hall.. as such…
All that comes true for me now.. just less than two years later.. more kind.. courageous.. and free am i ever in real flesh and blood life..
with over 77K photos taken in less than two years too.. 10 million words now.. since 2010.. and 500 blog posts.. since March 10 of 2013.. and thousands of nude ‘new age male renaissance’ ‘straight’ selfie art photos i do.. since January of 2014..
AND over 3300 miles of dance walking in the third month of 2015.. since the end of August 2013.. in a martial arts and ballet dance walking style..i bring everywhere i go in the general public.. in stores..
with my wife who loves to shop more.. than any woman i know..;)
Oh yeah.. and then the strength of leg pressing
930LBS slow with ease with arms
raised to heaven
with nary a worry of weakness for me..for 14 times..:)
And then the end of last Friday finishing off two of three seven thousand word plus epic free-verse poetry ‘songs’.. of just letting it go.. attempting to compress a usually three-hour work-out into one hour.. in moving away from peaceful flow of energy.. to adrenaline i go.. and finally i strain my shoulder.. enough to really feel pain again.. enough to slow my dance down considerably.. for Thursday Night.. my 53rd rave dance week.. with all the wild youth i dance with by that parking lot and road with railroad tracks in center of flow…
God is a beautiful force of ART.. where if ‘we’ listen easy enough in flow of just letting it go.. innately.. instinctually.. intuitively.. in ear and eye of inner heart.. soul.. and spirit of expression of ‘us’.. ‘we’ can hear the voice of GOD in sychronicities of life that are only meaningful to ‘we’.. however COMING NOW.. with THE power of GOD in HUMAN NATURE purposeful flow.. truly human miracles can come alive..for ‘WE’..:)
So when I do anything in ARTISTIC EFFORT..
AS I START OUT IN ‘WHISPERS IN THE DARK’ OF SYCHRONICITIES OF GOD TOUCHING MY HEART.. SOUL..
AND SPIRIT FREE TO EXPRESS AGAIN.. BY FINGERS LITERALLY TAPPING ON KEYBOARD OF WHO I AM NATURALLY.. AS IMAGINATIVE CREATIVE FORCE AGAIN…
I TOO INTUITIVELY KNOW THAT NO MATTER IF I EVER HEAR IT FROM SOMEONE’S MOUTH OR NOT.. I TOO CAN SHARE INSPIRATION OF THE SYNCHRONICITIES OF GOD THAT DO FLOW..
IN AN AMAZING MAGICK IMAGINATION AND CREATIVITY OF ONE COSMIC CONSCIOUSNESS COLLECTIVE OF HUMAN MINDS AND BODIES FLOWING
IN BALANCE OF JUST LETTING IT GO.. IN ORGANIC.. AND EVEN
INTERNET E-LAND GOOGLE-LIKE ALGORITHM WAY IN
AND BEING ONE WITHALLTHATIS..
MOTHER NATURE TRUE..
AKA GOD..ALLAH..THE GREAT SPIRIT..
THE KUNDALINI FEMININE FORCE
OF UNCONDITIONAL LOVE
AND ALL THE OTHER METAPHORS
THAT FLOW INTO THE OCEAN
OF ALL THAT IS
I AM INSPIRED AND BLESSED TO GO ON AND TRULY LIVE FREE IN IMAGINATION AND CREATIVITY IN A FLOW OF MIND AND BODY BALANCE.. YES.. JUST LETTING IT GO FREE!
BY LITERALLY THE ONE FORCE OF HUNDREDS OF THOUSANDS.. MILLIONS.. PERHAPS BILLIONS OF IMAGINATIVE.. CREATIVE..HUMANS HELPING TO FORGE MY PATH OF JOURNEY..
ALL I CAN SAY IS.. THANK ‘YOU’… ALL OF ‘YOU’.. EVERYWHERE.. NOW AND THEN.. FOR THE LIFE ‘YOU’ INSPIRE IN ME.. GIVE ME.. EVERYWHERE I GO..
