Ghost WINGS WIND

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I’ve seen the face of

GOD

face

to

FACE…

Truly my effort and life’s mission

is to systemize

GOD

in

a way to

help folks to

understand what GOD IS

and

HOW

god

WORKS

above

the METAPHORS

OF

THE

PAST..

BUT THE METAPHORS ALWAYS COME BACK

TO

HAUNT

ME

TOO…

IT IS ONLY POTENTIAL SPARKS i can give..

the same as the gift of sparks

that so many

give

to

me

throughout the course of an extremely challenging

yet most rewarding life

i for one..

can imagine

for anyone..

And what a gift that is..

as i know now no greater gift

than to rise from the darkest life..

imaginable to me..

to a brighter

light

than i can possibly

imagine before..

in a way of being where

one second is a literal human hell

of a thousand years..

of death in life…

i for one believe that with every greatest gift..

comes every greatest challenge

to accompany that gift..

And truly

my

STANDARD IQ IN WAYS OF ACADEMIC

LIFE

IS

MY GIFT IN YOUTH..

never to study..

but always be

at

THE

TOP

OF

THE CLASS…

HOWEVER MY OTHER INTELLIGENCES

OF PHYSICAL.. EMOTIONAL

AND

SENSORY INTEGRATION

ARE

AS STUNTED IN YOUTH..

AND EVEN INTO MIDDLE

AGE

AS THE BRIGHTEST LIGHTS OF

SO-CALLED STANDARD INTELLECT

THAT IS THE GIFT

i guess..

of

my

PHD

historical noted Author

GRANDFATHER…

I HAVE an extremely analytical mind..

that is also abstract in

seeing solutions

and

patterns

that most other folks

cannot fathom…

But the complexity of my mind..

per the history of it without a manual..

IS

A

PUZZLE FOR ME

TO FIGURE OUT

HOW TO MASTER

PER

SELF

OF

i

as director of I

of

EGO

with connecting spirit..!

in sensory and emotional

way that

IS

EXTREME AS WELL…

THE

GIFT

IS

CHALLENGE

IS

GREATEST GIFT

TO

ME

!

And truly my wife has no idea what she is signing up for

in the long term

when

she

marries me..

The job of JOB

is

what she signs up for..

in what will eventually

be as witness to a terrifying

human experience

both

to

LIVE

AND

WITNESS..

AND OF COURSE

TO

SURVIVE

ALIVE

FOR THE BOTH OF US…

The story of John Nash in ‘A Beautiful Mind’ of

a mind out of control

is similar to the mind

that eventually

becomes

me..

However my logic remains intact

as i watch my exquisite emotional

and sensory experience

of

life

GO

NUMB..

A GHOST..

A LONELY GHOST..

WALKING THE EARTH NOT REALIZING HE IS DEAD..

IS how my wife’s brother describes the music that is hauntingly

coming out of my fingers

to

SAVE

MY

SOUL..

BEFORE THE DEATH OF ME IN LIFE

COMES

MY

WAY MARCH 1ST 2008..

TO GO ON UNTIL MARCH 1ST 2013..

AT THE END OF 60 MONTHS OF DEAD HEART SOUL..

with recovery coming back slowly

with

TORRENTIAL WELLNESS

BY THE END

OF

JULY 2013…

i have covered the details of my illness that yes..

is both mental and physical in ways of

auto-immune illness..

per Sjogren’s Sydrome..

the worst pain documented in medical literature..

type two Trigeminal Neuralgia..

Dysautonomia..

and fibromyalgia per the most challenging ones..

But my stint without sleep

except for 1 hour each night with an alpha blocker

for 35 days.. and zero sleep the last 5 of 40 days..

IS

TRULY

DANTE’S RINGS

OF HELL…

A

PLACE SO FAR BEYOND PAIN AND DEPRESSION..

A

PLACE OF PAPER THIN GHOST

EXISTENCE…

WHERE NOTHING

LITERALLY

IS

MY

REALITY

OF

FEELING

ZERO

POINT

EXISTENCE..

WHERE TRULY A THOUSAND YEARS OF HELL IS EVERY SECOND

INCREASING IN A BLACK

WHOLE

OF

NOTHINGNESS

THAT

IS

NEVER ENDING

SPIRALING

IN

HELL….!

