Ah.. glimpses of this place of reality..

in sparks of moments through decades of life..

perhaps counted on fingers.. during those nows..

but now the majority of these nows for ‘i’ now..

and i try to find the formulas and words

to help other folks get tHere..

but i feel the truth

is different

for

everyone in how they arrive and stay there..

enlightening.. awakening..

the metaphors

for this vary

from culture to culture to religion to religion

but yes.. the essence is a Universal Human Experience..

and when Socrates says he knows nothing

he is correct as he cannot

put what he feels

the truth is

in words..

as the truth is in essence..

the greater light that lives within..

when God or whatever word one uses

for the essence of that winks at us..

and shows us what heaven

FEELS LIKE now..

it’s a real place..

i live there..

and the

first

step

is to escape

the illusion of culture..

sometimes as you relate it is a gift..

a dive off a plane.. or a scent connecting

to an essence of feeling/senses.. in nuance

not experienced before.. all these

are connecting in the

greater essence

of how we

experience

life in senses and

emotions connecting all through our body

in mind and body balance in greater

awareness of the present of now..

i intuit other mammals experience

these feelings/senses whenever they are in

balance away from the fight or flight for

survival as prey and predator.. their

greatest advantage is the lack

of written language..

collective

in

telligence..

and complex

cultures/religions..

in short they ARE FREE..

I WISH YOU THAT FREEDOM

FRIEND ALWAYS NOW.. AND

truly when one arrives always now..

they find the Universal gift..

the Nirvana..

the Bliss..

the Heaven..

the relative

human free will

in true mind and

body biofeedback control

beyond words in emotions/senses to simply master life now..

as our cousin mammals do all the time now..

without the eye of needle that we

whales cannot easily pass

through

named culture/religion..

And yes.. i will stop now..

before this becomes a novelette

on your blog page.. as another one

of my 24K word/photo stream of conscious

blog posts.. my friend.. and that is where heaven

now can take one.. as i document as i go..

in life of feelings.. senses..

and a scribe of that in flow..

as you JUST GO AND DO now..

JUST DO IT.. IS MORE THAN A SPORTS LOGO..

it is the ultimate truth of life.. from sky diving

to smelling something unique..

it is staying as the ultimate gift

of life the PRESENT AS FULLY

EXPERIENCING LIFE IN MIND

AND BODY BALANCE AWARENESS..

more simply put and common as

Mindful Awareness

MA in balance

with

Mother Nature

AKA God..:)

P.S.

Thanks for the inspiration.. with smiles..:)

And oh goodness.. quick note.. i forget or perhaps remember for the first time to mention.. as in A way you inspire it.. ‘Confession of Muse’ is number 11.. ‘Some Muse’ is number 12.. and coming is ‘Never Land of Now’.. the ‘Sacred’ that is challenging to address in words.. that will be A ‘Holy’ number 13.. all symbols for pArt of the essence of All THAT IS..:)

Oh.. to make language organic.. mine is dead for so many years.. an abstract of science.. technical facts.. oh so boring.. never a word of Love to describe in emotions on even a birthday card for wife or girlfriend.. just Love just Love.. but Love is more than a four letter word and when Love is only a four letter word truly Love is a four letter word as I understand the Universal expanse of feeling that Love entails now.. as Unconditional Tough and Passionate yes.. full of verve as scribe.. as well as feeling.. in well being..

And what i find now is this Love IS SO MUCH MORE reflecting deeper than what we as humans are in words.. in fact AND FEELING our minds evolving as mini Universes as the Universe unto itself.. reflecting in the deeper recesses of our eyes.. as the deepest oceans and greatest distance of space.. lives within us as evolving just waiting to be tapped if we can escape our cultures and go deeper as us…

Oh what is forgotten is what truly does evolve from origin of ALL THAT IS.. and when i tap that it is neither planned or orchestrated is just is just is truly justice as life living fully now.. expanding awareness and allowing the heart and soul to speak as spirit.. and when all we humans connect like this in freedom who knows where the synergy of that will take us in verve of CONNECTING NOWS.. ONE NOW SINGING A MUCH DEEPER REALITY NOW.. together and this hive of online.. of blogs of focus in making language aesthetic in creative flow.. are the hands of words that one day.. will perhaps help make this world one humanity of race..

One tribe of Love to conquer strife with the Universal human Universe of Love.. reflecting what so many people describe as GOD in our eyes.. hands and words as scribe of GOD.. my friend.. yes.. we are the ‘BOOK OF ELI’.. NOT UNLIKE that movie.. striving to share our truths with others.. to more fully connect and just be what we are ‘moreL’ deeply gifted as HUMAN..

