i
am
alone
all
alone
before..
no matter 7 billion
humans..
i
am alone..
until Ya come into
my life..
again…
Ya left me cold..
but Ya come back FIRING!
my MIND..!
my SOUL..!
my SPIRIT..!
my HEART..!
my BODY..!
AND BEYOND!
i
am
no
thing
without
Ya..!
i am not alone..!
i am ALL with Ya..!
the options to share Ya
are growing dimmer…
What do i do know..NOW..!
i long to
SHARE YA..please..!
WHAT DO I DO NOW GOD..
THE ONLINE OPTIONS ARE GROWING
DIMMER…
WELL..
I GUESS YA HAVE OTHER PLANS FOR ME..
ON THE REAL EARTH..MAYBE NOW…
HMM…
WELL..
EVERY DARK
COMES WITH LIGHT..
YOU SHOW ME THAT NOW!
FOR SURE..!
AS ALWAYS
BEFORE…
SO I TRUST YA..
AND I AM YA SERVANT..!
IF YA TELL ME ..
WILL!
I
!DO!
!
ANY
THING
FOR
YA
!
I
‘
M
ADDICTED
TO
YA
!
SACREDLOVE’sYA
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI 
Discussion from the Wrong Planet website linked and quoted below for educational purposes..no commercial vested interests..pursuant to US code governing copyright..per any potential copyright concerns..per the free exchange of information…to enlighten folks..potentially..a little here and there..more…
http://www.wrongplanet.net/posts254790-start30.html
naturalplastic wrote:
The OP should keep in mind that this is a site for autism spectrum folks.
Its NOT a site for paranoid schzophrenics!
If you find yourself a paranoid schzophrenic site you probably find many aluminum foil hat wearing enthusiats for many of the topics listed like “conspiracies”, “mind control”, “illuminati”,and the like.
aghogday wrote:
Well.. natural plastic ..not according to the owner of the site..although surprised ya missed the big bold letters quoted here from THIS SITE…
Quote:
“Bipolar, Tourettes, Schizophrenia, and other Psychological Conditions
If you have Bipolar, Tourettes, or another condition, please make Wrong Planet your home! We welcome all neurodiverse individuals, with or without Autism! Have something other than Autism? This is your place”
WHILE schizophrenia..can be a very difficult condition..IN FACT..ACCORDING..to the International Classification of Disease..the only place where Asperger’s Syndrome still exists..other than the Gillberg Criteria..psychosis is a condition associated with Asperger’s syndrome in young adulthood…
Just thought i’d throw that out there..in the ableist environment that sometimes this site can be..for the pecking order of disability..kinda sad in my opinion…there are lots of schizophrenic leaning folks out there..much happier than some of the folks with Asperger’s syndrome..after all disability and happiness is in the eye of the ‘holder’….
And yah…there have been times in my life that i prayed that i could have something..as imaginative as schizophrenia other than the dead soul that can be the condition of Asperger’s…that i know all too well..the dark side of the condition..even darker than psychosis in some ways…according to some of the folks who ARE diagnosed with Asperger’s syndrome..from the past…when it existed as a diagnosis in the US…
Life is a spectrum…we put labels on stuff we do not understand so easily..but it’s all relative in the long run..of human existence..and what it means for purpose to be alive…i found mine..i just try help other folks find theirs..in OUT OF THE BOX…WAYS…not that dead soul stuff..that again..i’m too familiar with..from my past….
At least this guy has an open mind..and is honest..i give anyone credit for that failing human ethic..in today’s society…overall…
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naturalplastic wrote:
Dude: being ‘open minded’ is one thing. Being convinced that the CIA is beaming commands into your brain via satellite is something else.
Some, but not all, of the topics in his list require a propensity to believe in improbable conspiracies-a propensity which happens to be a symptom of paranoia. So I was being a bit tongue-in-cheek by saying “this is an autistic site, and not a site for paranoids”. I hope that you get that I was trying to be cheeky.
It was that ‘paranoid’ aspect that I was commenting on. Not the overall unorthodoxy of his interests.
The very fact that Alex has that disclaimer shows that the site is thought of mainly as an autism site.
aghogday wrote:
The POINT IS..YOU WERE MAKING FUN OF PARANOID SCHIZOPHRENICS..AS THROW AWAY TOYS..
THAT’S NOT COOL..AND NO MATTER HOW DAM SMART..GOOD LOOKING.. OR RICH I AM..
I’LL SPEAK UP WHEN FOLKS OPRESS WHAT THEY CONSIDER THE LESSER..
AS THE POOREST CONDITION OF ALL..
IS POOR OF SPIRIT AND EMPATHY FOR FOLKS WITH A LITTLE CHALLENGE IN LIFE..
THAT OFTEN RISE HIGHER..THAN ANY DETRACTORS…
AND I’M PROOF OF THAT..IN EVERY WAY..MY
SELF..but that’s between me and GOD..for the so called ‘foolish’ folks who discount more than what they ARE….