AFTER THAT for five long years..

i can barely lift my arms over my head without passing out..

The pain is severe all over my body..

with no effective use of my eyes or ears to see beauty

or hear music…

as the pain is like someone drilling my eye and ear..

with a dentist drill and no

novocain..

And then there is Severe Degenerative Arthritis

in my spine..

Spinal Stenosis… a congenitally fused

T6 vertebrae unknown to me..

until an MRI then..

that precipitates

my new

found

PAIN

IN

THE NECK.. THAT NEVER CEASES TOO..

BUT YA SEE ALL THAT IS GONE NOW..

AND EVEN THE RECIPROCAL SOCIAL COMMUNICATION

DIFFICULTIES ASSOCIATED WITH AN ASPERGER’S DIAGNOSIS..

THAT WAS NOT SCHIZOPHRENIA..

BUT STILL CHALLENGING

NEVER THE LESS..

AND YES..

knew i am different and am so relieved as my mind worked so much

different than others… i truly am afraid when i see  the movie

‘A Beautiful Mind’ that one day..

i will

haunt the halls of my workplace

a

lost heart and soul

of a has been man..

And yes.. it does come true..

i retain my privileges to work out at the gym..

that i once administrate along with many other facilities

as Athletic Director at my military station..

And truly

the last kid picked on the sports teams at schools..

ends up with a mission in life..

to understand and more fully effect

the true

POWER

OF

PHYSICAL INTELLIGENCE IN PAVING THE WAY

TO EMOTIONAL REGULATION..

SENSORY INTEGRATION..

NON-VERBAL COMMUNICATION..

COGNITIVE EXECUTIVE FUNCTIONING

ON

THE WAY

TO

INTEGRAL

HUMAN

BEING!

FOR

THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE

ON

THIS EARTH..

BUT YAH ‘SEE’..

there is this higher power of GOD

that is GUIDING ME MY WHOLE

LIFE TO BOTH HELP

ME

AND

OTHERS WHO i come across NOW…

And this synchronistic ‘voice’

that leads me in

ALL

EXPERIENCES

IN

LIFE

IS

WHAT

i

NOW KNOW

as

The Interdependent Relationship of

ALL THAT IS

aka

Mother Nature True

aka

GO

d

2

!

But anyway.. as certainly John Nash’s wife saves his life

for the challenges that are to come in both their lives..

That story is almost

identical to the life of

my

wife

and..

i..

AND HER CHALLENGE CONTINUES

TO

BE

THE WIND BEHIND THE WINGS

OF

THE

GHOST

WHO

COMES

BACK

TO

LIFE

FROM DEATH IN LIFE…

Sometimes i ask myself why am i so blessed

to have so many signs from GOD that GOD

EXISTS..

AND i reply.. i cry.. i cry..

i try

TO

SHARE…

IN ALL WAYS GOD GIVES

ME

TO

TELL..

THE STORY THAT IS NOW

ME..

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16 Responses to Ghost WINGS WIND

  1. http://wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?t=274073&start=75

    ^^^

    THERE IS NO CONSISTENT image of Autism that applies to any two Autistic People in REAL LIVING COLOR LIFE.

    Therefore the whole concept is a moot point and entirely Internet manufactured illusion.

    And as far as the Hans Asperger case studied abstract concept of Asperger’s goes, people, overall, in the general public still have no idea what it is, and in some cases, not even the folks who have it.

    The APA by way of the DSMIV and now non-existent description of Asperger’s in the DSM5 never did, as it did not come close to what Hans Aspeger describes in fuller totality, in his case studies.

    But the Gillberg Criteria does.

    It is impossible to even discuss this issue, in a reasoned fashion, until someone can define what the image of Autism even is.

    It goes from Fragile X Syndrome to folks on this forum, diagnosed and self-diagnosed, or just suspecting, by way of tests like the Autism Quotient Test and the Aspie Quiz that in all seriousness can capture a person with Social Anxiety and OCD in a heart beat of potential scale of suspicion, as such, for a real diagnosis that even doctors admit is far from perfect, and often incorrect.

    In my opinion, people with or without the diagnosis MOST OFTEN do the most damage to themselves.

