Truly it is amazing to me that i have 40 friends now on Facebook..
and am pushing 20 on Google Plus..
Culture.. Society.. and Religion is all about order.. and order requires a system of carrots and sticks.. AKA punishments and rewards for acceptable social behavior.. TO CONTROL HUMAN
BEINGS.. INCLUDING REPRESSION AND OPPRESSION OF HUMAN NATURE
AND although the Law
allows Freedom of Expression.. IN THE U.S..
there are still.. ‘Intrapersonal’ consequences
to stray away from the common
whether it is national..
state.. local.. Religious..
In my five years of
extreme illness and
separation from all
i Love in life.. i rebuild
my life to become what it is
Now.. and becoming separated
then.. from all i love and cherish..
hard Truths and Light of Life come to
me that i must share with others.. no
matter the consequence of losing friends
or never gaining friends.. i am a human being..
and i WILL Love to have the hundreds of friends
that i see my other contacts have across the years..
but MORE than THAT.. i know what it is to suffer in misery
as human being.. beyond the imagination of most.. and i
find the answers for me that more or less guarantee i will
never go back to that human suffering again.. and those
answers are some of which.. culture and religion.. and
those who ascribe to it.. will judge as anti-social and
perhaps just plain evil.. but in my life i come
face to FACE.. OF WHAT i understand
NOW is the REAL FACE OF GOD OF
NATURE.. AT LEAST FOR ME..
and the way out of human
suffering and misery
and yes.. even
of living life
to modern culture..
society.. and religions
alike.. overall.. the most
sacred healing act i do..
NOW.. that heals me to
the core of human
being is my all
free verse nude art..
along with poetry like
this that is not planned
with rational mind.. but
flows as spirit from
heart and soul..
the shapes that
come from this
are not planned
and also sacred to me..
AND OF course my totAlly
free style life of martial arts
and ballet-like dance walking..
but anyway.. yes i am 55.. but
when i dance and do free verse
nude poetic art.. in obviously the
MOST PASSIONATE WAY POSSIBLE..
i come to regenerate the same spirit
that is me at 16 years old.. and greater..
i am no Mall Sitter that i see
at the Mall most
on belly watching
whatever is on TV..
while the wives of
those middle age
i play.. i dance..
like a wild kitten still..
i follow the call of the wild
from dance to free verse
nude art and poetry..
and where ‘sHe’ goes
is he and art
i am strange
but i am F**KING
FREE AS A BUTTERFLY
LAND AS ME..:)
Oh.. Lord.. all my dancing girl FRIENDS
quit their jobs at the mall.. so now.. all i can get as a stranger selfie
in the last few weeks.. is a pale dummy with a red dress like this..
but it is an attractive red dress.. and that is an interesting looking dummy..
but what i most Love to do at the mall.. almost as much as meeting new folks..
and discussing my philosophies about life.. with them..
until they start to look away in tired ways of please STFU..
which is surprisingly not the case
yesterday with one very
nice woman at the GNC health store..
my favorite place to discuss health philosophy
with unsuspecting cashiers.. WHAT was i saying.. oh yes..!
i love to dance.. really wild martial arts and ballet free style
in the Earth Store and Dick’s Sporting Good’s store..
and as you likely know by now.. if you know me at all..
i love to take spontaneous photography..
now somewhere around 80K or so photos..
in the last couple of years..
and my website has unlimited storage…
so there may be a million or so MORE before
i totally leave this place called earth.. so next.. is a Fred action photo in Dick’s
Sporting Goods with many more action photos in this blog post..
did i say i Love philosophy.. yes.. i do.. and i certainly know..
not everyone’s cup of tea.. but i guess at least
some folks like the photography..
as my 1.2 Million views
on Google Plus may indicate..
with some folks reading the words..
too.. i guess.. with smiles or frowns.. or all between..;)
I’d Love to join the Circus.. but i am kind of grounded to earth..
and afraid of heights.. but i still float on terrestrial land as is..
in feat of foot.. sparked alive.. with free style dance..
and exXtremely inspiring music.. HAND in hands..
feet on earth.. with ear buds singing a
sweet song life..
in feet of air like dance..:)
Life is full of cultural illusions..
THAT is why it can be best
alone.. but to
tolerate and accept
Water of Life
Flows wITh Imagination
and Creativity WitH
‘This’ is an interesting analysis; and I appreciate ‘you’ providing it here,
as it extremely hard for literal thinking folks to appreciate
the depth of metaphors in poetry.
Truly the Hebrew Language
is a language of existential intelligence
where every letter in Alphabet,
is a Universe of poetic meaning.
