A
BEDROOM
WITH
ONLY
A
DIM LIT
SCREEN VIEW…
A
TRIP
TO
WAL-MART
EACH
WEEK
SITTING IN OUR CAR
while wife Katrina does the shopping…
EMOTIONS ARE GONE…
THE
PAIN IN MY EAR AND EYE
LIKE
A
DRILL BIT
OF
DENTIST…
WHERE IS THE EXPRESSION
ON MY FACE…
ALL
IS
PAIN
ALL
IS
PAIN…
Smiling older folks
walking hand in hand
strolling in
AND
out
IN
LOVE..
i watch the world go by..
wanting so much to be part of it..
but
pain
TAKES
ALL
OF
LIFE
AWAY FROM ME…
YES.. FOR OVER FIVE YEARS
THIS
IS
ALL
MY LIFE IS..
i CAN not tolerate the colors of a photo..
or
the sound of music..
YES..
ALL
i am
IS
PAIN
NO one CAN SEE MY
HORRIFYING DISABILITY
BUT
ME..
i am like the
HUNCHBACK OF NOTRE DAME
WITHOUT
A
HUNCH…
“PEOPLE HAVE IT WORSE OFF THAN YOU..
YOU SHOULD BE THRILLED TO HAVE ALL THE MONEY
YOU
WILL
EVER
NEED”
BUT
THEY CANNOT FEEL
THE LITERAL HELL
i
AM…
SO now as the month
of December closes
and i prepare to
look back on
2014..
as i did
2013..
in blog
reflection way..
i know NOW my
LIFE IS MIRACLE OF DANCE..
AS
ALMOST EVERYONE
FORGETS
i even
exist
in
those
5 years..
but a few in my
family…
When i finAlly re-enter
FULL HUMANITY
AT THE END
OF
JULY 2013..
i am no one to anyone.. outside of family
but a STRANGEr who wears shades…
OH MY GOD.. HOW i LOVE Ā SERVING AND CONNECTING TO THE
PUBLIC IN MY DECADES OF GOVERNMENT SERVICE..
i just want connection again..
to make anyone
smile the
way
i
CAN BEFORE FOR ALL THOSE DECADES OF LOVE AM i…
So GOD teaches me a dance that WILL ONCE AGAIN
CONNECT ME TO
OTHERS AND THIS TIME.. IT is not just at work..
IT
WILL BE ALMOST EVERYONE IN THE
METRO AREA
OF
where i live..
APPROACHING 2800 MILES
NOW IN almost 16 months..
OF
Dance Walking
a martial arts..
ballet
Ā style of dance..
in ALL stores
Katrina
LOVES
TO
SHOP…
And now all someone
has to do is
SEE
ME
FOR
ME
TO GENERATE
A SMILE
for
THEM..
SO GOD DOES LEAD ME
BACK
TO
LEAD
A
CHOIR
OF
LOVING DANCE..
And WHEN
A
TIME COMES FOR
MEMORIAL
OF
ME
‘THEY’
CAN
SIMPLY
SAY HE DANCED
THE DANCE OF
LIFE
LIKE JONATHAN
LIVINGSTON
SEAGULL
FREE
BIRD
IS
H
E
AND YEAH..
NAKED AS A JAYBIRD
TOO..
@444WORD444@
with more photos to come
THURSDAY NIGHT
in
celebration ofĀ my
38th RAVE
DANCE
week
AT Ā OLD
SEVILLE QUARTER..
PENSACOLA FL..
DANCING WITH
ALL THE KIDS
WHO ARE
NOT
TOO
COOL
TO
DANCE!
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18
9
902
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Divide and Conquer is what Conservative Politics is all about, in the media, and that does flow into rural life as these folks OVERALL Love a one way thinking type of life spoon fed through the Pulpit, Faux News, Talk Radio Show Hosts, or the aisles of SUPER-WALMART.