NOW AS SIMPLY FREE HUMAN BEING LIVING
ONE WITH GOD AS THE REST OF NATURE AND
‘LIFE IS GOOD’
IN THE DARK’ SET FREE
IN ALL ‘FOUR CORNERS’ OF
HUMAN FLOW IN JUST LETTING IT ALL GO
OF GOD GIVEN
HUMAN NATURE SET FREE!..:)!
Not unlike the oracle from the movie
the ‘Matrix’ in the ending scene
Happy Good Friday..
and Holy Saturday
Blood Moon Saturday
is all in
FOR greatER WAYS…
A change.. a time.. well lived for now.. a now.. a live.. a time a change IS NOW…
to the same is neither time nor life or now.. and certainly not alive in NOWASIS.:)
Ah.. yes the Mortician is a special man or woman.. who loves life much more than fears death.. otherwise that job cannot be his or hers.. alive or dead..:)
And yes.. the idea of sparkly gem eyes of the dead.
. is a rather uncanny effect for me.. i think..
i’ll stick with cremation..
as ashes are only canny in a can…;)
Reminds me of the sometimes 24 hour stints
that my wife does running a press at a newspaper..
paper.. paper.. paper.. is her world then..:)
To fly in words is a wisdom to partake..
To fly off roofs is one fear i still have..
and the only one i might add..:)
you must be inherently fearless to be able to brave that..:)
Or greater in imagination and creativity.. to set free!..:)
Truly the love of children.. knows no love higher than that..:)
With a heart that is timeless.. in only distance and space..
The spirit of the charioteer bent and strong.. may be a face of prayer..
instead of a word or entrance to sacred..:)
i suppose a well developed world of opportunities away from our modern electronic world.. makes greater dreams developed and carried out.. as to have less is often to create more..:)
Ah.. yeS!.. inspiration is often in the steps of dance not walked before haha! a great delight it is to paint in brush.. where no brush dares.. to go before.. in dance of night a light a like.. inspiring fire of creativity in painted life anew a jewel..Bright eyes of never before now aSkew!..:)
Ah.. yes Jack London’s call is call for me.. in moonlight nights of dogs like me that do sing a song not often heard in cities of discord.. instead of country flow.. just letting go.. a step outside my backdoor.. and infinity does go.. where woods.. and flowers.. and so many creatures.. sing a song of harmony.. of nature’s love and call for free!.and WILD!..BUT connecting.. cooperating.. and sharing too..:) as social wild animals like us do love to do..:)
Ah.. the fish in ocean of imagination and creativity do continue.. to reproduce and multiply.. in songs of new not heard before…
Bait is never same.. fish never taste alike.. it’s all new when.. with ocean creativity overflowing now
Expression of what is inside is often released with art.. a word.. a song.. a painting of life.. that lives within.. and become new.. is change in instinctual way.. where positive energy can take one to inner journeys come true in flesh and blood.. as reality of myth come true..:)
Words of heart.. Words of soul.. expressed in letting it go.. and flowing in God’s river of human emotions and senses as one ocean of love.. are gems in light of ocean sparkling bright with light in stars of human eyes.. a Sun aLLONE are we.. a Son and or daughter of GOD us are.. as is..ALLNOW..children IS we..:)
There is a time of no voice of creativity for me.. the bottom of a cliff that nows only time and not now for deLIGHTS.. AND there is this old photo of ancestors not seen before.. calling out to me to be more than bottom of cliff.. i hear.. i hear.. their voices so clear.. and the voices of all the animal spirits in pain of extinction are screaming at me.. to say something for them.. and finally my answers come from ancestors and animals true… literally 10 millions later..
i answer the call of the wild in and about me..true..:)
Ah.. the mother of child is progenitor in love of man and woman alike.. the seed of love of humankind and cooperation is in the mother’s love.. no greater power is the unconditional love of a mother true.. alive.. embracing arms of warm.. without that addiction.. criminality.. and psychopathic leaning minds can roam..
