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But anyway..my journey of ‘God’ and my exploration of ‘IT’ with you! IS getting a little too personal for your blog! SO I AM going to continue it hear.. here…if you will… If you have time to read it fine..if not that IS oKay too!
I do have some emotional feelings for you as a dear friend…and my feelings are a little hurt KNOWnow because I feel like I am confusing you and you are getting tired of me…it seems like most of my relationships with friends end up…
this way so IT IS very important that I change what I am doing wrong, if I ever want to keep a friend..a willing friend….that is….
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Understanding the darkness makes the Light! If one wants to truly walk in LIGHT!!
The reason I can spin around and dance in the big stores and ARE!
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Laugh at me! and make fun of me! with me or at me…
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Lesson! I learn knownow!! In this journey of understanding darkness and lightness! for ALL PEOPLE TOO!
What is even more interesting KNOWnow TOO! As I understand nowKNOW that my word shapes make the symbol K! AS…
The darker conversations are reduciING in sentEnce length..and the LIGHTERBRIGHTER CONVERSATIONS ARE extendING SENTENCE LENGTH!!!
The most balancING of conversations are ‘SPECIAL K’ IN LENGTH! as the bottom part of K is always a little more balancING in Lightness!!
Than Darkness! !! The best thing of ALL! IS KNOWNOW you are still my friend! even if..you do NOT HAVe time to approve my comments on your blog! And…
Even better nowKnow..because your friendship means so much to me..and I imagining you are not going to be my friend anymore..is the DARKNESS!…
That I Experience imagining THAT!!..Inspires thePOSITIVE LIGHT!..Allows me to generate this language expression of why the symbol of “K” is the ultimate KEY!!
TO ALL EXPERIENCE…EXISTENCE… AND IN TOTAL “K”…IN ESSENCE.. THE MEANING OF LIFE…IT IS NO WONDER THAT THE K IS ALPHA LETTER IN SO MANY LANGUAGES!!
IN EFFECT!…THE LETTER THAT STARTS ‘KEY’ AND ‘KING’!!…IS THE UNIVERSAL SYMBOL OF WHAT WE CALL GOD…ALLAH…THE ONE…OR WHATEVER…AND IN EFFECT IT IS WHY!!!
IF ONE ADDS ‘K’ TO ANY WORD LIKE MAGIC, MUSIC….MAGICK….MUSICK….IT CREATE POSITIVE LIGHT AND ENERGY….TO WALK…TO RUN… TO DANCE…to2 SING IN HIGHER LEVELS OF LIGHT!!!!
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DAM THESE ‘ADVERTIS0rS’ ARE DOING GREAT GETTING ‘MY MESSAGE’ OUT BEFORE I EVEN ASK THEM…HMMM..LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL ISN’T IT… kHOW IT ALL WORKS TOGETHER WHETHER WE REALiZE IT OR NOT! HAHAHEHE!!
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White Pearl says:
I am not able to watch these videos but the post is all what you commented on my blog and I already read that….
Why don’t you write like in an easy form, in the form of a story what you want to express ? In this was people would find it more interesting and will read you…. Just a suggestion because I care about you
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katiemiafrederick says:
HAha! already told the story on your blog! must be reading my blog and mind..if you will..heHE! So Deja blog comment views! for you! totoO ‘hearhere’! NOW! when you arrive HEREHEAR soon..again! NOW!love light pearl! WHITE..
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Hey Love Light White Pearl! ways up theres! Hmmm.. I am not really assuming.. I am using analogy here to tell a story…if you will..Yes it’s complicated but sometimes stories work better that way…not sure you understand that..but..IT IS oKKayy…
Here is a little more about ‘Just DO IT’, yes..I am so sorry that you cannot see the short one minute and 37 second video that I am going to link herehear nowknow that tells a much greater story that many many… people work on to share this great great lights lights with ALL but it is for the audience toO..you…see..seas..sharing Hi’m is what IT’s ALL ABout! with ALL!!
YOu could understand my story much better on my blog if you could see the videos..songs.. IT IS most of what the story IS FOR SURE MAGICK MUSICK MAGICK LIGHT for ALL…There are about 22K readers in about 5 months so someone IS reading…I don’t expect comments..but you see..seas..my TRUE JOY IS SHARING HI’m…
But more about JUST DO IT here..you seas..sees…ALL the great stories are on your blog..my blog is just a MAGICK CONduIT to get VERY VERY SPECIAL people here to read you blog…IT might just be ONE very special Person that comes here through that conduit but that IS ALL the JOY I NEED for LIGHT and LOVE for ALL the BLISS that I currently experience…You love me now and want me to stay here with you and let me right write more more here..that IS ALWAYS NOW icing on the cake of Bliss for me you see..SEAS? YES maybe you sees now please love light…Pearl..White…
But here is a little story about JUST DO IT…more to tell here…
When I was 12 years old I had the smallest little finger of all the boys on the soccer field..but I had the spirit of a Tiger in my heart..
In what they call reality.. the little finger is about 40% the strength of the whole hand..this is a scientific fact…
I don’t know about facts then..my mother mother tells me nothing about expectation or limitations in life…my father just looks at me like weak weak little boy…
He is probably worried I will be gay but that is okay gay people are okay too..but I love girls in a romantic way by the time I am in first grade..boys not for me..anyway…
But in this world a boy has to be strong to be a man so I am convinced I AM going to be a strong man..So the journey of strength begins..
Rather than go into all that detail of what eventually happened to make me to make me very very strong man..I go to Gym now with same size little finger I had when I was 12..IT Is still there in my twitter photos where..I am telling another story there in pictures and twitter words..
I used to try to hide IT when I was young by never reaching my arms to the sky to ‘praise the lord’…I AM no longer afraid of my little finger I RAISE MY ARMS NOWknow AND THAT LITTLE finger to PRAISE THE LORD’him”CHRIST’ONE…ALLAHorWHAteverONEcallsIT IS…
But to end herehear NOW a short story that could easily turn into 6 million words that already exist from me on the internet anyway spread far on many servers..when I walk into the gym now..at 53..I still lift more weights than 99% percent of the 21 year old marines..as IT IS a cream of the military crop military Installation…
But even a bigger thing is the ‘superbrainspirittigerheart’ that is ‘greater’ than any ‘superman’ IS that the military gave me close to 1 million dollars to spend in 8 hours and that gym I work out AT is ONE of the best one anywhere in the US to train Powerful Pilots with nerves of steel…1 million dollars of equipment that I had to list every fine detail on before the money expired at the end of what they call a fiscal year in US government military operations…No one could do that but me..in the entire US..I got the goods cause I had the brain and tiger spirit required…and thOSe little two fingers with the other 6 and two thumbs that type at about 130 words a minute on a computer…
So all I can say like I did on Twitter is ‘Cool Story Babe now go make me a sandwich White Pearl’ and I will wear the ‘t shirt’ that says that..but Wait you already did IT..you made this Blog…(that’s supposed to be funny by the way..I completely respect you like I respect my wife in real life).
Oh! and nowKnow! for the inspiration JUST DO IT video…POSSIBILITIES..meeting the CHALLENGES in LIFE LIVING IT NOW and moving to the next LEVel..sports is a microcosm for Society..Culture.. but it is also a Microcosm for finding ‘Hi’M’ too…as IS DANCe..SONG..ALL OTHER ART AND CREaTiVitY..ALL AS ONE for you we..me..sHEhe US we them and ALL..ON COURSe..if them..you..us….me..we..HEshe..OWNonONE WILL..true will..TrUe..WILL BabY WILL..’just do IT’ IS ALL IS ALL…1
1HAha!heHE1 one can always LOVE ‘HIM’ MORE…1 more time…NOW
All lighter comments aside..including mischief that arises anytime a beautiful picture of a woman comes in the conversation…which will happen anytime of any year of any century before recorded time…and after…when males and females are in the conversation..
The battle for reproductive freedom is at the core of all the world’s problems…
I suppose I gained your respect as I opened up my views to you on this very early on as I play the role of devil’s advocate in exploring this issue in my blog in no uncertain terms..
All Social Animals must have clearly defined social roles to keep the ‘Social Unit’ from breaking down.. The “social unit” has been breaking down in the US since the introduction of Birth Control Pills in 1960. Social roles are becoming less clearly defined as time goes on.
In effect ..with no clearly defined social roles..a whole species of a social animal will go extinct.. John Calhoun’s behavioral Sink experiment provides a clear forecast of what happens when subsistence is provided to social animals ‘the rat’ and social roles no longer exist..
It is a horrible thing..even more horrible as it is starting to happen to human beings NOW. The first place is Japan where overpopulation is high and people have turned to electronic entertainment to almost fully replace the physical interaction between the sexes among the younger people.. In fact they are starting to abhor the physical act of intimacy between the sexes…
Fertility rates are falling everywhere that electronic entertainment is replacing the physical realm of existence..in the west…
Is it no wonder the concern of the ‘state’…political..cultural systems of the Muslim countries in the middle east of going down this path…are dire…no it is not…any wonder that this seems worth dying for…for some people in these countries…
The dominant core ‘Christian religious beliefs’ in the US are patriarchal not that far from Muslim countries until the 1960′s.. TV is also censored then to make sure that women’s belly buttons are covered and men and women are only sleeping in separate beds.. This is a good moderate place to be and not as extreme as the total covering of the body.. but…
The progenitor of what was to come is still in the bra and the girdle as even in the covered body these devices make the woman look like she is very young at older ages and ready at prime fertility for reproduction..
Human beings are animals..sorry for anyone that disagrees..but there is no getting around this fact of nature..Any human that thinks differently no matter what the belief is sadly lying to themselves greatly..This is why no.. it is not the boys faults for falling to their sexual drives when woman are presented to them in this visual present of willing sexual partner..
When the breasts and hips..lips are adorned with red to present the heightened sexual pleasure boys will respond as animals as the boys…yes they are animals… and reproduction is the highest driving force for boys…if not no one would be here on this planet…
And no this is not an even playing field between males and females as it is a scientific fact that males are sexually stimulated much higher in the visual senses than females are..
Boys are visually attracted to the highest of instinctual..fertility..representation of a woman.. This is why even the face of this woman you present up top is providing the response you get…
The closed eyes and attention all on the glowing white estrogen skin of this young woman and full lips which also represents instinctual reproductive success will arouse any age of any man who has any desire of reproduction left…Any man who tells you that allah is stronger than this desire has no idea who allah IS…
But again the saddest thing of all…is in Japan…the social unit is so sick…that these lips and estrogen face mean little to nothing to more and more young men…They are no longer men..they are…in effect..drones..of the social hive as bees..in analogy.
Rampage killings are a barometer of the climate of microcosm of the tensions between the social roles and expectations of society…The United States is failing miserably in this area and so we have seen a relative explosion of rampage killings in the United States since 1964 and accelerating since broadband internet access..Violence has gone done overall as the dopamine release valve can be found in areas of pornography…video game… and many other sources of screen addiction found with internet and other electronic media resources…
The demographic of this crime has moved from middle age to young males between the ages of 20 and 28 approximately…since the 1980′s..The socio economic disadvantages of African Americans and the 70% single parent rate..lead African Americans as a demographic in the most vulnerable area of social role breakdown.. The result is clear as this demographic has the highest rates of violent crimes..at most..within that same demographic..of young males
This is just a tip of the iceberg of my understanding of this issue…Part of the reason I came here is to explore potential answers…as you are a progressive young Muslim woman who still has a burning desire to defend her religious beliefs..
You are the answer as a role model for other young Muslim women…as you are dedicated to finding all the answers to solve the problems of the world…I am too..but this path is like the ant who tries to stop the tidal wave from a comet hitting the earth from washing it clean from the ‘sins’ of the fathers..
What I mean by this is the destruction of the earth…People no longer love each other as they use to for required interdependence for survival..Electronic media has taken the place of what it truly means to be human…to be connected to each other in real life…feeling what is called ‘the oxytocin’ touch between any two human beings that make a bond that lasts for years to take care of each and every one in the village.