Biggest Smiles.. and thanks so much for the visits and revisits.. and truly my friend.. with the words that flow through my fingers.. i must go back and revisit as well.. as when i write them.. i am rarely thinking.. i am just flowing.. like a river from and to in streams to a much greater ocean of us.. my friend..:)

And NOW.. onto dVerse Land..;)

Ah.. the Simple yet Living
Truth.. Crown IS in
heArt.. IS in soUl..
IS expressing as
A spiRit that
tRuly freEr
poeTry
CAN DO..
thrOne
IS A SOUL
Fuller
Living
Balancing
those two..
heArt.. spiRit as tHree..
ONE soUl.. my friend..:)

Oh the frames of life.. do bind do restrict..
freedom of life.. oh the perspectives
of canvas and colored arm
pit hair.. are
limitless in hues of
infinity of arm pit
hair and
PAINT..
who knew the meaning of life
is in colored arm pit hair..
THAT CAN seriously
be my
bible..
a hare
of a novel aesthetic
brush.. my friend.. in PAINT..:)

Meals of Soul..
sweeping away…
Eyes of abuse..
dimming
Light
reflecting
bruising
Eyes of
Giver
and Receiver
of Death in Life..:(

Ah.. feels like home again..
a familiar place for dam sure..;)
and when I go to the Mall
with my Smart phone..
i shop for poetry with
Photos..
my friend..
and when i wear
my Shoes
i
JUST DO IT
IN
DANCE..
as an
ATHLETIC
AESTHETE
FREE FROM
the bounds
of poetry
too..
YES MY
FEET ARE
REGISTERED
WITH LAW ENFORCEMENT
AS BOTH DEADLY AND LOVE
in courage of passionate
unconditional
way of
THAT
TOUGH
LOVING
STUFF!..:)

P.S.
took me while to
get to A smiley face..;)

Yes.. A Ultimate Truth..
TAO IS ONE
and an Infinity
of GODsNOW
WitH
forevermore
nowsMiLE..:)

Of Dogs and Women
of Jesus and Stallions
all do bleed
all do live..
some
wild
and
some
crucified..
i will to Just Ride..
and yes.. women are
my favorite too.. they
are my Jesus aSwell..
yes.. particularly
my wife..

I RIDE..
The wife does
not Ride and
that is okay too..
she loves Jesus
and i love
Jesus too..
what’s left
of
him
any
way..:)

Hi Glenn..
this runaway
train is
tired..
but
still
riding
writing..;)

Will to survive.. snake brain..
core to existence.. a
savior even
when Hope
leaves
home..
my greaTest
gift.. the reptile
of my soul..
SURVIVAL..:)

The greaTest truth
that Jesus ever speaks
is God that lives within is
the only Truth..
Unfortunately
the greatest mistruth of A Bible
anywhere in any Universe NOW
is promoting A CREATURE to
GOD as ALL alone..
as only A
CREATURE..
whether
that be
a so-
called
last
prophet
named
Muhammad
or an only son
renamed
and called
as such
as
Jesus..
never wanting THAT..
but those who choose
to make him tHeir
Quarterback instead
of GOD do.. and yes
this is not just opinion
but scholarly researched
essence of Truth as well..
Until that mistake is erased
from the world
Jesus will
never
sleep
in peace…
yes.. i am
defending the
honor and respect..
A son of MAN Jesus
who states clearly
as reported in
‘that’ revised
book..

many will come
to do much
greater
than
a grain
of sand
that is the
greaTEST
OF ALL
AS THE
MEEK WILL
INHERIT THE
EARTH
AS
GROUND..:)

Ah.. country music
so emotional so sad..
and so much a reflection of
a segment of culture separated
from emotion through patriarchal
tradition where boys do not cry..
or smile.. with stoic feet and
stiff walking as well.. i never
like country music of old..
as my law enforcement
patriarchal dad leaves early…
and my mother allows me to smile freely..
the bully boys in middle school attempting to
take that away.. then stoic work in military federal
service life.. does the same.. but i am still smiling..
again at least.. and some of the newer country music is cool
and also reflective of an evolving culture where so-called
‘red necks’ listen to rap and yes.. i am part redneck too
and yes.. there is value in living close to the earth..
even for those who never learn to cry a tear or
crack a smile.. anyway.. smiles
and thanks for the words
of inspiration.. friend…:)

True beauty of all the modern conveniences of modern
cultures and technology to me IS.. an outcast.. who
strays from the cultural norm.. can still live in
subsistence no matter if they are
accepted by the larger tribe or
not.. and finAlly the hive
of online communication..
ironically started by many
outcasts of those seen
as strange.. insane.. weird
or whatever.. makes a
place for a semblance
of the greaTEST
NEED OF
HUMAN
NATURE
TO
CONNECT..
smiles my
friend..:)

