Knowledge has little to do with success in life
but Wisdom wins the day..
in my opinion.. and that only comes through experience
THROUGH the hard knocks of life FOR THE WIN.. FTW…
But never the less.. in school..
there is the rule to make good grades
and people who make the grades easy..
can definitely bring scorn from others
who have to work so hard to even get passing grades…
However.. the more different folks are from the perceived norm..
NO MATTER WHAT THAT DIFFERENCE MAY BE..
the more they are going to get bullied either and or
verbally.. physically.. and passive aggressively…
Different brings scorn..
both when it is perceived
as advantageous and disadvantage…
It takes resilience to be different and survive…
And that’s where wisdom can come in later for success..
if a person can keep from becoming a bully
himself or herself
per either an intellectual bully or a social bully…
To treat ANYONE UNFAIRLY is never wisdom…
What comes around does go around…
And oh how i love my old ‘enemies’ from school..
WHO in no uncertain terms told me
i did not deserve to live..
as i was very different from the norm…
i’m still different from the norm..
and when i see them all haggard and potbellied
in the buffet line at restaurants
i say a little prayer of thank you
for keeping me so young.. strong..
and ‘beautiful’.. he-HE.. at age 54…
i’m lifting 810 LBS at my local military gym..
with my legs.. dance walking a style of martial arts.. ballet
for 2696 miles now in a period of 15 months..
OUT DANCING 20 SOMETHING YEAR OLDS
for 4 hours full bore at RAVE DANCE HALLS..
celebrating that at OLE SEVILLE QUARTER
IN PENSACOLA.. FL..
WITH MORE FUN PHOTOS COMING
HERE SOMETIME AFTER 3AM..
WHEN RAVE DANCING FINISHES FOR ME..
AND they are sitting on mall benches all saggy eyed and bored of life…
AND UGH.. SADLY ENOUGH even some of the 20 something year olds…
My enemies WERE and ARE my greatest blessing
for the greatest success in life
that is simply health and well being
and yes being financially independent is icing on the cake.
They told me i was too weak to exist..
and now i am stronger than they could ever imagine themselves to be…
i listened to their ‘constructive criticism’ and IT PAID OFF BIG TIME…
THEY WERE NEVER TRULY PAYING ATTENTION TO THEIR OWN CRITICISM APPARENTLY FOR the FULL term of life as it shows all over their body and mind as such IN REAL LIFE NOW…
So yeah.. come on adversity.. TAKE THAT!
i’M WELL VERSED ON IT TO DEFEAT IT NOW..
thanks in large part to all the bullies of my life…
But sadly enough some folks just put their head down
and give up OR FIGHT BACK BY ONLY
BECOMING BULLIES THEMSELVES
FOR THE LOSS.. FTL..
INSTEAD OF WHAT COULD BE FOR THE WIN.. FTW…
HELL NO.. THERE WAS NONE OF THAT FOR ME..
AND HELL NO i WAS A FRAGILE CHILD AND NOTHING LIKE i AM TODAY…
AND HERE’S A LITTLE SONG THAT DESCRIBES HOW THAT FEELS TO ME..
every time i see my bully friends around town..
with a wink of course.. just for fun…
OH.. AND i FORGOT to mention i also married..
objectively AND AESTHETICALLY speaking..
one of the most beautiful girls WHO EXISTS
IN THE ENTIRE WORLD
without makeup.. all natural..
as she still is now.. at age 44…
She does not have to wear makeup
to be gorgeous OR GET JACKED UP
WITH SILICONE OR ANY OF THAT OTHER STUFF…
AND BY REQUEST i CAN provide photos to prove that as well…
i stayed a nice guy
no matter what..
and hell yes..
that also paid off in the arena
of love BIG TIME AS WELL…
And my old bully ‘friends’ just look at me
when my wife and i come into the buffet line
WITH A STARK LOOK OF WTF
and words OF DAMN you and your wife
NEVER GET OLDER how do y’all DO THAT…
AND THEN SOMETIMES THEY SAY
i wanna do WHAT YOU ARE DOING…
AND then i look directly at them eye to eye
(with my $660 Maui Jim shades on)
WITH A SHINING FTW SMILE AND SAY
we take care of our human being.. and that is all…
YES.. MY WIFE WAS BULLIED TOO..
for being poor per disadvantage..