AS the skyscrapers grow higher the spirit of this connection grows lower..It is truly sad… all these words on the internet of passion like you and me and others on all these blogs are the tears of lament of the bird who was free to love and is dying slowly….slowly….slowly…slowly..painfully…painfully…everyday until the heart turns into stone…
Your words White Pearl are the tears of the Pearl that does not want to turn to stone anymore…
Quite frankly computer science is also probably killing your soul…at least in part…as it separates us…all of us.. from each other…But!!!
Language is an expression…a code… and even a mathematical formula for God…You take the technology..the expertise which you gain…turn it around to adorn the written word which is ART and the Power of love and expression…which is the only real hope now to save our species from much pain and suffering in the future…
It is a journey IS ALL..as each heart that is touched and healed…even just a little bit..away from that stone…and is forever in effect for success as the waves of love are spreading and healing for those that have the passion to make it happen..
So young female tiger continue to roar and spread this love…as love is the answer..simple that IT IS but it works…there is no doubt about that..the fact that you are not likely driven by the same lust hormones that some woman are driven higher too..as you are in the computer science field… is also your advantage to spread the type of unconditional love for others you spread here…that is the most powerful love of all…
This is the way I love you and why I love you so much..as you desire to heal the world…
This is the greatest of all loves and if it requires the sacrifice of my life I am freely willing to give it up…
What you are doing here now is relatively dangerous…Women in Muslim countries have been killed for saying these things… So yes you are a brave Tiger now as you cannot be so naive not to Know this…I think…
Whatever you do…do not show your face..your real physical face…I think you know this the same as I do..as I do not show my real last name either…Some Muslim men will hate you and desire to kill for you saying these things..as they do not understand the much bigger picture…
The face will provide a target…But your words are your sword…
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I am not able to watch these videos but the post is all what you commented on my blog and I already read that….
Why don’t you write like in an easy form, in the form of a story what you want to express ? In this was people would find it more interesting and will read you…. Just a suggestion because I care about you 🙂
HAha! already told the story on your blog! must be reading my blog and mind..if you will..heHE! So Deja blog comment views! for you! totoO ‘hearhere’! NOW! when you arrive HEREHEAR soon..again! NOW!love light pearl! WHITE..
that IS…
Hey Love Light White Pearl! ways up theres! Hmmm.. I am not really assuming.. I am using analogy here to tell a story…if you will..Yes it’s complicated but sometimes stories work better that way…not sure you understand that..but..IT IS oKKayy…
Here is a little more about ‘Just DO IT’, yes..I am so sorry that you cannot see the short one minute and 37 second video that I am going to link herehear nowknow that tells a much greater story that many many… people work on to share this great great lights lights with ALL but it is for the audience toO..you…see..seas..sharing Hi’m is what IT’s ALL ABout! with ALL!!
YOu could understand my story much better on my blog if you could see the videos..songs.. IT IS most of what the story IS FOR SURE MAGICK MUSICK MAGICK LIGHT for ALL…There are about 22K readers in about 5 months so someone IS reading…I don’t expect comments..but you see..seas..my TRUE JOY IS SHARING HI’m…
But more about JUST DO IT here..you seas..sees…ALL the great stories are on your blog..my blog is just a MAGICK CONduIT to get VERY VERY SPECIAL people here to read you blog…IT might just be ONE very special Person that comes here through that conduit but that IS ALL the JOY I NEED for LIGHT and LOVE for ALL the BLISS that I currently experience…You love me now and want me to stay here with you and let me right write more more here..that IS ALWAYS NOW icing on the cake of Bliss for me you see..SEAS? YES maybe you sees now please love light…Pearl..White…
But here is a little story about JUST DO IT…more to tell here…
When I was 12 years old I had the smallest little finger of all the boys on the soccer field..but I had the spirit of a Tiger in my heart..
In what they call reality.. the little finger is about 40% the strength of the whole hand..this is a scientific fact…
I don’t know about facts then..my mother mother tells me nothing about expectation or limitations in life…my father just looks at me like weak weak little boy…
He is probably worried I will be gay but that is okay gay people are okay too..but I love girls in a romantic way by the time I am in first grade..boys not for me..anyway…
But in this world a boy has to be strong to be a man so I am convinced I AM going to be a strong man..So the journey of strength begins..
Rather than go into all that detail of what eventually happened to make me to make me very very strong man..I go to Gym now with same size little finger I had when I was 12..IT Is still there in my twitter photos where..I am telling another story there in pictures and twitter words..
I used to try to hide IT when I was young by never reaching my arms to the sky to ‘praise the lord’…I AM no longer afraid of my little finger I RAISE MY ARMS NOWknow AND THAT LITTLE finger to PRAISE THE LORD’him”CHRIST’ONE…ALLAHorWHAteverONEcallsIT IS…
But to end herehear NOW a short story that could easily turn into 6 million words that already exist from me on the internet anyway spread far on many servers..when I walk into the gym now..at 53..I still lift more weights than 99% percent of the 21 year old marines..as IT IS a cream of the military crop military Installation…
But even a bigger thing is the ‘superbrainspirittigerheart’ that is ‘greater’ than any ‘superman’ IS that the military gave me close to 1 million dollars to spend in 8 hours and that gym I work out AT is ONE of the best one anywhere in the US to train Powerful Pilots with nerves of steel…1 million dollars of equipment that I had to list every fine detail on before the money expired at the end of what they call a fiscal year in US government military operations…No one could do that but me..in the entire US..I got the goods cause I had the brain and tiger spirit required…and thOSe little two fingers with the other 6 and two thumbs that type at about 130 words a minute on a computer…
So all I can say like I did on Twitter is ‘Cool Story Babe now go make me a sandwich White Pearl’ and I will wear the ‘t shirt’ that says that..but Wait you already did IT..you made this Blog…(that’s supposed to be funny by the way..I completely respect you like I respect my wife in real life).
Oh! and nowKnow! for the inspiration JUST DO IT video…POSSIBILITIES..meeting the CHALLENGES in LIFE LIVING IT NOW and moving to the next LEVel..sports is a microcosm for Society..Culture.. but it is also a Microcosm for finding ‘Hi’M’ too…as IS DANCe..SONG..ALL OTHER ART AND CREaTiVitY..ALL AS ONE for you we..me..sHEhe US we them and ALL..ON COURSe..if them..you..us….me..we..HEshe..OWNonONE WILL..true will..TrUe..WILL BabY WILL..’just do IT’ IS ALL IS ALL…1
1HAha!heHE1 one can always LOVE ‘HIM’ MORE…1 more time…NOW
Oh I already Read this 🙂 Love you xx
HAha! See..Seas.. what comes around goes around it’s up there too..again..and again..may be it’s everywhere…who knowsnow?!
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Hmmm….Hear..I AM… taking to myself again…here…
This time with a little cat song that meets more than the eye of the Tiger…
God! Oh! How! I do Love You Tube tootwo2…Dam that Google Algorithm is one smart ‘cooKieE!
White Pearl / August 26, 2013
Well Thank you for all the thoughts you have shared here but I find no connection of these thoughts to what I have written here in my post !
I have read all your thoughts…
And I would continue to roar as you say it
I love you too for saying all this
And I disagree to you here…. I don’t think so Muslim men would be offended by what I am writing and I don’t think so they would find any problem with me showing my face…. I know I am doing the right thing and I know true Muslim Men too…They always help the person doing the good thing….
Your concepts about Muslim men are wrong I guess !
Thanks so much for boosting me up !
I would continue writing
Love xx
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI / August 26, 2013
Ahh..well then you must be naive?…you don’t have much influence at this point but you have the potential…there have been women in Muslim countries killed for less ‘offensive words’ than this..of course the Killers are not true ringing allah ‘members’ to me…if what the commenter above said is true about it being okay to physically abuse people to enforce what the prophet teaches… this religion rings not true anyway..to me…I am going to read the Koran…sorry I have not had time yet..maybe I will finish it today..to confirm myself as to whether what that individual said is true or not… but if it is…relatively speaking.. it is a false religion as far as what rings true for me as an individual…
I’m not quite sure you fully read my comment either…as you clearly asked why boys do ‘this’ and I provided all the answers I am aware..in short form..in my comment..Lovexx.
Sometimes you sound very wise and sometimes not as wise..but you are young and there is a lifetime to learn more…Love again…and to be clear I am not suggesting I am wiser than you or anyone else..I know…nothing…
But again..all that counts is love…and you ring a master at that.
White Pearl / August 26, 2013
What the comment-er was trying to say can not be called as physical abusing…. It is called as caring for the people we love…and This includes all the Muslims !
It may ring false to you now but I promise…..It will ring true to you one day…may be in this life or may be after this life…. I am sure about this because I know the truth…..
Your knowledge may not allow you to understand it as true religion right now…..I hope you find the true light
Oh ok you should Try to reference to what question you are answering…..I don’t have a dream that you are answering one of the question I asked to one of my readers….
Noe I read all your comment once again and It make sense !
I am not at all wise I am dumb…..I am stupid and that is why I am here….to learn something and to let many dumb people learn along with me
You may be wise If you say so
Yes all that counts is love Love you !
Mani / August 26, 2013
Aslam-o-Alaikum (May Allah Pak Bless you ) … I have read many of your comments … you have unique way of expressing yourself … Its always mind boggling for me to fully comprehend your comments …
… but most of the time they are worth the effort …
The reason that I am taking part in your conversation today is that … If I am not wrong you were referring to the discussion I am having with pearl … when you refereed to physical abuse … and how its permitted in Islam … This was the exact reason why at the time i posted the comment I was reluctant to discuss … I know many Non-Muslims read her blog and they might not understand it and start having a doubts regarding Islam … Allah Pak and Our Prophet (Salalahu Alaihe Wasalam) … because they are unaware of the bigger picture … Thank you for bringing this up … as this will give me the opportunity to help you and other Non-believers understand… Inshallah (by the grace of Allah Pak) !!!
This discussion will be long so please bear with me as i would have to build your perspective and help you see the bigger picture before I come to the point … and i would like to start with the basics …
Without doubt Islam is the religion of nature (Deen-e-Fitrat) … and at the creator of this nature or this world is Allah Pak … Who himself is the epitome of Love. So in a sense you can say that Islam is the religion of Love … The basic four pillar and practices of Islam are Namaaz (Prayer), Roza (Fasting), Zakat (Islamic Tax) and Hajj (The Pilgrimage) all collectively teach one to be humble, tolerance , equality and unity … In the prayer makes one humble when you bow before your creator five times a day and place you forehead in earth … it teaches that you are not above everyone else … hence It drives away the ego and pride … Fastening brings tolerance and patience … and teaches us how the people who have to go through days of starvation and who cannot afford luxuries … how they live and … softens our hearts and let us feel their pain … the Zakaat (Islamic Tax) is the way by which Allah has given us a system of distribution of wealth … unlike the modern financial systems through which the wealthy become wealthier day by day and the poor are left to fend for them selves … Islam has the total opposite concept … It teaches us that if Allah Pak has blessed you then you should share his bounty with those who are needy and its not mercy or alms … its their right … Hajj (The Pilgrimage) … as i am sure you would have seen many picture of People who go to Makkah to perform Hajj … there is no distinction of Rich and poor there … everyone wears a plain white non-stitched cloth and have shaved heads … At that moment every one becomes equal … My point being that Humbleness, tolerance, patience, equality, unity and sacrificing ones worldly possessions for others are what make the basis of Love and the same form the four basic pillar or Islam … It is the Hadhees (saying) of Prophet Salalahu Alaihe Wasalam that…
“All mankind is from Adam and Eve, an Arab has no superiority over a non-Arab nor a non-Arab has any superiority over an Arab; also a white has no superiority over black nor a black has any superiority over white except by piety and good deeds”
The message of equality, unity and love is hidden in all his sayings … Prophet Salalahu Alaihe Wasalam was himself … Blessing for the whole humanity … in this world and the one after …!!!
