AWAVE
ONE
The beautiful cycles of life…
The despair!
The joy!
Risingfrom despair there is joy and falling in to waves of despair,,
Washing shore,,,
Cleaning Souls,,,,
yOUR Soul is brushed sparkle shining for even more…
Time is All is all a wave of endless life and living waves that make us fully what we are..
Even in the darkest of rooms we are all part of that same wave…
Surf boards can be hidden for more than two who share the
wave…
Blessings..
True Will Love..
To you and all yOUR friends!
Love one!
AS
ONE
WAVE
or
RAVE
SMILES….:);):)
But MOST OF ALL..
BRAVE!!
AS..
A
LIVE
ONE!!!
HU
MAN
@
NAM
UH
WELl..
This post is in celebration for me..
of
11262013
16
7
11Definitely a lucky day for me..11
4
the anniversary of my entry in to the E-World
on
the ‘Wrong Planet’
on
11262010..
The dead zone still..
as my marriage counselor
calls
IT!
or
Human Hell..
as
I call IT..
Only an empty straw of hope!
THEN..
BUT..
ALIVE!
as
one
with
ON
EWAVE
NOW!
1!
WON!
AWAVE!
NOWON
E
?SEYES!
And yeah..th@look on my face from above..
IS
After dancing ‘WILDLY’
in
my
backyard..after listening!
to the full TRANSNATIONAL
MUSICK
from
the
VICTORY!
NOt
VENGeANCE
NATION
ALBUM!
Quite Frankly..
the
BLISS!
of
TH@IS
WORTH
10,000!
human orgasms..
@1
tIMe..
Try
it..
ya
might
likeIT2…
The dancing..
TH@IS
and yeah..I do IT freely in stores2..
but
dam
I have to wear clothes..and shoes there….
but ya reAlly gotta be free..
to do IT
freEly
in
front of all others..
In
stores
ABRAVEASOnE!
with
ONE
NOWON
E
A beautiful Poem on fireflies by Arindam Saha..friend of White Pearl..who has a wonderful blog called Random thoughts..and my response to follow..
http://whenintrovertspeaks.wordpress.com/2013/11/18/firefly/
When sun sets down and darkness prevails
When aimless I wander on unknown trails
When there is no light and I walk alone
When trapped is mind by fears unknown
In this darkness as life ceases to flow
Even then O Firefly! Why do you glow?
Why do you twinkle like stars in the sky?
Why do you dance and endlessly fly?
Why do you inundate the woods in glow?
Why do you put up this magnificent show?
When the sleeping world has lost all its flare
O dear Firefly! What is the joy you wish to share?
What is the pride that makes you glitter?
What is the excitement that makes you flutter?
What is the rhythm on which you beat?
What is the joy behind this feat?
You are not the moon or the star
Nor the sun that blazes from far
But still you live in the light you create
Is this the feat that with pride you celebrate?
Katiemiafrederick wrote:
Imagine the Love that Fire Flies inspire and imagination in general..and it is clear to see they have much pride to feel..as they are very influential animals..
Well..on the gulf coast here in Florida..we used to have fireflies decades ago..but greater population densities of the apex predator drove them somewhere else…
But yes..there is another firefly of the gulf..called phytoplankton..that lights up our national seashores..devoid of the cancer of man’s byproducts of culture..that litter the rest of the area..
Well..those creatures really inspire love among young couples walking the balmy beach at night..with nothing but the lights of fireflies and the soothing sounds of the waves..that make the warm embrace of love..an everlasting one..with the by products of little ones..humans th@is…
Well..ya..KNowNOW..I never knew any desert people..really..’before’….
And sometimes when I am still with all the beauty of my area..I feel sad and wonder if they would be in all that beauty..actually feeling all that diversity of life..that unconditionally loves..and never learns to hate…
If they too..could so easily connect to GoD..without any complexities of abstract thought..my random thinking friend…
But my mind is once again..the wonder and imagination of a firefly..
ANd nah i steer away from Google..cause I want to imagine Y instead of Knowing Y..as life and curiosity along with wonder and imagination..simply allows me to love what IS..
my friend….
So yeah..thank you for reminding me of love my friend..with your fireflies…again…
And yeah..i hope you inspire that love AND HOPE.. in some others 2..my friend..:)
with that firefly..that never gives up to light the way for others…..;)
This morning at 7:11am..11262013
16
7
Yeah..another LUCKY..BUT rather rainy and cold day..that I will soon ‘brave’ to dance outside naked again to listen to ‘IF I WAS’ fromVNV nation again…
But..@TH@IME..7:11am..yes this day..11262013..
The ear buds were in as I sat in front of my computer listening loud enough to ‘IF I WAS’ for my wife to hear it and THIS IS WH@SHE SAID..
Sugar please turn th@medicine down…
OH MY GOD ..how did she know that was my medicine that I had plugged in for
simply
‘IF I WAS’…
SO YAH..