Poetry on this Internet site,
overall, is assessed
not much more meaningful than
so-called ‘human emotionalism’; where
the prime ACTION
mover of human being
and all other mammals with
‘human reasoning’ as an
empirical after thought of human being;
However; of course that is not to discount the
value of the ability to use sign language to
express the reality around human being for
symbolic expression of what works yesterday
works today; and of course the
negative aspect of that as well.
But what most humans in western societies
live today is a world mired in written abstract concepts;
with worries of the past and worries over predictions of the future.
MOST any clinical psychiatrist or
psychologist will tell ‘you’
that human beings in the full load of managing
work and home life rarely have time for introspection.
Tie on a full plate of electronic shallow entertainment
caught up in someone else’s Directing,
Acting, and Producing Play
and human being is
lost in a culture outside of what
is human innate instinct and intuition within.
The subconscious mind is discounted as a vague place that has
not much meaning; where truly it is a vast ocean of true meaning
of what it is to be human in balance with Nature.
True Creativity flows and is not rationally planned.
The results are myriad in poetic meaning.
And as a person, spending
literally thousands of hours
reading and commenting on poetry in real time;
as well as reading the eyes of other people who see poetry
in their own unique views; each unique reflection of
interpreting poetry reflects another Universe of eyes;
whereas, each poet’s writing reflects another
Universe of eyes; where the two interpretations
may intersect or may not intersect at all.
And this is the problem with a materialistic shallow
thinking culture taking up the poetry of old in the bible,
translated from a language with
even the alphabet having
an entirely different meaning,
translated into several other languages
with different syntax and semantics.
Even in the Greek Language, there is
NO ONLY SON OF GOD
FOR THE NEW TESTAMENT JESUS,
later translated into the King James Bible
and others works of text to make Jesus
into an only SON OF GOD;
instead, just another human like the rest of us,
entering into what can generally can be described as
‘cosmic consciousness’, when unconscious mind ‘
sings a song of poetry’, without the
planning reasoning mind in assistance of
THAT creative state of mind that all true artists experience.
In the Greek Language, there is only “A SON OF GOD”;
who is humble enough to suggest that folks
after him will do much
greater works of human nature.
And whether or not there are really any myths
of miracles rising to the level of raising folks
from the dead is entirely speculative;
for a historical record
that only provides at most
around eighteen percent of what
an original Jesus may have
reflected in his creative state of mind.
One need look not far into Nature
to get a clear understanding
that the GOD of Nature is a GOD of merit
and not anointed humans special alone.
It is the trials and tribulations
and the challenges met
that make a human into a
‘SUPER-man or woman’;
not a cushy life; same as is the case for all other animals as well;
However, some folks become watered down with functional disability;
and can no longer enter into the creative state of mind,
if they ever could in the first place; in a life now served up
with a cultural plate of complexity, spoon-fed almost from birth;
sometimes with ‘Barney the Purple Dinosaur’ for metaphor,
IN INPUT; raising the child, instead of a frigging
flesh and blood village; including parents.
It is no wonder that so many people live in a poverty of imagination,
creativity; along with a deficit in the kind of physical intelligence
that allows for emotional regulation, sensory integration;
and greater focus and short term working memory
for best cognitive executive functioning.
The creative mind capable of great literary works of art
like some of what is in the bible; or Leaves of Grass
by Walt Whitman in flow; and so many other examples
of creative flow of art, in general; ranging from dance to song
to poetry to painting will NOT FLOW AND NEVER TRULY CREATE
unless it escapes a wave of cultural intrusion that blocks the flow
of human creative subconscious mind in social cognition;
orchestrating a kind of intelligence that is not limited by time,
distance or space. Truly far beyond the future and the past;
where now is art instead of systemizing science, mechanical cognition, alone
Like any short poem; I can interpret a different meaning from a psalm or even
a SYMBOL OF number as both reflecting a multi-universe of eyes;
even in just one human THAT IS ME;
wHere each now is a Universe UNTO itself.
Human beings CAN BE INCREDIBLE WORKS OF EXPRESSING ART;
if they exercise IN PRACTICE THAT human imaginative and creative potential;
but as in any other muscle of life; ranging from sexual, sensual,
physical, emotional, or bicep intelligence;
USE OR LOSE ALWAYS APPLIES;
AS AGAIN, GOD IS A GOD OF MERIT;
NOT A GOD OF GRACE AND GIVING ALONE.
WORK AND PRACTICE ALWAYS APPLIES;
YES, so no wonder a carpenter become a philosopher;
a place where folks understand that work and practice always applies.
And the same applies to all philosophers who truly practice as works of ART.
Science is just a software program.