I think we would all agree that the most pure and unconditional love on this earth is that of a Mother’s for her child.
A woman once came to Prophet Salalahu Alaihe Wasalam and said that Allah Pak loves all human being. And his love is, infinite times of the love that a mother has for her child. So if a mother cannot see her child burning in fire … How would Allah Pak burn the human beings in fire of Hell for eternity … It is said that tears came into Prophet Salalahu Alaihe Wasalam’s eyes and after a moment he replied … Allah Pak will frogive … EVERYONE (AND ALL THEIR SINS) … except he who does Shirk (attribute a partner to Allah Pak).
With this I would come to the point … Forcibly making your child offer prayer is THE LAST RESORT … It has been instructed that for five years you should teach your child to offer prayer with Love and care … for this is for his own betterment … The discussion again here come to the fact that if you see someone whom you Love and care about a lot and for whom you would do anything … And if that someone is going to do some serious harm to himself … Would you not do everything in your power to stop him from doing such thing … Like I said no one can love more than … the love parents have for their child … so put your self in their shoes and think when you know … that for disobeying the Order of Allah Pak … your child will burn in the fire … that is infinite times hotter that the fire of this world … and not for seconds, or minutes, or a day but … for eternity … (for that life will have no end) … would you not stop your child to your best effort … What is a momentary punishment of this temporary life compared to never ending pain of hereafter …
How is this not LOVE you tell me when by causing a little pain you have saved your loved one form a never ending torment of Hell … !!!
I hope I was able to help you understand … Do let me know if you have any further queries … Stay Blessed …!!!
Harsha / August 26, 2013
As I always say Perverts don’t go with religion and can’t respect a woman anywhere in this world…Even in India Girls are not safe because of some morons who have lost their moral and ethical values and no sooner it is going to change until the females all around the world stand for their rights and fight for it…
White Pearl / August 26, 2013
I agree to you Harsha ! Women are fighting too but most of them have adopted the wrong channels……
Thank you for sharing your thoughts !
Chandni Lahoti / August 26, 2013
Hi dear! The only thing I have to say after reading this intense and beautiful post is that I want to give a big hug right now! Love! Feeling so pleased to have found your blog.
White Pearl / August 26, 2013
Aww thank you I value your hug and Love the most I am glad too to find you here ! Love you so much xx
safia / August 26, 2013
I just wanted to add something to Mani’s comments above where he quotes from Surat Al Nur (24:31). Salam alaikum, Brother – you really ought to have also quoted Ayat 30 which precedes this, ie,
‘Say to the believing men that they should lower their gaze and guard their modesty: that will make for greater purity for them: And Allah is well acquainted with all that they do.’
Any Muslim man who stares at a woman in the street and/or harasses her because of how she looks or the way she is dressed is not behaving like a ‘good’ Muslim. White Pearl said a girl in the street is not ‘harming’ the boys who are offended by her appearance – I agree – such a girl is harming herself and her own soul. The boys are harmed by their aggressive behaviour and as we all know, what goes around, comes around.
One last point – vigilante extremists have ignored the hadith, ‘There is no compulsion in religion’. The Qur’an is a guidance, a message – all Muslims, male and female who choose to ignore the instructions regarding behaviour are harming themselves more than anyone else. Yes, advise when you see a fellow Muslim going astray, but never use violence, aggression, bullying or other abusive behaviour to try to ‘correct’ another’s faults.
White Pearl / August 26, 2013
I am amazed sister…This was the point I was trying to make but due to the fact that I am not good at telling people what I think , I fail most of the time…. This was the same I was thinking…..Every thought is like It is poured out of my mind by you….
I would like Mani to answer it too please…..
I am loving the discussion because I am learning a lot from it !
Thanks sister
safia / August 26, 2013
Well, when I scrolled back up and read more of Mani’s comments he does refer to it, but the problem is, only quoting one part is only half the story! Mani really does make some good points and I can see where he’s coming from. And I agree … a fascinating discussion. Thanks for kicking it off!
White Pearl / August 26, 2013
Yes he really is awesome at making points and I would urge him making more here
Well all thanks to you guys for taking part in it
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI / August 26, 2013
Sorry ran out of reply space above but !KnownowK! it’s getting interesting…
First of all, I am here to answer all your questions or at least try now..not just specific one’s here or there..
Secondly, If I go to the ‘mall’ and light the wHole…the whole ‘dam’ thing up with my true light and no one even notices true..your true light… when you go to the ‘mall’..who has the true light?
Is it in a book?..don’t think so…makes no sense at all..
OMG? that should just be a rhetorical question but believe it or not people take it seriously…!do you really think God belongs to any religion as a true light?!CAn IT really be my God and my true light and not your true light too?
All I wanted to know is if it is okay to beat your wife if she is bad bad bad…I see another response that tells me above that this is not okay..OMG! I Am relieved but I’m still looking forward very much to read the entire Koran and make my own detailed analysis of the whole..the dam thing…by the way dam is just mad spelled backwards so I guess it’s gotta be happy right? HIAha!
LOve you too..See ya L@a
Wow Mani! you almost had me hooked until the end..It is a beautiful religion and that is the only mistake as people take those words and abuse their wives..and children…killing them at times..horrible..horrible..horrible…those words are..!
And further more when parents force their children to believe in certain ways scaring them for hellfire the real world result is often horrible guilt and suicide…
So sorry! your religion fails miserably on this count..I am still going to read the Koran and make my own analysis though as it is more than likely that someone stuck that in ‘their’ so they could control their wife and children to their whims not Allah’s whims..
The rest of it is too beautiful to believe that could have come out of your prophet’s mouth..It makes ‘absolutely’ no ‘sense’…although this is historical days when there is no birth control and people do want to control their wive’s reproductive freedoms and their children’s reproductive freedoms ‘for sure’…by any…method to control the ‘selfish gene’.
And yes! the old testament fails even more miserable in what ‘they’ attempt to call Christianity…when they use these old dead historical lines that served ‘their’ historical purpose in a day and time…when peace is truly impossible…
This is no longer the case…but there will never be peace as long as it is okay to abuse and or kill children and/or a wife over an ideological difference….that part is way too disturbing…There are not enough lifetimes to make that ring true…
Of course again! all of this is just my opinion…
And again this response is from what I hear here..I’ll make my own analysis when I do my duty to read the book..the Koran…
Still LOve me knownow White Pearl…HAha..I am harder to love than you…it is a challenge…nowKnow..I bet I love you more…that is where the True Light is ‘baby’….’tiger’
White Pearl / August 27, 2013
You have questioned Mani about rest of the thing….I will leave him to answer you here.
I just want to ask you a question in response to what you asked which seems to be referred to me….
If there is fire somewhere near your house or anywhere and you wife is going to jump in it she want to jump in it she is out of her mind and she can’t see what will happen to her after jumping in it and you are saying her not to jump…you are stopping her but she is not stopping…..
What will you do ?
I don’t need stories I just need an answer !
A one line answer !!
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI / August 26, 2013
And Mani if you are talking to me above I am honored that you are even reading my words…that is more than I could ask for in a thousand lifetimes from anyone…
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI / August 27, 2013
And yes I do have a question I would like answered clearly if possible Mani.. What is the Muslim religion of nature’s current position on whether or not homosexuality is a sin..as we now know by science that this is a creation of nature for the most part…not choice by man…
Obviously these scientific facts of nature were not known as true by the people who wrote the words of your prophet in that day…but if Muslim is the true religion of nature it must adapt to the knowledge of man that is so small..so small to the mighty force that is God and ‘all knowing nature’..with no conscience at all..as we are currently aware as a distinct entity…as opposed to ‘silly’ human anthropomorphic terms that have been used in the past..the historical past…before greater light of knowledge was brought to defeat the ignorance of the knowledge of the past…
The logic of God and Nature is clear…Homosexuality is not only not a sin..it is a vital component of the success of any social animal species..most highly that of man…as those individuals who can spend their time supporting others without the responsibilities of raising a family are often the ones that provide the most true light love possible in one lifetime…to their fellow community of man..
Clearly in the historical past homosexuals have been brutally killed by those professing the Muslim religion..this is a mortal sin if there is any mortal sin applied against God..if there is any hellfire those individuals that did that would certainly burn the longest and the hottest..of any Muslim individual…Obviously many other religions, cultural and ideological beliefs are responsible for the same brutal oppression of their loving fellow human beings that in actuality many times have a true light of love of God a thousand times higher than any pious religious person professing any empty vessel or vehicle of love whether it is word or ritual…
White Pearl / August 27, 2013
I would leave this topic here too for Mani because you have asked him to answer…
But I would like to make a point here ….
male and female both have complete sex organs….
Two males and Two females can not reproduce…
There is nothing like ‘gay gene’ in humans….
Females are made to please males and males are made to please females….
A complete family is made by both males and females because both of them have their own strengths….
Then what makes you think that Homosexuality is natural ?
It is not natural…It is just a state of mind….as there are people with bipolar disorders….With similar mind disorders…. More often This disease arises because of some specific reason that individual has to face in his life….
You believe in researches ? These same researches suggest a thing one day and deny the same thing n the other research…
As far as I have read researches there is nothing like gay gene and this is just like a disease….
What is written in Quran is cent percent right….. It says that we have made females for you then why are you attracted towards males ?
It is the gay community itself which is making this type of comments to convince people to hide what wrong they are doing….. This can never be natural….
Who says Muslims killed any homosexual people ? A true Muslim would have never killed an innocent… Write my words and Save them !
It would be nice if you provide any refrence about where Muslims killed homosexual people….
Thanks !
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI / August 27, 2013
Oh my goodness White Pearl! This is so sad! you seem obviously misguided by your education system! as it is likely censored just like You tube…There are literally hundreds of resources in science that back this fact up..if your country censors them there is nothing I can do but copy and paste the text from the research…I can write a novel of copy and paste here…if you give permission I will proceed? There is absolutely 100% no chance that this is not a natural part of human nature…and animal nature in general. Unless you do not believe that science is real..Unfortunately many people still live in these sad dark ages…
And yes! Muslim people have killed homosexual people..just like some so called Christians in the US..if not in direct murder..in shaming them in guilt to suicide..if you have not heard of this obviously that information is censored for you also…I can copy and paste if you like there too..if you give permission…anyone here from the west who has uncensored access to news information can immediately verify this fact now..for you..if you do not trust my words…
Yasmeen Baloch / August 27, 2013
I am really speechless on your words,,,,Very nice and so nicely written
OUTSTANDING
White Pearl / August 27, 2013
Awwh Thank you so very very much ! Your words always make me feel good Thank you Love xx
My Say / August 27, 2013
oops thats a big list of comments –
Poignant and thoughtful.. I was touched reading this
White Pearl / August 27, 2013
Lol Yeah…. Discussions you know
Thank you so much !Much appreciated xx
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI / August 27, 2013
One reason why I know that the Christian Bible.. even the old testament is a powerful true approximation of what rings true… is that when I was younger and I read it often that I could open the book anywhere and find the answers to my questions….THE BIGGER QUESTIONS OF LIFE…..f you will……
The test of the Koran last night for me would be to open up the book and find my answer…
I did..and yes it did…the KORAN that IS….if you will…..2
9.11.. the date 9.11… is obviously a turning point in Middle East and West relations but it is also significant in that it is the beginning of the calendar in Egypt in mythology where the Nile floods and creates hardships and adversity..great adversity if you will…and the cycles of dark and light…i.f you will too..2two
My answer here came with 9:12..in repentance…in the KORAN….
I will quote it here:
9:12 “But if, after coming to terms with you, they break their oaths, and revile your faith, make war on the leaders of unbelief-for no oaths are binding with them-so that they may desist
Will you not fight against those who have broken their oaths and conspired to banish the Apostle? They were the first to attack you. Do you fear them? Surely God is more deserving of your fear, if you are true believers.