Lovely.. the atmosphere of Winter
i love the most.. is the
air is so
crisp
just to
breathe in Life..:)

Oh.. the sweetest memories make for the hardest exits..
but the sweeTEST IS still real.. now..
as long as we keep
entering
life as Free..
wHere emotions
Flow..:)

Ah.. for thousands of years.. all are Johnny Apple
Seeds more or less.. huddled much smaller
masses.. dancing naked with campfire
moonlit nights.. oh the homeless
people may not have
much.. but
they often
do connect
in real
malls
under bridges
of human being..:)

So sad.. that school and home.. so often does not
teach about human heart of emotion.. expressing
heart with spirit.. and soul.. that lives or dies with
or without a positive or negative expression
of spirit.. it’s a real dilemma when
we graduate without
the greater feeling
of wHere
soul
can go..
a heart and spirit
class can go a long
way..
from the
reach
of
social
abuse..
there is no substitute
for Love and Nurturing
during the first few
years of life.. or
at times escape
from bullying
growing up..
to understand
the human
soul..
can be
to thrive
and survive
for those
who
grow
a
positive
heart
expres
sing
spirit..
as
human
soul..
AKA
BEING..:)

Sleepless 40 days.. nails driving
through a head.. metal mirrors..
thick windows.. below are
roofs.. will dampening
a need to jump..
before it is too
late to escape..
oh the stories
of living death
where
dreams
of so-called
schizophrenics
are the dreams
one wants..
no place
like
the
Death
of Soul..:(

And oh.. by the
way.. nice to
meet you..
i am the
happiest
dude in
the world
and i
can prove
it now..
with
smiles..
and enough
positive energy
to blow the frigging roof
off in loving and living life..
Oh..
the lessons
the dark
night
of the
soul
DO TEACH..
IN FEARLESS WAYS
OF SHARING AS WELL..:)

Unity an exercise in human heart..
where we dance together
for common purpose
expressing spirit
in lights of
unifying soul..
the purpose must
be one.. to bind the
tribal instinct together
as one.. so what will be the
purpose.. the only Universe
of purpose i feel is dance.. even
many people with challenges in life..
can still wave their arms in air of loving
US..
i am the
change i
wanna BE..
i AM DANCE..:)

P.S. YOUR POSITIVE
ENERGY IS INSPIRING..:)

A dark night.. eyes no longer
tolerating light.. street
lights as bright
as sun..
through shades
of eyes.. in body
grown cold with
tattered jacket..
in mid-July..
yet i will
escape
this darker
room to
walk.. where is
truth.. who am i..
all alone.. no connection
is there.. but yes.. a spark
after 5 years or so comes..
a tear it is.. and that
one tear
is now
an ocean
of me.. where
now hope lives
with no search..
there are steps
still
waiting
to walk..
and now
for
me as
Dance..:)

Pure of Love.. Green of earth.. marriage
of life.. in soil of souls.. wHere eyes of Light
meet ground of earth.. as we measure
life in grains..
of spirit..
dusting
Nature’s
heArts flight..:)

An infinite story of
emotions.. lips
can bring..
some
alive..
some
never living..
dead lips
in life now..
saddest
lips of
all…

There are some dark wings
of clouds that sing
waves of
pain..
that only
those feel
who see
those clouds..
where imagination
and memories are
the only
way out..
and your
words
bring
back
memories
of black hole clouds
as they do exist in places…

Yes.. to see human as truly rainbow..
instead of separation of
hues of color
and shades
of black
and white..
is one tribe of
love.. but the first
step is feeling.. touching
and loving.. from born on..
loving nurturing hands are
a first step to Rainbow Life..:)

The roots of death spring forth life..
in darkest forests.. of fire
burnt life.. and Hurricanes
do the same.. an ageless
oak tumbles to ground..
but from stump comes
a tree of life
never seen
before..
i never
trim it
or pull up
life surrounding..
and now it sings
life.. like no
other tree
unique
it
is
.
.
Sailing seas of Freedom’s mind..
waves of life flowing..
eyes.. ears.. arms..
legs.. hips..
feet.. towing
a dream of
life.. shores
of us
live so
bright
wHere
rest of
dreams
sea breaks
life’s Sun..:)

Life’s not fair… for now..
and one of the greaTest
disadvantages of life
is real disabilities in
math.. some folks
do numbers.. some
do not.. i
can’t remember
the last time i
pay taxes at
the end of the
year.. but
i do
numbers..
smiles.. and
i also do
friend’s
taxes just
for fun.. but
i love numbers..
the ‘tax man’
never
scares
me
EVER..
with
smiles..:)