SMILES AND WINKS2….
i am A FULL PART OF WH@IS MOST DEFINITELY NOW….
But..yah..most of ALL..MUSICK..DANCE..SONG..AND movement..rhythm..and sacred vowels in general..IS LITERALLY MY MEDICINE……
AND MAGICK TOO….
There as some songs and actions by other people that follow one all their life..i think..and this song and this video..now..has been with me since 1980…
There was something about it that made me realize there is MAGICK in this world..
But I could not quite put my finger on IT..then.. but it is there..most definitely NOW..
The signs we see in life early..can most definitely come to fruition..if we are patient..and wait..
and never give
up..I knowNOW..
and
think
2….
to
simply
LOVE
uncondtionALLY
LOVEALLY
ONE
And yeah..
once
again..
me@13….
LOVING UNCONDITIONALLY..
AND HAVING
NO
IDEA
WHY
OTHERS WERE
NOT
RECIPROCATING
IT2…
LUCKY TO BE NAIVE…….
a
LIVE
AS I NEVER GAVE UP..
ON
NO
oTHEr
ONE
TO
GIVE
IT
B2 OR C3
OR
M13
O
R
E5
18R
9
I
i
!
4trinity3
infinity
4NOW
7G
11K
And..yes..
ter
day
@
53
8
H
infinity..
d4..oh..
6f
10
j
a
1
WeLl..with all those..
words..letters and numbers said..
I
Am
off to the mall..
to celebrate my 3rd
E-World
Birthday
with
my
wife..
and..
as usual I will be doing my reverse dancing
like
a
ballerina..asHe s hops..
maybe to even
inspire a little
spark
of hope
in some
one
else
as
so many others have done for
me..through..
out life!
And ..
wearing this special
t
shirt..
picked out by heR..
especially f
6
for
the
occasion….
So yeah..Thanksgiving comes
early tHiS
year
for me
2
as
simply
a
LIVE
a
GAIN!
BUT FIRST!
I Must link this to dverse poets Pub..
a
GREAT place in the E-World
to read..share..and comment
on
most any type of poetry
imaginable..
on Open link
Night!
th@i highly recommend to anyone
to enjoy the beauty
of
many diverse minds…
But yeah..
I’ll
be wearing shorts to the local..
mALL..
some
one
told me it’s against the law
to go shirtful
only….
so yah..
hehe..
and
haha!
I
m
alive!
?HUHEH!
And..well..
Now that I am no longer a shut in with the
worst
pain known to mankind..
and
retired from a government service job..
I have to determine
WH@NEXt
So far I am thinking either..
super hero action figure..
or
runAway Model…
But until I decide.. I guess I can..
practice..
in Bell’s Department store..
haha..hehe…
God it’s good to be a
live….evil
somewhere in the middle..
just kidding I don’t believe in evil or good..
or
right or wrong..
just action..consequence..and
resulting energy..either positive..negative..
dark or light..
but Yah..I wanna
walk in or be the positive light!
cause darkness
and
negativity
can
reAlLy
suck!
So anyway..here I go..
surfing Bell’s mirrors..
for the wave
or
rave:)(;brave
as
one
with
ONE
I think my wife knowSnow..
wh@ireALLywannado..
but sHe says..
sHe’ll
ne
ver
tELl………
Keeping in mind that I was a complete shut-in for over 5 years until the end of July when I finally made it back to the beach..with my wife..
And I could not raise my arms without almost passing out..or walk around the block without getting dizzy…
Well for anyone that knows me in real life..I was never this strong at any younger than now at 53…
This is really a miracle as far as I can see..and my therapist too..overall per my extremely fast recovery and or remission from so many diagnosed disorders…
I hope no one finds it offensive..but it is proof of my physical condition without any tricks of coverups of clothing…
Make up can’t make that happen..but the walking an average of 5 to 10 miles a day..most of it in reverse…has definitely played a part in the amazing physical health recovery….
I highly recommend reverse walking..
if approved by a physician..
with proper
safety and training…
I’ve never
felt better
per
strength and health..
and really
everything..
in general…
And i do owe some
of that to
reverse
walking…
This has to be the brightest song ever..
I suppose that over four hundred million views on youtube..
is
evidence
enough
for
th@though
anyway..
BUT!
This fireworks thing is so much more than metaphor..
It is real..
It is..
Positive energy..
It
I
S
TH
I
S
TH
ING
I
C
ALL GOD..
or
ALLAHGODALLAH..
OR
WHATEVER…
BUT!
KATY PERRY
GETS
I
T
CORRECT IN
ALL
MY
EST
I
M
@
ION
*
And YES!!
TH
IS
CAN
literALLy
sAVe
tHE
WORLD!
AS ONE
Energy for ALL
!*!
And yah..it is the song I listened to over and over..
with my iPhone earbuds IN..
