A majestic oak.. tree that grounds me at night with spotlights
in respite of decades toil and trouble at work.. a few moments..
a quiet relationship with branches and leaves and stalwart trunk..
Hurricane Ivan Fells that tree.. and like a parent or child the
loss is not much different as it is pArt of my soul.. THAT
will not leave.. dinosaur skeleton left.. cut to
stump.. and the most amazing thing
happens.. a small twig on the
side and so much other
tree.. bush.. and plant
life sprout up
and the
Tree of
Love Lives again..
this time with a multitude
of friends.. and nothing
will stop
this
TREE NOW
as it already
dies in life
and only
lives
for
NOW
IT IS growing
as tall before
but it branches
out with friends
like
never
BEFORE
AND i for
one will neither
trim them or
CUT
THEM
DOWN..
THEy LIVE
AND i for
one Live TWO..:)

http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2015/08/emerald-forest-reigns-free-verse-nude.html

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Oh GOD.. if i ‘can’ run through streets
naked.. dance.. and sing.. loud or quiet
i WiLL say
‘listen’ to yoUr
bELLy the vaGal
nerve will tale
ya.. you are
aLive
and
NOT
DEAD theRre
are neVer ruLes
for wiLd
that human
makes for
Creation ActivITy
REAL RULes
liveS
inSiDe
AndBYGi
am a furRy criTter<3..

DANCING TOUCHING MAKING

CREATING

LIVING

LOVING

NOW

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Modify… it.. ha! the story of my life..
Great prompt Bjorn..
be back to
read
and comment
on y’all
later..;)

Goodness Bjorn you missed 13 in the first part alone.. the inG means in GOD.. and that my friend is the BIGGEST CREATIVE MODIFIER of all.. remember friend BREAKING THE CREATIVE RULES.. not following.. them.. and that my friend was your direction that I followed to the G..smiles.. i can elaborate more if you cannot see the other modifiers i provide.. but remember they do Not follow established creative rules..:)

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As one expands their potential
conscious mindful awareness
of life the modifiers do come
more often and flower
in colors not
yet seen
before..
smiles..
i’ve been to
this place
Bjorn.. and
yes.. it is more
colorful than places
before.. alWays Now sMiles..:)

OH no… those of US who absorb so much..
and honestly by the time i hit 47..
i can hold no more.. oh my
head Is going to explode
but oh no.. not now.. i
find the off switch
and simply
turn it off..
and yeah
re
Tiring
wheels
of life
does
help
too..;)

And that’s poetry
to express the
Queen’s English
Grammar
Unexpressable
Bravo.. i see
IT ALLNOW..:)

The Major Factors Underlying Rampage Killing.. is a ‘special
interest’ (Asperger’s) of mineD.. literAlly seriously.. top hit on
Google with me at the HELm with other ‘interesting’ folks..

http://wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?t=218916

http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/04/the-major-factor-underlying-increase-in.html

Social Roles are a biggest factor it seems.. we are social
animals after all.. and that explains why people blindly
follow so much bullstuff and do so many harmful
things.. anything.. to get accepted is the true sad
rule of human being.. and OH MY GOD if
a person comes to believe the entire
tribe is against them.. or nothing
goes their way.. then
bad stuff happens
and Rampage
Killings are
a barometer
of the health
of society as these
so-called rare events
escalate.. but in decade
50s’ there are almost ‘0’..
none recorded.. go figure then
social roles are clear and defined..
as much as i am different i cannot
deny the importance in society of
clearly defined social
roles.. which
admittingly
i fail.. as ‘class
clown’.. however
i go flow with
the JeDi more
and not so
much
SItH..:)

If only all of us can share our childhood memories
of dark and light this way.. perhaps we will tolerate
and accept each other a little
more.. understanding how
much different our views
of reality are..
and for me
at least..
poetry
continues
to teach this
lesson and among
others i thank you for that..:)

Funny how Nature trEats
heR disobeying inhabiTants
and balances stuff out..
where numbers
are the
bottom
lines no
matter how
we THINK WE
get tHere Nature
fEEls hEr waY
‘RouNd
US
wITh
EASE AND
GooGLEs
@oUR
DiS
EASE..
I watch
and wait
WitH DE
‘BAtING
BREAtH..:)

Ah.. yes.. i do agree when seasons
become emotions anxiety rises..
and when we master our
seasons inside
all
now
can be
Spring
or Winter
Fall or NOW
or Summer
as the spiRit
has potential
sunShine eYes
year
’round
Peace
and
Har
mony
until one’s
last grasp for breath..
yes rare.. but potential..
THE REAL ‘good news’ THEN
of 2K years ago still NOW..:)