AND FOR BEING BEAUTIFUL
IN HER CASE PER ADVANTAGE..
AND SHE OVERCAME it as well
THROUGH LOVE INSTEAD OF HATE…
We appreciate every second of our lives
and it shows as that is the way life CAN work..
FTW.. for those who STRIVE TO MEET
ALL CHALLENGES OF LIFE IN
A POSITIVE MANNER
not to FALL..
THROUGH NEGATIVE WAYS OF LIFE…@800
Yes.. there i AM..
ON trial in front of a jury of my peers..
attempting not to snicker.. not me..
them.. as i stumble across the human language
in stuttering and poor-postured non-verbal way.. as well….
The boy on the left and the girl on the right..
perhaps.. with her prophecy of my coming of age in 2014.. hehe..
were particularly critical of my existence…
But haha.. i was still happy to be alive at home..
as my family and dog called Charlie
still wanted me alive instead of OFF THIS EARTH…
SO NOW i exist in the Milky Way and on earth as high as a kite..
AU NATURALE.. TOO.. PER MY RENAISSANCE MALE NUDE SELFIE ART..
PER RESTRICTED LINKS.. STRONGER THAN EVER
LIFTING 810 LBS WITH MY LEGS ON NAUTILUS PARALLEL FREE WEIGHT MACHINE
and knowing the humility of less than a grain of sand….
Going to places of literal human hell much later in life at age 47..
THAN AGE 13 PICTURED ABOVE..
beyond any possible imagination i have
THERE THEN of depression.. terror.. or even physical pain….
LIFE IS YES.. FAR FAR.. MORE STRANGE THAN ANY FICTION COULD BE..
AS HELL NO.. TO PARAPHRASE MARK TWAIN..
IT AIN’T GOTTA MAKE SENSE…
AS THERE IS NO ONE IN THIS ROOM
TO GIVE ME A CHANCE IN HELL OF BEING AN ATHLETIC DIRECTOR
AT A MILITARY INSTALLATION AT AGE 46..
GETTING MARRIED AT ALL..
AND CERTAINLY NOT TO ANY GOOD LOOKING GIRL…
AND GETTING STRONG.. AH.. NAH..
NO MUSCLES WILL EVER GROW ON SKIN AND BONES….HUH..;)
BUT SERIOUSLY PER SCIENCE..
EPIGENETICS AND NEUROPLASTICITY..
INSTINCT AND INTUITION..
EMOTIONAL REGULATION AND SENSORY INTEGRATION
DRIVEN BY PHYSICAL INTELLIGENCE AS WELL
AS EXISTENTIAL INTELLIGENCE IN UNDERSTANDING
ONE’S PLACE IN MOTHER NATURE TRUE
PER INNATE HUMAN NATURE
WITH ALL THAT IS AKA GOD..
IS TO MAKE HUMAN MIRACLES REALITY IN LIFE… IN COMING TRUTH!..:)
SO YEAH.. MY LIFE IS PROOF OF THIS THINGY ABSTRACTLY REFERRED TO
AS THE HIGHER POWER OF GOD..
THAT WE CAN HAVE ACCESS TO
IF WE LISTEN TO OUR HEARTS..
AND DEVELOP A SOUL INSTEAD
OF THE ROBOTIC LIES OF CULTURE
AKA MOTHER NATURE FALSE.. ANTI-CHRIST.. EVIL..
ALL THOSE METAPHORS FOR THE DARK IN LIFE
THAT CAN BE REALITY TOO.. CONJURED UP
BY HUMAN IMAGINATION IN NIGHTMARES
THAT CAN COME TRUE…. IN A ZOMBIE APOCALYPSE
OF DEAD PEOPLE ALIVE WALKING ON
THE STRAIGHT AND NARROW SIDEWALKS
OF A LIFE GROWN
AND YES MORE TO COME OF THAT
36TH WEEK CELEBRATION
OF RAVE DANCING
OLE SEVILLE QUARTER
SOMETIME AFTER 3AM
EARLY FRIDAY MORNING..
BY GOD IT IS WHAT OUR TRULY FREE ANCESTORS
DANCING WILDY… GYRATING HIPS AND TORSO
LEGS AND ARMS AND HANDS AND FEET
AND FINGERS AND TOES..