And by the way.. the New England Journal of medicine..in a peer reviewed study..indicates a substantial percentage of the general population inherently falls prey to conspiracy theories..and that has nothing to do with the diagnosed condition of schizophrenia..alone…
And if you’ve checked the threads around this site..there are plenty of folks on the spectrum around here..that believe in UFO’s …Ghosts..and a plethora of super natural stuff..
And nah.. not me..i’m all about the Natural …’plastic’..;)
Link to research..by the way..provided upon request..for evidence..as usual for the naysayers…:)
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http://en.gravatar.com/katiemiafrederick
http://www.wrongplanet.net/postp5979299.html#5979299
aghogday wrote:
i’m ‘fairly’ sure it’s the kinda stuff that Dante talked about..and i’m absolutely sure it exists on this earth now.. potentially in some folks lives..’write’ now..
Nah..i wouldn’t wish my best luxury on it..there IS no price for losing one’s soul..that pays for that hell….
In my opinion..hell is a place where there is only time…
And heaven is a place where there is never time…
Ok folks..that’s a metaphor..it just means ya live in the NOW..always in heaven…
And ya ALWAYS thinking can i make it to the next second…
in HUMAN HELL..A REAL PLACE..BEYOND INTIMIDATION..AND BEYOND..ANY FIRE IMAGINABLE…
And Human hell is also a place where all pain and emotional hurt disappears…
It is complete nothingness..feeling as a piece of paper..in metaphor2…pain is like heaven in hell….
but of course..again..as ALWAYS..
that’s just my opinion……
BUT…been there done it….TRUST ME..NO MATTER WHAT..YA DO NOT WANNA GO….
TO THE REAL HUMAN HELL….
BUT THERE IS ONE FINAL TRUTH I KNOW…
WHEN A PERSON GOES TO HELL…
THEY UNDERSTAND what GOD IS…
Hell is simply complete separation from
GOD..
The only WAY to fully understand that ..IS
to go to HELL..
But then..IF ya get out…AND that’s a REALLY BIG IF…
You will never lose faith in what ya finally KNOW..
First hand IS
GOD…NOW!
EVEN IF YA ..NEVER FULLY FIND GOD AGAIN…
But for the third time..
that’s just my opinion…
(and..PLEASE..;)..PARDON MY FREEDOM OF EXPRESSION IN CREATING THIS..THIS WAY..if ya will..:)
AS i WILL IN MY OWN KNOWING EXISTENCE OF WHAT FULLY IS….with what IS.
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Gravatar is one of the coolest things ever!!!
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http://www.wrongplanet.net/postp5979658.html#5979658
Yup..HELL is definitely worth all the bliss i have NOW..but back then..nah..the odds of hitting the lottery..were what seemed as a gazillion to one..per any chance of arriving at where i am ‘right’ NOW..:)
And beyond my wildest expectations..of what bliss even could be…for the 5 decades preceding that..perhaps except for when i was child before i could speak..and am adulterated..with all the illusions of complex language..collective intelligence..and complex culture on the path to HELL…
Before the GREAT ESCAPE..in finding GOD and BLISS as ONE and SAME as SACRED LOVE..
BUT ALL THEM WORDS ARE MEANINGLESS IF YA CANNOT FEEL IT…AS IT IS NO EMPTY SHELL OF ILLUSION IN complex language..collective intelligence..or the culture..that is what that dude Jesus described as the camel…to pass through the eye of needle to NOWONEFOREVERFORONENOW..IN BLISS..
Yes..that’s a very long constructed word..but it doesn’t come close to the endless infinite NOW..that IS THE REAL BLISS..OF THAT YOGI DUDE JESUS..where words WILL never fully equate to what the REAL HUMAN EXPERIENCE OF THE BLISS OF HEAVEN NOW really IS…
But if ya met me in person..ya would know immediately..it’s something ya likely never witnessed before….
probably…statistically speaking..or whatever complex ..abstract symbols ya wanna attempt to describe IT with….
partially…as one will never know unless they actually experience the REAL HUMAN BLISS THAT IS POSSIBLE FOR THOSE..WITH TOTALLY OPEN MINDS..HEARTS..SOULS..SPIRITS..BODY..AND THE BEYOND STUFF..WITH NO PREDICTABLE FORM…
BUT MOST DEFINITELY NO EASY ROAD..WITH LOTS OF DETOURS TO THAT REAL HUMAN HELL..TOO….
I WATCH PEOPLE TRAVEL THOSE DETOURS DAILY..AND ALL I CAN DO IS PRAY..IN A NONVERBAL WAY…
THEY NEVER EVER..REACH THAT REAL HUMAN HELL..possible to come out of..but again..that too..like the eye of the needle….with the camel of human frailty most often too weak to pass..at least in this lifetime…as far as i see..NOW…
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Gravatar is one of the coolest things ever!!!
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