Make war on them: God will chastise them at your hands and humble them. He will grant you victory over them and heal the faithful. He will take away all rancor from their hearts: God shows mercy to whom He pleases. God is all-knowing and wise.
Did you imagine you would bed forsaken before God has had time to know those who have fought valiantly and served none but God, His Apostle and the faithful God is cognizant of all you actions.”
I already knew that the Koran was a book of love but it is also a book of defending territory in human/animal/nature analogy..
Right below controlling reproductive freedom the second greatest conflict of world conflict as has always been since the beginning of social primate nature in the tribe..and well before with the rat who is the ancestor of man before there was a creature that walked upright like man..about 75 million years ago…
I use a similar analogy to defend the Muslim religion by those who attack IT as a religion of war…well It is in effect a religion of war…there is no denying that….but the human animal is an animal that is a warrior who defends it’s territory not unlike the Lion or the Tiger….
The prophets in the new testament Christianity forecast that one day the Lion will lay down with the lamb and have peace….
In effect the Muslim religion and the Christian religion are both lamb and Lion….
The advantage the US has in being the lamb is that there have been no great wars to defend on the US soil…in almost two centuries….whereas in the middle east this is a great reality of concern of everyday….
As these are the circumstances of different contingencies..human animal contingencies that is…one cannot fairly compare the religions as practiced in effect….in the middle east as compared to the US….
These conflicts are the same within the religions obviously..as there are abortion bombings in the US…great conflicts of demonizing homosexuals that continue as is the case in the middle east….the conflicts are all the similar….the ‘selfish gene’ and defending territory and resources for subsistence that is required for any real chance for long term reproductive success…..continues……
The challenge for human beings is to find a way to muffle the animal nature greater.. greater with higher levels of light and love…This is the greatest challenge ever that the human species takes at this moment….now…..as we speak as there is going to likely be bombings with Syria very soon with the US……
As the defender of human basic human rights intervening on territorial disputes of another country..
This is a heated issue…and more potential for even greater human suffering and pain similar to the horrifying tragedies of IRAQ….
I do not favor Christianity over Muslim religion.. there are reasons…logical/animal/nature reasons why each religion is different and the same..they are currently apples and pears with different requirements to grow these apples and pears trees…..
When the fruit becomes the more similar the chances for the Lion laying down with Lamb are greater greater..much greater…
It is the Ultimate challenge of “Just Do It” as the great advertiser/philosopher company says..for shoes for ALL..if you WILL in analogy to walk a more…similar path for ultimate words and world peace….
Humans are going to continue to defend reproductive freedoms and territory..there are millions of years of evolution behind this nature..that is not going to change…
But with greater collective human intelligence humans have the greater potential to make greater imaginary games with each other in adult life like children to defend territory in video games and even football and baseball games between the lines of imaginary and real divisions of territory in computers and regions labeled with cities and teams…That is just two examples…. there are thousands and thousands more…..
But we must more fully share the technology of greater peace to fully make this happen before the animal nature and the technology of war kills us all.
It is that simple and that complex all at the same time.
I see all of this and much more..so much more that I can not yet put into words..I hope this can be understood in ‘Laymans’ terms..if you will…
This blog has been one of my inspirations to greater put this in words where people can understand what I see as an observer..a most unusual observer…if you will..
You see White Pearl that is why I humble myself before you..you are my greatest gift…’write’….NOW. i.f you will…..and we and us and ONE……
You love strangers with different faiths and beliefs enough to equally share your territory..and yes we play games instead of war…That my friend is the answer….to all the world’s/words problems if meyou..we…and US….continue to make this LOVELIGHTELOVE greater and greater…..like the young children on the playground……before puberty who still love each other so much in loving playground ways…….
As an ending here I understand why you and Mani will not likely to be able to fully answer my questions here and I knew that before I posed them…it is to stimulate minds to greater answers…..that IS ALL and yes that potential is here on your blog…….It is the words that are the potential swords of peace……When they live forever on the internet on servers in relative analogy…….It does not matter who the authors are……All that matters is lifelightlove.
And OMG! there are so many opportunities with technology in so many ways other than ‘just words’.. to make this happen for the futureNOW…. for ALLthose who take full advantage of this opportunity…… for lifelightloveforALLONENOWFOREVERMORE…….
White Pearl / August 27, 2013
I would first like you to answer the questions I have asked you….
I need their answers….
Then I will answer these all questions and thoughts of your’s in this very comment….
And don’t worry Me and Mani will answer each and every point raised by you….
If you are thinking we can’t answer you , then you ARE mistaken !
Please kindly answer the questions I asked you in previous comments first !
Thanks.
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI / August 27, 2013
And yes! my real sister in real life is born without a clear gender..she has more light in one second than you will likely have your entire life..because she will never judge another human being as evil…Yes you are making me angry now..You don’t want to see me angry…Trust me one that one. But I forgive you because you know not what you do…And I still love you the same.
cabrogal / August 27, 2013
Gotta agree with KATiE MiA FredericK!iI about homosexuals – at least in part.
There is probably no gay gene but it is still probably inborn – though no-one quite knows how.
But people sure don’t choose to be homosexual. A lot of them spend a lot of futile time and effort trying to ‘cure’ themselves and others just give up and kill themselves. One of the reasons there is so much effort in the West to stop stigmatising gay people is because families are getting tired of cutting the corpses of their gay sons and daughters down from nooses.
Some people, when they realise they’re gay, try to give up sex entirely. That’s why there’s so many gay men who are Catholic priests. Mostly it doesn’t work and their sexuality just gets sicker until they can’t hold it in anymore. Not all end up abusing children. Most abuse other priests.
I’m not saying that celibacy is unhealthy or improper, just that few men are strong enough to practice it for a lifetime.
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI / August 27, 2013
There is no doubt that Censorship of knowledge if there is any potential of any Anti-Christ or Devil in this world wears those clothes of Censorship…this is so….so….very…sad…
And in effect….can lead to the destruction of many lives if this does not change soon…so..so..very soon!!!
There may be no hope for this world species of human in the future…if this hurdle cannot be lowered to exceed…
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI / August 27, 2013
No there is no gay gene that is known …it is clearly influenced by the influence of prenatal testosterone…and it exists evenly among all populations of animals and human beings who are sexually dimorphic in nature..
There are as many homosexuals in Pakistan as there are in the US or China per percentage… there is just more human suffering where there is human ignorance of science…and censorship of human life as whole and one…
This is one of my areas of expertise..trust me…there is no one that will defeat the research and references that I have accumulated through time on this issue. Give me the green light and I will certainly bring on tens of thousands of words of research…here now…if you want it you will get it now freely from me…it is all in my computer files…
Here is the last link to White Pearl’s Blog that I am referencing in the comment above..
What I am doing here is getting abstract to the point where it deserves a little more logical explanation I think…for anyone who is tenacious enough to continue following my story at this point…
In the best logic of what I can describe of what ‘I AM’ doing here…I am writing a satirical story that is satire and reality at the same time…about religion…It is as if I am the writer, director, and main actor of the same play if you will…it is incredibly intellectually and emotionally stimulating to me…and I am ‘hooked’ into continued doing this…if you will…
I am attempting to balance opposing forces if you will…what is described as good..evil…negative…positive…darkness…light…matriarchy…patriarchy…male…female…and yes even..Penis and Vagina…and even Yin and Yang….
Obviously the west is still far out there in evil..negative..darkness…patriarchy…male…and yes Penis and even not so even Yang and Yin toward Yang…
As the main actor my last Illustration would have been an optical illusion photo using the natural tendencies of the iPhone…photo element…if you will..where my penis looks the same size as the rest of my body..and even a little bigger… to illustrate the imbalance in the west….but the shoulders is enough to make the point I think…Haha…but that said we all know what penises look like? right! so the description is enough write Hehe…haha!
No doubt I would have lost some folks in the viewing audience as I don’t think the west is ready for that type of art viewed as art instead of actual Anthony Weiner Perversion if you will… but In fact… he is in Actuality a real life representation of what can go wrong when a species get’s too obsessed about it’s Penis…a microcosm of reality if you will of the.. a ‘big’ problem with our culture…surprised that George W. Bush didn’t ‘whip’ his little boy out before we went to war with Iraq… Mr. cowboy dude….
That said I will leave this little video that goes in the other direction as I truly believe we can find God when we are dancing..twirling…Whirling…and around the aisle obstacles in Walmart… if you will..losing the illusion of Culture and becoming one and part of God inside that Illusion…I will also link the Beautiful Video of the ‘Russian’ Opera star and her child illusion that brings tears to my eyes every time I watch it as she illustrates this beautiful concept of God and beauty ‘write’ in the middle of the full ugliness that is the cultural byproduct of cancer of what humans put on this earth…
And I am also going to link “The Logical Song” from Super Tramp with Roger Hodgson… the guy looks better at 60 than he did in his 20’s he’s definitely found a secret in life HaHA…Hehe…and “Child of Vision”…it really says it all in two songs…in my opinion…if you will…
Yellow boy just told me no no no no the other..Yellowboys..he knows don’t have brown eyes that look like sunglasses WtF? What the Fred? Yes yes yes my eyes are like yours instead…so what about this Brown eye shiny eye thing…hmmm…well…I guess…WILL have to think about that ONE…
By the way d Verse folks this whole thing again is going to be my open link entry this week…but I missed the poetry exercise on 55 words that it is write there above..It’s called Yellowboy Loves Shiny Brown Eyes..he really does you knownow…now need seven more words for onemore…
And Yellow Boy says What! another Dam Perry! why IS IT that all your Cosmic DJ songs have to end in Artists called a dam rock…KATY Perry…Christina Perri…Now WtF Steve Perry what IS with You Fred? I just put my hands over my ears and said lalalalalalalalala…I’mnothearinganything elsebut..lalalalalalalalal..write..now…
OKK that’s four for 170 total I love the number 115 not sure why but I do…and yeah I knownow I kinda’ cheated on three of them..but the shiny brown eye love is not something that can be cheated, if one wills..IT is something that can be shares with everyone…@lEast me…
And hello White Pearl again..
All lighter comments aside..including mischief that arises anytime a beautiful picture of a woman comes in the conversation…which will happen anytime of any year of any century before recorded time…and after…when males and females are in the conversation..
The battle for reproductive freedom is at the core of all the world’s problems…
I suppose I gained your respect as I opened up my views to you on this very early on as I play the role of devil’s advocate in exploring this issue in my blog in no uncertain terms..
All Social Animals must have clearly defined social roles to keep the ‘Social Unit’ from breaking down.. The “social unit” has been breaking down in the US since the introduction of Birth Control Pills in 1960. Social roles are becoming less clearly defined as time goes on.
In effect ..with no clearly defined social roles..a whole species of a social animal will go extinct.. John Calhoun’s behavioral Sink experiment provides a clear forecast of what happens when subsistence is provided to social animals ‘the rat’ and social roles no longer exist..
It is a horrible thing..even more horrible as it is starting to happen to human beings NOW. The first place is Japan where overpopulation is high and people have turned to electronic entertainment to almost fully replace the physical interaction between the sexes among the younger people.. In fact they are starting to abhor the physical act of intimacy between the sexes…
Fertility rates are falling everywhere that electronic entertainment is replacing the physical realm of existence..in the west…
Is it no wonder the concern of the ‘state’…political..cultural systems of the Muslim countries in the middle east of going down this path…are dire…no it is not…any wonder that this seems worth dying for…for some people in these countries…
The dominant core ‘Christian religious beliefs’ in the US are patriarchal not that far from Muslim countries until the 1960′s.. TV is also censored then to make sure that women’s belly buttons are covered and men and women are only sleeping in separate beds.. This is a good moderate place to be and not as extreme as the total covering of the body.. but…
The progenitor of what was to come is still in the bra and the girdle as even in the covered body these devices make the woman look like she is very young at older ages and ready at prime fertility for reproduction..