Dancing
Wildly! in Super Walmart!
on
Thankgiving EVE..
in reverse and all of th@
To spread my own ‘little’ light..
and in the Mall on Black Friday2….
We..
ALL
i
think..can do our own ‘little’ parts…
to
LiterALLy
change the
World we LIVE
in
AS
ONe
NOWON
E
!*!
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI 
A beautiful Poem on fireflies by Arindam Saha..friend of White Pearl..who has a wonderful blog called Random thoughts..and my response to follow..
When sun sets down and darkness prevails
When aimless I wander on unknown trails
When there is no light and I walk alone
When trapped is mind by fears unknown
In this darkness as life ceases to flow
Even then O Firefly! Why do you glow?
Why do you twinkle like stars in the sky?
Why do you dance and endlessly fly?
Why do you inundate the woods in glow?
Why do you put up this magnificent show?
When the sleeping world has lost all its flare
O dear Firefly! What is the joy you wish to share?
What is the pride that makes you glitter?
What is the excitement that makes you flutter?
What is the rhythm on which you beat?
What is the joy behind this feat?
You are not the moon or the star
Nor the sun that blazes from far
But still you live in the light you create
Is this the feat that with pride you celebrate?
Katiemiafrederick wrote:
Imagine the Love that Fire Flies inspire and imagination in general..and it is clear to see they have much pride to feel..as they are very influential animals..
Well..on the gulf coast here in Florida..we used to have fireflies decades ago..but greater population densities of the apex predator drove them somewhere else…
But yes..there is another firefly of the gulf..called phytoplankton..that lights up our national seashores..devoid of the cancer of man’s byproducts of culture..that litter the rest of the area..
Well..those creatures really inspire love among young couples walking the balmy beach at night..with nothing but the lights of fireflies and the soothing sounds of the waves..that make the warm embrace of love..an everlasting one..with the by products of little ones..humans th@is…
Well..ya..KNowNOW..I never knew any desert people..really..’before’….
And sometimes when I am still with all the beauty of my area..I feel sad and wonder if they would be in all that beauty..actually feeling all that diversity of life..that unconditionally loves..and never learns to hate…
If they too..could so easily connect to GoD..without any complexities of abstract thought..my random thinking friend…
But my mind is once again..the wonder and imagination of a firefly..
ANd nah i steer away from Google..cause I want to imagine Y instead of Knowing Y..as life and curiosity along with wonder and imagination..simply allows me to love what IS..
my friend….
So yeah..thank you for reminding me of love my friend..with your fireflies…again…
And yeah..i hope you inspire that love AND HOPE.. in some others 2..my friend..:)
with that firefly..that never gives up to light the way for others…..;)
http://www.wrongplanet.net/posts244978-start330.html
btbnnyr wrote:
I think that some of the idears and words of autism organizations like asan are not verry merry berry autism friendly, because they are verry merry berry difficult for some people like me to unbersmand, which is what I say when I don’t understand.
I am one of the autistic people with crappy social cognition and emotional something something, so I don’t unbersmand most of the messages of autism organizations run by autistic people, so I am left out of them in this way of other people knowing and understanding in a group with a group culture, and me not, so I have to try to participate on other people’s terms, but I can’t, because my social cognition and emotional something something is not high enough for me to be active participant in group and for other people to back and forth with me the way that they can with people who understand, so this is another reason that I want these organizations to have practical branch that I would be good at.
Aghogday Wrote:
Well..this merrily berrily rings true for me too..and nah I am not making fun of your style of communication..I actually love it and think it’s kool…
IN fact i have have even copied some of it..as just another one of the tidbits I have used to increase my enjoyment of living in the real life..yeah..you are most definitely kool..in my estimation…
But you made these concerns before..and I directly approached an ASAN board member and discussed IT with them..
They said they have no control over it and not enough employees to make things better..
And yes..i can understand this..as it is a very small and very limited group..as it is like a private club..where they only let the folks they ‘like’ enter in…
The other folks who may not agree with the party line..or go along with the philosophy of the organization..simply get deleted.. banned or otherwise what is known as ‘shunned’ in the ‘real world’..
They are as so called NT..as any other ‘stuck up’ clique I have seen in real life..
It is very ironic..as Autism has nothing to do with whether or not someone can be ethical toward their fellow human beings or not…
And nah..that is not ethical in my estimation…
But I am a kind autistic..not out for myself….
But yah..that depends on who you talk to ..haha!
btbnnyr Wrote:
I have oftened wondered why asan, while advocating against ableism, is ableist towards autistic people like me who don’t unbersmand what they are talking about and advocating for and have difficulty thinking the way that they and many people can think in terms of social groups or emotional issues.