MOVING TO THE GOLDEN
ALL OVER THE UNIVERSE
CONNECTING TO EACH OTHER
HUMAN SACRED LOVE
Well.. that was AN interesting trip back to 1973 and 1974..
BUTT now back FULL BORE.. ‘FERRARI STYLE’
PER MY LAST ‘WINNING’ BLOG POST..
YES.. 40 YEARS OF WANDERING THE DESERT
OF BULLIES BEFORE i reached my hand out to GOD again..
and GOD touches my hand with ALL GOD’s might….
Okay.. that’s a metaphor but words
CAN NEVER TELL THE FULL STORY
OF DIRECT CONDUIT WITH GOD..
WITH NO FRIGGING ONE RELIGION..
EITHER. AS THE ONLY WAY…
IT IS JUST ALL THAT IS JUSTICE
PER MOTHER NATURE TRUE..
THE AWAKENING FORCE ABOVE SO BELOW..
WITHIN ONE.. INSIDE.. AND OUTSIDE
IS ALL THAT IS AKA GOD! TRUE!
And the last frontier of how SPIRITUALITY WORKS
WITH HUMANKIND’S GOD GIVEN FERRARI STYLE SEXUALITY..
may be TABOO TO MOST..
BUT IT IS A FRONTIER i am evolved to DIRECTLY SPEAK AND FEEL TO..
YES i am a SUPER CONNECTOR OF EMOTIONAL CONTAGION IN EMPATHY
AND THAT DOES INCLUDE HUMAN SENSUALITY SOMETIMES KNOWN AS SEXUALITY….
i need not receive pleasure from women in my history of that..
as i feel the pleasure i give them more intensely than the pleasure i receive….
And yes while theRE is focus on physical.. emotional.. and existential intelligence far beyond the standard IQ type and more important as well in our evolution of human being.. OVERALL..
THERE IS SENSUAL/SEXUAL INTELLIGENCE THAT EVEN SOME scientists are afraid to touch with someone else’s 10 foot pole….
In this case per the ‘ODE of my Bullies’ it is OLD ANTIQUATED tribal religions
that subjugate folks through FEAR FOR REPRODUCTIVE CONTROL
THAT STAGNATES THEIR HUMAN SENSUALITY/SEXUALITY..
THAT SCIENCE NOW SHOWS IS THE CORE OF
ALL HUMAN CREATIVITY AND PRODUCTIVITY….
YES LUST.. YES LUST.. OH.. GOD.. YES!! LUST IS A GIFT FROM GOD
THAT GENERATES OUR HUMAN CREATIVITY AND PRODUCTIVITY AT CORE
AND EVEN SCIENCE NOW SHOWS THAT A BALANCE OF LUST AND LOVE
IS WHAT MAKES THIS ENTIRE HUMAN WORLD OF CULTURE GO ROUND AND ROUND..
PARTICULARLY CREATIVITY AND PRODUCTIVITY IN COUNTRIES LIKE THE U. S. WhERE wRite NOW AS WE SPEAK..
AROUND 50 PERCENT OF AT WORK MALES ARE BROWSING PORNOGRAPHY
AND 33 PERCENT OF FEMALES per SCIENTIFIC STUDIES..DONE ON THIS AROUSING PHENOMENON..
THAT SPARKS HUMAN CREATIVITY AND PRODUCTIVITY
THROUGH THE PLEASURE AND
CREATIVE NEUROCHEMICAL DOPAMINE…
YES.. SOME FOLKS FALL TO THE DISEASE OF ADDICTION
AS A NATURAL PROPENSITY TOO… BUT WHEREVER THERE IS DOPAMINE STIMULATING ACTIVITIES WHETHER SUBSTANCE OR BEHAVIORALLY DERIVED ONES..
THE TEMPTATION IS THERE TO OVER DO IT.. TO THE DETRIMENT OF A BALANCE OF lust AND LOVE IN LIFE!.. too…
AS AFTER ALL THE KINSEY REPORT ON SEXUALITY SHOWS THAT ONLY LESS THAN HALF OF HUMANS BEINGS ARE INNATELY MONOGAMOUS ANYWAY AND YES THAT DOES INCLUDE FEMALES.. AS THAT IS SIMPLY THE WAY GOD EVOLVES THESE CHILDREN OF GOD…
BIODIVERSITY EQUALS ALL ANIMAL.. INCLUDING HUMAN.. SURVIVAL.. AND SOMETIMES IT TAKES TWO OR THREE OR MORE TRIES WITH A VARIETY OF GUYS TO MAKE GOD’S DIVERSITY WHAT IT IS..
