i’ve

traveled in so many

shoes

in one life..

to

impose one ideal

of

FREE!

or

GOD!

in

definition as such

can

only

be

harmful 2some others..

who

walk

in

other

shoes

or

perhaps

not

as

many

as

me…

For me..

dance and song

and

the

connectedness

of

all that is

IS

both

FREE!

and

GOD..!

To live fast and die young

is

never a goal

i

see

as

beneficial

as

the illusion

IS

that

one’s heart dies when one grows old

and

after 50 ya might as well be dead

as

there

is

nothing

left

for

the

passion of life..

Yes..!

for

me

!

that

IS

totally!

ridiculous..

and

i back up what i say..!

through

documented

evidence!

For

those

who do not believe that words

are

enough

to

tell a story

TRUE!

BUT THE THING IS..

am

i

special..

i

think not..

i

know i am born with disabilities..

the

difference in me five years ago..

seven years ago..

IS

WILL!

EXPERIENCE!

SACREDLOVE!

AND

YES!

MOREOVER THAN ANYTHING

WHAT

i

understand

as

a

TOTALLY!

NATURAL!

GOD!

GIVEN!

WILL!

TO!

SURVIVE!

AS

GREATEST!

GIFT!

FOR

HUWOMAN

LIFE!

THE DRAGON WITHIN

ME

!

IS

WHAT

SAVES

MY

LIFE..!

AT

THAT

POINT..!

NO

ONE!

CAN

HELP

ME

!

BUT

THE

DRAGON WITHIN!

FOR

LIFE!

AKA

MY

REPTILIAN

BRAIN!

WELL..

July 1st of 2007..

the

cold

wave in my body

starts

in

100 degree temperatures..

in

what

we

have now!

YES!

i am chilled to the bone

when the breeze hits my skin..

something is wrong..

very wrong!

but

no

one

can figure it out

then!

the end of what i knew

was evident then

and

did come in

MARCH OF 2008!

AND

YES!

the 4th of July

in 2007

was

the last time

i am

well enough to celebrate!

FREEDOM!

OF

INDEPENDENCE!

DAY

!

BUT

OH!

MY!

GOD..

THE ONE

i

understand

to

be

TOTALLY!

FREE!

AND CHAINED

BY

NO SILLY

LITTLE

HUWOMAN

ones!..

i

AM!

gonna celebrate!

my

TOTAL!

FREEDOM!

AND

INDEPENDENCE!

HAPPILY

INTERDEPENDENT

WITH

ALL OTHER

HOMO

SAPIENS!

THIS FRIDAY!

HAPPILY!

STARTING

THURSDAY

NIGHT!

AT

OLE

SEVILLE

QUARTER..!

WEARING

MY

RED WHITE AND BLUE

FLAG

SHADOWED

BY

TIGER

FACE!

AS

SUCH!

YES!

TO

ME!

THE EYE  OF THE TIGER!

IS

WHAT

CARRIES

MY

CAT

ARTHUR

THROUGH

LIFE!

AFTER HIS DISABILITY

FOR

20 YEARS..

NAH..

i

didn’t go into that..

the last

memory post

FOR!

his

STRENGTH!

but

TRULY!

LIKE

ME!

HIS

CORE OF STRENGTH!

IS

!

IN

HIS

DISABILITY!

AS

THE

ARTHUR

CAT

NOT ONLY GETS NEUTERED..

WHEN HE IS YOUNG..

BUT

HAS

A

UROGENITAL

ANOMALY

THAT

REQUIRES

RECONSTRUCTIVE

SURGERY

FOR

A

PLASTIC PENIS

AS

SUCH!..

WITH HIS

FIRST SO CALLED MASTER..

A

RISKY

SURGERY

THAT

HE

SURVIVES!

THE LOVE

OF

$850..

A

LOT OF MONEY

20

YEARS AGO

FOR

THE

LOVE

OF

A

CAT..

BUT

A

HELL

OF

AN

INVESTMENT!

FOR

THE

CAT’S

WILL

TO

SURVIVE!

TOTALING!

20

FULL!

YEARS!

OF

LIFE!

2

THE

DISMAY

OF

many!

SQUIRRELS AND BIRDS

AND

NEIGHBORHOOD

CATS!

THAT

WILL

YES!

FALL!

TO

HIS!

WILL!

TO

SURVIVE!

YAH..

THIS GOD

THINGY

AIN’T

ALWAYS

FRIENDLY..

THE

WILL

TO SURVIVE

CAN

GET

VERY

MESSY AT TIMES!

FOR

YES!

ALL

ANIMALS..!

INCLUDING

HU

WO

MAN

ONE’S!

BUT

i’ll

TAKE

IT

!

AS!

IS

!

AFTER ALL..

EVEN

IF

SOMEHOW

SILLY

LITTLE

HU

WO

MAN’S

CAN

ACTUALLY

PROVE

THERE IS NO GOD..

OR

ACTUALLY

COME

TO

ONE

SINGULARITY

OF

DEFINITION

PROVEN AS SUCH!

FOR EXISTENCE!

WHO

YA

GONNA

BLAME

WHEN

THINGS

GO

WRONG

THEN

NAH..

THE

GOD

WITHIN

YA

4

SURVIVAL!

WHETHER

YA

LIKE

IT

OR NOT..

PER THE WHOLE

OF

THE WHOLE

THING

EXISTS

AS

YA

ARE

WHAT

YA

ARE

AND

ThERE

IS

NO ESCAPING

THAT

IN

LIFE

AS

IS

!

THAT

I KNOW

APPLIES

TO

ALL

WHO

LIVE

THIS

CHALLENGING

AND

YES!

REWARDING

LIFE!

i

will!

to

survive!

i

will

to

CONNECT!

I

WILL

2

ENJOY!

ALLITIS!

NO

W

o

N

e

FREE!

AS

SUCH!

i

am

a

child

of

ALLITIS

AKA

!

GO

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