It is like they have no empathy for autistic people like me, who is verry merry berry high-functioning in daily life, but still has significant autistic problems with teh social and emotional things that asan seems to take for granted, and sometimes, when they say what it is like for autistic child, I remember that it was not like that for me at all, that I knew much less than they say an autistic child would or might know.
aghogday wrote:
In my opinion..the leadership has great difficulty with cognitive empathy per my personal experiences with them..
But yeah..that is the autism spectrum and to be expected i guess.
But that is why different minds including people on the spectrum and off the spectrum are almost required to make the best efforts for an autism spectrum organization..even if they are only off and on the broader autism spectrum phenotype..
It reminds me of my job when I was working..as my style of thinking was listening with very little verbal response..until an hour in to a discussion after I had analyzed every detail..and finally got the whatever it was that allowed me to speak then..that comes freely now finally after 53 years…
Well..one of my bosses children..had a grandchild on the spectrum..who won a statewide poetry contest in Nebraska..
He too (my boss)…had a mind much like mine..and who knows..may have adapted like i did..as he was 16 years older than me at that time..in the 2000’s..
The only reason I got diagnosed with autism is because of autism spectrum burnout…
I would have never likely known if I had not burnout and effectively regressed to the point where I could not speak at all..and a mocking bird sounded like a freight train…and dancing with the stars..was like the light from a nuclear explosion..
I got lots of cognitive empathy per the full scope of what I personally see as the spectrum..
At least for me..with the heightened sensory experiences..before IT got painful..the experience of Autism is a wonderfully pleasurable thing..
But on the other hand..it was the worse hell i could imagine when my senses quit working..after my stress response became broken..
There is actual research that shows that unrelenting stress impacting the adrenal response..can lead to sensory integration problems..
And yes..anxiety is the main source of stress….
My biggest problems were also associate with perfectionism..I felt i could not afford to make any mistake..or no one would accept me anymore..
As the history I had in school..was one where most everyone indicated to me in very clear terms I did not deserve to exist..unless i met their standards of what it means to be a human being..
Well…now I freely spin around in stores..walk in reverse..dance naked in my backyard..with my ear buds in listening to music with an actual ballerina style of dancing…
I am free..I am autistic..and I am human too…
I love life..and would like everyone to love it as much as i do..and enjoy it as such..if there was anyway i could make that happen…
i came out of literal hell..in abyss..to literal heaven..simply.. bliss..
I never thought that could be possible at the bottom of my hell..and abyss…
But I know for sure now that anything in this life is possible..as long as someone never loses hope..even if they cannot feel it or anything else in life but real non-ending pain…..
It’s all a matter of finding a path that will work for each unique individual..something I do might help someone feel better..but everything I do is likely only for me…
As we are all unique and view our universes..differently..per the current science of the human mind..experience..and even dreams..my friend….
I like you..you play on your own team..and you are your best friend..
I too..learned that from you..friend..
As now I am my own best friend too..
So yeah..love to you too…
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PostPosted: Mon Nov 25, 2013 10:21 pm Post subject: Reply with quote Edit/Delete this post
vickygleitz wrote:
Littlebee: I think you are incorrect. I certainly hope so. That being said, I am in the process of evaluating my post and the thought process and emotions that were involved directly before and while I was posting it to be sure. I abhor scapegoating. Heck,I’ll talk like I talk. I HATE HATE HATE scapegoating. And I hate scapegoaters.[not because of cr#p that happened almost half a century ago. They never stopped. They only got worse. Most recently they convinced some of the members of my community that I am faking breast cancer. And this is a nudist community, where they all saw the scars on my chest, heard me getting sick in the bathrooms, saw the bruises and watched as my hair fell out. That is how good these people are at what they do.]
No, I am not like those people. I would never deliberately cause sufferring to Ahogaday, you, or anyone else. [except those people. I would have no issue with hurting them] If I did hurt anyone I am sincerely sorry. I have a compulsion to fight against anyone that I feel causes pain [such as Autism Speaks] and to fight for positive action. In my zeal I did allow in some sarcasm [derived from the greek word which means tearing of flesh, because it tears at the flesh of the soul] and for that, I am sorry.
I will though continue to fight for what I believe in and fight against that which I feel causes much more pain than benefits. And, if something like this comes up again, I will still voice my disaproval but I will avoid sarcasm.
Aghogday Wrote:
I do not have any training in debate.. i speak from my heart is all…
Other people have called it voracious debating before..but it is simply how
i learned to adapt to communicate..as all I could do before is technical writing for the government..for the most part…
I am permanently disabled with at least 17 diagnosed disorders…
I had all this time to talk on this site..simply because THAT IS all I could LITERALLY DO..type..I could not even use my eyes or ears effectively for over 5 years..with THE WORST PAIN DOCUMENTED ON RECORD IN MEDICAL LITERATURE…TRIGEMINAL NEURALGIA…
AND NAH..NOT JUST THE ACUTE KIND OF TRIGEMINAL NEURALGIA..AN ATYPICAL EXTREMELY RARE FORM..THAT WAS CHRONIC AND NEVER ENDED UNLESS I WAS IN SLEEP MODE..WITH UP TO 4MG OF ATIVAN TO MAKE THAT EVEN POSSIBLE…
JUST SO YOU KNOW..that is all…
AND YEAH..I DO FEEL GREAT NOW..AND CELEBRATE EVERY MICROSECOND OF IT..
