LOST FRACTALS OF LIVING

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Some folks are born

philosophers..

musicians..

carpenters..

architects..

athletes..

dancers..

poets..

the list goes on.. and some of us are born

more

than

one…

And when that happens

sometimes..

there’s

more

to

say..;)

Tonight i celebrate my 33rd week of

!RAVEDANCE!

AT

OLE SEVILLE QUARTER..

ON A RAINY RATHER COOL DAY..

IN

NORTH

FLORIDA…

AND IN SO WAITING FOR THE DANCE

AND PHOTOS FROM THAT

TO COME HERE..

LATER

AFTER

3AM

TONIGHT!

i

compiled some of my philosophical thoughts

and

ACTIONS

FROM AROUND 24 HOURS..

OF DISCUSSION FROM VARIOUS

AUTISTIC LEANING SOURCES

OF

KNOWLEDGE AND PHILOSOPHY2!

i

did this before with poets only..

per 2777 words and around four thousand in another

blog post a few weeks ago..

but the folks in RATIONAL ONLY LAND..

AS WELL AS THE PHILOSOPHERS RATHER

THAN SCIENTISTS ONLY

WHO

‘LIVE’

‘ThERE’..

ARE IMPORTANT SOURCES OF INSPIRATION

FOR MY POETIC EXPRESSION

OF

PHILOSOPHY

AND

MORE GENERALLY SPEAKING

LIFE

AS

WHOLE!

So here it goes for total

of

4444

words

today!

  • http://www.wrongplanet.net/postx269889-45-0.html

    If you haven’t already done so, I encourage you to start a blog with your poetry, as there is almost unlimited potential on the Internet now to publish and share poetry with others with similar and MUCH DIFFERENT diverse minds.

    It’s fascinating to me to connect with people around the world like this.

    What I find is there are many people like me, but who are undiagnosed somewhere on the AUTISM spectrum OR broader AUTISM phenotype, per 10 to 15 percent of the general population, writing poetry, and yes very out of the box poetry per free verse style.

    And for me, if it were not for a total breakdown of humanity, both physically and mentally, in mid-life, I would still be churning away in the grind of the 9 to 5 lifestyle, administrating programs and supervising folks, with no Autism Spectrum diagnosis, with no poetry and truly No REAL life to SPEAK OF.

    And no, I would have likely gone to my dying bed, never dancing again like I did in my teens and 20′s and more than ever before NOW, as my major special interest is free style interpretive dance, done in a ballet/martial arts LIKE style now over 2600 miles in a little over 14 months by measure of Nike GPS Sports watch THAT no one CAN duplicate, not even me as dance leads me, now, always now, to new frontiers.

    I do not lead the dance of life, anymore; again, the dance of life leads me.

    And not only that, I can leg press 810 LBS now, but not cause I’m a tough guy; moreover, INSTEAD, as I learn THE True Power of human being is in the Divine Feminine in Grace of flow of movement in 360 degrees of all body parts moving in tandem, and Sacred Unconditional Love with no Illusory Fears.

    Of course I’m not the first Philosopher/Sophist, to come to that conclusion, by far, and on COURSE, convincing people that IT WORKS in REAL life, per action, and JUST DOING IT, IS truly the job of ‘JOB’ or maybe NIKE, ha-ha!

    I cannot even convince my wife of almost 25 years, that her life is in HER HANDS, IN A RELATIVE FREE WILL WAY, and not some imaginary sky GOD, alone, created by a tribe wanting to hold on to land and food AND THE REPRODUCTIVE RIGHTS OF WOMEN AND MAN ALIKE.

    The mind CAN be like a steel trap and existence in A LITERAL HUMAN HELL, for those who REFUSE TO OPEN IT, and live in what CAN BE A LITERAL HUMAN HEAVEN.

    I’ve truly lived in both places, and I don’t think it takes a rocket scientist, to live in heaven, in fact, standard MEASURED intelligence may be a road block, and religion can certainly be the biggest of road blocks, to truly seeing the GOD of Mother Nature TRUE, i to EYE AS ONE LIVING FORCE OF LIFE.

    So I continue to write epic poetry here, but in disguise as when I remove the standard intelligence punctuation, grammar, and form, it becomes organic; YES, alive, in shaped form as well, per the Universal patterns of the fractals of the Universe in Golden Mean Spiral of 1.618.