    SO I CHOOSE OTHER but nah, there is no specific entity but ‘YOU’ FOR METAPHOR.

    And to be crystal clear that is not directed at you, Olive Oil Mom, ONLY THE OP. 🙂

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  2. http://wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?t=275343

    ^^^

    If it is to be it is up to me.

    Not sure WHO said that but i know IT WORKS. 😉

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  3. http://wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?t=275343

    ^^^

    Yes, to effectively AND AFFECTIVELY play A game of life, sometimes, one MUST, BE, A DEVIL’S ADVOCATE.

    SO ThERE is no one answer that WORKS IN PLAY OF LIFE, WHEN ACTION DOES not meet belief.

    Shadow of I KNOWS truth of i.

    i of truth KNOWS I of Shadow.

    Only Shadow KnOWS NOW.
    NOW KnOWS Shadow Only.

    (i said that;)

    ..But not this:)..

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  4. http://wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?t=274946&start=30

    ^^^

    Dude, ‘Mother’ Nature True, is a metaphor, not A HUMAN WITH A Vagi’.

    The reported words in the Gnostic Gospels of Jesus use similar metaphors.

    Unfortunately as it may be, SOME Literal thinking fundamentalist religious folks and SOME atheists CONTINUE to take this OUT of context.

    ‘Mother’ Nature True ‘IS yOur Master’, get used to ‘her’, and live COOPERATIVELY with her, as a ‘friend’, in the Literal HEAVEN OF NOW or PAY THE CONSEQUENCES in the Literal HELL OF NOW.

    AND TO BE CLEAR, crystal clear, this IS A METAPHOR NOT directed personally at YA. 🙂

    P.S.

    SORRY, if I made her sound like A MAFIA GIRL. 😉

    AND oh by the way, there is ABSOLUTELY NO RULE OR ABSOLUTE TRUTH THAT STATES THAT MOTHER Nature True has to play by HUMAN DERIVED RULES OF CAUSE AND EFFECT.

    WHAT that means IS Mother Nature TRUE CAN be a strange and synchronistic chick too!…;)

    In other words the CHICKEN CAN COME BEFORE THE EGG, IN GOD’S ‘mind’.

    UnleSS someone can PROVE ‘IT’ CANNOT GENERATE ‘IT’ ‘SELF’.

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  5. http://wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?t=274073&start=75

    ^^^

    AND THAT’S just another conspiracy theory waiting to start.

    Dude, or dudette, or whomever you are, I PAY NO ATTENTION TO CONSPIRACY THEORIES, including the silly one about Autism Speaks being a hate group against Autistic folks. And that’s as silly as it gets considering that most of the folks who started AUTISM SPEAKS, are PARENTS OF AUTISTIC CHILDREN WHO ARE INCREDIBLY IN LOVE WITH THEIR CHILDREN.

    COMMON sense could rule here, IT REALLY could.

    BUT The FACT of the matter is according to the New England Journal of Medicine there is a minority demographic in the general population that is RIPE TO BELIEVE, IN almost any conspiracy theory that comes their way.

    And YES, THIS most definitely includes SOME online so-called autistic folks, as has been proven over and over ad-nauseam here and almost everywhere else online, at LEAST in SOME cases.

    I UNDERSTAND the nature of the beast and used it to my advantage as a mindless passtime to argue against conspiracy theorists, some of whom who are LITERALLY IMPOSSIBLE TO bring the light of facts to.

    It was a great device to escape pain, and thank GOD I DO not have to live in that Hamster Wheel of pain anymore.

    I hope the same for others but again, like the New England Journal of Medicine, I understand the nature of the conspiracy leaning believing folks in THAT demographic of the general public.

    This is ABSOLUTELY NO DIFFERENT THAN BELIEVING that vaccines are the cause of ALL Autism, and vaccines in general are some kind of frigging government conspiracy to thin the herd out.

    Folks like Alex Jones thrive on THAT demographic to the TUNE of millions of dollars in revenue, as the target audience is always READY TO BITE HIS BAIT of government conspiracy theories.

    Other than that, THAT demographic is of sociological and anthropological interest to me, per why I am even taking the time to address the issue here.