AND TRULY SENSUALLY/SEXUALLY UNREPRESSED AND OPPRESSED INTELLIGENT WOMEN WITH THIS PROPENSITY FOLLOW GOD’S ORDERS IN BALANCE OF NATURE..
EVEN THOUGH THE JOURNEY IS OFTEN ADVERSITY FOR THESE WOMEN.. SIGNIFICANT OTHERS.. AND THEIR CHILDREN..
BUT ADVERSITY WHEN WON MAKES HUMANS STRONGER
IN THE LONG RUN WHEN ALL IS SAID AND DONE..OVERALL…
SO YES.. i THUMB THE EYE OF OLD TRIBAL RELIGIONS
SUBJUGATING WOMEN AND MEN THROUGH FEAR..
DOMINATING HUMAN NATURE THROUGH OPPRESSION
AND REPRESSION OF SEXUAL REPRODUCTIVE FREEDOMS
THAT INJURE BOTH GOD GIVEN HUMAN CREATIVITY..
PRODUCTIVITY.. AND HUMAN DIVERSITY FOR THE
LONG TERM SURVIVAL OF THE HUMAN SPECIES…
AND WHILE in some countries those days DO STILL exist STRONGLY
IN THESE SUBJUGATING FEARFUL REPRESSIVE AND OPPRESSIVE WAYS..
IN THE GOOD ‘OLE USA.. A 54 YEAR OLD MAN CAN PRACTICE THE ART OF NUDE MALE RENAISSANCE SELFIE ART… IN RESTRICTED PUBLIC INTERNET LINKS..
WHERE SO MANY SCULPTURES OF RENAISSANCE PAST ARE MISSING PENISES FOR FEAR THAT A WOMAN MIGHT GET TURNED ON AND STRAY AS PROPERTY FROM HER ‘SIGNIFICANT’ OTHER…
FORTUNATELY THE SISTINE CHAPEL WAS PAINTED HIGH ENOUGH WHERE NO ONE COULD SPRAY PAINT OVER MICHELANGELO PAINTED PENISES OF RELIGIOUS HIGH FIGURES THERE AND THE BEAUTY OF ALL OF THE HUMAN BODY AS REALITY DOES
STILL STAY.. ON CEILING…
SO YEAH THE BULLY OF OLD TRIBAL RELIGIONS NO LONGER SCARES ME.. OPPRESSES ME.. OR FORCES ME TO REPRESS MY FULL GOD GIVEN HUMAN NATURE..
INCLUDING SEXUAL/SENSUAL INTELLIGENCE THAT i do CELEBRATE AS A FREE BIRD OF GOD….
AND YES.. BOTH MY wife and i ACKNOWLEDGE TO EACH OTHER THAT WE ARE ATTRACTED TO SEXY FOLKS OF THE OPPOSITE SEX.. AND WATCH PORNOGRAPHY TOGETHER FREELY AS WE PLEASE…
AS THAT IS SIMPLE GOD GIVEN HUMAN NATURE..
BUT THERE IS ALSO LOVE TO BALANCE THAT AND
TRUST THAT IS GREATER THAN ANY SEXUAL INCLINATIONS
OF MOTHER NATURE TRUE FOR ME.. AND HER…
AS SACRED LOVE IS A GIFT OF GOD TOO..
AND FOR ME AND HER AT LEAST..
IT CONQUERS ANY INCLINATION
TO TAKE FLESH AND BLOOD ACTION
ON LUST WITH OTHER WOMEN….
AND IN HER CASE..
MEN AS FAR AS i know.. hehe r..;)
AS IN ALL THINGS.. BALANCE IS SUCCESS..
AND THE PATH TO THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN OF NOW..
AND IMBALANCE CAN BE THE PATH TO THE KINGDOM OF HELL NOW…
FOR THOSE WHO DO NOT LOVE THEIR BROTHERS AND SISTERS..
THEIR SELVES.. ENOUGH.. TO SIMPLY LET ONE BE FREE CHILD OF GOD….. ‘WINNING FERRARI STYLE’.. FULLY AS GOD EVOLVES US TO BE.. YES.. WHEN 2204TOTALLY FREE2204….