    Yes, the Golden Mean Spiral of the pyramid, the vase, the chalice, the bell, the wave and the word BECOME ONE, with human being as well as phallic and fertility symbols inherent as such, and last but not least Galaxies, Hurricanes, Tornados, and Nautilus shells that have been around so much longer than human being.

    So YES, the word is born of flesh AND the flesh is born of word, ‘ABOVE so BELOW’.

    For me this is literal truth of life NOW as well as metaphorical truth.

    But no, it’s nothing new, at ALL aka GOD.

    There is nothing sadder to me in this world, than Lost Fractals, and humans are apparently one of the few if any animals that can attain this separation from Mother Nature True aka GOD.

    Seriously, it makes me cry, as the answers NOW seem so simple to me but so far away for most people, for sure, who walk as Zombies in a life, BOTH LITERALLY AND METAPHORICALLY that IS EVOLVED TO BE FREE ‘VERSE’ AS ‘UNI VERSE’ in DANCE, SONG, AND POETRY OF LIFE.

    First tHere IS dark, then light, then movement or dance, then sound or song to energize movement or dance in infinite loop, and then some humans invented poetry to attempt to describe emotions that power human beings the same, in fractal way.

    And then thEre IS science NOW that continues to be the scribe of GOD.

    To suggest that any of this is separate from GOD is at LEAST in PART, evidence of lost fractals of life, as far as I see now.

    This perhaps, brings a whole new LIGHT to the words lost and savior, huh, per Abrahamic religious reference.

    It’s both science and COMMON SENSE.

    MY CAT LIVES THE COMMON SENSE PART OF IT, easily, like a C’aTman’ NAP.

     

  • http://www.wrongplanet.net/postxf270365-0-15.html

    Interesting how some human beings separate their emotions from the natural world, as well as their interpersonal relationships with others.

    All human beings are made of star stuff and are the cosmos unto itself per paraphrase of Carl Sagan Wisdom.

    The patterns of fractals in nature seen throughout from the Golden Spiral mean of Galaxies, Tornados, and Nautilus shells equate out to 1.618.

    The veins in our body are patterned like the rivers that lead to oceans and the same patterns are seen throughout the cosmos as well.

    Science has only recently gained an eye sharp enough to see the SCIENCE BEHIND THESE REALITIES OF ONE LIFE WE LIVE WITH THE UNIVERSE AS WHOLE.

    FUNNY, YES FUNNY HOW SOME FOLKS SUGGEST THAT THE COSMOS DOES NOT AFFECT THEIR PERSONALITY.

    IT IS RESPONSIBLE FOR THEIR LIFE.

    IT’S AS SIMPLE AS THAT.

    Now as to why Astrology does work better than coincidence, there is synchronicity in life, that flows when emotions are in full swing, but for those who repress their emotions like rivers that no longer make it to the ocean, the result is plain to see, for those who see deeper than eyes alone.

    It’s why poetry works so well to express Universal truth, it describes emotion and emotion is what motivates us to live, again, it is as simple as that, once again it is, for those who can see below as well as above, and inside as well as outside their limited view of eye.

     

  • http://www.wrongplanet.net/postxf270365-0-15.html

    I agree, very possible for you, but not for me.

    Interesting it is, how different minds work and perceive the world.

    I am a statistician by knowledge in college, and also in the decades long grind of working for the government in collateral duty and there is no way the things I personally experience in life are the result of coincidence alone per the science of statistics as studied in college and applied at work.

    Truly I pay little to no attention to astrology, but numerology bends the class of statistics beyond narrow school ways of thinking, for one example I do ‘play’ with.

    And it only stands to reason, that when a child is born, the time of season along with dopamine producing environmental factors like more light in summer, are environmental factors that CAN stimulate potential epigenetic change and different personalities.

    It would obviously vary by mileage of course per individual and environment beyond that ‘simple’ combination of factors per dopamine, light, and epigenetics, and for ‘the pattern and visual thinkers to figure out by extensive observation, per the current ‘science’ of Astrology.

    That’s one ‘simple’ answer but the synergy of additional environmental factors for the answers as to why Astrology works, is no easier to pin down, than one cause of Autism

    And synchronicity like human archetypes is real.

    Science has caught up to the Jungian ‘science’ of human archetypes, but they just haven’t caught up to him yet on his ‘science’ of synchronicity but truly it is no surprise as science by its very nature stifles what humans can be per FULL HUMAN POTENTIAL motivated by FULL human emotions.