The hardware of human can metaphorically
fly with innate instinctual intuitive practice
FULLY ALIVE IN GREATER PHYSICAL INTELLIGENCE
IN MIND AND BODY BALANCE EXPRESSING IMAGINATION
AND CREATIVITY IN FLOW
OF subconscious and
WHERE TIME NO LONGER
EXISTS AND NOW IS
in flow of NOW
in human heArt,
expressed as spiRit
to GREATER reflect
IT DOES NOT TAKE
A ROCKET SCIENTIST
TO BE LIKE
KRISHNA; OR flesh
and blood Nietzsche
and Einstein; it takes
practice and freedom in
mind and body IN
from the cultural
This is a place;
a real place;
far far away
in a Universe
of a human
To go wHere
‘Star Trek’ searches
in the ‘wrong place’;
from the get go;
YOUR OWN PERSONAL
COLORED FORCE; BE
WITH ‘YOU’; AND
WITH A FORCE
I FOR ONE;
do not ‘look’ to
the past OR
Truth; i for
BODY IN IMAGINATIVE
AND CREATIVE BALANCE;
AS WELL AS SYSTEMIZING
“I am tired of
the same old
here; and i for one;
am back always
Have a nice now; it’s time for me to get ready for Catholic Church;
haven’t missed a Sunday in nearly two years; dance walking my
3843rd mile of dance walk Yesterday at most all the casinos
in Biloxi Mississipi; writing about my experience of rave
dancing with Gorgeous girls 33 years or so my junior
on Thursday Night before that Friday; LINKING
photos of me and 400 or so, gorgeous
early twenties women in documentary
way; broadly grinning ear to ear in
blog posts; and off and on the
Wrong Planet and Poetry
sites here and there;
while additionally working
out in exXtreme MARTIAL
ARTS AND strength
training; now leg
pressing 930 LBS;
25 times with
arms raised in
air, on Parallel
leg press machine;
like no other man
in the entire world
on YOUTUBE, AT
I get around in PRACTICE;
including writing 11K WORD,
epic free verse poetry
in ONE DAY.
AT least Jesus or whomever
says MORE will come;
is NOT kidding;
and i am
OR LAST TO
the real time
record to stand,
as long as servers
a FAR CRY
“This is no cookbook; baby”..;)
And i try my best to write in a ‘conventional’ way for
‘you’; but sorry friend; that is not the way either
ART or GOD works.
GOD is CREATIVE
AND SO AM
i in FLOW
AS ONE FORCE
THAT DID NOT
END 2K OR SO YEARS
AGO; IT STILL EXISTS
MOSTLY IN MUSIC;
POETRY AND OTHER
ART; AND ESPECIALLY
AND to end this long
thingy; here is an
of THAT PROPHECY;
WITH LED ZEPPELIN;
for food; my friend;
If ‘you’ get this far;
but like ‘they’ say;
‘wHere no human has
‘I’ gEt aRound..
And for NOW..
‘i’ AM JUST passing through..
dusting my feet off.. wHere not
Like ‘Love Not Hate states up tHere’; Free Will is Relative;
AND relatively different in scope and
efficacy for each human being.
There was a now when I could not orchestrate and
control my thoughts in mind and body balance.
There was a now when I cannot control my happiness.
There was a now when I cannot control my body temperature.
There was a now when I cannot control my overall body strength.
There was a now when the sensory environment is overwhelming.
There was a now when the emotional environment is overwhelming
There was a now when the blood pressure does not synch properly
with heart rate as directed by the Central Nervous system.
There was a now when there is no control over brain wave activity.
There was a now when I cannot regulate my body temperature; and
am even chilled in a breeze on a one-hundred degree day.
The list goes on and on;
And NOW, I am in control of all of this stuff with relative
free will; mileage varies from Yogi-Like control
to almost a lack of control in relative
free will in ‘local human focus’.
And THAT is NO HOCUS POCUS.
I use bio-feedback first; and NOW
I can change ALL Of this; JUST
with relative free will
in mind and
Yup, the toilet paper is still the residue
of the archaic non-reality rules of religion; and in the case
of the United States; moreover, the Christian religion,
whose grimy hands of subjugation through baseless fear,
oppression, and repression of human nature
is the originator of much human illness,
suffering; and yes, indirectly even death;
as social oppression and repression of human nature
is one of the worse sources of human stress; and yes, science, now,
definitively shows that chronic human stress leads to the destruction of every bodily system;
AND CAN EVENTUALLY LEAD TO A PREMATURE DEATH.