    THE excuses are still interesting to me but the essence of the issue of conflict REMAINS THE SAME, AGAIN, ad-nauseam, to me at least.

    And to be crystal CLEAR, I AM NOT DIRECTING ANY OF THIS AT you personally.

    I am only addressing the OP, in general.

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  6. http://wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?t=274946&start=30

    ^^^

    I did not say Mother Nature True is a sentient thing with a direction and purpose.

    That would be assigning anthropomorphic abilities to Mother Nature True and that is something I do not literally do.

    I specifically stated what I was saying was metaphor; per the quotes around mind and wink by chick.

    And truly being me is fun. 🙂

    Sorry, I forgot about your distaste for my style of literary devices.

    So I am going easy on you here. 🙂

    The problem is you assumed the other individual meant an Abrahamic GOD, and that is a natural preconceived potential fallacy that I offered another point of view for.

    Truly not many people believe in the bearded sky GOD anymore.

    But yes, sadly enough, MANY folks still believe that the human, Jesus, if he really existed is the frigging King of the Universe.

    A humble Yogi leaning teacher is at most what he was, crucified or not.

    But yes, Yogis can be amazing and it is no wonder back then if he achieved some of the things they can do that folks expressed awe for the dude wherever he went.

    It happens to me all the time in real life. And yes, I’m dead serious about that. I do not ask for it, it’s JUST AN ALL NATURAL OCCURRENCE.

    AND OF course I CAN PROVIDE THE EVIDENCE on request. 🙂

    I better leave now, before more caps come. 🙂

    —————

    I agree with this and use it in my poetry all the time to express the beauty of the patterns of GOD above, so below, within us and outside of us. 🙂

    Yes, Phi is cool. 🙂

    And GOD is even more amazing, taken all things and possibilities into account.

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  7. http://wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?t=275387

    ^^^

    Of course there IS PROOF GOD EXISTS.

    God is Mother Nature True.

    GOD IS above, so below, inside, and outside of YOU.

    Cannot you see IT, ALL THAT IS GOD AS MOTHER NATURE TRUE…;)

    But anyway, at least that’s what the dude Jesus says, as reported in the Gnostic Gospel of Thomas, per similar metaphor.

    It’s a shame so many folks take it so far out of context; yes, I agree on that part. 😉

    But let’s face it SOME fundamentalist leaning folks SIMPLY CANNOT AND DO NOT UNDERSTAND METAPHOR, to a greater extent.

    And THAT has resulted in much unneeded human suffering throughout the ages of FAKE CONTRIVED TRIBAL GODS.

    BUT AT least some truth is contained in the myths that DO survive.

    Myths commonly house the essence of truth in the vehicles and vessels that are often religions.

    To discern TRUTH IN METAPHOR, is A skill that CAN be the difference between life or death, in historical terms, for sure.

    But anyway, I do not want to leave without providing the evidence of where who said what Jesus said goes around the roundtable of oral tradition that can change everyday, WHEN his name was Yeshua or whatever, back in the day, 2K years ago, or so…

    But again, never the less, TRUTH CAN BE TRUTH in myth OR RELIGION, when discerned appropriately, as such, EVEN IN THE strangest of metaphors discerned truthfully as such.

    http://www.sacred-texts.com/chr/thomas.htm

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  8. http://wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?t=275367

    ^^^

    Human language is an art of metaphor and never a science, alone.

    In fact, all of human language is metaphor, of course, as two people do not necessarily even see colors as being the same.

    To clarify and validate communication is AN ABSOLUTE REQUIREMENT for TRULY EFFECTIVE reciprocal communication among any two human beings.

    No need to get bent of shape, just clarify and or validate SOCIAL RECIPROCAL COMMUNICATION PER VERBAL AND NON-VERBAL LANGUAGE, as necessary.

    But sure, easier said than done for folks who ‘suffer’ from a reciprocal social communication disorder, so the nature of the BEAST LIVES ON, for sure here.

    Without appropriate reciprocation of human language, it is impossible to have effective reciprocal social communication.

    But almost anyone can cognitively practice it to eventually get it at least semi-correct.

    But it takes time, COGNITIVE effort, PRACTICE, PRACTICE, PRACTICE, and MOREOVER PATIENCE TO get the job of reciprocal social communication both effectively AND AFFECTIVELY DONE CORRECT.