The Hamster Wheel
THAT is so Fin the
realITy of
modern
America
today.. i
get OFF..
still
heRe
but
now
FINaLLY
FREE.. A HAMSTER
WHEEL IS NOT EVEN
A GOOD PLACE FOR RATS..:)

Birth of PoeTRY
wondrous stuff
not sure who
put IT in me
but
SURE
of WHO..:)

Cool.. Victoria..
the ‘Burning Man’ Celebration in Nevada
sounds a lot like the Global ‘Tomorrow Land’ Celebration
that moves through different countries for the last
decade or so.. a Rave of Free Love.. not unlike
WoodStock.. but these folks are
so-called high class jet
setting hipsters..
and not run
of the
mill hippies..
yeah.. they
are really
more like Yuppies..
but hey.. Love is Love.. smiles..:)

Ah yes.. when modifiers
become metaphors for
Nature.. i for one
cannot
get
enough..
as beauty
in Nature
has Universal
Metaphors
literally
and figuratively
all over the place..:)

Oh.. a song of monarchy is lonely song
at top.. oh.. a song of democracy
tries to get along.. ah.. a song
of human
gets
IT ALL
GREAT
wITh LOVE..:)

If only we can rid the world
of cups and just be
Awine
of Love
that
overflows
and justs
flows
flows
as
ONE..:)

Oh.. tribes of Life wander deserts
of Living .. where culture becomes
the desert and life
of desert sparse
goes completely
dark.. where not
even grains
of desert
are
seen
by
us
alive..
we fly alive
we lose wandering
deserts of culture.. we connect
in eyes.. when we simply become
waves of ocean again
swimming
alive
in
pre
sent
gift
of
now..
i have beach to remind
me of this.. perhaps it is
easier to see theEe
than desert..
as peace
reigns
in
sands
of beach
flourishing
with life of water
sun and winds of Loving
Nature ONE as i with BEACH
Dancing
LIFE now
connecting
to all others
and Beach
of
Nature
too
as
eYes
of
i
and Nature
WELL as I!..
For me.. greaTest
Poetry
inspires
me more..
and every time
i come here yours
inspires me
more..
and that is the
greatest compliment
anyone will ever receive
from me.. poetry
or
NOT..
to be inspired
is True Breath of Life..
some folks refer to
aS Bread of Life
aS Well
aS
Water
of eYes..:)

Ah.. a world of eye candy
is harmless unless
one becomes
diabetic..
sometimes.. a Burka can
be more alluring..
after all.. eYes
are windows
to
soul
and
below..
and frustration
of not seeing more
can lead to attempts
at World War III..
perspective
is most
alluring
to me..
in THAT
case..
mini
skirts.. may
JUST save
the
world..
but i for
one.. LOVE
EyES MOST..
SOMEtimes Burkas..
THRILL me most..;)

When words
run freeDom
Plays..
Hi 5
i Do
iT
iN 10..:)

There is human
magic in taboo..
‘history’ shows
it over and
over..
and
smart..
truly smart
folks learn
from history
and quiet
lessons
now..:)

Small worlds
row
low
Sun flies
high as it
is making
way..:)

Well.. first of all.. again.. even though i haven’t known you long..
i really missed you.. and i feel sure as sweet and beautiful
a young woman you are.. that someone will surely find
you where you live and tell you these sweet words
first.. but i truly feel we have these feelings
in us just waiting to blossom out as giving
Love.. that never needs or expects
a return of that.. and that my
friend is what i hope and
pray for you most is
that you will have
this Filling
FEELING
LOVE
GROW
DEEP
INSIDE YOU
AND CONTINUE
TO SPREAD IT MUCH
FURTHER THAN JUST ONE
SOULMATE AND UNTO THE
WORLD AS YOU ALREADY PROVE
YOU DO HERE.. YOU DESERVE THE
FILLING FEELING OF LOVE TO BE YOURS
TO GIVE ALWAYS.. AND OF COURSE FOR
YOU TO FIND A SPECIAL ONE TO SHARE YOUR
LIFE TOO.. WHERE LOVE WILL FLOURISH GREATER MORE.:)

Ha! yes.. VICTORIA.. music and
celebrations pay well.. and
for me i just like to
CELEBRATE..;)

And yes.. in Synchronicity way.. just FiXinG to walk out
the door with my Kool AiD of Dance shirt ON
THE WAY TO RAVE Dancing Night!
yeah.. Kool AiD colored with a BiG
KooL AiD sMILEY
FACE!
Photos coming later
in the post before and
post after this one..
and oh GOD
maybe
this
ONE2..
WHO
kNows..
may BE
‘KOOL’
AND
THE GanG..
yes THE KOOL ONE2
AND A GANG OF ANGELS..;)