Human beings are animals..sorry for anyone that disagrees..but there is no getting around this fact of nature..Any human that thinks differently no matter what the belief is sadly lying to themselves greatly..This is why no.. it is not the boys faults for falling to their sexual drives when woman are presented to them in this visual present of willing sexual partner..
When the breasts and hips..lips are adorned with red to present the heightened sexual pleasure boys will respond as animals as the boys…yes they are animals… and reproduction is the highest driving force for boys…if not no one would be here on this planet…
And no this is not an even playing field between males and females as it is a scientific fact that males are sexually stimulated much higher in the visual senses than females are..
Boys are visually attracted to the highest of instinctual..fertility..representation of a woman.. This is why even the face of this woman you present up top is providing the response you get…
The closed eyes and attention all on the glowing white estrogen skin of this young woman and full lips which also represents instinctual reproductive success will arouse any age of any man who has any desire of reproduction left…Any man who tells you that allah is stronger than this desire has no idea who allah IS…
But again the saddest thing of all…is in Japan…the social unit is so sick…that these lips and estrogen face mean little to nothing to more and more young men…They are no longer men..they are…in effect..drones..of the social hive as bees..in analogy.
Rampage killings are a barometer of the climate of microcosm of the tensions between the social roles and expectations of society…The United States is failing miserably in this area and so we have seen a relative explosion of rampage killings in the United States since 1964 and accelerating since broadband internet access..Violence has gone done overall as the dopamine release valve can be found in areas of pornography…video game… and many other sources of screen addiction found with internet and other electronic media resources…
The demographic of this crime has moved from middle age to young males between the ages of 20 and 28 approximately…since the 1980′s..The socio economic disadvantages of African Americans and the 70% single parent rate..lead African Americans as a demographic in the most vulnerable area of social role breakdown.. The result is clear as this demographic has the highest rates of violent crimes..at most..within that same demographic..of young males
This is just a tip of the iceberg of my understanding of this issue…Part of the reason I came here is to explore potential answers…as you are a progressive young Muslim woman who still has a burning desire to defend her religious beliefs..
You are the answer as a role model for other young Muslim women…as you are dedicated to finding all the answers to solve the problems of the world…I am too..but this path is like the ant who tries to stop the tidal wave from a comet hitting the earth from washing it clean from the ‘sins’ of the fathers..
What I mean by this is the destruction of the earth…People no longer love each other as they use to for required interdependence for survival..Electronic media has taken the place of what it truly means to be human…to be connected to each other in real life…feeling what is called ‘the oxytocin’ touch between any two human beings that make a bond that lasts for years to take care of each and every one in the village.
AS the skyscrapers grow higher the spirit of this connection grows lower..It is truly sad… all these words on the internet of passion like you and me and others on all these blogs are the tears of lament of the bird who was free to love and is dying slowly….slowly….slowly…slowly..painfully…painfully…everyday until the heart turns into stone…
Your words White Pearl are the tears of the Pearl that does not want to turn to stone anymore…
Quite frankly computer science is also probably killing your soul…at least in part…as it separates us…all of us.. from each other…But!!!
Language is an expression…a code… and even a mathematical formula for God…You take the technology..the expertise which you gain…turn it around to adorn the written word which is ART and the Power of love and expression…which is the only real hope now to save our species from much pain and suffering in the future…
It is a journey IS ALL..as each heart that is touched and healed…even just a little bit..away from that stone…and is forever in effect for success as the waves of love are spreading and healing for those that have the passion to make it happen..
So young female tiger continue to roar and spread this love…as love is the answer..simple that IT IS but it works…there is no doubt about that..the fact that you are not likely driven by the same lust hormones that some woman are driven higher too..as you are in the computer science field… is also your advantage to spread the type of unconditional love for others you spread here…that is the most powerful love of all…
This is the way I love you and why I love you so much..as you desire to heal the world…
This is the greatest of all loves and if it requires the sacrifice of my life I am freely willing to give it up…
What you are doing here now is relatively dangerous…Women in Muslim countries have been killed for saying these things… So yes you are a brave Tiger now as you cannot be so naive not to Know this…I think…
Whatever you do…do not show your face..your real physical face…I think you know this the same as I do..as I do not show my real last name either…Some Muslim men will hate you and desire to kill for you saying these things..as they do not understand the much bigger picture…
The face will provide a target…But your words are your sword…
Wow! I really have to say now.. I love the Word Press Commenting system.. I am able to include all my seemingly random thoughts outside of the main body of the blog post.. Even better is I can link media in the comments too…as oh I do love to expression emotions and deeper thoughts with my favorite and new treasures of youtube videos…
This is a most interesting discussion above on White Pearl’s Blog.. There is really a heated discussion going on.. and I am absolutely correct on my viewpoints as any educated person in the West understands about these issues of homosexuality as a natural part of animal species including human beings and the other points brought up by the other commenter on the rampant rape of women in Muslim countries by their close relatives and acquaintances that are not reported as the consequences are harsh and sometimes leading to death…along with the rights that men have to treat their wives like this in those countries…
But as we know the same thing happens in the West everyday as well as there are fundamentalist viewpoints influenced by restrictive religions here as well…the move far away from light and to the depths of darkness…
LIberty and TrueLightLoveWill is only found to the degree it is found in Western countries as there is some degree of separation of Church and State..
One might wonder why I honor Lady Gaga in this post of music videos above every other artist as the leading artist in modern culture…but she is in effect that…expressing truelovelightwill..but not only that…my philosophy of life is almost identical to hers…in real life..No doubt I could be the best of friends with her in real life if I worked with her in any occupation.
I made my first you tube video other than the two piano you tube videos I made in March that started off my entire creative spurt of energy in making blogs of my own. I’m not sure if I had not created that Piano Music back in 2007 before I got sick if I would have ever experienced this wonderful experience of creativity for these close to 5 months now.
In that simple little youtube video that I call “Taking Flight in the BackyARD!” all I do is wander through my home out the back door of my patio in the yard and spinning freely like flying in the yard…
Yes! this is an Autistic characteristic that is repressed but is free again in me that I openly celebrate now…even in Walmart And Sports Authority…
My next project is going to be making a video in one of these stores with the iphone swinging freely in the video mode of recording by my side as a work of art of how fast I go twirling and whirling and coming so close to obstacles and never touching them…there is a most unusual impact on the psyche of others when I leave a store..my body is incredibly strong for my size…and incredibly graceful too when I get in this kind of flow…It’s unusual and likely provides the highlight of entertainment for the security guards monitoring the cameras for the stores…HAha! I know they are hysterically laughing and go home with a glow after seeing that not too mention all the other customers in the store who are not scared of me…
What I notice of the impact I have on others is mostly the children ages 4 to 10…When they see me they copy me and are free as children can be too..twirling and whirling around aisle obstacles themselves…
Oh! My! GoD! How! Wonderful!! IT is to be fully free as a human being…like the Hawk that swirls and twirls dancing with the Nautilus Spiral around the clouds of the sky and Sun as One!
Yes there are tears in my eyes to be able to say that here now… for others to here…from now one as on…as long as the ‘electric juice’ is hooked up to these servers…
I live in my underwear in my home to relax and in my private backyard as well…I accidentally flashed my underwear…very ‘briefly’ if you will in the video and was a little embarrassed and was going to erase it but..I decided NO! there is nothing to be ashamed of over a little white cloth over my body…and no there is nothing to see even to be ashamed of if anyone took the pauses on the video it requires to see not much of anything..I guess you could say it is my Lady Gaga moment of fame! HAha…!
I am alive uncensored and free as a bird..With that said I am going to link the Lady Gaga video Applause from the MTV video awards which I love because she poses with a bowling ball like I do in my latest Twitter creative story that I am using real life photos to comment the story with and I can’t but help to giggle just a little when she comes out dressed as some kind of new age nun adorned with what looks like fake pearls…
Did I mention I love synchronicity…OH! yes I do…with that said I will link a third video that was at the top of the Google suggested you tube videos last night that starts out with a robot and flows to a guy that has a T-shirt that says from K1…it looks like something I say continuing throughout my blog..I keep thinking the Google Algorithm is in effect an expression of God…too.. like Human language..song…and all other forms of art and creativity…maybe I’m write maybe I’m wrong or right writing…but who knows…
Maybe I’m a ‘Eusocial Primate’..or maybe not…but for one dam thing is sure if you come in contact with me…your mind will not work quite the same exactly…the same that is again…whatever other gift we could give another that could be greater than to change the color of their soul at even the lightest tints of glow darker lighter darker or whatever may be…is all flow love light and love for ALL ONe….IN ULTIMATE EFFECT AS ONE…ASNOWASONE
And my twitter feed with my recent photo illustrated tweeter story! HAha!
Maybe there is a two video limit in comments…I will try again here with the other two..including Lady Gaga Applause at MTV awards and the Video Game HIgh Season 2..5th video..
If not! the links will take you there except unfortunately for those people in the viewing audience that have youtube censored in their countries…
its funny, we have a guy at work…another teacher we call special K…smiles…i like the thought of god as a laugh actually…i think there is much more joy in god…so a laugh embodies that….staying in the light is a choice…and it takes abit of discipline as well….
Oh yes! Brian completely agree with this…especially the discipline part… almost takes a very long ride in dark to live in light all the time..if you will…at times that is…
But much much more on that here….as usual…HAha!
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI / August 28, 2013
Hey Love Light Pearl While thanks for including me in your list of Internet Love…This makes me feel very good especially as you allow me now to disagree with you so strongly…that means a lot to me…dear…LoveXX… And no I will never turn my back on you here on your blog as long as my fingers work to type…I keep my word…
White Pearl / August 28, 2013
Thank you so much Love you for saying this all…..
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI / August 28, 2013
And yes you make me tired today too…HAha! as it is already tomorrow for me and I am still not sleeping yet…Hehe!
White Pearl / August 28, 2013
Oh Well But isn’t the exchange of knowledge Amazing ?
cabrogal / August 28, 2013
Too embarrassed to comment on this one.
White Pearl / August 28, 2013
:-S Why ?
cabrogal / August 28, 2013
Because if there’s anything special about me it’s that I’m especially loudmouthed.
White Pearl / August 28, 2013
This is your thinking…your assumptions….
You don’t know what you ARE for other people….
designer22 / August 28, 2013
so awesome appreciation for friends , they must be proud of you too
White Pearl / August 28, 2013
Aww Thank you so much I hope they are…. I don’t think so though
Arindam Saha / August 28, 2013
Yo don’t think so?…
This is your thinking…your assumptions….
You don’t know what you ARE for other people….
White Pearl / August 28, 2013
Lol ok now you are pulling my leg
Arindam Saha / August 28, 2013
I have all the right to do so…
White Pearl / August 28, 2013
Oh yes you have
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI / August 28, 2013
I am very proud of you White Pearl and I am just kidding about the being tired part…I rarely sleep anyway…haha!lovexx
White Pearl / August 28, 2013
You should get some good sleep…. Don’t spoil your health…. It comes first !
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI / August 28, 2013
HAha? ask Saha about Yogi’s and sleep? That too is another state of being that does not require a label…I can be a Yogi with no name too?
‘Normally’ knownow I only need 2 hours of sleep…it worries my wife but she will likely never understand what ‘Yogi” means…’truly’ means that IS…
I weigh about 220LBS now and am about 6 feet tall and am solid as a ‘rock’..It is even in my recent videos that you cannot see as you have no You tube access…my health is greater than ever…but thank you for being concerned….sleep is not nearly as important when there is absolutely no negativity in a human being…
I got 6 hours of sleep last night…cause I needed it after the ‘gay thing’..if you will…I rarely rarely ever have even a tinge of negativity/darkness….and again in this most unusual state of human mind/spirit all there is…is restoration if you will….day or night…wake or sleep…
True Bliss heaven is nowoneforevermore…I hope you can experience that if only for one second in your life more than anything else…that is part of why I AM here dear….