    YES, this CAN BE A job of JOB. 😉

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  9. http://wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?t=274073&start=105

    ^^^

    Nice list BUT HERE ARE THE FACTS:

    AND I AM USING a source that the ASAN AUTISM SELF-ADVOCATE organization ENDORSES, PER THE AUTISM SOCIETY

    http://www.autism-society.org/what-is/causes/

    Quote:
    “Causes

    There is no known single cause for autism spectrum disorder, but it is generally accepted that it is caused by abnormalities in brain structure or function. Brain scans show differences in the shape and structure of the brain in children with autism compared to in neurotypical children. Researchers do not know the exact cause of autism but are investigating a number of theories, including the links among heredity, genetics and medical problems.

    In many families, there appears to be a pattern of autism or related disabilities, further supporting the theory that the disorder has a genetic basis. While no one gene has been identified as causing autism, researchers are searching for irregular segments of genetic code that children with autism may have inherited. It also appears that some children are born with a susceptibility to autism, but researchers have not yet identified a single “trigger” that causes autism to develop.

    Other researchers are investigating the possibility that under certain conditions, a cluster of unstable genes may interfere with brain development, resulting in autism. Still other researchers are investigating problems during pregnancy or delivery as well as environmental factors such as viral infections, metabolic imbalances and exposure to chemicals.

    Genetic Vulnerability

    Autism tends to occur more frequently than expected among individuals who have certain medical conditions, including fragile X syndrome, tuberous sclerosis, congenital rubella syndrome and untreated phenylketonuria (PKU). Some harmful substances ingested during pregnancy also have been associated with an increased risk of autism.

    Environmental Factors

    Research indicates other factors besides the genetic component are contributing to the rise in increasing occurrence of autism – for example, environmental toxins (e.g., heavy metals such as mercury), which are more prevalent than in the past. Those with autism (or those at risk) may be especially vulnerable to such toxins, as their ability to metabolize and detoxify these exposures might be compromised.”

    WHETHER you CAN appreciate the TRUTH OR NOT, fragile X syndrome, tuberous sclerosis, congenital rubella syndrome and untreated phenylketonuria (PKU)S ARE ALL HUMAN DISEASES that are direct causal factors of some forms of Autism.

    AND THERE IS ABSOLUTELY NO RECORD of John Elder Robison EVER EVER stating Autism Speaks is a hate group.

    That is simply rubbish and there is no professional person anywhere in the field of Autism that SUGGESTS THAT.

    QUOTE IT OR OTHERWISE IT DIDN’T HAPPEN. 😉

    I ain’t the ignorant OR DELUDED one here friend; I always come ARMED WITH THIRD PARTY REFERENCES.

    AND I HAVE PLENTY MORE TO SHOOT UPON REQUEST..;)

    AND These facts about Autism have been around for literally DECADES BUT SOME folks would rather push conspiracy theories RATHER THAN FACTS.

    But again, the New England Journal of medicine provides the evidence as to WHY.

    SO I understand it as a fascinating niche of human being but truly SAD TOO, as this kind of ignorance is WHAT TRULY BREEDS HATE.

    Anyway you are just singing to a part of a choir here and NO one IN THE REAL WORLD with common sense TAKES any of this seriously, per Autism Speaks is a Hate Group Crap.

    It’s just Internet conspiracy BS and I’ll leave it here for now, if you are finished with me for now.

    But if you insist on continuing to suggest I am the ignorant one and deluded, I’ll be back with a ton of more facts, as my Autistic super power is reading 10 to 15 times faster than the average human being, per my Hyperlexic form of Autism and typing around 130 words a minute when properly focused, AS I AM a lifelong pianist as well.

    I also graduated at the top of the class IN all my academic endeavors in high school and college with three degrees.

    I also have a quarter of a century experience working with many hats ON FOR the government, retiring at the GS9 to 11 pay grade, level.

    I am a research associate scientist when younger than that.

    I also am financially independent at age 54, own my own home, and that is my beautiful wife in the AVATAR with me.

