katiemiafrederick (aghogday) says:
The scene from the i Heart Huckabee movie..
speaks volumes on the Truth of our existence..
and of course it’s nothing new..
and the allegories for this in history..
are too numerous to provide a number for…
I SEE the tapestry of connection of ALL..
from the time i am three..
before i develop the ability to speak in verbal language…
the DSMIV diagnostic criteria for Asperger’s syndrome..
does not FULLY reflect what Hans Asperger describes..
in his case studies for Asperger’s syndrome…
IT IS JUST A WATERED DOWN VERSION..
OF WHAT IS THERE BEFORE..
FOR AUTISM SPECTRUM DISORDER..
and it is the same now..
with the DSM5..
the only true place now that Asperger’s exists..
and ever existed is in the Gillberg Criteria…
The Gillberg criteria does..
REFLECT HANS ASPERGER’S CASE STUDIES..
and it does ..
allow for the hyperlexic type of language delay..
that i experience in childhood…
non-verbal learning disorder symptoms..
are much different..
than the hyperlexic flavored spectrum condition..
that Hans Asperger’s describes..
and what the DSMIV and 5 describes..
as Asperger’s Syndrome..
captures individuals with symptoms..
of non-verbal learning disorder..
symptoms that are often associated..
with a weakness in thinking..
in patterns and visual images…
And many of these individuals..
have difficulty reading non-verbal expressions..
per this deficit..
and some even do not recognize faces…
When i first arrived on this site..
the type of Asperger’s syndrome..
that i know in ‘REAL’ life..
per the limited individuals..
i came across with this syndrome..
including my sister..
did have this ability..
to see more synchronicities in life..
than the average person walking the street…
the first thread i started on this site..
reflects an opposite reality here on this site..
where some folks have little recognition..
in their full ‘REAL’ life..
and many others simply say..
IT is meaningless coincidence…
Then what i find here..
is that most people here..
through informal polls..
do have symptoms of non-verbal learning disorder..
that the DSMIV does capture more..
than any subtype..
of what the DSMIV describes..
as Asperger’s syndrome..
and continuing now..
with the DSM5 more than ever….
So it seems..
that individuals who do not experience..
the extreme pattern recognition..
of hyperlexic leaning individuals..
with Asperger’s syndrome..
are extremely verbal..
and very detail oriented..
in close attention..
to dotting every i..
and crossing every t..
in writing communication..
are dead in general AFFECT..
and effect in mind..
in seeing the big picture..
to use the allegory of the film you link..
‘THE BLANKET OF full EXISTENCE’..
WHICH CAN AND DOES..
lead to the experience of Nirvana or Bliss..
or ONEness of BEING wITh ALL THAT IS..
ONCE one GAINS this enLIGHTenment wITh ONE…
when one uses universal allegories like this..
to describe the ONE THAT IS ALL..
OR THE CONNECTEDNESS OF EVERYTHING…
OR THE BLANKET..
OR WHATEVER ALLEGORY….
ARRIVES AT THE SAME DESTINATION..
OF THE ONENESS OF ALL..
MANY folks here..
particularly in this forum..
see Universal language as only specks of word salad…
Instead of ONE COMPREHENSIVE WHOLE…
BUT WHAT i THINK may be THE ISSUE…
PERHAPS OUR CULTURE..
AND ENVIRONMENTAL INFLUENCE OVERALL…
IN A LIFE STUCK IN MECHANICAL COGNITION…
stunts big picture thinking GROWTH!
RATHER THAN A FULL FLOWING EMOTIONAL..
EXPERIENCE OF LIFE IN BALANCE..
WITH MECHANICAL COGNITION…
THE YIN AND YANG BALANCE..
if ya will..
THAT i’m sure you understand as..
YOU DO SEE THE BIG PICTURE..
AND IT IS OBVIOUS TO ME..
in just reading a few paragraphs..
when you first arrive here..
before you elaborated here..
on your ability to SEE the BIG PICTURE OF LIFE…
OUR SOCIETY THOUGH..
in all it’s patriarchal..
particularly in rural areas..
like my deep south..
Can be extremely fundamentalist..
or detail thinking folks..
with little to no ability to see the BIG PICTURE…
BUT WHAT I THINK IS THE CORE ISSUE..
IS TAKING AWAY THE YIN FOR CONTROL OF CHILDREN..
TO BE OBEDIENT ROBOTS..