Oh God.. CAN i stiLL pHOTO that 80’s hair.. and me doing my besTest trYING to copy John Travolta in a place named Riverside Disco IN THE LATE GREAT 70’S .. the first last place for teens to dance in good Old Red State LA Lower Alabama AKA as the Panhandle of Florida in Santa Rosa County.. i am way toO stiff to move like John then.. and i try i try.. coTtinUe trYing now.. PUSHING PUSHING.. like the little Red Engine that just keeps pushing UP THE TRACKS OF LIFE..

HMM.. MAYBE THIS
SHOULDA COULDA
WOULDA BEEN
MY POEM
INstead..
but anyway
at 2 am
i am gonna
be burning
the candles
at both MEATS
ends where
brain meets
feet and
never
Leaves
Trees
UnFold
wheRe
Feat
Lives
Foots share
air on Terrestrial Bliss..
Air FRED.. IMAGINE THAT..;)

Ooh.. OOh.. lOOkiE LooKIE kOOkie
This IS A wHiNe glaSs centeRed l@er i promiSe..:)

I Love to MOVE Glenn..

and i visit a few folks who get the prompt aHead..

to get a JUMP on Thursday to try to participate more..

as Thursdays are an unusually busy for a retired dude like me..

didn’t realize the FULL EXTENT of the number of modifiers asked for..

but i think i HOPE i do my penance in the response back to Aria Onyx up theRe..

and i usuAlly don’t reaLly get cooking anyway.. until the response/comment sections

come.. i like to flow and Just LET IT ALL go.. without much pre-thought.. and yeah.. that’s when i get cooking STEAMING broiling dreaming and it’s JUST ALL fun.. sMiles.. YeS! modifiers are FUN!..:)

Yes.. X.. the context of insanity is surely relative..

and my attending psychiatrist who helps me survive 66 months of the Suicide Disease..

in my case named Type two or Atypical Trigeminal Neuralgia during all waking hours..

stops his practice this month and I get all my records from those 66 months.. plus 2 years..

as he continues to monitor me during my recovery from devastating anhedonia for those

months of pain.. i am Fin ecstatic to be alive after recovering from THAT pain.. happy..

blissful.. GRATEFUL dancing all the time.. zero internal anxiety.. but i have so much

energy and truly fearlessness other than the common ones of heights and really loud

noises.. that i get my Bipolar diagnosis per hypomania of what he sees of me now.. AND THE SEVERE ANHEDONIC DEPRESSION BEFORE..

And in his notes.. he suggests that i am resistant to medication to make me less happy..

and perhaps talk slower without as much volume as full human freedom will bring A

strength of vocal chords that are not worn out by chronic stress..

but i am pursuing human potential.. and truly my life

is a miracle.. NOW compared to BeFORE..

and yes.. i am Hyper-God connected

without the religion..

hyper-happy..

hyper-glad

to be alive every now..

and perhaps if he experiences what i do..

i’m sure he will be a different person too..

when he comes out of human hell.. and enters into human heaven..

So many labels.. the Asperger’s.. the Congenitally Fused Vetebrae in my neck.. Spinal Stenosis.. Severe Degenerative Arthritis in my neck.. the Fibromyalgia.. Dysautonomia.. Sjogren’s Syndrome.. and so much more.. so many dam labels for who i am.. and none of it makes a dam bit of difference to the happy sharing giving person i am all the time now..

And no my Psychiatrist does not suggest i am insane.. in fact.. he says i inspire him and he is gonna teach TAI CHI as a therapy in a Medical Teaching school he is going to next… but the sad fact remains that the establishment says that someone as happy.. fearless.. open minded and bodied.. and energetic as me.. AND totally calm inside.. deserves a pill to come down lower.. USING less of my human potential..

And all i can think of AND FEEL is..

surely IF Buddha.. Jesus..

Lao Tzu.. AND

innumerable other folks

who move into a brighter place in life..

live today.. they will have folks on their

HEALs trying to bring them down

with drugs and so much more..

whether it is doctors.. or people who have not seen someone do so much..

IF IT doesn’t fit the paradigm snuff it out.. is the way of human cultures for so many years.. but yeah.. that is changing.. as avenues finally come open.. where no one can have their lives.. deleted or banned.. just ’cause someone else ain’t SEEN IT BEFORE.. i am just lucky I AM ALIVE TODAY.. AND honestly so are the others if they too.. CAN BE ALIVE TODAY.. AND SO MANY OTHERS… WHO DO LIVE MORE FULLY TODAY.. [RANtOVER/] BUT STILL ALIVE..;)!