THAT IS ALL 2….
Oh..and yeah..NO..I DO NOT THINK MY OPINION IS ANYMORE VALID THAN ANYONE ELSE HERE..
I HAVE NEVER STATED I WAS RIGHT OR ANYONE ELSE IS WRONG..
IT IS NO WHERE IN THE RECORD ON THIS SITE..AND THERE ARE LITERALLY MILLIONS OF WORDS..WRITTEN IN MY RECORD HERE ON THIS SITE..ALONE..AND MILLIONS ELSEWHERE ON THE INTERNET..WHERE I ALSO HAVE NEVER DONE THAT..
I LEARN SOMETHING FROM EVERYONE I MEET IN LIFE..NO MATTER HOW THEY MAY THINK OR ACT..OR IF I DISAGREE….AND MATTER OF FACT..I LEARN MORE FROM PEOPLE WHO DISAGREE WITH ME THAN THOSE WHO AGREE…
SO I GREATLY LIKE VERDANDI..NO MATTER WHAT SHE THINKS OF ME…
EVEN..But I do not have a ‘personally’ judgmental bone in my body..
As I HAVE BEEN TO HELL IN MORE WAYS THAN YOU CAN likely IMAGINE….
YEAH IN ALL ACTUALITY AM A MASTER QUESTIONER..NOT A MASTER DEBATER..THAT IS ALL..FOR THE PART….
I SEEK THE TRUTH..IN ALL MATTERS THAT EXIST…
THAT IS ALL3…..
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I am a member of grasp, which has good support groups in big cities, and I attended regularly the one in san diego until I moved to LA.
There was a lot of practical advice at these support groups, and if grasp had a practical things branch, it could definitely create some good practical resources for adults, as this population is focus of grasp.
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btbnnyr wrote:
I am a member of grasp, which has good support groups in big cities, and I attended regularly the one in san diego until I moved to LA.
There was a lot of practical advice at these support groups, and if grasp had a practical things branch, it could definitely create some good practical resources for adults, as this population is focus of grasp.
Aghogday Wrote:
I am a member too..
But unfortunately my area is too small to do anything with it in real life..
There are usually less than 10 people that show up in the one Asperger’s support group in my area of several hundred thousand people..per the total metropolitan area..
It seems with dropping the Asperger’s diagnosis..that it may be even harder..for some people to ever gain the ability to be part of a support group..outside of online…
In my opinion..that’s a difficult thing..as meeting face to face..can be very interesting.if a person can handle all of that…
It can be a real problem per the actual diversity of the spectrum for someone on the spectrum to really find someone who can relate to their differences in thinking.. IN ‘REAL LIFE’..as they can be so very very ‘berry’ different among any two people on the spectrum….
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This morning at 7:11am..11262013
16
7
Yeah..another LUCKY..BUT rather rainy and cold day..that I will soon ‘brave’ to dance outside naked again to listen to ‘IF I WAS’ fromVNV nation again…
But..@TH@IME..7:11am..yes this day..11262013..
The ear buds were in as I sat in front of my computer listening loud enough to ‘IF I WAS’ for my wife to hear it and THIS IS WH@SHE SAID..
Sugar please turn th@medicine down…
OH MY GOD ..how did she know that was my medicine that I had plugged in for
simply
‘IF I WAS’…
SO YAH..
SMILES AND WINKS2….
i am A FULL PART OF WH@IS MOST DEFINITELY NOW….
But..yah..most of ALL..MUSICK..DANCE..AND SONG..and movement and rhythm in general..IS LITERALLY MY MEDICINE……
AND MAGICK TOO….
There as some songs and actions by other people that follow one all their life..i think..and this song and this video..now..has been with me since 1980…
There was something about it that made me realize there is MAGICK in this world..
But I could not quite put my finger on IT..then.. but it is there..most definitely NOW..
The signs we see in life early..can most definitely come to fruition..if we are patient..and wait..
and never give
up..I knowNOW..
and
think2….
hey i am all for the wave of love rolling forward…over friends and loved ones…we need more love in this world for sure….
Yes..kool..I am a love warrior too..smiles.:)..
Very moving series of pictures and words!
I am so glad the words and pictures moved you..thanks friend! for commenting….
Catching the wave, lol. Loved how your words run together in waves for this piece.
It’s kind of interesting..it was not the way it was originally posted as it was just a reply to someone’s blog in another place..Word Press decided to randomly joint some words together..and IT fit so appropriately that I left IT as IS…Thanks for the comment friend!