    I also can lift 900LBS now with my legs on Parallel Nautilus free weight leg press machine, as I have developed a unique style of free style martial arts and ballet dance walk that I have done to the tune of close to 3000 miles of Nike GPS sports watch measurement over 17 months now. At age 54, empirically speaking, I am stronger than all the much younger Marines at my elite Military gym, as they cannot come close to lift that much weight with their legs.

    I am considered a dance legend in my local area, with accolades from the general public.

    And most interestingly, my doctors agree that I singularly cured the most difficult reciprocal social communication problems of Autism by connecting language and emotion through free verse poetry, and increasing my physical intelligence to regulate my emotions, greater integrating my senses per sensory integration, and increasing both my short term memory and cognitive executive functioning, as science now shows that physical intelligence freely learned and expressed as an art increases all these human intelligences, and in my case, as medically documented INCREASING PHYSICAL INTELLIGENCE HAS remediated, per the modern MEDICAL definition of cure, my most FUNCTIONALLY disabling aspects of Autism.

    And yes, I can provide documented, video, and photo evidence of all of this on request IF YOU ARE NOT GETTING THE FULL PICTURE YET, MY FRIEND.

    I USE ALL MY INTELLIGENCES NOW MORE FULLY AND that is why some folks in real life call me a Legend.

    I’m waiting for you to pooh pooh the idea that someone with Autism can do all of this, AS MANY people on this forum have done, BEFORE I PROVIDED THE IRREFUTABLE EVIDENCE TO THEM.

    I BREAK ALL THE STEREOTYPES IN THE REAL WORLD THAT EXIST ASSOCIATED WITH AUTISM.

    AND YES, I AM PROFESSIONALLY DIAGNOSED AND HAVE THE PEDIGREE TO PROVE THAT TOO. 😉

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  10. http://wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?t=275367

    ^^^

    Using CAPS is a common literary device used in modern Internet language.

    It is only USED to highlight words of importance in communication and to generate human emotion for attention, in our modern Twitter world where science now shows the average human being has the literal attention span of a GOLD FISH.

    NO it is not not shouting, and it IS out of the box thinking, AND communicating too.

    I cured my most difficult aspects of Autism in reciprocal social communication, as all my doctors agree, by THINKING OUT OF THE BOX, by connecting language and emotion through free verse poetry, and increasing my physical intelligence to regulate my emotions, greater integrating my senses per sensory integration, and increasing both my short term memory and cognitive executive functioning, AND increasing my non-verbal intelligence in communication, as science now shows that physical intelligence freely learned and expressed as an art increases all these human intelligences, and in my case, as medically documented INCREASING PHYSICAL INTELLIGENCE HAS remediated, per the modern MEDICAL definition of cure, my most FUNCTIONALLY disabling aspects of Autism.

    AND I continue to be successful at more things by thinking that way, Per OUT OF THE BOX.

    To not provide a potential solution to the problem at hand, is simply social chatter to me, as a social bonding mechanism per the shared problem at hand.

    To be clear that’s OK but it is NOT going to solve any problems.

    Autism is a serious deficit of reciprocal social communication and to suggest it is always the other guy or gal’s fault is not going to get anyone anywhere in potential successful reciprocal social communication.

    TO determine what the problem is and how to fix it, is at least a potential improvement in the success of reciprocal social communication that is integral to all success in life for any social animal.

    And doing the relatively simple act of clarifying and validating reciprocal social communication is SURELY AT LEAST A potential step forward to MAKE this happen.

    And that’s just a scientific fact that has existed for as long as humans have been using reason to get jobs done in a socially cooperative way.

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  11. http://wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?t=275176

    ^^^

    I think it’s an excellent

    AND rather sweet story that points to truth.

    The meaning of life for MOST HUMAN BEINGS

    is to survive, socially cooperate,

    and LOVE to do this.

    I think it’s as simple as that.

    And it’s pretty cool that IS THE innate

    GOD GIVEN Mother Nature

    TRUTH of MOST human beings.

    It’s better than being a CRAB, I guess

    for ‘those’ WHO CAN

    AVOID THAT DRAB

    EXISTENCE. 🙂

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  12. Undressing CURTAINS IN LIGHT OF TRUTH NOW is not ALWAYS an easy thing to do.