but truly it all comes back to the love of a mother well nurtured and true in now..:)
Is it no wonder we have Isis.. the Egyptian Goddess.. Mary.. and so many other authorities of unconditional giving mother love to respect.. as the love of the mother’s eyes is truly what makes humanity what it can and will be at most in unconditional LOVE!..is WHAT WE NEED NOW..:)
Ah.. the land of Internet lore..
is room for all the wisdom..
of Haiku poets of love..:)
Ah.. the love of learning never exceeded by the value of teaching.. as wisdom grows in learning.. teaching naturally follows in gardens watered.. with love of learning..:)
There is a time when physical pain takes everything from me.. emotions are the hardest to lose above pain.. and even without feeling it.. the only thing left to keep me going is.. even if i water a plant and help it grow.. i for one.. have still changed the world better for new..in now.. is true..:)
And literally 10 millions words later.. in metaphors.. too.. with feelings in tow.. i am glad then.. watering THAT plant is more important than hanging from tree.. to escape both pain.. and feeling nothing.. but cold hard time time just time in hell of now…
NOW IS FOREVER IN FEELING UNCONDITIONAL LOVE.. for me..
AND THAT IS HIGHER THAN ANY ABSTRACT CONSTRUCT OR
OTHER REWARD OF HUMAN CONSTRUCT OF tale is me..:)
First there is dark.. then there is light.. then there is movement or dance and song or sound to fuel dance of human and poetry too..
So yes.. the flesh and blood moving moves the heart.. soul.. expressing spirit in action.. one without the other.. is just too cold.. of heart and soul.. less more fully expressed as spirit!..
as above so below..:)
Ah.. the life of the world to come.. is often the dream of the child of yesteryears.. ah.. at the end of over 30 years of so-called work career.. going home is a dream finally realized by me over 5 years later.. than then.. as even so-called home is not home until all emotions and senses in heart and soul of human are set free in spirit flow of just letting all THAT OTHER CRAP GO…;)
Enjoy retirement.. i for one never ever feel better.. or more energetic..not even as a frigging 16 year old…;)
And i just hope it doesn’t take one five more years to get there like it did for me.. when i finally escape the rat treadmill of human life of illusions of zoo and prison alike…AKA modern life of.. so-called work….
‘Home Again’ by Elton John.. is a nice song to accompany that sentiment for sure..:)
Ah.. i fancy life as freelance entertainer.. in dance.. and other ways of doing that all interpretive my way.. never controlled by others.. with applause or not.. i suppose many artists like Buddha might do that too.. if never the struggle of finances for sure..:)
Ah.. the ultimate beauty of the call of now.. as all there is is now.. and to see and feel now.. in the fuller beauty of all now can be.. is truly just to live in a forever bliss of now can and will be as is now will and can be..:)
Ah.. some people have it all.. beauty.. kindness.. courage.. and most importantly taste for what is ‘good’.. in life.. as ‘FREE’..:)
The greatest lesson i learn in life.. at least at this point.. is.. it’s never too late to dance.. even in a wheel chair with hands or eyes swaying side to side..:)
Everything moves.. and makes vibration of song.. from the atoms in a grain of sand.. to feat of dance and yes.. discerning law and publishing too.. in hands of type or authorized signature of law upheld..:)
But to be honest.. I’d rather dance than be in my mind.. smiles..:)
At least some of the time..;)
‘Holy Saturday Third Blood Moon’
reflecting the Creator,
per Creation AS IS.
I am not allowed to provide proof of
that in direct links here anymore.
But the path is still allowed to that in my signature line;
For those with ‘eyes’ and ‘ears’ to ‘see’ and ‘hear’.
For others there apparently is simply not as much reflection of the Creator
in ‘their’ ‘eyes’ and ‘ears’ of ‘seeing’ and ‘hearing’ truth and light.
And truly that is okay in truth and light too.. as the false and dark.. only inspire in spirit
the truth and light
We live in an evolving IS.
Some folks evolve.
And others do
And that’s the way of the
‘world’ so far, for NOW AS IS.
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
Gravatar is one of the coolest things ever!! !
that’s literally truly silly;
That’s NOT literal;
per evolving spirit.