Ha.. Truly all of life is play for me Victoria..
sometimes i miss labels
but never the less
a PLaY
my life
goes on..
goes on
some more
nows always
modifying NOW’s
PLAY OF LIFE NOW..
AND THIS CAN SPREAD
@FURTHER BUT HEY IT’S
ALMOST RAVE DANCE TIME
FOR ME TO GET READY FOR THE
73RD RAVE DANCE WEEK THURSDAY
NIGHT TONIGHT WITH ALL THE COOL COLLEGE
AGE FOLKS AT OLD SEVILLE QUARTER PENSACOLA
FLORIDA.. HA! IT SOUNDS LIKE I’M GETTING PAID TO
SAY THAT HUH.. BUT I AM JUST SO EXCITED TO DANCE
A
PLAY
OF LIFE..
AND YES..
BIGGEST SMILES
AND THANKS SO MUCH
for
stopping
by NOW..:)

Hi Hank.. yes balance is the important thing
as too much calm will stifle energy
and energy without calm
will surely burn out
quicker..
i’m not going out
to the Northeast
Atlantic anytime soon..
i’ll travel as Hurricane
fast yet calm in the
Gulf of Mexico
that is me
for long
as now
can
go..
Thanks for dropping
by and hope you are
enjoying now..:)

‘Wrong Planet’

^^^

Hi Techstepgenr8tion,

About a month ago

I received a month long ban here at the Wrong Planet that has expired and at that time I promised myself to let this place go, as it has gotten to the point where my freedom of expression has been limited to a place that I cannot comfortably discuss all the ins and outs of philosophy that are myriad in context and nuance.

While I will no longer post here in the forums

I will continue to read in hopes

of finding someone else here

besides you who can truly

think outside of the

box of K-12 and University School Terms.

I was enjoying that thread about magic you are in,

and I watched that video through you provide and the core

truth of that video is if one does not believe in more than

what school teaches is human potential it does not exist

AND THAT IS as simple as THAT and if one believes, pursues, and finds answers in greater Light and Truth in Life, one will not be able to ignore the Truth and Light that MORE is possible in human potential than school or so-called scientific method science will ever find for human potential in its MUCH FULLER ways.

There is no doubt in my mind that much of the

problem with so-called

higher functioning autism

of the higher standard IQ type,

without some damage to the right

hemisphere of the brain, is an

environmentally produced phenomenon of

simply not using more of our mind and body in balance, in

regulating emotions and integrating senses, as well as increasing cognitive executive functioning in focus and short term working memory through the imagination and creativity of much greater physical intelligence that guides the bio-feedback of much greater emotional and sensory intelligence.

My psychiatrist agrees and before he leaves his practice this Summer he is so convinced that he is going to include movement therapy in his teaching practice in his next step in his career for folks with higher functioning autism and other mind/body imbalances of emotions/language verbal and nonverbal; and sensory imbalances of the human condition.

Anyway, one thing I learned well in my other online travels around the so-called Autism Community along the way, is no one really pays attention unless there is a social media drama going on, so yeah, I DID YELL, smiles, as much as I can, and used all kinds of emotional antics; but all of that was a Trojan Horse to get through to the listeners in the reading audience; as Lord knows, folks like Walrus, Fnord, and others, are simply a LOST CAUSE as they are in a room with NO windows to VIEW it at all, I am afraid for them, yes, sadly enough.

BUT anyway, mission accomplished on my part as long as I could worm my way through the fish hook and stay online here.

And I will continue to check back here reading for more folks like you, who are not afraid to fish outside the box of life, for the really good catch of life that is Nirvana/Bliss/Heaven NOW.

It is the place I live ALWAYS NOW, and all the frigging Standard IQ intelligence I develop at the top of my high school class and through three college degrees is nothing compared to what I FEEL all the time now; totally integrated and balanced in control of my mind and body thinking and feeling, with true relative free will.

There was a time when my mind and body are a machine, a robot, and a Zombie that is almost foreign to me; and this life friend is another one, truly a reborn one from the decades past.

But no, I feel that one must move through it

and experience something like this,

to get a real lesson from it.

But yeah, the first step is to move.

And that my friend is my message
here that is now complete and finished.

Smiles, and if I ever come up with something truly revolutionary for a quick fix to get to heaven, you are the one I will share it with here, as it seems you are the only one at this time, at least, capable of hearing anything associated with it, or even giving it a second thought AND feeling.