    So that is a self-fulfilling prophecy in science itself for the weakness of science to understand this true FULLER potential of human life.

    Mechanical cognition represses this human potential, and science has caught up to that, per peer reviewed study, ironically, but the folks who do science and live a life in mostly mechanical cognition, are not immune from the repression of social cognition and associated factors of human empathy and pro-social emotions.

    And no I do not expect you to understand this, if you haven’t walked in my shoes, but some people will understand it, more likely in the listening audience, than the folks who post here, simply as the forum is skewed toward higher verbal written abilities and lesser toward pattern AND visual thinkers for the obvious reason that it is a text forum.

    And yes, recognizing patterns has everything to do with it, along with FULL USE OF human emotion, and not just the con-social kind as synchronicity is of evolutionary benefit to the group that survives together in sharing and cooperation using pro-social emotions.

    During the period of five years of my life, where there was no emotion there was absolutely no synchronicity.

    Before and after it was beyond the science of statistics per coincidence alone.

    People thought the earth was flat too, before science caught up, so it’s no surprise that science still lags behind, on the full potential of the human mind. The human mind is still truly a relatively unexplored area of science, not unlike the full ‘face’ of GOD AKA Mother Nature TRUE.

    Perhaps the poets will figure it out first, they most often do, per historical record, as is.

    To be clear this is only my opinion, but alas this is Philosophy forum, not a Science forum, and Philosophy does often lead science as well, per historical record.

    Life is way too short, to depend on Science alone for answers to live a full and happy life.

    That’s for sure, and a Yogi can tell you that, for sure, who controls their bodily functions like body temperature, steaming heat off of robes in icy water, and controlling alpha and theta brain waves, without even any bio-feedback machines.

    And yes, science has finally measured this, per the scientific method, evidenced as true, and no NOT someone’s imagination.

    And for all practical intents and purposes, I am a Yogi, as in real documented life; I have gained mastery over my bodily functions as well. I don’t own any long pants, not even when the temperatures dip down into the teens, here in North Florida, as I have undomesticated myself, per real true human effect and AFFECT per regulation of brain waves, body temperature, and emotions as well.

    If I had waited for science to tell me how to do it, it would have never happened.

    I just looked within and found the answers through intuition and instinct, the same as our ancestors did, before they were functionally disabled by complex language and culture.

    True story, by the way, that is, as science now shows that folks who live like our pre-historic ancestors have similar morphological stronger features as them per density of bones.

    I figured that part out too, and can leg press 810 LBS now at age 54, as opposed to before I healed myself through instinct and intuition, and could not raise my arms up over my head, after eating or walking around the block without almost passing out.

    Let’s just say, I’m passionate about human potential per much more than science knows now, by evidence of my life for sure, for now at least.

     

  • https://mindretrofit7.wordpress.com/2014/11/09/speed-of-light-2/

    Personally i like it the way it is.. and i too enjoy visiting the way my mind worked in the past.. through words of the past.. now that i finally have them over the last 4 years or so..on Internet sites..:)

    And this reminds me that we are all much smaller microcosm Universes of the Big ONE out tHere and in here.. above so below.. we do know..nOW…

    And now that i can spiral my arms and legs with torso..hips.. and finger/toe tips..

    I at least feel like a spiraling galaxy balance in gravity wherever i go…

    And all the trillions of neuron connections in my brain.. and trillions and trillions of atoms throughout my body.. along with all the molecular body systems.. make a microcosm-like being of Universe inside of me.. as well..:)

    So with good conscious control of the seat of my being.. or soul…

    Perhaps that is evidence enough that GOD exists.. on the macrocosm level as a type of navigator ALL knowing consciousness as compared to the small view i see for all that is.. aka GOD2..;)

    But truly the feelings and emotions you word here.. are reminiscent of what i do feel now.. when i do dance freely in 360 degrees.. like a spiraling galaxy in action of gravity balance working with GOD and gravity instead of against IT.. as such..:)

  • The way the Iceman accomplishes this by:

    http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wim_Hof

    Quote:
    “Hof seems to be able to raise his cortisol levels and lower the amount of cytokines (inflammatory mediators) just by using his meditation techniques. A different study on Hof while immersed in ice showed that Hof suppressed the cytokines by 100 percent.[9] In September 2011, Hof also ran a full marathon in the Namib Desert without water. The run was performed under the supervision of Dr. Thijs Eijsvogels.”