Another great post by White Pearl and my response below it…
Story of a date
When words lost their meanings, when silence was the language
When barren was the heart, a rock , a stone, life bitter and tart
When tears were the drink, a sobbing champagne, a pain pie
I enjoyed dinner in perfect ambiance, with a partner ‘solitude’
Who being lovely enough to be hated, was a truth hidden in a lie
I danced that night , in madness, over sharp pieces of glass
With poison in stomach , wrapped in arms of ecstasy and trance
When It kissed me with knives , left me with pleasurable wounds
When I lost myself Inside me, when I was nowhere to be found
That night I was punished, in the fire of burning hell on ground
That night my soul was bruised , with all thrones gathered around
Ah! that night ended before the start, after agony became my best friend
Now every path is of pain , I want to walk without a path, is it a dead end ?
You want me to still have hope ? I have it. You want me to still try to stay happy ? I try. You want me to think positive ? I do.
I just need time to gather up myself again…..
katiemiafrederick wrote:
katiemiafrederick / November 26, 2013
It is so hard to walk without a path unless one is free..
And it can be so hard to be free even where there is freedom…
So you are born with one strike against you friend..of fellow human beings..not allah alOne…
So wh@todowhere to go..
There are no TRUE answers in life th@ARE easy….
Life is a journey..a p@h..itself…..
So Love LIVE is ALL..a LIVEaLOVE……………….
The life WILL can find you when and as long as you can keep yOUR heART open…
So keep singing your songs of words of HEartand sHEWILL find you….
ANd always be your friend..
And so AMIMA…..
LOVEVOL..
evolves….
AS
ONE
If you will..don’t look to hard for the pieces..
And then tHeYwILL..
TO
GEt
HEr
OR
hIM
a
GAinASONENOWON..
Love you so much dear..may Allah’s’ blessings always be with you…..
http://www.wrongplanet.net/postp5770237.html#5770237
Well..this is a fairly frank and potential offensive comment but sometimes the truth is simply what IT IS the TRUTH..and a big part of why i seek the truth rather than what is observed by some as right or wrong..or good or bad…
On why the meek will inherit the earth….
Fnord wrote:
ruveyn wrote:
The poor do nothing permanent or constructive.
Fnord Wrote:
Except make babies … which is why the poor will always be among us.
Aghogday Wrote:
Quoted for truth..that is simply why the meek will inherit the earth…
They f**k they f**k and they f**k..that is all..
They still get some..
haha..
Funny and true….
But they haven’t forgot…
That is what animals do to really get ahead or a tail in life…
Hehe..haha..life ain’t complicated after all..is said and f****…
Common sense Ruvie..common sense…INtellect is highly overrated..
Where it comes to the realest world..basic survival….
And reproduction is always where it’s at for that….
Just ask all the really smart young folks in Japan..
They are too smart to f**k now..so their future..is gonna likely
be a cleanup crew cleaning up their remains..
With no extended family for the future..AT ALL..
Extinction is that way..
really smart ..yeah..really smart…..a really smart way…
And yeah…my wife’s mother was extremely poor..and had several different short term husbands or whatever they were..
But the key is still reproduction..she has scores of grand kids still..and yah..some are poor and some are rich..but still the key is..she f****..she f**** and she f**** some more..
And her offspring are all over the place now..where diversity is the key…the key the key the key.
Monogamous human beings..simply don’t get the same advantage..in the long run..of f***ing a full variety of humans to get the greatest chance to spread some more of their unique genetics…
And yah..I really have no family per my genetics..as even though I am like superman in real life…my sperm didn’t do the trick very well..for my genetic disadvantages..that i have overcome with epigenetic and neuroplasticity that is more than evidenced in my science project that is currently me that I am documenting with reams and reams of more evidence…
But here’s the thing..I have a full extended family through my wife for simply one reason..
Her mother f**** and f**** and f**** and f**** some more…
Until she finally hit the jackpot..my wife is gorgeous mixed American Indian pacific islander..and all of that that reaching out and really f***ing a lot of different guys can finally happen when her mother finally got the best one to f**k…
Wow..I’m really glad she kept on f***ing and f***ing more and different guys..cause my wife is the greatest..supporter of me in everything I do in general that i could imagine..
And yah..mostly cause she was poor and not a spoiled brat like most folks raised with privilege and money…
Life is not clean and clear cut..it is complicated and dirty..but whatever gets the job done..yah..f***ing that is..is really all that counts in the long run…
So yah..like Miley Cyrus says..it’s all her party and she can do what she wants…
That was my wife’s poor mother’s philosophy..
And guess what..for the long run it was the best..
But other animals don’t even have to think about IT..like Nike says..
They just do it..do it and do it some more….
And if they get ‘IT’ the best..they get to spread their unique genetics more and some more and some more…until next thing you know..their offspring are all over the world….