Not a corpse of spirit.
At least not for me..;)
God ‘speaks’ ‘within’ human beings, intuitively.
Science at most is a poor attempt to scribe GOD on the ‘outside’.
The universe of human lives within. And that’s a fact too, per science, ironically so, too.
I am ‘simply’ here, as this is the most challenging place on the Internet to PROVE THIS TO NON-BELIEVERS, (NIHILISTS) WHO DO NOT
HAVE the innate and or environmentally influenced ability to believe at all, per the emotion of belief. Without the emotion of belief there is no human spirit. And that’s a spiritual reality, fact or not.
Anyway, after conquering this difficulty myself; I can only say I love challenges; even the relatively impossible ones of
having a horse ‘drink the water’ when a horse has no ‘idea’ what water is. It’s hard to make ‘a pig prettier with lipstick’, per metaphor too; no offense attended, literally as such, either.
All I can do is provide A path, as some horses may never ‘know and feel water’ in one lifetime, of course, and truly that’s sadder than any reality, I for one, who goes to ‘both places’ of reality in one life, can imagine, now.
And that’s why I have not given up yet. I already have the gift of the all natural empowering emoting emotions of faith, hope, belief, and relative human free will to regulate those emotions, and additional human emotions regulated AND senses integrated, where I can make all my dreams in imagination and creativity come true, in a real flesh blood practice of life, as evidenced over and over, ad-nauseam, in this thread, already.
Having it ALL, MEANS ALL THAT IS LEFT IS TO SHARE THAT.
AND that can be the job of JOB as well.
But that’s OKAY; already been there and done THAT with the documented worst pain known to mankind, type two Trigeminal Neuralgia; worse than crucifixion; on this crucifixion weekend for reference and comparison, for over 5 years from wake to sleep.
I am capable of anything and everything now. That’s what hell under a belt can and will do for a human being.
And I have already evidenced the irrefutable results of those human real life miracles here, again, ad-nauseam, for anyone who still is not ‘asleep’..:)
I’m kinda like the dude; ‘the dude’ man..;)
This is Close to a perfect
one provides for Nirvana.
Yes, hell yes, HEAVEN YES! Nirvana is real.
I catch just sparks of it at times when I am much younger, perhaps for an hour here or a minute there.
But since the end of July 2013, it is my state of being continuously with real human miracles evidenced here, on this site, continually, as I increase my human spiritual and physical potential with no limits or expectations seen.
IT’s total ‘BS’, to suggest that Nirvana is a state of nothingness of no feeling.
That is total opposite of the bliss of Nirvana that is 10,000 times greater than any human orgasm imaginable, and CAN last forever now, as evidenced irrefutably in my life now.
Trust me, if ‘zillionaires’ can feel just one second of what I experience in the ‘heaven of now’ that has been described and forecast by various philosophies and religions for Aeons, the ‘zillionaires’, will realize that a zillion is nothing in comparison to the never ending story and experience of true nirvana in the bliss of heaven now.
They will give away most of their money, as they will no longer see the need for money. It’s as simple as that; however, almost impossible for a rich person to achieve who is looking on the outside for happiness in things instead of the emotions and senses of human within mind and body balance.
And when a human being attains enlightenment and awakening like this they have the energy of a nuclear bomb-like Titanium force of being that no human can weaken or distract.
It’s incredible stuff. I am not allowed to evidence it anymore, directly on this site. But all the evidence is in my signature link, including pressing 930LBS with my legs 14 times slowly with my hands raised in the air; not getting cold and dancing in the snow of around to below 20 degree temperatures, with just my underwear on; dance walking a martial arts and ballet style of dance walk now over 3300 miles in 19 months, all around my metro area, with my ‘shopaholic’ wife; and dancing with 20 something year old gorgeous girls, at my age of 54, attracting them like honey with a photo collage of over 250 photos.