    Yes, per the link you provided as quoted above, this is similar to the way that Tibetan Yogi Monks that Ms. Lizard linked to above do it.

    In our westernized worlds our minds are focused mostly on problem solving through the course of school sitting still behind a desk either staring at a computer screen or a lecturer.

    If one can imagine our ancestors living as foragers they spent their time living with Mother Nature True aka GOD as ONE, as required to capture prey, and gather other available food subsistence in wild plant life. Their life was one of constant movement and experience was one of connection with others and FEELING THE ENVIRONMENT and responding to environmental challenges in kind through instinct and intuition.

    When I worked with the general public for almost two decades, social connection, the natural human way of life, per our ancestors was my way of life every day all day long,

    I lived in relative bliss as for the most part bliss is simple animal homeostasis or peace of mind and no it wasn’t easy for years at first, until I adapted to the environmental challenge of this social environment.

    The definition of a Yogi is one who keeps peace of mind, with regulation over bodily functions, and the goal of most every normal animal is homeostasis after meeting challenge of fight, flight and subsistence in general, moreover.

    I developed 19 medical disorders including extreme sensory integration problems like a severely autistic child, because of one thing and one thing only, stress, unrelenting chronic stress and the overwhelming causal factor of that stress is I never learned how to control my mind through emotional intelligence and my body that carries emotions down through the vagal nerve from brain to gut.

    Some folks call this vagal nerve THE KUNDALINI SERPENT that carries the emotional EFFECT AND AFFECT OF COMFORT AND SELF-ESTEEM PER THE NEUROCHEMICAL SEROTONIN.

    But when emotions are repressed tensions replace the emotions in the body as negative REPRESSION IN TENSION rather than positive FREE LIVING PRO-SOCIAL EMOTION.

    When one frees their body through positive meditation in moving the body and mind together per one example of the formal practice of TAI CHI that can be gained through instinct and intuition alone without lesson, the body and mind again works in harmony and the result CAN BE INNER PEACE.

    The doctors gave up on me, and told me there is nothing they could do for me, as their drugs would not work for Trigeminal Neuralgia, ASSOCIATED ILLS OF Sjogren’s syndrome an Immune system disorder, and Fibromyalgia.

    The doctor told me there was no chance for recovery to have a productive life, just per the SEVERE CASE of anxiety I had developed as well.

    I looked within with instinct and intuition and proved them all wrong.

    And seriously in real life, when I go without water in a marathon effort for rave dance for 3 to 4 hours without a drink of water, every Thursday Night now coming up to 33 weeks tonight, some people think and REMARK TO ME, I have to be on some kind of drug to do it, but I tell them I’ve mastered control over my mind and body, and live in bliss all the time.

    And yeah, they give me the WTF look in disbelief but we don’t exactly live in an ‘ENLIGHTENED’ society in the US, and it shows in the population’s medical record overall, with one-third of school age children who are now pre-diabetic, a nation approaching 50% of its population on some kind of pain killer, as well as the use of anti-depressants sky rocketing.

    These are all cultural symptoms of a society that has lost its grasp on basic human nature, and the TRUE ART, YES ART OF INSTINCT AND INTUITION OF SIMPLY LIVING FREE WITH MOTHER NATURE TRUE aka GOD.

    And as in the video below, if anyone’s interested in learning more about the Tibetan Monks in how they achieve inner peace that almost anyone CAN DO who gains escape from cultural illusions and finds the power within with instinct and intuition, the Dali Lama uses Jesus as an example of an historical figure who has gained this basic human instinctual and intuitive state of being.

    ADDITIONALLY, Jesus as reported similar to Tibetan Yogi Monks, teaches the instinctual and intuitive ways of living in cooperation and sharing with others as brothers and sisters, rather than dominating folks through the brainwashing of culture that says collect and compete instead of share and cooperate.

    We overall, as human beings, innately do this when living in balance with Mother Nature True aka GOD and our GOD given Human Nature, instead of illusory brainwashing from cultures using the tool control tool of subjugation through fear for materialistic gains, and oppression and repression of our basic human nature per emotions and sexual nature that when fulfilled provide the opportunity for the greatest potential in human creativity and productivity.

    Our closest primate cousin the Bonobo as now studied by science that has the similar empathy gene and an associated empathic brain structures as us does the similar as well, in the wild with no complex language or culture.