Some are rich and some are poor..but who knows one of them might save the entire species..or do something that really counts…in the longest run.. the survival of the species…
And life in general..on the bluest planet we live on…as far as we can see…..
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And more on Obamacare..
I thought I was smart and privileged when I was young..and thought I would marry a virgin. have a great job…and live happily ever after like my religion and cultural mores at the time dictated..but my wife’s family..working at a military bowling center…and my cats have taught me more than any other class in school..or expectation from some of the richer folks that are my father’s side of the family…
About real life..that IS….
http://www.wrongplanet.net/postp5770345.html#5770345
Well..my wife’s brother is schizophrenic..but not schizophrenic enough to any longer qualify for SSI..or medicaid..but unfortunately unemployable still..
So Obamacare specifically helps people in these ‘tween areas of maybe or maybe not disability and not likely to ever work…
So yah…we can help feed him now..without using our own retirement funds for getting him that operation he may need one day for heart trouble or whatever….
The key here is..if we were to exhaust all our funds in helping his health problems..which is not likely but possible…there would no longer be hundreds of dollars of our money pouring into the economy each week..as we probably go out to eat and shop at least 10 times a week…
There are lots of families in these situations..where some people are well off and help those family members with health care who are not well off..
But the bottom line is..more money in the pocket means more money in the economy..
And that simply ain’t gonna happen for people whose credit is ruined for not paying their medical bills…or for people who drain all their expendable income on the medical bills of other family members…
But the problem is…people in general do not like change..they will wait and wait and wait..to get used to the ‘NEW’ program..but when fully in effect..the potential for more productivity and spending in the economy in this nation will likely be substantial..
And really that’s just common sense..common sense..
For anyone who has spent anytime in the real world with the average Joe..and not some JOE the plumber made up on TV….
The only change and promise that needs to be broken to get this thing to work..is to make penalties with real teeth for those who do not get into the program…
Hard times require hard decisions..
People in this country overall are simply spoiled that is all..
From bottom to top…from top to bottom..as far as I can see..as compared to the real life circumstances of most other countries..in the real world….
We do have a great country and great freedoms..along with a social welfare state..as part of our mixed free market economy where most people are pouring sources of instant gratification into their life..whether it is satellite TV..or all the sugar one can eat from the grocery store..with food stamps..and nah I do not have anything against feeding the poor and yah it’s their party as far as I am concerned they can eat what eva they want…
But yah..crime rates have gone down overall ..so nah..no anarchy in sight yet..as long as heroes like Obama..and Pelosi..continue to exist..and really make things happen in the real world in real time..and yah..it ain’t perfect..but at least someone IS finally slowing down the overall disaster that is health care in this country..and of course it is the democrats..as they are not bound to the rules of a fundamentalist core of followers that are still living in the dinosaur age..of knowledge..of how life really works…that is still most unfortunately the greater propensity of the Republican Party..in words and action….
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This anonymous poster from Wrong Planet..I often quote here..freely admits they feel no human empathy…
And I do think that this is very much related to how a person does or does not believe in a metaphor called GOD..as almost all his viewpoints seem to be colored by that lack of feeling human empathy..
And yes this is a real problem on the autism spectrum..even in discussions of empathy people on the spectrum insist they have it while at the same time clearly demonstrating they don’t..per real empathy that is actually demonstrated and expressed for others…
Emotional contagion..sometimes experienced stronger than usual by people on the spectrum is almost meaningless and sometimes only personal distress for the person who feels these higher levels of emotional contagion…
Without the demonstration of human empathy for others..that is truly lacking for many people on the spectrum..it is in effect meaningless for what they feel through that inherent strong connection..as cooperation cannot happen in real life..very well..without the actual demonstration of empathy between any two human beings…
http://www.wrongplanet.net/postp5770375.html#5770375
ruveyn wrote:
Any transcendent being is strictly the product of an overactive imagination.
Nothing is transcendent. Everything that really exist is a manifestation of matter and energy operating in space-time including imaginary ravings about gods, devils, spirits, ghosts, angels, demons and such like
ruveyn
Aghogday Wrote:
Well..I suppose that then makes you god..huh? as you are only a speck of dust..as well as the entirely of the knowledge of the human race for what IS..IN potential totality….
Science is still extremely young in the grand scheme of things..
Unless you really believe you are God..the appropriate qualifier would be from what we know now..through the scientific method…
Only God knows if nothing is transcendent..and per logic as I understand it god is not Ruevyn and Reuveyn is not GoD..
Now the only question is..does
GOD exist..
But common sense..again..common sense..again..
The word God and all these other words like devil and all of that ..are just human metaphors derived through fairly new complex constructs of language..that results from scores of thousands of years..of human cooperation..to survive for the long run…
NO one here can even define god in adequate metaphors for what fully is ..is..