Before awakening and enlightenment in July of 2013, I am almost a complete shut-in with the worst pain known to mankind, type two Trigeminal Neuralgia, assessed in medical literature as worse than crucifixion, from wake to sleep for me during all of those over five years, along with 18 other serious medical disorders including Sjorgren’s Syndrome, Severe Degenerative Arthritis in my spine, Spinal Stenosis, a congenitally fused vertebrae in my neck, Dysautonomia, Fibromyalgia, AND etc., etc. etc…
After awakening and enlightenment all disorders disappear like they never come into existence, to what some of my ‘doctors’ call a religious-type miracle.
And I experience literally hundreds of meaningful Synchronicities, on a daily basis,
evidenced in the documentation of my blogs, as well.
This is precisely what the so-called historical man Jesus, whomever the metaphors of poetic expression can be attributed to, IS referring to as much greater human potential in life.
It is like a human being reborn out of cocoon and becoming butterfly in relative metaphor, as such.
Truly resurrection and being reborn is precisely this. I evidence the reality of it everyday of my life, for folks to view both online and in real flesh and blood life WITH me.
I have been named both a miracle and a legend of dance in my metro area, with literally hundreds of videos recorded by others and shared on various social networks, of a dance routine in the general public that no one has seen before, as it is all innate, instinctual, and intuitive powered within the higher human potential that CAN BE human resurrected from the ashes of lower human potential and reborn as ‘butterfly from cocoon’.
And of course, there will be people cynical of this truth and light, as always, as well as people who are afraid of the darkness that CAN BE required to attain this miraculous way of achieving much greater human potential in one evolving life of spirit expressed in the flesh of human being way..:)
I retain and expand these higher human potentials by a perfection of practice IN PHYSICAL INTELLIGENCE of never ending goal other than unconditional love, faith, hope, and belief, through human relative free will that are all real life human emoting emotions that do regulate emotions as well, and integrate senses increasing focus and short term working memory for a ‘perfect’ practice of mind and body balance
All of ‘these’ lead to mastery over one’s body with mind in balance in an experience of life that is both literally and metaphorically, LIMITLESS.
FOR ALL PRACTICAL INTENTS and purposes, I am now, ‘Titanium’.
There is absolutely nothing like it, in the human experience; rarely sought, found, greater employed, utilized and practiced in real flesh and blood life; but never the less, perhaps the realest thing in human experience that can and will exist for those who experience it.
And, oh no, I’m not the first one. This is mostly meaningless to folks who do not experience this but similar experiences for those who are interested in it, are recorded all over the world, in metaphors of philosophies and religions, of this realest part of existential intelligence expressed in flesh and blood, not imaginable, to most folks, and again, rarely realized, these days, as complex abstract language and cultures, makes the ‘eye of the needle’ smaller and the ‘camel’ bigger for most folks cannot find a way to escape in, in a culture outside instead of inside human being.
My illnesses are truly a blessing, as losing effective use of my eyes and ears for over 5 years, is just the ticket of escape I need to now live in the kingdom of the heaven of now in Nirvana and Bliss all my nows, now..:)
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
Gravatar is one of the coolest things ever!! !
When I am ill with 19 serious life threatening disorders in total synergy, I literally went to over 100 doctors appointments, and I literally had over 100 pages of medical documentation gaining both government civil service disability and SSDI disability on the first try with no lawyer.
And I accomplish this on my own, through excruciating pain and disability, including having to go to the OPM, Federal Office of Personnel Management’s, director’s office, by email traffic and DOD, Department of Defense regulation to provide and explain the law to them that qualifies me for civil service disability, as my case is an odd one, then, because I switch around to non-appropriated funded positions, during my federal career.
I visit at least a total of 15 doctors, therapists, licensed mental health social workers, psychiatrists, and absolutely none of them can offer me any remediation of treatment for my illnesses, other than the prescription eye drop Restasis; an immune system modulator that brings tears back to my eyes.
My rheumatologist tells me then, there is nothing he can do for me and just to go away, in words to that effect, as he can find no pain drugs that can ‘touch’ the pain of type two Trigeminal Neuralgia, in my case.
I am the only one, then, who is able to find the cure for all my illnesses with the higher power of GOD within.