    I agree that many people look at Faith and Religion like THIS in BOTH historical and modern days,

    PER Faith is the Belief in unprovable things and Religion is the Socio-political Expression of Faith

    But Truly Faith is TRUST THAT RealITy makes sense AND HOW TO EMPLOY IT AS SUCH.

    And Religion CAN be a device of human language that points to Truth.

    And yes, once again, Religion and Faith in the Eyes and Falsehood of many folks
    are simply ABSTRACT literary devices used to Oppress and Repress Human Nature
    AND TO SUBJUGATE the herd for control through illusory FEARS.

    So in other words:

    Have faith in what I tell you OR ELSE.

    So in other words:

    Believe the tenants of this religion or go to prison
    or POTENTIALLY BE KILLED.

    THESE ARE the ways and RULE of human ignorance UPHELD.

    The movie “The Book of Eli” illustrates the difference between those who uphold Truths
    of Faith and Religion
    VS the tool of Religion and Faith used to Oppress and Repress Human Nature
    AND subjugate humans for control through Illusory FEARS.

    Overall, the Political States of the Islam world STILL use Religion and Faith AS A TOOL this way.

    But Western Countries are moving away from this sad STATE of affairs finally.

    As I know YA KNOW. 🙂

    My religion IS SIMILAR as my native American Indian Ancestors, per Sioux and Cherokee.

    It is Dance and Song AND IT WORKS EXTREMELY WELL IN ALMOST ALL ASPECTS OF SUCCESSFUL HUMAN LIFE.

    I HAVE FAITH IN DANCE AND SONG.

    As metaphor:

    First there IS Dark,
    Then light,
    Then movement or Dance,
    Then sound or Song
    Fueling movement from THEN ON
    IN INFINITE POETIC EXPRESSION
    OF REALITY AS IS.

    TO DANCE AND SING IS TO REFLECT GOD.

    AND a much better chance of connecting to HUMAN others.

    And that my friend is my FAITH, Religion,

    AND ENTIRE BIBLE in a NUT
    SHELL
    CRACKED SIMPLY OPEN.

    JUST call me Master Chief Aghogday, HA! ha!
    he HE!

    AS linked here:

    MASTER chief Aghogday

    And that’s JUST a metaphor, of course; ALL OF THIS IN FACT.

    IT WORKS for me, and that my friend IS ALL I NEED.

    THE pursuit of Life, Liberty, and Happiness TRULY ONLY STARTS IN KNOWING
    where one DANCES THE SONG OF LIFE PER LIGHT OF TRUTH
    IN EXISTENTIAL INTELLIGENCE.

    ALL IN just MY OPINON OF COURSE, on course, as IS, NOW, as WELL. 😉

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  13. http://wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?t=274073&start=105

    ^^^

    According to research Schizophrenia and substance abuse makes trouble with the law potentially 10 times more likely, than the general population.

    But without the substance abuse there is no substantial association that research shows.

    Substance abuse is also a studied factor of trouble with the law and Asperger’s Syndrome.

    However, substance abuse alone is a factor for criminality.

    Interestingly, folks who do not get nurturing during the first two years of life in the touchy feely way from a caring Mother and Father or surrogate parents often fall to the disease of addiction.

    Science now shows that the wiring of the brain that is necessary to FEEL SOCIAL BONDING WITH OTHER FOLKS THAT IS THE STUDIED NUMBER 1 FACTOR OF HUMAN HAPPINESS, is sorely stunted without nurturing in the first two years of life.

    While it’s not politically correct to suggest IT, science now shows a real correlation of AUTISM AND THE REFRIGERATOR Mother Theory but only as an environmental potential causal factor and not an innate one, like the ones listed above per genetic disease.

    Knowledge is power. Nurturing parents who actually RAISE THEIR CHILDREN IN TOUCHY FEELY WAYS IS A HUMAN NECESSITY FOR healthy socially cooperative human beings.

    We LIVE in a society, overall now, where the majority of time SOME parents aren’t even paying attention to their children.

    AS METAPHOR Barney, the purple dinosaur on TV or DVD, is busy raising the children in NON-NURTURING Non-TOUCHY FEELY WAYS.