Best fortune to you my old friend, and I will never forget you, as you my friend
are one of the few free souls here,

AT ALL.

Respectfully and Sincerely,
Fred..:)

Hi Tech,

Yes, I did notice, and obviously to me

Walrus locked the magic thread ’cause he

didn’t understand your post, and he didn’t

understand how it applied to the topic at hand.

And he was too weak, to do it in the open,

as he does not have the kind of intelligence

to understand you, and subconsciously

he is probably intimidated by that.

What you are saying in the thread makes perfect sense to me and is directly on topic; but I come from a long history of being a watcher instead of a talker, paying more attention to the deeper stuff of life, well before I can express any of it, in words of speech or written way.

And if I do not lose effective use of my eyesight and hearing,

I will likely never develop whatever skills in written communication I have now,

and now I explore that as Art instead of just dead robot language; yeah, as you mentioned one time before I do my best to make language organic now; and that’s kinda ironic as the word becomes flesh; instead of the old time religion way of flesh becoming word, smiles..:)

I’ve more or less uploaded my soul online;

and that is pretty amazing as

there is so much of it on here already

that the average person with any inclination to get interested in

all of me already will not likely be able to finish me online in one lifetime, haha!

And that’s kind of a funny metaphor and literally the truth too, as literally 11 million words flow off these fingers, in total, since November 26th, 2010, when I first start writing here to escape the pain of Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia during all waking hours for what will become a total of 66 months, ending in July of 2013.

That’s over, TG, and Ha!; if anyone thinks then or now they are gonna destroy my bliss, by trying to get on my nerves anywhere then or now, they are alive wrong in my case, but yes, my time spent here, then, is taking away valuable time in my life to create organic written communication, and now since that is not allowed here, that challenge here is finally gone, and while I Love challenges, I Love ART much more; and that is where I will stay now and live, and yes, I will keep you informed on any worthwhile really new stuff that I inherit through my studying life more.

Again, great

fortune to you my friend;

and Ha! not the money kind;

not more than you need, anyway, smiles;

Fred..:)

I didn’t see any real specific directed ad hominem personal attack against Fnord by you in that ORIGINAL thread; you kept it, rather, as a general opinion in reference to ‘you’; but not necessarily ‘you’, specific to Fnord.

I think he was just expressing his usual sarcasm to pick at YOU, in the administrative forum. That’s the only he seems to gain pleasure in life, by being cynical and sarcastic AGAINST OTHERS as tool of Hate instead of tools of pro-social emotions associated with LOVE.

I learned lots of pointers on doing that from him,

as a dark art of sorts, HA! as his Sith Avatar

illustrates nicely as dark truth, smiles..:)

And you never personally attack anyone in a DIRECT

personal way that I’ve seen, and even if it was perceived

that way certainly it wasn’t a valid reason to lock

what was a reasonably discussed topic, overall.

In my opinion, it was flavored by a moderator who can’t see past the skin of his nose, and takes personal offense when people describe how they can. Walrus is seriously stunted in emotional growth, as of course that is part of the overall condition of Autism, clinically speaking, as such, anyway, generally speaking, so yes, to be expected on the Wrong Planet as part of the overall territory; no surprise on THAT at all.

He’s got some good verbal intelligence going for him and crystalized school knowledge; but he is seriously ‘ignorant as a stone’ when it comes to human well being and the philosophy of human emotions that is as real as it gets, as science now shows most all human meaningful personal decisions come from the emotional mind first, and then we rationalize the REAL reality later with thoughts that are an after EFFECT OF THE AFFECT of the REAL human INTERNAL Life, now.

He’s rationalizing himself out of human well being,

and he will eventually pay the price of the Karma

of not exploring more of his potential

IN JUST DOING IT NOW.

But THAT is a lesson he will have to learn for himself,

as I sure did when I THOUGHT I KNEW IT ALL, in the smallest of relative IQ, as Standard IQ.

Food for thought goes further when balanced; and crystallized intelligence is a very small and recent focus of the human race;

sadly mostly an illusion that folks here, ON THE WRONG PLANET, particularly fall to, as AN ILLUSION OF reality.

‘Nothing AS MUTE EMOTIONAL NUMBNESS’ CAN be further from the Truth and Light of what human beings ARE IN WELLBEING as touchY Feeling caring creatures who connect to each other in Loving ways,

and not the psychopathic intentions and

misanthropic beliefs about human beings

that rule on this Internet site

in the PPR section,

overall, sadly and coldly enough.