IF ONE LIVES in rural RED STATE America which comprises more than 50 percent of it, one find this to be truth, and all one can do is find ways of change to adjust to it in a free individualistic way that the laws of this country DO STILL ALLOW, for one who is versed WELL IN THOSE LAWS and USES THOSE LAWS TO THEIR OWN ADVANTAGE.
THE BEST way to fight DIVIDE AND CONQUER is to practice a way of individualism that contradicts DIVIDE AND CONQUER.
I HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO PROBLEM with THE NEWS OF DIVIDE AND CONQUER, AS I go my own way and truly that is the only solution NOW and ONE THAT WORKS AS NO MATTER what the politicians say on TV, the Newspaper, the Pulpit, or on Talk Radio, or EVEN SUPER WAL-MART, I exercise my right as an American Citizen and they can go to wherever they want, including hell, IF THEY WILL, while AGAIN, I exercise my rights as a TOTALY FREE AMERICAN CITIZEN AND AM ENJOYING my citizenship EVERYWHERE I GO.
We live in a Capitalistic Society that is all about the green at core of life, and getting ahead with the green AND getting ahead with the green OFTEN means controlling others through dividing and conquering them.
We also live in a COUNTRY that DECLARES:
Quote:
“Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness” is a well-known phrase in the United States Declaration of Independence.[1] The phrase gives three examples of the “unalienable rights” which the Declaration says has been given to all human beings by their Creator, and for which governments are created to protect.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Life,_Liberty_and_the_pursuit_of_Happiness
I DO NOT GIVE A CRAP about money and that is why through the course of my lifetime working middle class jobs I saved enough money to last a lifetime for all I need for subsistence per FOOD, transportation, a roof over my head that is almost paid for and a Honda Civic that gets great gas mileage allowing MY WIFE AND I, to travel wherever WE want to on about $20 every two weeks now.
AND ALTHOUGH AS OF NOW I am guaranteed a lifetime of health insurance ‘benefits’ through my retirement government employer, FOR AROUND 6K A YEAR AND RISING, Obamacare will take care of that, if COMMANDER NAVY INSTALLATIONS COMMAND, CNIC, ever decides to revoke that ‘BENEFIT’.
I continue to gain riches as I go, as money is NOT MY DRIVING FORCE, loving life everywhere in the art of dance to the dismay of some of my red state neighbors but I have made myself strong enough both through strength training and martial arts at around 230LBS, now, that no so-called ‘RED NECK’ dares even TO snicker at my martial arts, ballet style of dance walking now AT almost 2800 miles through my metro area at close to the 16 month of LITERALLY EXERCISING MY RIGHT TO AMERICAN LIFE, LIBERTY AND the pursuit of HAPPINESS.
Meanwhile, other folks complain about this country, but I for one LOVE IT AND WILL STILL DIE FOR IT, AS IS, AS I CAN BE FREE HERE, TO MY TOTAL SATISFACTION NO matter what the talking heads say.
SO IN SHORT, my advice is to FIGHT FOR oneSELF, MAKE oneSELF AS STRONG AS POSSIBLE, AS THE best offense is a strong defense STILL FOR ANY ANIMAL, including Humans, however one may do that, and simply exercise one’s RIGHT TO LIFE, LIBERTY AND THE PURSUIT OF HAPPINESS in a way that WORKS.
It works for me, and when people complain about this country, IN REAL LIFE, I giggle just a little bit inside but I control it as to hurt no one’s feelings IN REAL LIFE, AS I AM THE TRUE VICTOR FOR FREEDOM, and not someone who does not gain it on their own PER THE RIGHTS PROVIDED BY THIS COUNTRY FOR someone who figures out how to adapt to it, as a totally free individual on their own.
So I salute the flag and smile. š
And if one THINKS they have it worse than me, in a ‘boo who’ way, and cannot do it, I can provide irrefutable evidence that I have conquered among the worst of challenges of life and succeeded AS AN EXTREMELY WEAK PERSON TOO.