    The chimpanzee on the other had, still rapes and pillages. A common fallacy is that we are like chimpanzees at core of our temperament for survival. The truth is we are more like Bonobos and if let run free act more like the free love movement of the sixties.

    Seriously that’s us, overall, in a nut shell, free loving, when set free from subjugation, repression, and oppression per cultural means mostly by power of the tool of cultural illusory fear.

    The only places where historical Yogis fail in my opinion, is the belief that expressing sexual nature is counterproductive; to me that is obviously still the result of a post forager to agrarian to industrial to now information technology way of patriarchal leaning culture, rather than the matriarchal leaning cultures of our hunter gather aka FORAGER ancestors.

    True power is in the grace of the CAT or Instinctual Martial artist WHO learns that ‘invisibility’ is the way to escape the predator and capture the prey. And Unconditional Love, per helping others rather than dominating them, is the true path to human power also, as this is WHAT WE ARE overall EVOLVED TO DO PER MOTHER NATURE TRUE AKA GOD.

    And it’s not surprising that some of the repressed and or oppressed subjugated through FEAR Jews walking like a robot in the streets with tense bodies, did SEE Jesus as a GOD, as he was likely just another YOGI leaning guy regaining his human nature and natural place as GOD’s true child, and not a child of cultural lies, instead.

    Chances are he too, could do amazing things, like me, and I am more excited about the amazing things I can do that I DO DOCUMENT WITH THE EVIDENCE THAT I HAVE THOROUGHLY DONE FOR PROOF, as if I can do them, after being so sick and weak, AND ALMOST DYING, with 19 medical disorders and overcoming ALL OF IT at age 53 AND 54 most everyone on this forum could do it too.

    BUT ONLY for the most part, IF they CAN escape cultural ILLUSIONS and look within for the answers, PER THE FOLKS WHO HAVE THINGS ABOUT THEMSELVES THEY WISH THEY COULD CHANGE.

    Without the Passion, Belief and Faith one CAN CHANGE as well as Trust in Mother Nature True aka GOD, the path to inner peace is truly the eye of the needle and culture is the Camel, overall.

    ALTHOUGH the Christian Catholic religion I was raised in was far from perfect, it laid a basic foundation, not too far away from the natural Yogi, for me to forge my own path for success in inner peace, much later in life. After gaining it, many of the teachings of Jesus that do ring true, make perfect sense to me now as before it was hit and miss.

    And to be clear regarding the topic at hand, I DO NOT BELIEVE ASTROLOGY, NUMEROLOGY, and the TAROT ARE PERFECT OCCULT SCIENCES, AND FAR FROM IT IN MY OPINION.

    BUT THEY are inherently based on Mother Nature and careful observation of human beings PER the patterns that DO TRULY exist.

    There is no separation OF HUMAN AND MOTHER NATURE TRUE AKA GOD, from the smallest microcosm particle known of our bodily functions to the largest macrocosm of the Universe THAT SCIENCE DOES NOW EVIDENCE AS TRUTH, and elements of Truth often DO exist where science cannot see the TOTAL TAPESTRY OF LIFE AS LIVING IT TRUE WITH MOTHER NATURE AKA GOD.

    Some folks see more of the tapestry and some folks see the details clearer, but that DOES NOT mean that EITHER OR does not EXIST.

    AS ABOVE SO BELOW IS A KEY TO INNER PEACE, PER UNDERSTANDING both Tapestry and Detail.

    And if one wants to view more of what the true MAN YESHUA AKA Jesus looked like when he lived, the video linked above, is a POSITIVE path to FOLLOW OVERALL, in my NOW MUCH BETTER educated opinion TO FIND THE TRUE ANSWERS for one who seeks TRUTH rather than what their peers and relatives told them is truth through potential cultural illusions PER THE EFFECTIVE AND ‘AFFECTIVE’ TOOL OF SUBJUGATION THROUGH FEAR, REPRESSION AND OPPRESSION OF OUR GOD GIVEN HUMAN NATURE.

     

  • Perhaps we are living in a matrix now, as POTENTIALLY encoded in our genetics.

    But per Mother Nature True aka GOD, NEO and the Oracle, not the Architect of Cultural Illusion with little emotion to drive instinct AND intuition in the true dance and song of life.