People view AND SPEAK the world the world most often the way they live it, and when I hear people saying that humans are at core greedy and selfish, they are truly speaking to their own heart and not feeling anything of what’s, OVERALL around them,

IN TERMS OF OTHER HUMAN BEINGS

and the cognitive and affective intelligence of

empathy that many folks on the autism spectrum

are weak in, per clinical study, as well.

That’s a sure fire way to QUICKLY

find out who is ‘fuller human’

and who is not, when folks suggest that humans are not loving creatures; THEY, THE OTHER FOLKS, OVERALL, most definitely ARE for folks who have the innate, instinctual, and intuitive way to FEEL THAT LOVE through cognitive and affective empathy, mirror neurons, oxytocin receptors that work, and such as that.

WITHOUT THAT ABILITY THE WORLD IS A VERY COLD HELL TO ESCAPE AND A TRAP
OF purgatory; and many folks express that HELL and purgatory on the Wrong Planet, not so WELL, as they are more prone to the fall of human intellect verses our Innate, Instinctual and

Intuitive ability from birth that is ‘affect’

my friend in FEELING instead of just EFFECTS IN COLD HARD FACTS

Smiles, and you are on the correct FEELING PATH, my friend.

You are saving yourself; your heart of emotion, your spirit expressing
emotion and your mind and body in balance as living soul
now, and that’s the
REAL WAY TO DO IT,
NOW, Living Loving Life.

AND PERHAPS THE ONLY WAY TO DO IT,
IN THE KARMA SPEAK
OF PRESENT
GIFT..:)

Respectfully,
Fred..:)

Hi Claudia..

in the World of writing poetry i think we can say with confidence that we all share and write about how we see life.. as far as how we feel life that perhaps is not a Universal as some people experience a condition named Alexithymia that can be partially innate and or environmental where a person does not have or loses the ability to connect emotions and language..

I have no idea this was even possible until it happened to me in conjunction with severe chronic work related stress for several years.. and a synergy of severe illnesses that were definitely associated with the chronic stress…

And interestingly.. while this condition is developing.. and i am losing my ability slowly.. not only to connect the language with emotions but the depth of emotions too.. AFTER a lifetime of playing piano music with only sheet music..

creativity in composition of my own notes begins spontaneously like a gift.. but the truth is.. it is like a defense mechanism where one can posit that my heart as emotion and my spirit… as the ability to express that emotion in a

mind and body balanced soul.. where emotions are properly regulated through literal moving the physical body in balance and connecting language to emotion is breaking down..

And when ‘they’ talk about chronic stress and what they call a nervous and emotional breakdown.. science understands now.. these are more than metaphors.. they actually describe the physical process of the chronic human damage

associated with chronic stress.. where emotions

do break down in the sense of feeling them

and expressing them with verbal language

and non-verbal expression..

as well as the physical damage

of long term exposure to

stress hormones in the blood stream that

eventually damage the actual nervous system..

destroying myelin sheaths of nerves..

the vascular system of the cardiovascular system..

and the ability for proper respiration as well..

and other bodily organ systems damage..

STRESS IS INDEED SCARY STUFF..

IF ANYONE TELLS YA JUST TO SUCK IT UP

IN THE WORK PLACE LIKE THEY DO OVER HERE

IN THE UNITED STATES.. THEY CAN BE LITERALLY INVITING

AN EARLY DEMISE OF THE HUMAN BODY and MIND in BALANCE

AND THESE COMMON HUMAN EMOTIONAL LIFE METAPHORS

OF HEART.. SOUL.. AND SPIRIT..

AND THE AMAZING THING THAT

PASSES BY MOST PEOPLE’S EYES

WITHOUT NOTICE

DURING A LIFETIME

IS THAT THE METAPHOR

OF MOST RELIGIONS..

WHEN IT COMES TO HEAVEN AND HELL

AND SALVATION ARE DIRECTED AT THE ACTUAL

LIVING ELEMENTS EVERY NOW OF THE HUMAN EMOTIONAL

LIFE THAT CAN LITERALLY DISAPPEAR INTO A REAL HUMAN HELL

ALONG WITH THE ASSOCIATED ISSUES WITH CHRONIC HUMAN STRESS

THAT ARE MOST OFTEN ASSOCIATED WITH REPRESSING HUMAN EMOTIONS

AND THE LITERAL PHYSICAL DAMAGE CAUSED BY STRESS HORMONES CIRCULATING THROUGH THE BLOOD STREAM AND NEVER BEING

BURNED OFF LIKE THEY NORMALLY ARE THROUGH THE

FIGHT OR FLIGHT RESPONSE WHERE WE ACTUALLY FIGHT

OR RUN.. WHEN A PERCEIVED RISK TO OUR LIFE IS

ASSESSED IN OUR THOUGHT AND FEELINGS PROCESSES…

WELL..