And yes, I have “boo who’d” about my life too, at times for good reason, but that was MY PROBLEM, NOT THE COUNTRY’S PROBLEM, AS I CONQUERED MY OWN WEAKNESSES, EVENTUALLY, AND MOVED ON FREE IN A COUNTRY THAT DOES STILL PROTECT that core human freedom of LIFE LIBERTY AND THE PURSUIT OF HAPPINESS.
MY ADVICE IS to forget about BUYING STUFF YOU REALLY DO NOT NEED AS the money will pile UP if you live that way long enough, and then you will find you never needed it in the first place for true human happiness, potentiAlly.
If I could convince my wife of that, I would be a literal millionaire by now, but give and take is what it is about too, as she shops her way to her kind of pursuit of happiness while I SIMPLY DANCE A LIFE OF JOY CONNECTING TO LITERaLLY hundred of people a day with smiles, and yes that is also the scientifically proven number one factor for HUMAN happiness, the TRUE empathy of human connection, SIMPLE AS THAT.
I FOUND A NON-VERBAL WAY of doing that THAT IS 100% SUCCESSFUL wherever I go in FLESH AND BLOOD HUMAN life.
I am a successful NON-VERBAL ‘FOOL’ of happiness in life AND I’m SMILING all the way to human heaven, every now of now.
THE ANSWER IS so simple: DANCE, JUST DANCE THE DANCE OF LIFE IN WHATEVER DANCE ONE DOES that works.
Yeah, I change the status quo, wherever I go. š
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It’s already been done, back in 1776, and NO it’s not a perfect system, but if someone like me can gain Life, Liberty and the Pursuit of Happiness here, AS IS, in the U.S., it just goes to show the system IS NOT BROKE AS IS, OVERALL.
TO IMPROVE what we have, is in the power of the electorate, to ENJOY WHAT WE HAVE, is in the power of each human mind and body working in balance with the opportunity for the freedoms THAT DO EXIST AND WILL EXIST FOR A LONG TIME TO COME, AS LONG as people can work together to MAKE THAT HAPPEN.
IF NOT, a new system, either better or worse, will come, but to worry about that now, is simply wasting precious NOW, in my opinion.
The best way of life is enjoying NOW, in whatever way one CAN.
To gnash one’s teeth and wring one’s hands over the past of problems or the future of fear is insanity in JUST MY OPINION.
THE PEOPLE in power will make the changes, and all we CAN do about this truly for the grand scale of COUNTRY change, is JUST VOTE, AND OF course that is JUST in the grand scheme of change.
There is an unlimited amount of things that TRUE PIONEERS OF FREEDOM CAN DO on micro-local community arena of change TO BREAK STATUS QUOS.
That is the way this country is designed to work, both on the macro and micro community ways of LIVING LIFE FOR LIBERTY AND THE PURSUIT OF HAPPINESS.
THE naysayers continue to live in naysayer land, and THAT IS A place I refuse to live, in REAL LIFE UNITED STATES FREEDOM WAY.
I AM THRILLED TO SEE that people here are actually doing something to make that a reality, no matter how small a scale it may seem.
Everything is interrelated in life, as science even shows now, so the butterfly effect thingy is a SCIENTIFIC FACT, and well worth pursuing in whatever way one can, in ONE’S micro view of life that is part of CHANGE IN the much bigger MACRO THINGY.
NO CONTRIBUTION TO THAT MACROCOSM OF REALITY IS TOO SMALL, WHETHER IT IS FLAPPING OF BUTTERFLY WINGS, or the watering of a sapling tree, where the beauty of THAT tree as STRONG AND ALIVE MAY INSPIRE, eventually, the saving of the earth, depending on who IS inspired by the life AND BEAUTY of that tree, and the butterfly of the boy who watered the tree allowing it to survive IS AN INTEGRAL PART OF THAT FULL SURVIVAL EQUATION.
PASSION FOR LIFE, THAT IS WHAT IT’S ALL ABOUT, AND WITHOUT THAT, IT’S JUST THAT, AND NOT THAT, PER TRULY LIVING HUMAN LIFE.