It requires absolutely no book of any kind dear…when you arrive there you WILL understand that…if you will…NOW then NOW…if you will…
True abyss hell is also nowoneforevermore..I hope you never experience that if only for one second in your life more than anything else…that is part of why I AM here dear…
It requires absolutely no book of any kind dear…when you arrive there you WILL understand that…if you will…NOW then NOW…if you will…
I hope you never WILL this my darling white light pearl..if you will…and you are also a metaphor for this wish for everyone else too…my dears…
The only reason I tell you this IS IT IS TRUE…and that again does not mean IT IS TRUE..IS…for you or yours…or theirs and them…
Chandni Lahoti / August 28, 2013
What a sweet post!
White Pearl / August 28, 2013
Aww Thank you so much Love you !
Chandni Lahoti / August 28, 2013
Love you too!
VelaneDeBeaute / August 28, 2013
You’re awesome, White Pearl Really, loved this one! :’) LOL I seriously realized today how much I am needed on this Earth xD The traits of Awesomeness and humor would suffer with out me xD
Big hugs from my side. You guys collaborated enough to make this birthday special like none ever. Hats off! ^_^
VelaneDeBeaute / August 28, 2013
Reblogged this on VDB’s Space and commented:
Bingo. Awesomeness and a credit to my sense of humor. I must really be so cool to hang out with! \m/
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI / August 28, 2013
Also… Saha has very good advice above… it is only one’s assumptions about one’s self that one ‘truly’ need worry about in life..if one will…
Remember now same formula above if your will…not mine…yOUR WILL…NOW..if yOUR will…PLease.
Ooopsss..almost forgot the link to the post for the comments above from White Pearl’s Blog…wow ! what a magiKcal? blog…!HUh?HEH!
And I am going to be adding some pretty interesting and ‘crazy’ if you will…Steakhouse Roar YOUtube videos of me and TigerButterfly store runs too on youtube uploads soon in the comments here soon3 if I can come back long enough to my own “stufff” to get it downdone…too..4
I reallyreallyreally want to comment more on all the over 100 d-Verse Poets too..5 but I must arrange first I think for 48 hours in one day two….as soon as I do all that other ‘minor’ stuff in life 6…still working on 7by theway but forget what it is NOW2 oh gosh here I go again…HAha! are you dizzy yet….I’m not yet..but wait ’till the TigerButterflystorerunwalkwhirltwirlyoutuubevideos come…I bet I can make you dizzy HUH? Wait and see HEH!
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI / August 31, 2013
I’ve been thinking over very carefully as to what I will say here now..IN fact I even slept 8 hours last night so my logical power would be the highest.
Some people disgust me…
Except particularly for Cabrogal..he is the only one in all your friends and all your readers who would take the effort and time to defend a whole 1 to 4% of the entire population who are homosexuals..
Homosexuality..gender…biological sexual orientation is all a spectrum…similar to the Autism Spectrum…the Schizophrenia spectrum…bi-polar…depression…anxiety…and all of those genetic related disorders…There is no one specific genetic factor that causes all of this but they are all inter-related as to what it means to be a human being..or any other social animal…for that matter…we all share similar genetic material.
Homosexuals… both humans and in other animals serve a most vital role in supporting other members of the species as they can dedicate more of their energies to support activities…
Of course this also relates to asexuals…bisexuals…or anyone who has less propensity to reproduce which requires a great deal of lifetime energy Libido to accommodate in life.
As Cabrogal mentioned Alan Turing.. who is known as the father of computers in his great intellectual contributions… he is oppressed…persecuted…and eventually forced treated leading to his suicide..If it was not for this man we might not have the opportunity we have now to discuss these issues internationally with this great tool of computing power…
The prophet Jesus cautioned that what you do to the least of people is what you do to God…and yes I believe with all my heart this is true…
Homosexuals have always contributed greatly to what it takes to make this human species continue to have overall reproductive success and continue to exist here on the planet…For those that use Apple products…the bite out of the Apple was designed by the company in respect of Alan Turing…
And here is the thing too…all the great religious leaders have had bisexual tendencies…very likely the man Jesus and the man Muhammad too..you will never hear about this because the patriarchs would be afraid for you to hear it as they want dominance and control over weaker human beings…as alpha males…
But now the times are changing NOW…. no longer requires the same muscle power that is required for dominance in this world…it is the free mind and the true will light love that is the ultimate winner…
There is a man called Aleister Crowley that many people called the Wickedest man in his time of living in the early 20th Century… in fact he identified himself as the role of the Anti-Christ and even called himself the 666…People lied about him and said he sacrificed human beings… there is no actual evidence of this…he used metaphors…similar to what I do…now…
What he brought back was the true teachings of Muhammad and Jesus that are each man/woman must find their own true will light love in life…and anyone who would block another from this is doing the only real sin in life along with harming any other human being…without just cause…
These teachings are simple and are provided freely on the Internet and called ‘the Book of Law’…A very short writing that has all the secrets in it to God if you will…and gaining a full existence with God as one…
More than likely it is censored in your country as anything else that might disrupt the power of the patriarchs…who use religion for material gain instead of true will light love for all other human beings with absolutely no exclusions to be…
Most interesting is this myth of an organized “Illuminati” in the US and the World…all the Illuminati is are the people who have read this book and have been introduced again to the real true will light love that is chained and walled off by those who have taken Muhammad and Jesus words for hate instead of love…
With that said and you can certainly ban me, delete my words or tell me to go…but the love of homosexuals is the same or greater than any love you list above…including their sexual orientation activities too…
And while you may be oblivious to all the changes that are going on in the world that are moving toward Aleister Crowling’s true will light love teachings the people who control the mass communications in the world are completely in alignment with it..which means it is only a matter of time before the entire world will be moving back toward this true will light love…The censorship in your country attempts to hide IT but this true will light love is more powerful than any lies propagated from any book…
And by the way… Aleister Crowling did not credit these teachings to himself…he credited them to a much greater force…but I will correct him now too…as we all have these teachings inside of our DNA as a reflection of God if we can only let go of all personal judgement against every human being…it is as simple as that…without hate…and with only true will light love there is only God…until one can let go of all of this including exclusion of homosexuals they will never never ever ever see the entire face of God….
And by the why.. Christ is the name that Jesus uses for this True Will Light Love..he never ever ever wanted to be worshipped for his flesh as a man…all he wanted to do was provide a way so others could experience heaven like this NOW ALWAYS…I walk in ‘this’ same ‘footsteps’ write now…if you will…if won’t that is all up to you…my friend…as it is only always only your true will light love or Christ…’no else’… that is at STAKE….that is the true crucifixion my friend..and the true sacrifice the TRUE WILL LIGHT LOVE…that some never see…it is sadder than anything possible to imagine…if you will…once one has ‘seen’ the TRUE WILL LIGHT LOVE…AND WHY I WILL GIVE MY LIFE TO TAKE ANYONE TO THAT PLACE….there will be no need for awards if you ever ever walk in those steps…
cabrogal / August 31, 2013
Surprised to see you cite Crowley – I wouldn’t have taken you for a follower of Thelema.
His tenet to ‘love and do as you will’ probably works as well as any other universalist moral principle – in a sense it is merely a restating of the Golden Rule – but the trick of course is to ‘love’ completely. He might just as well have said ‘Be enlightened and do as you will’.
I think your claim of near universal bisexuality among the prophets is drawing an extremely long bow. Of course if you claim evidence of it has been suppressed there is no way to disprove it, but you might as well claim that the prophets were really shape shifting reptiles from outer space and all evidence of that was suppressed too.
I don’t think holiness and homosexuality is related except inasmuch as gays in denial often take holy vows in the hope it will ‘cure’ them or help them maintain celibacy. That plus the possibility that all suffering drives us towards holiness and gays tend to suffer more than most in bigoted societies.
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI / August 31, 2013
HAha! thanks for spelling his name correctly…It’s actually very interesting as my birthday is 60660…I have been followed around with sixes all my love..life in all most everyway if you will… I’m going off some limbs in what I just said similar to what Crowley described of his experiences of life in ‘otherwordly’ voices speaking through him…
Just the fact that almost every modern representation of Jesus is basically a bearded woman should offer just a little bit of insight as to who are the people propagating the truth…the real truth that is…
Keep in mind everything I am saying here is of no little to no ‘formal’ scientific basis…free flow of truth in me if you will..
Anyway…I have had unusual ‘spiritual powers’…let’s just say…since I was very young..with or without any teachings from an external source…
When I saw the movie the ‘Omen’ and most everyone else saw it too…analogy with the birthdays and all that2…I was feared and told I was the devil…in my little fundamentalist town…amazing people were afraid of me as there were three sixes in my driver’s license…
But…that said…the birthday 6/6 is an interesting birthday anyway since it is ‘dead’ Center in the astrology cycle of Gemini…the twins the ‘I I’…all that balances one with 2ifone wills…
I’ve met other people in my life with that birthday and one thing we all have in common is a lotta light if you will …no matter what the life circumstance is…
The numerology of my birthday and real full name as provided in birth tells the whole story of my life and what WILL come, if you will too…
The science the whole science of God is a the most beautiful poem imaginable…no restrictions but perfect beyond beauty…I can’t really find words better than to describe what I experience now in this life…
Getting there was reallyreallyreallyreallyhellmyfriend…..ahhh…but every second of every pain is worth one second I have now….and so wish to share with anyone who might be open in receiving this too..someway…somehow…in their life…no strict formula…just the potential to share a way….