AND SOMETIMES for innocent homosexual children;
who are forced to go to church; completely understanding
that they are HOMOSEXUAL and THAT is no choice of anyone except
their particular mix of innate genetics and environment as is;
THEY FEEL excluded from the human race as whole;
when the psychopathic leaning pastor or priest coldly suggests
that Jesus is all about inclusion of everyone; and then turns the other cheek
to give the exclusion of Loving homosexuals; not allowing them to enter
into a most so-called basic sacrament of the Catholic Church;
and with the protestants, the other so-called big boy macho guys
just bully the homosexual males and females, in some cases,
literally to frigging death.
Yes, in this way the church
is as slimy
on the face of the earth.
It’s all about reproductive control
and STILL IS, for women in many countries,
to the max of ‘purchasing cattle for reproduction’,
as metaphor of course.
Now, for folks who wanna live this way; that is another thing;
but for folks who are forced into it, in a continuing environment
of social abuse, stress, eventual premature death or suicide;
as a last resort from being ostracized out of the social circle;
AS that is, overall, the worst,
of slow or fast torture for human nature.
But only a person who truly has a heart, soul, and a spirit
expressed in cognitive and affective emotional empathy
can possibly understand this. This is a rare commodity
in close thinking minds; whether it is a Militant Atheist
or a Fundamentalist Christian.
There is good reason to go to church for social connection FOR
THE Interdependent Relationship in Connectedness of ALL THAT IS AKA GOD.
But there is only the metaphor OF THE DEVIL for folks who coldly exclude other folks;
FROM THE FRIGGING HUMAN RACE; as the lesser of even a ‘precious dog’ that sits
in the lap of Popes, Cardinals, Bishops, Monsignors, Priests and other Pastors;
many of whom, are already innately homosexuals, practicing life in a closet;
or simply repressing their human nature, as is; as a lie of living life; getting
exposed as we already fully know; as has been the case in the history of
my Catholic Church,
Sixty-Six percent of the American Public are for the rights of gay individuals to
have civil unions; and these days even a boring priest is enough to empty
the pews of a Catholic Church; the Priests in the know who wanna keep
their jobs, keep it don’t talk about it, don’t ask, for 99 percent of the
time; as they know THAT Sixty-Six percent of the American Public
is out there in the Pews; and potentially just another
lost congregational member to a church
with a more up to date,
mind IN BALANCE.
The function of church will always be here;
But the function of ignorance and HATE,
IS ON ITS WAY OUT.
SOME PEOPLE ARE
STILL BORN WITH
A HEART; A SOUL;
AND A SPIRIT;
Anyone, who is ignorant enough to believe
that GOD doesn’t make all the colors
of the RAINBOW IN HUMAN BEING;
is just a frigging
knot on the
OR COGNITIVE EMPATHY
AKA HUMAN COMMON SENSE;
TO SEE all the colors of the
human rainbow that range
from in-between to all
the colors of gender
yes, even more
than ’50 shades of GREY’;
for anyone with common
sense; with a REAL HEART,
SOUL, SPIRIT, AND MORE
THAN FRIGGING HALF A BRAIN.
And to be clear, what I mean by
half a brain is a Literalist without
Emotional Intelligence. Any one
with Emotional Intelligence can
quickly get the REAL
OF QUEER THAT
IS HUMAN BEING
IN THE TOTAL
PERHAPS, one day
a full brain of human
being will rule the world;
at least, in the U.S., Obama,
a man with a full brain
in health care
‘GAY’, along with
and peers; so the
REAL GOD OF NATURE
BLESSES THE U.S.A. IN THIS
And the ignorant
among us continue
IT was only a matter
of time (nows) for
this to eventually
rule, as GOD’S REAL
RULES ARE WHAT
TRULY RULES; AND
AS AN ESSENTIAL
PART OF THE
SURVIVAL AS A WHOLE,
HAND, AS FREE
IN ALL WAYS.
And if anyone wonders why I am
so passionate about this issue;
AS hard as it may be to believe
if one looks at my law enforcement
big looking head and 230LB muscular
body; clearly available to see on all
my blogs; when I am young I
am mistaken for a female;
and just because
of THAT most everyone
assumes I am gay; even
though I am 100% hard
heterosexual; so I am
verbally abused for
years; and this
even if ONE
IS NOT gay;
I can only NOW
imagine how much
MORE it hurts for a person
who is gay; so anytime I see
anyone bullying someone like this
in REAL LIFE; I confront them face to
face; and the bully boys who are men now;
turn their tail and run in metaphor as now I am
three or four times stronger than they are;
as anything is
possible in life;
and now the person
they bullied is
I neither tolerate THAT
OR ACCEPT IT;
I understand it
as these folks often
but there is
OF OTHERS IN
time AND as far as
a I am concerned;
no one gets a pass
from me; not even
my Catholic Priest
as I have confronted
him directly with it
and put an end
And Here is my
theme song for
and all the shades
out to hate