Don’t Look Me in the Eye

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When my form of Autism regressed back in 2008

under the phenomenon

of Autistic Burnout

described in fuller detail

in the link

here..

http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/04/burnout-on-autism-spectrum.html

i

did lose the ability

to look people in the eye..

every stimulus including emotional contagion

IS

almost

 UNBEARABLE..

A STREET light IS BRIGHT AS THE

SUN..

And a cricket is loud as

a

FREIGHT TRAIN..

OF COURSE WITH THE

OTHER 19 DIAGNOSED

MEDICAL DISORDERS..

THAT MADE

LIFE

human

HELL…

but..

Yes that is over..for me..

NOW

but interestingly

now as before the regression..

My

Penetrating Laser

GAZE

IS

BACK..

People told me throughout my life..

that i could look into their soul..

and

well

the truth is i could

and i regain that ability

to

it’s fullest

once

again..

MY form of Autism IS one of HYPER SENSORY/EMOTIONAL

EVERYTHING..

YES

INCLUDING THE ABILITY

TO MIND MELD WITH OTHERS

LIKE

SPOCK..

What i FEEL NOW ALL OVER THE WORLD..

AND YES I DO HAVE THE

ACTUAL

ABILITY TO FEEL IT..

IS A SHIFT

IN GLOBAL CONSCIOUSNESS

TO SACRED LOVE

THROUGH ALL THE ARTS

OF CREATION ACTIVITY

OTHERWISE KNOWN

AS

GOD

TO

ME..

WHAT CONNECTS US IS EMOTION

AND OUR CREATIVE

EFFORTS TO CONNECT..

FROM PHYSICAL

to

HEART

to

MIND

to

LOGIC

to

SOUL

TO

SPIRITUAL

CONNECTIONS

THAT BAR NO

HOLDS..

TO STICK TOGETHER

AS

ONE..

MY CREATivity IS exploding now..

and i see this in pop culture..

through the

SACRED LOVE

JUST COMING TO ME..

ON YOUTUBE FEEDS

THROUGH THE SUPRAORGANISM

OF HUMAN BEING..

MINd

THAT IS NOT LIMIT

OR

EXPECTATION..

FREE

IT

IS

TO EXPRESS..

THIS

SACRED LOVE..

MY FAVORITE SONG NOW..THAT DOES

IT THE BEST..

IS

EMPIRE by SHAKIRA

AND MIDNIGHT

by

COLD PLAY

i

am

honoring these songs again..

as they empower ME to

greater

heights

of

SACRED LOVE

AND YES IT SHOWS IN THE

ENTIRE BODY

OF

MY

NON-VERBAL EXPRESSION

AS

FULLY ILLUSTRATED BELOW..

WITHOUT

SUN

GLASSES

😉

ON

🙂

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And yex..the rest of my freedom of expressing my full

humanity

will

be linked here

at my more restricted

blog

for

adults..

in a few..

FULL FREEDOM…

ThERE

IS

NO

SUBSTitUTE..

FOR

FREEDOM

!

IN TRUE

WILL

UNDER

SACRED

LOVE

!

http://myfreelancestripperblog.blogspot.com/2014/02/dont-look-me-in-eye.html

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