‘they’ try to teach ways to avoid this in church..

but it is very vague and what Jesus

talked about in the

kingdom of heaven of now..

finding this inside is simply the process

of regulating emotions and integrating senses..

and more than likely he did it through some kind of still meditation or moving meditation like TAI CHI.. and achieved what folks call Nirvana which is simply mastery in regulating one’s own emotions and integrating one’s own sense where in doing so one also enhances their cognitive executive functioning

through greater focus and short term working memory naturally as a human process of simply living day to day.. as our foraging ancestors have no choice to do to remain invisible to escape predator and capture prey in moving in balance and soft quiet on the earth.. in agility.. to basically survive life for hundreds of thousands of years..

Modern Psychiatry misses an important element of a

cure for this.. cognitive behavioral therapy attempts

to redress negative thoughts with positive ones..

and psychotropic drugs attempt to redress chemical imbalances..

but where most psychiatry and psychology fails is in the basic human instinct and need to move in balance to attain simple mind and body balance in regulating emotions and integrating senses.. a literal work around that all naturally works..

Eastern philosophies in terms of the moving meditation

of TAI-CHI-ike exercises incorporating with Martial Arts like

Kung FU have the long term solution for not only

physical health but mental health too..

in mind and body balance.. as movement naturally

regulates emotions and integrates senses..

as well as.. burning off

stress hormones..

and raising mood..

but here’s the thing..

where i go one step

further than this..

i truly believe this kind of

balanced movement is in our

innate instinct and intuition..

and sadly the lessons make it more

of a mechanical cognition activity

that tends to take us away from the

social cognition mind

that includes the regulation of

emotions and integration

of senses through strict and rigid lessons..

IT is my belief THAT RIGID INSTRUCTION.. overall..

hinders the process of emotional healing but unfortunately

most people are afraid to MOVE OUT on a free style..

free verse way of life.. as we are instituted in a

life of instruction by the way others have done life instead of

pure human imagination and creativity that is fostered by

innate instinct and intuition and

not someone else’s instruction

of how they do life or

the folks who lived before..

It is a major paradigm change to break

out of this human made box..

and truly this information is priceless but you will not or will

rarely find it in any books as our culture is designed around quick

external fixes and

not one that explores the internal innate.. instinctual and intuitive life

of human beings.. as is the case of human nature

for hundreds of thousands of years..

and they way other animals live life without the functional disabling

aspects of a culture that spoon feeds us life instead of achieving it internally and

expressing that freedom of being externally by way of dancing.. singing.. or whatever ART allows one to balance mind and body..

but without the movement over 50% of the equation of human WELL BEING is lost.. and this will never be achieved sitting still or behind a computer or a notebook of writing alone for those challenged like this.. as i once was..

And truly I’ve never fully explained the significance of the piano song I do compose then.. named Challenging Alexithymia here.. but it was the road that started me back on human art.. writing poetry.. and connecting emotions with language in 2013.. and the final piece of the puzzle to FIND and PRACTICE human nirvana..

bliss.. and the Kingdom of Heaven Now found internally that Jesus speaks to in what remains in the bible of his words.. but sadly how he actually did it in detail is missing.. anyway this is one way that history proves in eastern philosophies works to attain human nirvana.. bliss.. also known as the kingdom of heaven now..

and when they say don’t drink the Kool Aid.. the Kool Aid of Dancing a ballet/TAI CHI way of dance mixed in with martial arts ALL free style dance is a REAL PILL PROVEN TO WORK TO ATTAIN THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN NOW…

IT’S NO FAIRY TALE AFTER LIFE.. IT’S REAL NOW..

BUT YEAH.. WESTERN CULTURES

ARE ALWAYS LOOKING FOR THE QUICK FIX

WHETHER THAT COMES IN A PILL OR FAIRY

TALE OF THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN AFTER

ONE SPENDS THEIR ENTIRE LIFE

WASTING IT NEVER FINDING IT HERE..

BUT YEAH.. HOW CAN SOMEONE FIND IT..

IF NO ONE EVER SHOWS THEM A WAY..