Quite frankly I had enough fear from my fundamentalist religious upbringing that at first I was afraid to read ‘the book of law’..all the warnings of the evil devil evilivelivedevil…and all of that you see…
In my anthropology major back in college the best way to learn was to become a participant observer…I have been hesitant to promote any recommendation of any one specific teaching until my experience here with You…Saha….and White Pearl…I knew I would find who had the best truth of who would come in and speak the truth about homosexuals…so in my eyes you are the winner of that here…
But as far as me who is born…seriously born without the ability to personally judge anyone along with my sister which I can only say I have only see a few people come close to in my entire life…and of course I do not mean intrinsic prejudices a quality that all humans possess…the thing I like about Crowley’s teachings is they are simple and to the point…True Will and Love..really being IT…
Unfortunately when we bend to the will of anyone else what we end up with is teachings where people insist on staying in the dark no matter what evidence comes to put them in the light…so all I can say is what Aleister Crowley taught or the ancient egyptian spirit that he gave credit for…rings the truest of all true teachings described as spiritual teachings to me…
REAlly going off on a limb talking about this with a Muslim person…but the homosexual conversation warranted it…and secured my Enthusiasm for Crowley’s teachings…
But seriously…many of the major popstars in the US are moving toward these teachings and spreading it in mass communication throughout the world…
Just basically following in the footsteps of this thing people call the true Christ with the vehicle and vessel now of celestial music if you will…and these chariots of light invented by Turing and all his gang..and yes many of them giving their life in ultimate effect… for the ultimate true love light will for all their fellow human beings…
And I’m quite sure that most did not fully grasp a more logical description of their experiences but I do not see that as that important…it is the human life experiences love and true will light and how we share with others that is all important as far as this limited human can see…
And as far as Crowley’s teachings go… I did not go much further that ‘the Book of Law’…I wanted to keep it simple if you will… cause “Lord Knows” …am confusing and complicating enough… already myself…Hehe…
And no I did not mean to suggest that homosexuality is in anyway specific to enlightenment. it’s just basic math there…hard to research new things when your changing diapers…Hehe..but seriously it doesn’t take far to look to see in all research associated with human beings that most great successes or unique contributions come from adversity of any ‘kind’ even with other animals…
My adversity early on was androgyny…one I could not possibly escape early on but one I did through a great deal of physical training….and shape shifting, if you will…
With that came a great deal of loss in potential that I had with creativity and when introduced to pornography at 16 the loss of romantic love for women and the object sexual view that comes when one is finding pleasure focusing on parts of bodies…
I was completely asexual until I was 16…but I had incredible Romantic feelings for girls…all girls… as early as kindergarden…What can say…. I love girls…Haha..with or without the private parts…Hehe….You know they can sense that kind of thing??from afar you see….was always popular with the girls but never with the guys….except for a few as friends that were dam sure as crazy as me…hehe…
Now I am just free that is all…But instead of adding it in the other post my feelings of actual free will…would be the hell I experience the true abyss when I experienced nothingness at the bottom of my 40 day stay with 35 total hours of sleep and all pain…All i had was free will then with close to no emotion…Oh God…how I wished for anything then but free will…
It is is the emotions that bind us to “the flow” I think…and the flow is anything but free will I think…it is the connection with the greater spirit that if could be viewed through a microscopetelescope would be all the humans swirling around in a flow of minds like a galaxy my friend…sometimes nowKnow I can almost visually see it and can certainly sense the energy as it flows in the golden spiral…if you will…a supraorganism of human mindspirits all together but without all of the individual components being aware of each other like a star in a galaxy separated by the illusion of distance but one and the same as the whole…..And too as far as I can see the smallest macro to micro unit is all the same in analogy of this…my friend…my fellow star HahaheHeshUHehs…..huHeh….H
Now what I am going to do here is provide a long list but still very abbreviated one of the names associated with youtube videos that are in alignment with Aleister Crowley’s teachings that through the years..some of which… have been incorrectly presented as evil by many ‘fundamentalist’ individuals in the World…
Almost every piece of music I use in this blog and my last blog are artists specifically influenced by this man’s teachings, Aleister Crowley, who died in 1947…
Most currently…Lady Gaga, Beyonce, Miley Cyrus, Sting, The Police, Mumford and Sons, Eminem, JayZ, Earth Wind & Fire, Styx, Led Zeppelin, Sia, Rhianna, the Beatles, E.L.O., Christina Perri, Katy Perry, Danielle Ate the Sandwich, Pink Floyd, April Lavigne, Madonna, the Cohen Brothers who made the movies Brother Where Art Thou…The Big Lebowski…Barton Fink… Inside Llewyn Davis… that is just a few off the top of my head there are many many more…
There are many…many….many more in all areas of life…throughout any areas of the world where there is not censorship of education…or censorship in access to the internet…
All these people are doing their part in tearing down the “Walls of Babel” as metaphor for the controlling aspect of human societies that attempt to keep their fellow human beings in the dark so they can control their minds for their own selfish material gains…in life…
Some people use the knowledge by Crowley for these darker things in life too..The Positive..Negative…Dark…Light…are all influenced by what people’s true will light love may follow and sometimes will approximate the darkness and negativity too…and hate2..most unfortunately…but we all have the potential to make the light and can make it brighter and brighter together as one entire world where light stays stronger balanced than darkness…
This is a beautiful thing and most beautifully the people who criticize all the unusual…yes most unusual…efforts of some of these artists propel the energy of the light to higher and higher levels…that criticism is in effect darkness while it occurs but this great criticism is one main force that is continually making the popularity of these people who ride with the chariots of light/dark and ‘celestial’ music to share with all who have uncensored access even higher and higher as potential in making this love, true light and will, something that more and more of the people in this world can share…
I did not know anything about Crowley’s ‘the Book of Law’ until about two months ago..but the people who sing and design their music and lyrics to his teachings have always drawn me to what rings true…it is truly a beautiful thing that so many artists work so hard to share this light with the rest of the world…some literally giving their lives for it…of course I respect them greatly for sharing this true will, love light with all their fellow human beings…
The absence of personal judgement against other human beings and absence of hate..and elimination of negative energy and darkness in the associated thoughts of life is where IT is AT for those who can accept this great challenge and move on forward to the light…for ALL to SHARE…..
And I suppose my next post may not come until 90113..hmm..than rings true2 to metootwo…but until then here are the videos of what leads me to KroarK…my personal journey of dancingwhirlingtwirling in shopping stores and growling and roaring at Steakhouse restroom and Parking Lot..free flow of true will, if you will….Light and love to share too..in most unusual ways…often inspired by the music of artists with iPhone ear buds plugged in for that ‘celestial’ music, if one wills….
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI / August 31, 2013
Well…this is my main area of expertise…I can help you with this if you will allow it. Tom Insel the Director of the National Institute of Mental Health has prepared an excellent video explaining how there are organic brain disorders related to genetics and what is described as epigenetic influences that is associated with these real and dire problems often leading to suicide among young people.
There are now genetic linkages shown between Bi-polar disorder, schizophrenia, Autism, and depression..in the general populations of all countries.
Unfortunately in middle eastern countries not only is there ‘prejudice’ about the science of homosexuality there is also great stigma against mental illnesses.. These countries lag far behind countries that do not mix religion and the state.
This is part of the reason you don’t get to see Tom Insel’s excellent video explaining this that could potentially resolve many of your conflicted feelings about how you experience life.
As noted before about your potential higher than normal androgen levels..this is also verified by what you describe in your interest of ‘building things’ as a young child and proficiency in sports..this very much falls in alignment of what is understand as correlates among females with Autism Spectrum Disorders or the broader Autism Phenotype that extends out into 10 to 15% of the general population…
This is part of my next post that I am working on that is pursuing many complex areas of knowledge and I am trying to present it in a way that might motivate people out in the general population to read…through all my devices to relate to popular culture with my werewolf face…. antics in Walmart….huge shoulders and all that ‘super hero’ stuff… And no… still none of that is exaggeration all of it is true.
I have experienced similar to every difficulty you describe when I was young…and I can tell you this…there is absolutely no one that could truly help me but me…fully that is…
I was a broken human being until I started writing my blog last March…I wanted to live so bad…is the only thing that in full general effect that led to healing..It is the passion to go to the next moment and survive…This is the greatest passion of what it means to be human… the will to survive…This is the ‘God’ element if you will..and the decision of being God or being nothing…and being both as one…xxLovexx
White Pearl / September 1, 2013
Well your knowledge was very helpful !
hank you so much for this….
So what are you suggesting what may be the problem with me…
As in what do you analyze with all what I have described ?
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI / September 1, 2013
Okay well…well..again..
If there is any area of expertise I have it is the entire Autism Spectrum including the broader Autism Phenotype… I spent approximately 16 hours a day for 28 months studying it…
You are never going to get an Asperger’s diagnosis in Pakistan for two reasons… Lack of expertise among professionals on the condition..and the fact that even if they use DSM5 resources for clinical analysis…or ICD11 resources…the Asperger’s diagnosis is no longer available…
And in fact… the Asperger’s described in the DSMIV, which is the American Psychological Association sponsored manual was never fully reflective of the syndrome that was originally described by Hans Asperger.
I feel almost 100% sure you would meet a diagnosis if you lived in Sweden as this Gillberg Criteria for Asperger’s syndrome continues on as a valid diagnostic criteria in Sweden for Asperger’s syndrome…
The way that Asperger’s syndrome presents itself in females is everything you say about yourself including the fact that females with Asperger’s syndrome are referred to as little philosophers as children rather than the males with the syndrome who are referred to as little professors..
Obviously you have no problem in getting along better with 50 something year old people…the only way I know of this happening is that you would likely have this syndrome as I was the same when I was your age at 21 too..
Everything about you is like me when I was your age…it is like I am talking to me in the past including my unwavering love for my religion and refusal to believe anything that anyone would say to contradict it…when I was 21…
And the low lows you experience and the high highs…this is not described as Bi-Polar most often with individuals with Asperger’s syndrome as intense moods are part of the condition…
What is understood mostly about the condition is difficulty in understanding one’s own emotions and the emotions of others and expressing it in verbal language…The written language with computers is a most excellent accommodation to improve in this area which you are obviously doing here in the written words of poetry…
My advice to you is like what SAha said to try to focus continually on the future…keeping the best positive feelings inside…and really not to worry too much about finding God because when he is with you is most often when you are not expecting to find him…in my opinion…there is no real secret formula you just stumble upon God on your path and are pleasantly surprised and pleased…but it is the positive journey that will assure you spend more time there…with God…
This writing on blogs is what healed me and yes as I always say finding your unconditional love for everyone here is part of what truly healed me as now I can go out into the general public again and communicate freely with more people that I could ever do before in my entire life…the negative aspects of my Asperger’s syndrome are gone…but the gifts stay here with me and are stronger than ever my friend..if you will…
You are a beautiful light and all I can say is just keep that light burning bright in what every way you can and your healing will go stronger…but if you can…finally find a more steady flow..this is what I hope for you the best…as it is what certainly as taken me there with God on this path I fall into every morning….every evening…then every hour…then every minute …then every second…and now all seconds now as one second NOW. LIke the period at the end of a sentence that does not exist
Now I hope you knownow you are always free to discuss this with me further in whatever avenue of communication is most comfortable for youxxlovexx
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI / September 1, 2013
Most interestingly I think it is highly likely that Saha has Asperger’s syndrome too…I have been around so many males with Asperger’s syndrome in the last 3 years of his age that he ticks every box too…even his expression in his photo…
Cabrogal already identifies he is professionally diagnosed in Australia…Tony Atwood is the leading expert on Asperger’s syndrome in the entire world…living in Australia so Australia is a fairly easy place to get a diagnosis as is my understanding…in fact some people have suggested that it is too easy to get diagnosed there…
And there are probably many people who are your friends from Pakistan with you now that are drawn to you… as you are one of their kind…
More than likely Lady Gaga has a form of Autism too…is also why i can relate to her so well..as the person she is when she is not acting on a stage…
But for sure both of you I feel are definitely on what is described as the Autism Phenotype…There is a test you can take at the link below to screen for the Autism Spectrum and/or broader Autism Phenotype.. It would be interesting to see your score and SAha’s score…my wife scores 32 which is definitely in the Autism Phenotype but she only has OCD…and some social anxiety…
I scored a 45 but now probably in the high 20′s’…
http://aq.server8.org
I am a super extravert now instead of a super introvert as I was the last 5 years…before that for two decades super extravert…before that super introvert…the cycle continues back and forth earlier still until early childhood….
Best wishes for you always xxlovexx
Arindam Saha / September 1, 2013
Interesting questionnaire I must say… But I scored a 17… so…
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI / September 1, 2013
FAscinating…I actually just now took the time to take the test again and I score an 11….
Part of my ongoing theory about the Autism Spectrum is what makes it difficult for so…
many people.. extra difficult..for this ‘special’ genetic propensity.. may be that they try to adapt to a culture that is not adequately suited for their ‘natural’.. if you will…way of being…
When I was going to middle school I was all smiles and all play and even writing plays…directing them and making poems about Christmas…even winning an award once.. but our country was so patriarchal then.. especially my county.. that all was driven into me is to be a strong man…
I suppose the the deadly dagger of words was when a classmate in the hall called me faggot and said what the hell are you smiling for you faggot..boys do not smile…
As I say this is likely what could happen in middle eastern countries too…I don’t know how your country views this though…but I also can imagine this something similar happening to White Pearl too…in her years of that in relationship of expectations of gender roles not met with peers as she has the unusual androgen mix too but going in the other direction where the male is mixed in with the female whereas the female was mixed in with the male for me….