    I think what some folks do not recognize or forget is the prophetic visions of religious prophets, sophists, philosophers and creative efforts of literary, music and other artistic with an ‘R’ giants are similar in the way they are created in theta brain wave trance connecting to our subconscious mind that stores human archetypes as manifested through our genetics as human animals.

    The bee alone does not design the hive, the bee acts on instinct provided by Mother Nature True aka GOD.

    The bee needs no complex language or cultural rules to design intricate ways of subsistence in living life.

    I think people severely underestimate the power of GOD GIVEN human instinct.

    The following video shows an excellent example of the tapestry of what happens when humans work together like bees through instinct and intuition manifested into magnificent creation of tapestry of subsistence by humans in their design of cultural infrastructure as what we see in the ‘natural world’ too.

    From the small view one sees the details but truly the tapestry is magnificent when viewed AND LIVED AS WHOLE.

    We are never working alone, although the illusion can be we are.

    Bees hold no illusion, and they thrive in the hive, when in balance.

    Humans CAN DO THE SIMILAR, but with humans ‘handicapped’ with neocortical and frontal lobe ‘advances’ discipline IS REQUIRED to even live in the PRESENT NOW.

    BEES LIVE IN the heaven of NOW, and yes humans CAN TOO.

    And yes, overall, Astrology is tapestry too.

    But obviously at the detail level, it doesn’t always work, as it’s not perfect, it’s only tapestry.

    Perfect in my opinion, would truly s**K, as the practice is the reward, not the goal.

    It’s just the way we are evolved, and that IS for intermittent gratification, NOT INSTANT GRATIFICATION, AS THAT is the true cause of most of human suffering in our modern cultures, as when we DO THAT, we go against our human nature and Mother Nature True aka GOD too.

    Mother Nature AND HUMAN NATURE ONE and same is STILL our master and there is truly no escaping Mother Nature although some folks DO HOLD THAT ILLUSION FOR SURE, and pay the consequences time and time again, as history shows both at

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17 Responses to LOST FRACTALS OF LIVING

  1. I think we can call ourselves has a manifold of possibilities.. but what we are is another thing.. .. dancing can work wonders..

    • Yes.. i agree Bjorn.. vocations should be choices not mandates for personhood…

      And unfortunately in our westernized world that is growing east as well..

      this is the cultural way of life of vocation.. instead of life as renaissance man or

      woman that can be..

      where freedom truly rings.. DANCES AND SINGS… WITH WORDS OF POETRY TRUE..:)

      and i like to think of the i of I of me.. as director of my own play.. with actor.. dance..

      and song that leads..

      me AS actor and director as ONE FORCE OF LIFE living It FULL AND fuller as such..:)

      IN MY OWN PLAY OF LIFE TRUE!

  2. Glenn Buttkus says:

    Repeating patterns, overlapping spiritual energy loops & dimension, the wonder of self-healing that is always, always connected to AllThatIs, to Higher Self, to the cosmic dust we can still taste on our lips when we lick long enough; quite the essay, diatribe, sir; & the photos, per usual, put me in your world, backyard, & mind. Like your line /its why poetry works so well to express Universal truth/–hear, hear.

    • Which OMG means you read the WHOLE THIING.. which is a miracle unto itself that folks like you and others DO STILL EXIST.. that’s a joke by a way..;)

      Thanks so much for stopping by absorbing.. and amplifying what you see as truth.. as you and others do continue to lead me..INSPIRE ME..on through and through greater truths of

      life..:)!

  3. Matt Spence says:

    I’ve always found the Fibonacci Sequence to be a wild pattern, brother, and what an epic post.

    • Thanks for stopping by Matt and thanks for taking the OMG TIME.. to read and respond.. as epic poetry isn’t exactly everyone’s overflowing cup of tea.. i know.. but i’m different..

      and that PART of nature..

      Will always change..:)

  4. This is the line that leaped out at me: “During the period of five years of my life, where there was no emotion there was absolutely no synchronicity.” People often think that it’s bad if they aren’t happy. What’s bad is when you feel no emotion.

    janet

    • Yes.. Janet.. it’s the worst thing in the worLd to me..

      to HAVE NO EMOTION AT ALL….

      And i do have a reference point for that…

      Experiencing the worst physical pain known to medical literature..

      type two trigeminal neuralgia…

      They offered to block and potentially numb the nerve that controlled feeling in my
      face but the thought of not having the worst pain known to mankind

      was worse than facing the numbness of having no emotion

      ALL ALONE.