AND PLAY THEIR ASSIGNED ROLES..
AS OTHERS DICTATE…!
THE SADDEST PART AND THE MOST IRONIC PART..
IS WHEN a person takes away the YIN from a male..
to make them big STRONG..
The opposite happens in big picture reality….
It is the Yin or the divine goddess..
OR divine feminine ..
that provides TRUE STRENGTH IN LIFE..
EVEN THE ABILITY FOR A MARTIAL ARTIST TO EXCEL..
OVER A MECHANICAL BOXER…
THE MECHANICAL YANG FIGHTER..
OPPOSES THE YIN FIGHTER..
WITH GOLDEN SPIRAL..
IF YOU WILL..
THAT i feel confident..
you follow with me here2 as
I am extremely tuned to this..
as i am the extremely sensitive..
IN all tactile..
and emotional contagion experiences of life..
type of spectrum individual..
as well as an EXTREME INPUT..
OR ‘WATCHER’ HUMAN BEING..
reading 10 to 15 times as fast as the average human being..
but having difficulty speaking coherently until well after middle age..
RATHER THAN A VERBOSE INDIVIDUAL..
AS I AM NOW..
AS A RESULT OF NO CHOICE..
BUT TO DEVELOP THAT PART OF MY MIND..
THROUGH PHYSICAL HEALTH ISSUE..
OF LOSING EFFECTIVE USE..
OF MY EYES OR EARS..
FOR over 60 months…
THIS IS A WAY TO EXTREME INPUT..
IN PATTERN RECOGNITION IN LIFE..
for those who are born with that propensity…
with eyes and ears..
that SEE MORE..
and beyond physical eyes and ears…
But along with a pain disorder..
actually the most extreme known to medical literature..
type 2 trigeminal neuralgia..
constantly from waking to sleeping hours..
for over 60 months..
i also lost almost all my emotion..
And most interestingly..
i also lost the ability..
to recognize synchronicity in life…
during those 60 months…
So it seems that this ability..
is more present in people..
who do have a strong empathic..
emotionally balancing brain in life…
And in our world..
of increasing mechanical cognition..
instead of developing a mind to see the big picture..
or blanket as so adequately and simply described..
in the ‘I HEART HUCKABEE’ MOVIE..
FOLKS ARE INCREASINGLY..!
LOSING THE ABILITY TO SEE THE blanket OF LIFE..!
OR THE FOREST..
INSTEAD OF TREES..
AND ALL THE OTHER METAPHORS IN LIFE…
THAT BASICALLY RELATE..
TO WHAT CAN BE A BALANCED MIND…
IF PROPERLY EXERCISED AS SUCH…
MY path back to human bliss..
or whatever metaphor..
that describes what can be a balance..
and homeostasis of life..
so simply experienced..
by our wild animal ‘brothers and sisters’..
AND LOST IN A ‘MATRIX’..
OF CULTURAL ILLUSION..
IN MECHANICAL COGNITION..
IS AN EXTREMELY DIFFICULT PATH TO ONCE AGAIN..
FIND MYSELF ON …
THE SAME TYPE OF KNOWING..
THE blanket OF EXISTENCE..
AS WHEN i am THREE…
THE TYPE OF INTELLIGENCE..
THAT IS NO AGE..
OR ILLUSORY CONTENT PROVIDED BY CULTURE..
KNOWING THE ALL..!
BEING THE BLANKET..!
BEING THE LIGHT..!
THAT EACH AND EVERY ONE OF US..!
any material substance…
IS NEVER SEPARATED ‘FORM’..
from THE METAPHOR FOR THE ALLITIS..
GOD or ‘the water of existence’..
instead of formed chalice..
WHILE YOU WITH YOUR TYPE OF ASPERGER’S SYNDROME..
WILL LIKELY HAVE NO PROBLEM UNDERSTANDING..
THIS WHOLE MONOLOGUE…
OTHER FOLKS WILL ONLY SEE IT AS
OR WORD SALAD OR WHATEVER…..
BUT I THINK THERE IS ALWAYS HOPE..
SO i never give up..!
As i made it back as blanket…
AND BEING LIGHT…!
no matter how lost a person..
whatever their diagnosed condition..
or undiagnosed condition..
what the REAL DUDE JESUS DESCRIBES
FROM THE ‘MATRIX’…
IF I MAY USE ANOTHER..
AND THE ONENESS
MOST DEFINITELY INCLUDING…
Whether all of US
sadly as that may be…2
Well of course..