NO ONE ALONE ‘TALES’ ME HOW.. BUT THERE ARE HINTS
ALONG THE WAY.. TV SHOWS LIKE KUNG FU..
A PHILOSOPHY CLASS IN COLLEGE.. A DEEPER
READING OF RELIGIONS TO FIND THE DEEPER
MEANINGS HELD WITHIN BUT TRULY UNTIL
I ESCAPE THE ILLUSIONS OF CULTURE BY
THE IMPACT OF SEVERE ILLNESS
WHERE I LOSE THE EFFECTIVE
USAGE OF VISION
AND HEARING
FOR 66 MONTHS..
‘CAUSE JUST
THAT..
THERE IS NOT ENOUGH
MOTIVATION FOR ME TO FIND A WAY.. BEFORE..
I FIND A PATH THAT WORKS AND YOU MIGHT
IMAGINE THE GOD OF NATURE HAS ME TO
SHARE THAT TOO.. AS THAT IS HOW INNATE
HUMAN ALTRUISM WORKS THAT TRULY FLOWS
MORE FREELY WHEN A PERSON
DOES LIVE IN THIS KINGDOM
OF HEAVEN NOW.. THE
PROBLEM IS
CONVINCING
FOLKS IT IS
BOTH
REAL AND NOW..
AND IT IS AS DIFFICULT TO
CONVINCE SO-CALLED CHRISTIANS
OF THIS AND PERHAPS MORE DIFFICULT
THAN IT IS TO CONVINCE ATHEISTS OF IT
AS BOTH HAVE CLOSED MINDS.. ONE TO
A LITERAL READING OF THE BIBLE AND
ONE TO A LITERAL
SCIENCE READING
OF THE MATERIAL
REDUCTIONISM OF
THE SCIENTIFIC
METHOD..
THAT HAS
NO WAY TO CONSISTENTLY
MEASURE THE HUMAN EXPERIMENT
THAT IS THE EMOTIONAL AND
SENSORY MIND AND
BODY IN BALANCE
AS IT IS NOT
EVEN CONSIDERED
ETHICAL TO DO LARGE
STUDIES LIKE THIS..
THERE IS NO
TIME TO
WAIT FOR
THAT SO I WRITE
ABOUT IT AND DANCE IT WHERE I CAN
AS THIS IS NOT USUALLY ACCEPTED
IN THE MEDICAL FIELD OR IN SCHOOL
AS A REAL LESSON IN LIFE AND PERHAPS
TO DATE THAT IS THE SADDEST
LESSON OF REALITY
OF ALL
IGNORANCE OF
HUMAN WELL BEING
IN HOW TO
TRULY
GET
THERE…

ANYWAY.. DANCE
IS ONE ‘KOOL AID’..
AND NOW IT’S TIME
TO ADD SOME MORE PHOTOS
TO ILLUSTRATE THAT MORE..
HERE AND IN THE NEXT
BLOG POST..
WHERE PERHAPS
FOLKS WILL EVENTUALLY
UNDERTAND MORE FULLY
WHAT FRED IS UP
TO HERE..
I’M JUST
HERE TO HELP..
AND SOMETIMES LIKE ROBIN
WILLIAMS SAYS YOU HAVE TO
STAND NAKED ON A DESK
EXCITED ABOUT
SOMETHING
TO CHANGE
A PARADIGM
AND AFTER BEING
TO HUMAN HELL I CAN
UNDERSTAND WHY LAYING
ONE’S LIFE DOWN TO SAVE OTHERS
IS A WORTHWHILE ENDEAVOR FOR
THE ART OF HUMAN ALTRUISTIC
LOVE.. SO HEY.. ME STANDING
NAKED ON THE DESK
ALL EXCITED ABOUT
THIS IS NOT
MUCH
OF A SACRIFICE
AT ALL.. PARTICULARLY
AFTER GOD’S GIFT
OF PAIN TO
ME IN TYPE TWO
TRIGEMINAL NEURALGIA
THAT IS ASSESSED BY MODERN
SCIENCE AS PAIN WORSE THAN
LITERAL CRUCIFIXION THAT
I FOR ONE WITHSTAND
FOR 66 MONTHS
FROM WAKING
TO SLEEPING..
NAH.. STANDING
ON THE DEAD POET’S
SOCIETY DESK
NAKED
IS
A PIECE
OF CAKE
COMPARED
TO THAT..;)

ANYWAY.. THANKS FOR THE VISIT
CLAUDIA.. IT DOESN’T TAKE
MUCH TO INSPIRE
ME NOW.. SOMETIMES
JUST A WORD OR
A FEW TO
GENERATE
ALL OF THIS
BUT THAT IS
THE REALITY OF HUMAN
POTENTIAL FURTHER PURSUED
INTERNALLY THROUGH THE
ART OF
HUMAN BEING
EXPRESSED AS SUCH
IN FULL INNATE.. INSTINCTUAL
AND INTUITIVE IMAGINATION
AND CREATIVITY NOW EXPRESsing..:)

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