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IF Jesus existed as real man at that time in history marriage was a requirement and not an option.
The Kingdom of heaven is already now, for those with eyes and hears who ‘SEE’ it within, outside, above and so below, as suggested AND REPORTED AS SUCH in the Gospel of Thomas.
Science shows per the limited research that does exist per human sexual nature, that only less than half of human beings, who do include females, are innately MONOGAMOUS.
AS THE GOSPEL OF THOMAS suggests circumcision is a totally natural waste of time as humans are born that way gifted by god with that extra 20% of penile human flesh for protection from the elements when one strips down naked without shame and sees GOD within as a totally natural force NOW.
I’m a naturist at heart AND ACTION, EVIDENCED AS SUCH, AND IT really pisses me off now that some silly historical human beings that were trying to separate humans from the rest of nature and the animal kingdom started that stupid tradition to cut off that piece of penile meat that serves as protection from environmental elements when one goes ‘Au Naturale’.
But at least marriage, DIVORCE, AND CIRCUMCISION IS an option in TRUE nations that live under the FREEDOM OF GOD aka Mother Nature True, OVERALL, LIKE the good ‘ole USA WHERE people at least have a choice when it come to their children and themselves per marriage and divorce, but nah, not much of one still, by the brainwashing of good old time religion AKA the Anti-Christ as is or the devil or whatever metaphor one wants to uses for going against Mother NATURE TRUE AKA GOD.
God is the GOD of diversity of all of THAT IS above so below, inside and outside, and to relegate human beings, overall, to just one mate, is simply going against Mother Nature True aka GOD.
And to do that, is to pay the consequences of REAL natural sin, per lesser human diversity, and the lesser potential of the Human Species, overall, surviving environmental challenges for the LONGEST OF RUNS ON THE PLANET EARTH.
If only Thomas 37 COULD REPLACE JOHN 3:16 THE WORLD could BE A MORE PEACEFUL AND LOVING PLACE BUT in some ways that is already happening, behind closed doors at least, in a virtual way, as science now reports for the approximately 50 percent of males and 33 percent of females that do browse pornography in a virtual way, when away from their home at work, and for some that makes an opportunity and potential of NOT getting caught by their marriage owners in exercising their GOD GiVEN human nature, ‘at hand’.
My wife and I do that together or for me alone as I please, and that is why our marriage has happily lasted for almost 25 years, as we adjust to culture and to GOD to make it work.
And on top of that I am happy in the flesh and blood way with just one mate, as that appears to be my innate nature, as well.
And yeah, when I do my renaissance male nude art, THAT JUST SO HAPPENS TO BE another one of my ALL ENCOMPASSING SPECIAL INTERESTS WITH SEVERAL THOUSAND PHOTOS AND approaching 10K views on a totally legal and restricted Internet human ART avenue FOR THAT and WHEN any of my fundamentalist good old time religion so-called friends OR acquaintances get hmm.. uncomfortable about it, I just quote and PASS this Thomas 37 verse to them.
And they say, well, it’s not in the New Testament, and then I go on to give them a history lesson about Constantine and how he and his early Roman Catholic Cohorts censored the GOOD GOD OF MOTHER NATURE TRUE STUFF OUT, to control the herd through subjugation of illusory fears.
AND through oppression and repression of the HErD’s GOD AKA Mother Nature True Given human nature, to build bigger churches AND ROMAN EMPIRE AND PAD THE DESIRES OF FOLKS LIKE CONSTANTINE TO PROMOTE himself TO SUN GOD by erecting a giant statue of himself.
AND making a humble philosopher and ZEALOUS TEACHER like the historical man Jesus, if he did live historically as such, INTO A FRIGGING SUN GOD SOLDIER GOD AS WELL to rule the Universe as King of the Universe, which is completely opposite to what HE WAS TRYING TO DO, as reported as such, TO LET FOLKS KNOW THAT THEY CAN HAVE WHAT HE HAS TOO per the KINGDOM OF HEAVEN NOW AS IS inside, outside, above so below.