Yeah..science tries really hard..but science still cannot even fully figure out how human beings effect reality through their own propensities of energy…
IN the larger scheme of things..it is very simple…
WE know NOTHIN
G….
AND SO YAH..
MAYBE THERE IS SOMETHING.. SOME ENERGY..THAT COULD BE CALLED GOD..BUT THAT IS SIMPLY A SUBJECTIVE THINGY..FROM HOW WE OBSERVE OUR EXPERIENCES THOUGH OUR PERCEPTIONS..
AND YOU FREELY ADMIT YOU DON’T EXPERIENCE LIFE LIKE OTHERS…
So if this thing called GOD..is an energy that you cannot feel…
Perhaps GOD does not exist for you..
But does indeed exist for others…
So yah…
Maybe you were not born with that grace of thing..that religions call faith..
Not your fault friend..but that takes nothing of this metaphor called GOD away from any other…
That adequately describes their perceptions and experiences of life that may very well not include yours..that may very well not include this metaphor they describe as GOD..
IN that case I do feel sorry for you..
As yes I do experience this thing…I describe as GOD every second of every day…
And it is simply heaven and bliss..
Cause yah..I have been in hell too..
and yah..that abyss
2…
Not sure where you are at…that’s your business friend…
but nah you have no idea what gOD could be cause you only see the universe through your eyes..not mine or anyone else…
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Oh sure love is so much better to move thing forwards.. love the cited poem 🙂
So bright in your pictures man,
Thanks so much Bjorn and it is always reassuring to me for someone to tell me i am bright again..now..as for 5 years..i was so dark ..so dark..so darker than even NIGHT…frightening myself even..and yes Saha has a very beautiful poetic way of describing his transcendent perceptions of life in general….
There are so many gifts like this on the internet…
It is a joy to be connected to the rest of this world through this chariots of light invention and yes..intervention for peace as well…
For one World as ONE
http://www.wrongplanet.net/postp5777237.html#5777237
From the Wrong Planet website as linked above:
Aghogday Wrote:
For anyone that enjoyed my blog post on this topic..it is now completed as I go with the flow and express philosophy in whatever way it may flow toward me in the NOW…
So I think it is finished now and the links to the three sites are included in the opening post…
Now just to be clear again..I express philosophy in a poetic way…
This ain’t everyone’s cup of tea but yah..some people really do like it…
I share it for them..if you don’t like this kind of stuff you can just ignore if you like..or even personally attack me..
That is neither here or there to me…
As I simply live in the bliss of heaven NOw..
All th@abyss of Hell is all in the past for me NOW
Seriously a great way to feel good is to share the things ya like to do..with other people….
And yah..this can be very..very..hard for people on the spectrum as the interests can be so eccentric or in my case even esoteric…
But still this forum is a site for people who think differently…
And I am a TRuE Champion for th@cause..my friend..
As all i see is friends in everyone..even haters or whoever….
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vickygleitz wrote:
I believe I am a better person because of being autistic. I am not a lemming. I have extremely well developed sense of fairness. I am not shallow and I am happy that I have extreme empathy and compassion. These things I attribute to being autistic. it is difficult for me to think of a gift as a disease.
Cancer took away my breasts, aged me 20 years in i year, made me much more aware of the inside of a toilet bowl than I thought was possible. Cancer makes me tired and my body hurt all of the time. I will never consider it a gift, but I do know it is a disease.
Aghogday Wrote:
I agree that is a gift..and that is completely the way I experienced autism before I got sick..
But here’s the thing that’s just one experience of Autism…
There are many people on the spectrum per the full DSM diagnostic features of the full spectrum that include individuals with little empathy and little compassion either experienced or demonstrated for others…
Well my friend per the actual definition of disease..that does fit well within that criteria…
Human beings simply must have human empathy to succeed as social animals interdependently..
It is a horrible way to live without compassion or empathy..
And OH yah..i know this too well as my illnesses took ALL that away from me…
I was most definitely and technically emotionally diseased at that point…
And after 5 years I recently experienced my first laugh of which there was previously no memory of how that could even feel as it had been so long since i experienced that..
Well this is truly the world that some autistic people live..and it ain’t no party and it most definitely IS an emotional disease..
And yah..in someways even communicable as anyone who lives with a dead person inside..can get some deadness from them too..
By simply being around them and taking care of them 24/7…
But ya can ask my wife all about it…she as so many other people who take care of autistic people with this real emotional disease..knows well what IT IS LIKE to be in those trenches….
For a person who does experience extreme empathy and compassion as I did for decades before i got sick..it is literally impossible to understand what life is like completely without it..
And yah… my experience of both ways of life..definitely lends some real life compassion..for those other individuals who still experience life like I did..for what my marriage counselor calls the DEAD ZONE inDEED..and oh yeah…truly one of the awfullest diseases..known to mankind..the numbness of the heart and soul that can be…..
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