I suppose if I had continued writing plays and writing poetry I might of stayed within the balanced yin/yang range if you will… i was so much Yang for so much of my life…but am even too much Yin now at times…if you will…I love your ‘Gita’ the most for religion..but it is very much too abstract and meaningful for most people in the west…
This is why I must recommend ‘the book of law’, for the travelers in this new age coming world…so simple and to the point as a morality that will allow all to be included in this global way of life…
More on India…along with Iran it is one of the countries that has the least amount of sexual dimorphism among the sexes and most frankly and quite fascinating too and pardon me if this is not appropriate here but it is just a biological measured phenomenon and that is that the average penis size of men in INdia is about 4 inches as compared to something like 7 inches in some African countries that are extremely sexually dimorphic among the sexes…Jamaica is also one particularly sexually dimorphic country and the little joke among the ‘black studs’ in America is they got it from their Jamaican daddy if you will…
More amusing and interesting too..is that in psychological surveys in America that Black men..even if they are poor or are in prison have the highest self esteem levels of any demographic overall among both genders…The main reason why that is reported as documented is that they feel confident in winning fights with other men…physical fights that is…and confident in reproductive success…
So as much in the West as we like to say intelligence and material wealth is where it is at…when the ‘rubber’ meets the road if you will..it is still in the Penis and the biceps I guess..but I guess that is changing more as even the major TV comedy in the US that is the most popular show for some years now is the ‘Big Bang’ theory..the show that celebrates the four eyed nerd…if you will…
Even in pop culture some of the African Americans are celebrating the Nerd..It started back in the 80′s with ‘Erkul’…the humans species is the most terrifying and fascinating species…I guess…imaginable to me individually…in the Universe of what I could imagine to be…
In fact.. I am digressing down another avenue so much now…but I seriously doubt that any species anywhere ever advances too far beyond where we are at now…as they fall to the pitfalls of instant gratification and destroy themselves with weapons of mass destruction as they cannot get passed(t) their basic animal nature..that remains to be seen of course… and I like to be optimistic…I suppose people like you and White Pearl are reason for part of that Optimism from what I see of the future NOW…
This is part of why my KroarK..just the oK that White Pearl gave me in her last response to me in Love is the same gives me just the hope I need for the future of the Human race..My Twitter story for my beach pictures was going into ultimate destruction for the human species but now it is going to go in the optimistic way instead…It is bizarre I know…and so highly subjective…YIn..if you will but it is truth that I knownow..if you could or ever would…will…WILL..welcome to the TWILIGHTZONE
Arindam Saha / August 31, 2013
And I again say, you need a friend not a psychiatrist.
And yes you are thinking too much…
Har insaan ke saath kaafi saari buri cheezein hotin hain. Unke baare mein jitna sochegi utna confuse hogi. So look ahead. Past ke baare mein sochne se na kuchh hua tha, aur na kabhi hoga…
Tune last to last post mein likha tha, ki I have a positive atitude towards life. Ever wondered why? Why don’t I look back and keep pondering over life that went by?
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI / August 31, 2013
Amen brother…
Arindam Saha / August 31, 2013
Amazing! I never thought you under hindi or urdu…
White Pearl / September 1, 2013
I have seen white people saying this word in English movies The accent is quite ‘English’ too .
Here is the text descriptions from the KroarK associated you tube videos on my Youtube channel..
KATiEMiAButterflyTigerBestbuyWalk…
This is really great exercise Y’all…Walking as fast you can in shopping stores builds great strength and endurance over time…especially in the feet and ankles… Particularly if one whirls and twirls around the obstacles in the aisles…One word of warning..not for the faint of heart and do not try this at home as if you are not very agile and fully aware of your environment…and careful and all of that…great injury could occur…
Anyway… for the last 5 year I have been extremely ill both physically and mentally as a result of a form of Trigeminal Neuralgia that is known as one of the worst pains known to mankind…the thing is mine was an atypical type of facial nerve pain where there was never any respite during waking hours and no drug that will lessen this type of pain…When I first encountered this horrible unspeakable pain in 2008 at severe chronic levels I could not sleep but 1 hour each with an Alpha Blocker for 35 days…and could not sleep at all for the last 5 of 40…
I already encountered complete human exhaustion at an end of a two year period of hyper-vigilance from extreme in 2006 to 2008, where my adrenal glands were stuck in the on position for those two years…My diagnosed conditions included this nerve pain, a congenital blockage in my sinuses where the doctor could not understand how I could even breath when a CAT scan was done…chronic inflammation in the sinuses from almost 2 decades of exposure to second hand smoke in the Military Bowling Center I worked at, Dysautonomia, Fibromyalgia, Vaso-Vagal Presyncope, Severe Arthritis in my neck, Stenosis in the nerve canals in the vertebrae of my neck with the finding of a congenitally fused Vertabrae in the T6 thoracic vertebrae, Hypogonadism, Depression, Severe Anxiety, Sjogren’s syndrome where my eyes made no tears..it was like swimming in saltwater with eyes open 24 hours a day..it was part of the worse pain I experienced along with the atypical trigeminal neuralgia face pain behind my right eye which is like a dagger in my right eye, Pervasive Development Disorder Not Otherwise Specified a form of Autism which is now called Autism Spectrum Disorder, and general problems with vision in focus and light sensitivity where I could no longer bear to wear prescription glasses or sunglasses but for only very short extremely painful period when I had to drive my wife to the store so we could eat.
Seriously, that is in our biology..and DNA friends..my wife is not far removed from life as a Pacific Islander so this is particularly strong as her ancestors are not as domesticated as mine coming from European countries and colder climates where there is greater technology for assistance from a much greater social unit creating cultural byproducts to make life much more pleasant and easier to do…if you will..
Anyway… for the last 5 year I have been extremely ill both physically and mentally as a result of a form of Trigeminal Neuralgia that is known as one of the worst pains known to mankind…the thing is mine was an atypical type of facial nerve pain where there was never any respite during waking hours and no drug that will lessen this type of pain…When I first encountered this horrible unspeakable pain in 2008 at severe chronic levels I could not sleep but 1 hour each with an Alpha Blocker for 35 days…and could not sleep at all for the last 5 of 40…
I already encountered complete human exhaustion at an end of a two year period of hyper-vigilance from extreme in 2006 to 2008, where my adrenal glands were stuck in the on position for those two years…My diagnosed conditions included this nerve pain, a congenital blockage in my sinuses where the doctor could not understand how I could even breath when a CAT scan was done…chronic inflammation in the sinuses from almost 2 decades of exposure to second hand smoke in the Military Bowling Center I worked at, Dysautonomia, Fibromyalgia, Vaso-Vagal Presyncope, Severe Arthritis in my neck, Stenosis in the nerve canals in the vertebrae of my neck with the finding of a congenitally fused vertabrae in the T6 thoracic vertebrae, Hypogonadism, Depression, Severe Anxiety, Sjogren’s syndrome where my eyes made no tears..it was like swimming in saltwater with eyes open 24 hours a day..it was part of the worse pain I experienced along with the atypical trigeminal neuralgia face pain behind my right eye which is like a dagger in my right eye, Pervasive Development Disorder Not Otherwise Specified a form of Autism which is now called Autism Spectrum Disorder, and general problems with vision in focus and light sensitivity where I could no longer bear to wear prescription glasses or sunglasses but for only very short extremely painful period when I had to drive my wife to the store so we could eat.
These are the most challenging adversity parts of my life experience…all the wonderful blissful parts are in my inspirational blog story..If I can come through this and feel so much better…anyone can I think…
There is 100 pages of verified medical documentation for all these medical disabilities but I have adapted with the spirit of human that we all experience that will beat almost any adversity in life if one has complete positive belief and will not let any negative feelings control their life…spirit..and overall physical being..It is a wonderful potential gift we all possess as human beings from our first moment of birth to our last moment of life even if we are 94 years old…
How do I know this…I watched my great Aunt live with this great positive human spirit until her last dying day…her maladies where incredible in medical documentation but her spirit was even greater…she was my inspiration to know also that I had the power to do this in my DNA that I would also find one day..and she was right I did have that power if I would not give up…it was hard beyond what I can even imagine now but all that matters now is now and the fact that I am here and in a relative state of bliss…strength…and love for all others..that is all that matters I think…as long as my wife and I can eat….
KATiEMiAComingupBehindYouinWalmartButterflyTigerWAlk …in this video I am showing how interesting I can look coming up behind someone to basically get their attention and see that there is something a little if not more than a little unusual about me…
My ultimate effect of goal when I do these strange things in public is to get people to challenge their preconceived notions about reality in an expression of art of humanity in what I do as fearless of any type of shame to fully express my humanity…
I can perform as a sometimes menacing looking actor or a silly clown…but my empathy for others…all others is so strong that I feel bad if I kill an ant while he is biting me…if you will…it is extreme empathy and part of why I can exert so much energy in big shopping stores as the pain and stress of everyone in that store is something I can deeply feel in my heart…
I always hope the positive energy that can emanate from me in some magicKal way might lift them up someway to make them a little happier if only for one second and if so my mission in life is completely successful in my eyes..my true will..for me…if you will…in how I truly love all others…regardless of whatever darkness of negativity they may walk in at the present now in life…as I have been there too at the lowest points of darkness and the highest points of lightness and can certainly relate as the most humble one of all I think….as metaphor if you will..I am no greater or less than anyone else…and it is better to be the least than to be worshipped as an idol by anyone…in my opinion…as that can lead to darkness too…
I use a little satire in this video to get your intention with some silly words including I need a beer.. But it is for fun…I have absolutely no desire for an alcoholic beverages in real life since I am full of life..and light. Here is the thing… A person who vanquishes all negativity from their inner life…needs very little in the way of reinforcement from material life…
My joy is writing that is all I really need in life along with other outlets of creativity.. As an Autistic Person I used to score 195 on what they call the Aspie Quiz and 44 on what they call the AQ Test to screen for Autism I am professionally diagnosed with Autism Spectrum Disorder previously called Pervasive Development Disorder Not otherwise specified since I had a language development until age 4…Under Gillberg Criteria for Autism I fit all the criteria for Asperger’s syndrome to every period dotted on every I…if you will…little analogy there…I make…if you will…
Interestingly enough in the last 5 months I have gradually made another neuroplastic adaptation through the environment and my brain where I am no longer an extreme introverted person with Asperger’s Gillberg Criteria Autism but am now more an extreme extroverted person with Asperger’s Gillberg Criteria Autism…there are many people like this with Asperger’s syndrome but they are rarely diagnosed in the US but more easily diagnosed in Sweden where the Gillberg criteria that reflects the actual work of Hans Aspergers will more easily diagnose these very unusual and uniquely talented individuals…
It is a gift but can be a curse too if there is not an appropriate outlet for a special interest in life…like art…music..and and all other creation activities one can find themselves dedicated to outlet the incredible creativity that is associated with this Asperger’s syndrome…
Furthermore there is a broader autism phenotype measured anywhere from 10 to 15 percent of the entire population that is easily captured by these screening tests with scores of 32 and over on the AQ test and 125 and over on the Aspie Quiz developed by a ‘layman’, if you will, with undiagnosed Asperger’s syndrome in Sweden unlike the AQ test scientifically designed with the peer review process by Simon Baron Cohen…
My friends Saha and White Pearl are definitely in my opinion at least on this broader autism phenotype but in India and Pakistan it would be very difficult for them to be diagnosed with any actual medical form of higher functioning autism…this is okay as long as they find their creative outputs..but if stress exceeds creative output in life…in can be very difficult for a person with this associated type of syndrome or phenotype to adapt in life…so I wish them the best on that as they grow older like me…as i did not even think about a diagnosis until I was 47 and was diagnosed in March of 2008 when the social demands finally exceeded my ability to accommodate in the workplace…
The result of this is what is described as Autistic Burnout…I have written about ‘Burnout on the Autism Spectrum’ and ‘the problem of determining who is Neurotypical’ in great detail…both of these writings come up in an exact phrase google search with the quotes around the phrases with search results at the top if you are interested in learning more about this…I will provide the links here too…a little later…as I am pressed for time ‘write’ now if you will…
The problem of determining who is Neurotypical:
http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/03/the-problem-of-determining-who-is.html
Burnout on the Autism Spectrum:
http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/04/burnout-on-autism-spectrum.html
http://www.wrongplanet.net/postp5602647.html#5602647
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