FORTUNATELY some of US still GET IT, EVEN without reading sacred text, like the American Indians and millions more throughout history of living TRUE with MOTHER NATURE TRUE AKA GOD.
http://www.sacred-texts.com/chr/thomas.htm
Quote:
37) His disciples said to him, “When will you be visible to us,
and when shall we behold you?”
He said, “When you strip naked without being ashamed, and
take your garments and put them under your feet like little
children and tread upon them, then you will see the child of the
Living, and you will not be afraid.”
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Well, actually that does not seem very pragmatic considering one CAN first take the definition of religion into account before ACTUALLY proceeding to logically and pragmatically assess the topic of religion and church, overall.
First of all, Gnostic Christianity is not the Christianity that is seen as Christianity in our modern times, and some folks do still practice the old type of gnostic Christianity NOW that says marriage IS NOT A REQUIREMENT IF FOLLOWED BY THE TEXT OF GOSPEL OF THOMAS, PER THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN IS NOW.
SO EVEN WITHOUT a definition of Religion your point about marriage is incorrect from the get go.
And here is the definition of religion:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Religion
Quote:
A religion is an organized collection of beliefs, cultural systems, and world views that relate humanity to an order of existence.[note 1] Many religions have narratives, symbols, and sacred histories that are intended to explain the meaning of life and/or to explain the origin of life or the Universe. From their beliefs about the cosmos and human nature, people derive morality, ethics, religious laws or a preferred lifestyle. According to some estimates, there are roughly 4,200 religions in the world.[1]
While technically most people do not refer to modern science as religion some people most certainly do PRACTICE IT AS RELIGION AS THE FOLLOWING VIDEO DOES EVIDENCE.
THERE IS little appreciable DIFFERENCE depicted IN THESE FOLK’S PASSION ABOUT SCIENCE OR FAITH IN WHAT the study of science PROVIDES PER AN organized collection of beliefs AND SACRED HISTORIES THAT ARE intended to explain human nature that folks who passionately study science like this derive morality, ethics, and laws of nature for a preferred lifestyle of understanding mother Nature same as ‘GOD’ and master of us VS many other frigging religions as is.
Sure there are SOME differences here and there but the overriding premise is GOD and or Mother Nature True rules and orders over us per the laws of either or.
It’s just frigging semantics per the structure of a ‘PERFECT’ 6 LETTER WORD LIKE NATURE OR JUST A THREE LETTER ONE like god.
Some folks have a little GOD divided up into trinities and such as that, and some folks have ONE REALLY BIG ONE LIKE MOTHER NATURE TRUE.
CLASSICAL PANTHEISM, WHICH CAN BE PRACTICED IN CHURCH AND AS A RELIGION, DOES NOT RULE OVER EITHER MAN OR MOTHER NATURE, per just another example of religion and church that nullifies your premise about the marriage rule in religions Universally as such. š
TRUE RELIGION PER MOTHER NATURE TRUE AND TRUE LOGIC ARE ONE AND SAME, and other observances ARE NOT CORRECT, IN MOTHER NATURE TRUE AS IS.
BUT what MUST BE UNDERSTOOD FOR TRUTH is there is types of human logic WHICH INCLUDE NON VERBAL SENSES AND EMOTION that ARE NOT RULED AT THIS TIME BY SCIENCE.
THIS IS THE SAME TRUTH AS ALWAYS FOR THE PURSUIT OF TRUTH forever now.
And the ability to understand that last part is directly AND INDIRECTLY related to the ‘size’ of one’s CONSCIOUS AND SUBCONSCIOUS awareness and experience of Mother Nature TRUE aka GOD.
AND YES, IT CAN GET MUCH DEEPER THAN THAT PER THE OCEAN THAT CAN BE HUMAN AWARENESS AND EXPERIENCE that some people may never experience as no one has proven yet that GOD or Mother Nature TRUE is FAIR.