And in analyzing it in as logical a way as possible, in an analytical way of abstract concepts of language that my current therapists who are monitoring my stay at recovery can understand, they look to me for advice, now, to help their other patients now that I have ‘miraculously’ cured my illnesses on my own initiative, through the higher power of GOD within me that I do provide, an analytical approach to, in abstract concepts, as I currently find possible to discuss here, and with them.
They have no problem understanding what I describe here, and are successfully utilizing my way of curing myself with other patients, as well, including folks on the Autism Spectrum, too. I cannot say that they have cured any other cases of Autism but my form certainly is NOT functionally disabling in social contexts anymore; in fact, it works better in real life results than what one sees with so-called neuro-typicals, overall.
I find friends in strangers wherever I go now, in real flesh and blood life, effortlessly, after increasing my physical intelligence, emotional regulation, sensory integration, cognitive executive functioning including focus and short term working memory, along with greatly increased abilities in both expressing and understanding non-verbal language.
That’s not stuff that my therapists have much of a clue about, to TRULY FIX, until I eventually enter the therapist picture with the answers, myself.
They trust me. I do not have to trust them; and I am dead and alive serious about THAT..:)
And I am certainly now one who is ‘carrying that money’ to distribute to others.
I AM PROOF THAT GOD EXISTS. WITHOUT GOD, I WILL BE DEAD, NOW, more than likely, per
the ‘money of life’ and not the ‘money of death’.
I call GOD the GOD of Nature but that same GOD of Nature is a GOD of Nature that makes
dreams come true when human is more fully utilizing higher emotional and sensory powers within,
by way of sychronicities in meaningful signs and guideposts along the way that are stranger than
any fiction ever written in myth, religion, philosophy, or so-called pseudo-science.
GOD is real life MAGICK IN ACTION OF CREATION AS IS;
GREATER THAN ANY SCIENTIFIC Method alone will ever provide evidence for.
Science may scribe some ‘bones’ of GOD but overall, GOD is an amazing tapestry
of creative power, as art that not even art alone with human minds and emotions
fully in tow, will ever come close to fully understand.
But that’s who art works, per both GOD
and human together in the power all of creation.
Beauty IS IN the eye of the beholder of existence as is, aka GOD.
*But that’s “HOW” God works, and maybe ‘who’ too BUT ‘who’ doesn’t make as much sense, as ‘how’, huh..;)
Seriously, with that typo in fuller consideration, in TRUTH and LIGHT, it is more important
to figure out how GOD works, per verb, than WHO GOD IS, per noun.
AND PERHAPS it is more important to figure out how we work than who we are.
How I do it, IS who I AM, in all the creative activities, I do in life.
How GOD DOES it is who GOD is,
in just doing it, as is, NOW, creatively as such, too.
That simplifies this whole argument to ‘common human GOD sense’, for now, as is.
Smiles, and hope you are having a great day or night IN NOW down under, or so above..;)
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
Gravatar is one of the coolest things ever!! !
I have great difficulty most of my life in concern of how folks cared or did not care for the way I fit in, in life.
After finding out as an over 5-year, shut-in with illness; that truly most people were using me for intellectual abilities at work and didn’t give a damn about me, when I got sick that I HAVE to start caring as much about me. as I care for other folks state of mind and being, in relationship to me.
When I came off that illness I put my iPhone ear buds in and just danced and shut the rest of the world out, and sure folks thought I was crazy but more than anything I wanted to be viewed as crazy, as vanilla kindness doesn’t get anyone anywhere.
It is the movers and the shakers that are remembered, and truly loved; not the conformers who are worried about what other folks think.
I see that potential in you, and doubt you will have to wait like I did at age 53, to see it more fully realized, in whatever next step eventually comes.
I have more friends and admirers in real life now, ’cause I admire myself, and allow others to admire or not.
To love one’s self is the path to truly unconditionally love others, as truly there is nothing to lose, as love is already
the gift experienced in giving to self and others..:)
There is no doubt in my mind that you will take this further, Dancing Danny.
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
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