DOES NOT DISCRIMINATE BETWEEN..
AND ROMANCE NOVELS…
THAT ARE ALL
ONE AND SAME…
total affect and
There is aS much TOTAL TRUTH..!
IN PATTERN RECOGNITION..!
AND IN MOVEMENT DANCING..!
AS HANS ASPERGER DESCRIBES..
(NOT DSMIV OR DSM5 DESCRIBED)
Asperger’S leaning mind of LADY GAGA..
IN HER SHORT 11 MINUTE VIDEO..
AS THE WHOLE DAM BIBLE…
WHICH IS SIMPLY..
ANOTHER ONE OF ALMOST..
AN INFINITE NUMBER OF PATHS…
TO HUMAN BEING BALANCE…
THE YIN AND THE YANG…
OF THE SACRED MASCULINE..
CORE OF OUR BEING…
OF BEING one wITh
the ONE THAT IS ALL..
OR WHATEVER TF…
YA WANNA METAPHOR it
She is simply saying that the Girl Under You..
THE DIVINE FEMININE OR GODDESS..
AMONG OTHER METAPHORS…
IS YOUR POWER OF GOD…
IN ‘FULLL’ RECOGNITION AND BEING..
OF ONE HUMAN MICROCOSM..!
AS ABOVE SO BELOW..!
OF TOTAL BEING..!
WHERE ALL THERE IS..
IS THE BLISS
AND with that said..
i will link her incredibly brilliant and creative video..!
That fundamentalist leaning folks..
EITHER ATHEIST OR CHRISTIAN..
BIRDS OF TWO..
THAT ARE BASICALLY..
WILL SEE AS MEANINGLESS GIBBERISH..
ABOUT HEDONISTIC SEX AND THAT IS ALL…
OR VISUAL WORD SALAD OR WHATEVER…
OF THE TRUE
THE BALANCE AGAIN…
YIN AND YANG…
OF WHAT WE CAN BE
AS FULL BEING..
WITH THE ONE THAT IS ALL..
IT’S REALLY SIMPLE..
WHEN IT COMES DOWN TO..
A SIX POINTED STAR..
OF HOLY GRAIL..
THE STAR OF DAVID…
THE TRIANGLE OF PENIS…
POINTED UP AND TRIANGLE
OF VAGINA POINTED DOWN…
AS ABOVE SO BELOW..
HOLY GRAIL OF YIN AND YANG..
BEEN AROUND FOREVER….
SIMPLE AS THAT FOR THOSE WHO SEE..
BUT AN EYE OF A needLE FOR CAMEL..
FOR MANY WHO DO NOT SEE..
WITHOUT EYES OR EARS…
MY CAT HAS NO PROBLEM SEEING IT..
HESHE IS TRULY BALANCED INTELLIGENCE..!
And he walks like a gay guy..
BALANCED AS SUCH..!
NOT AFRAID OF HIS FEMININE SIDE..
‘MATRIX’ OF CULTURAL ILLUSION..
AND INCREDIBLY STRONG…
A LIGHTENING FAST KILLER FOR SURVIVAL….
SAME AS ME NOW..
I CAN PROVE IT..
THE LIGHTENING FAST STRONG PART..!
AT 53 Years of age..
NOT THE KILLER PART..;)!
in the SPIRIT OF FAIR!
i also write a post
to appreciate the divine masculine
obviously there is
a ‘little’ relationship
to these thoughts..
and the movie
‘GOD’s NOT DEAD’
and while i do not often offer
The movie is great except for three things..
stereotyping Muslims as DAUGHTER beaters..
stereotyping atheists as folks with no empathy..
and finally the worst mistake of all..
ONLY SON OF GOD..
HE MIGHT BE ‘TURNING OVER’..
IN HIS GRAVE AND PERHAPS..
TO SET THE
WE ARE ALL SONS AND DAUGHTERS..
AND ALL ANIMATE AND
INANIMATE CREATIONS IN METAPHOR..
AND HELL NO!
WHILE I’M PROBABLY NOT MAKING
ANY MORE FRIENDS BY SPEAKING
WHAT I UNDERSTAND AS TRUTH..
I HAVE ONLY ONE BOSS..
the ‘duck dude’
of the guy who don’t
to be an equal part of GOD..
disappoints me too..
they know not what
and if Jesus is GAY
a rude AWAKENING..