      I NEVER COULD FATHOM WHY PEOPLE CUT THEMSELVES…

      until i experienced that…

      And GOD gave me a knife.. that would not go away… IN MY RIGHT EYE AND EAR…

      UNTIL THE EMOTIONS DID COME BACK…

      SO IT’S HARD TO SAY..

      WHAT THE TRUE CAUSE OF THE PAIN WAS…

      PERHAPS IT WAS THE ABSENCE OF SOUL…

      THAT WAS THE PAIN

      OF LITERAL

      HUMAN HELL.. AS THE PAIN IN EFFECT..

      WAS A LITTLE TASTE OF HEAVEN…

      COMPARED TO NO EMOTION AT ALL….

      And people sometimes wonder why i’m so thrilled to be alive..

      Well it’s because I was dead for so long in life….

      There are no words that will ever relay the feeling of

      being dead..alive…

      But i try here.. now.. as once in a while.. i’ll give that a shot..

      from my now comfy place in everlasting heaven now…..with three smiles :):):)!

      and exclamation pointX2!…

  5. I especially enjoyed the photography that you included in this post, and I enjoy discovering bites of wisdom in you prose/poetry. What caught my attention today was Mother Nature True aka God. She’s smiling.

    • Thanks so much Victoria.. well before i ever thought about writing anything.. even a friendly email.. the visual arts were my thing.. and modern technology makes photography a breeze with point and shoot high definition.. as wherever the heart flows the picture can be taken in an instant.. with close enough to perfect results..

      And yes.. i can feel HER smile.. and it is a wondrous thing..:)

  6. claudia says:

    the art of living and understanding human nature and the connections is an art in itself

  7. http://www.wrongplanet.net/posts126846-start45.html

    ^^^

    The notion that the human race is sadistic or evil is a common misanthropic illusory idea of folks who are bullied by folks, who were also bullied, commonly associated with domestic violence and sexual abuse as well.

    But no, not factual as even our closest primate cousin the Bonobo who shares a similar empathy gene and empathy related brain structures lives in relative harmony and peace with free loving ways as opposed to the Chimpanzee who still rapes and pillages with the other version of mind.

    People can become like Chimpanzees IN THIS WAY, WHEN the cultural social environment is abusive and particularly WHEN the parental environment is non-nurturing and or abusive in the first couple of years in life.

    BUT humans are born, overall, like peaceful free loving Bonobos and that’s just a scientific fact, now that science has caught up to the teachings of the historical men Jesus AND BUDDHA per the golden rule of living TRUE TO MOTHER NATURE TRUE, AKA GOD, TOO, IN PEACEFUL LOVING WAYS OF SHARING AND COOPERATION.

    Conversely yes, instead of collecting goods of subsistence and dominating others through subjugation with tools of illusory cultural fears AND repression and oppression of GOD given human nature, particularly the free expression of full pro-social emotion, sexuality, and practice of reproductive freedom.

    But that is culture and or religion designed as nurture, not nature as evolved by GOD.

    There is no escaping Mother Nature, except for ‘fools’, and no, not the kind of fool that plays the ‘Tarot Card of Fool’, as that is the highest of human being who directs their destiny with relative free will, and a topic perhaps for later with those with eyes that can see more than skin deep.
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  8. http://www.wrongplanet.net/postt270494.html

    Ah, thank you for the clarification, that makes sense now; a minority party with AN Ideology and name Christian attached, but of course still with ‘Relative Einstein Insanity’ like the Libertarian party in the US as a futile CONTINUING practice OF ACTION IN BEHAVIOR PER ACTUAL DESIRED REAL LIFE RESULTS. 🙂

    And thanks for the link, I am fascinated by how when humans act as they are EVOLVED by Mother Nature True as to what I see GOD as, per sharing and cooperation, AND MOREOVER SACRED UNCONDITIONAL LOVE, they need no imaginary GODS but the REAL one in the backyard OR A DESOLATE PRISTINE BEACH, like me. 🙂

    As far as I am concerned if a person believes in the True Laws of MOTHER Nature and Human Nature they believe in the same GOD as I do.

    Words are just empty shells without Truth, in my opinion, and of course with EINSTEIN LIKE logic, GOD, as well. 🙂
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  9. billgncs says:

    we are often born one thing, but our journey takes to another.

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