    And the results of that can be children who have deficits in REAL LIFE TOUCHY FEELY RECIPROCAL SOCIAL COMMUNICATION WAYS OF social cooperation, sad as THAT TRUTH may be.

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  14. http://wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?t=275367

    ^^^

    And to be clear modern Internet language DOES NOT mean traditional Internet language where OBVIOUSLY CAPS are recognized as shouting.

    To learn NEW things is cool in my opinion.

    And there is nothing better than CREATING a new way of doing stuff, no matter how much it annoys those who wish to stick in the mud of the past.

    And this is in response to Natural Plastic in the post he just deleted, to be crystal clear.

    And hell NO NATURAL Plastic, it’s not a speech impediment and I never said it was. Quote that, if you like, or it didn’t happen.

    Get the story straight, please, or I will as always. 🙂

    The irony here CAN be delicious at times. 😉

    And yes, I realize that you accidentally attributed my quote to the other guy but I was gonna fix that for you for free, like I did the last time. 😉
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  15. http://wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?t=275323

    ^^^

    You are looking at psychic abilities through a narrow lens of traditional view, it appears, to me.

    I am not talking about statistical probabilities of dice rolls, pulling rabbits out of hats, or guessing what is in the remote box.

    I am talking about the ability for humans to sense reality as is.

    Some people are color blind and cannot see the difference between red or green.

    Some people are mind blind and cannot COGNITIVELY KNOW what other folks are feeling, per the real intelligence of social cognition.

    Some people are face blind and are born and continue to live their lives not even being able to recognize the difference in facial features of total strangers and their closest family members.

    And some folks have extreme abilities in discerning all THIS INNATE AND ENVIRONMENTAL INFORMATION in EXTRA sensory way.

    This is not a black and white issue.

    ALL humans come equipped with at least slightly different sensory equipment and SENSORY environments IN SYNERGY TO perceive their overall environments.

    DO you need more facts.

    If so, there is ‘tons’ of research on this, with a RELATIVELY simple Google search.

    Extra sensory perception means JUST THAT: Extra SENSORY PERCEPTION.

    THERE IS an entire spectrum of it, as is the case with almost all other observable phenomena in human life.

    To remain in A Black and White thinking world is NEVER EVER to know THE POTENTIAL fuller realities of life.

    AND NO, I have no idea how you as an individual think, SENSE, OR FEEL in REAL life; just going by text on a screen here.

    Words are only approximations as metaphors of what HUMANS fully perceive their environment to be AND HOW IT WORKS, INTERDEPENDENTLY AS A FORCE OF NATURE.

    I CAN SHOW YOU things in real life, you might not ever believe in words here, per HUMAN EXTRA SENSORY PERCEPTION.

    But that’s another story, entirely, IN REAL LIFE.

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  16. http://wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?t=275387&start=15

    ^^^

    Yes, and I practically came back from the dead. TRULY my doctors referred to my experience as A LIVING MIRACLE.

    Yes, a Phoenix from the Ashes and all the other metaphors for real life ‘resurrection’ too.

    It’s easier to naysay IT, if ya don’t have PERSONAL proof.

    And that’s for sure.

    We are certainly lucky to have these ‘unfortunate’ circumstances in life, as we sleep much more like trusting babies, every now of our life, as A RESULT OF IT.

    And truly that’s enough, right or wrong, as even to the staunchest Atheist, what one believes in LIFE IS WHAT COUNTS.

    Human beings have THE POTENTIAL FOR incredible Relative Free Will AND IMAGINATION to shape their realities as Heaven on Earth.

    To not use this GOD given ability is rather foolish, at least to me now, given ALL my experiences of life.

    However, I’m not so sure everyone has the ability, AT least for now, so perhaps there is Karma after all, beyond our ways of knowing reality per ALL THAT IS.

    I FOR ONE am blessed and Thank GOD FOR every second of Heaven in NOW, as well as all the pain and misfortune equally as such.

    The Dark and Light aspects of Reality, MIXED AS IS, makes WHAT IS.

    TO ACCEPT IT ALL for what IT IS, can simply be BLISS in GOD’s Heaven now, at least for human beings, and in my opinion more likely, many other animals, other than humans who seem more likely to shoot themselves in their metaphorical foot, in the potential for Literal Human Hell on Earth.

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