FAIR IS A HUMAN CONSTRUCT JUST AS THE 3 letters GOD and 6 letters Nature is.
God plays by GOD’s rules, not those of ‘silly little humans’ who attempt to anthropomorphize a three letter word into their OWN CREATION OR SCIENTISTS AND OTHERS who think they know all there is to know about ALL THAT IS, through the device of human abstract concepts.
AS the science video shows linked above by rock stars of science now and history past, humans are but a speck OF ALL THAT IS.
BUT IT IS BETTER TO BE A grain of sand, than to not exist at all per what ‘GOD said’ shortly before the BIG BANG as metaphor only as GOD IS both a non-verbal and verbal GOD. š
First tHere IS dark, then light, then movement as dance, and sound as song, to keep the dance of creation going…..
And the dance goes on……
FOR NOW.
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Yes.. SO CALLED WELFARE QUEENS are MASTERS of creation and reflect GOD as is as Mother Nature True. š
And I’m dead serious.
Hmm.. I mean alive serious. š
AS F-KING got me here.. and those who do it with MORE of a variety of folks create more diversity than those who do it with one or less……
My mother only did it with ONLY one.. but truly I would LOVE to have more than one DIVERSE SISTER DIAGNOSED WITH ASPERGER’S SYNDROME.. BUT UGH! MY MOTHER WAS CATHOLIC AND GOT DIVORCED and like a ‘good’ Catholic Girl never even re-married…
AND in my opinion ANY creation activity of human beings reflects Mother Nature TRUE.. and not surprising as the patterns are plain to see for THAT above SO below.. inside us physiologically speaking and outside too.. of course.. even down to the level of Quantum physics and the Golden Spiral Mean of 1.618 REFLECTED tHere.. as well.
And science shows that lust is a core source of all human creative activity AND PRODUCTIVITY per not JUST the ACT OF DOING IT.. SO LUST IS A GIFT FROM GOD.. AND EVERYONE KNOWS THAT ANYWAY DEEP! INSIDE per innate instinct NO MATTER what their words contradict that WITH on the outside FOR SURE..
AS science shows that to be evidenced as well.. with those little measurement devices that check for size and lubricants WHEN VIEWING PORN IN THE LAB (BY males and SO-CALLED PROPER FEMALES) AND SUCH AS THAT.. and we aren’t talking about tires or oil changes either..;)
Life is a beautiful thing at all levels of existence.. both inanimate and animate.. and truly that is all I need to know to have peace of mind as far as existential intelligence goes…
And truly to have peace of mind SOME type of existential intelligence is an innate requirement whether that be through science or the so-called ‘good old time’ religions of the past.. š
To suggest it is not.. is to deny one is human.. in my opinion.. and WHY I understand WHY 98 PERCENT OF THE WORLD BELIEVES IN SOMETHING GREATER THAN sHe or He……that makes sense to HE or SHe at least… and in reality of FLESH AND BLOOD life.. that’s all that counts per WHAT WORKS FOR EACH DIVERSE AND UNIQUE HUMAN BEING TO get through life with PEACE OF MIND FOR ANY POSSIBILITY OF enjoying JUSt existing as IS. š
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Hey Katie, I do smile for you, with all the sincereity in my heart. š
Hi Rafiah.. and you can call me Fred if you like.. as that is what I am known by mostly in real life.. and Freddy too.. per immediate family… as my Father was a Senior named FRED too.. and of course that makes me a Junior.. too..:)
And yes.. i can FEEL YOUR SMILE from Pakistan and I say thanks for that.. Friend Rafiah..:)
God keep you safe always, Freddy. š And Happy Holidays. š
GOD KEEP you safe always too Rafiah.. and i was writing a little bit about the tragedy in Pakistan and thinking of you.. ‘write’ before the bell rang on my iPhone and you are there.. so yeah.. synchronicity does continue and the beat of life goes on..:)
And Happy Holidays to you in every now that comes..:)
and counts….
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