OH GOODNESS.. almost
forget the punch
line.. AND
neither does
death as
i already
do that in life..
TAX AND DEATH
FREE AM
i.. at
least for now
with biggest
smiles!..:)

To
experience
ALL of
the dance of
life is to
LIVE..:)

FEELING Truth in
Nature is never
knowing
lying
life..:)

A finger upon a key.. ivory and ebony waiting
for a tune.. bing bong bing bong..
nothing comes..
four decades pass
and the flow
finAlly lives..
composition
comes.. oh
the grace
of
creaTiViTy..
the gift
that
comes
and goes..
i treaSure
IT NOW for
All THAT IS..:)

So separated.. so lost in college.. but there is
a friend.. that i too.. with tool
of human
completes
me as
human too..
my piano.. the
seat of my
friendless
life of emotions
then.. a tool
of heArt
wHere
emotions
and friends
now sing with
me.. i no longer
play.. the keys
are now in
dancing
feet..
wITh
words
then
and
now
of LOVE..:)

Letters.. of meaning i send.. i delight
in light of that.. not often
receiving… but
always
Loving
Light..:)

Oh.. the greatest comfort of travel
for me.. is comfortable
in my skin..
for years
afraid
to move
outside of
boundaries..
Now no trip
i fear..
i live
A LIFE
i TRAVEL..:)

And now the end
of comments including
mine to me for 33..
4 hours of sitting
still laser focus
of heart with
little mind..
expressing
spirit
of soul
so deep
within..
an exer
cise
of
heArt..
of soul
expressing
spirit this
is.. i live in
another dimension
of me for 4 hours
of growing this heart..
this spirit.. this SOUL
TO EVEN GREATER HEIGHTS
OF JONATHAN LIVINGSTON
ME.. GROWING
WIDER WHITER
WINGS OF LOVE..:)

It’s called letting one’s LIGHT shine

and the major difference between introverts

and extroverts alike as well as conservatives

and liberals is jUST that biblical

metaphor of tRUTH..;)

Life is not hard to figure out for those of us

who live in flesh and blood on both sides of the REAL Human coIn..

Quote:

“Maybe, but it doesn’t really measure creativity, not like actually using your imagination to fabricate a story of some kind. That’s the true measure of creativity, coming up with something that’s all yours, that you pull out of thin air.”

Well, as always I offer lines of diverse communication here to get responses on both sides of the human coin; and to do that one must often play the role of Devil’s advocate. And for obvious reasons,

Devil’s advocates can be much trickier here than for other online audiences in creating and interpreting abstract metaphors. But yes, even in poetry circles THAT can be tricky there as well, as introversion rules in the world of poetry too.

And that is a well known clinical issue associated with Autism; that haha! obviously does not apply in all cases; me as the ‘perfect example in practice’ for that as far as creating and interpreting metaphors as an emotionally extraverted person.

So yes, in my view of life

after living on both sides

of the coin; both super introvert

and super extravert, which truly is

what the comic book ‘Superman’ Cartoon

is all about; in human chameleon ability

as mythological Ninja;

I definitely agree that the free verse Poetry I do on my blogs that I never share here by actual link; and can easily be found with a quick quotes search on “Psalmets of Nature”; is a freest of stream of consciousness creativity assessed in the world of art, in general, in writing by those who analyze the creativity of ART in writing.

And you are welcome to assess that as here everyone is always looking for documented evidence and I am willing to provide that to analytical leaning minds in hopes to bridge an understanding between the social cognition/art/heart/connecting with GOD side of mind with the other side of analytical mind that often rules in Fundie Christian Land too; where St. John’s verse 3:16 becomes GOD instead of the REAL FRIGGING THING.

That portion (The GOD PaRT) of the mind and body in balance is a muscle that must be exercised in practice to get stronger. And as you WELL know and FEEL, I HOPE; I often laud your efforts here time and time again in respect of the fact and FEELING that you do JUST THAT..:)

WELL I DO JUST THAT TOO;

but not here; as people have

a hard enough time

understanding me if

I just shorten my sentences

or enhance communication in emphasis of emotion with CAPS that work much better than bolding ’cause bolding is just highlighting and emphasis on the emotional essence and fine nuances of written communication must step out of the box of ‘Queen Victoria’s English’ to get to the more Romantic Styles of Language for cultural ways of expression that are emotion oriented instead of concrete labeling MATERIALISTIC STUFF oriented.

And yes, I know for folks who are introverted and do not care to connect to other folks in emotional ways of real life generating positive SOCIAL energy AKA HUMAN LiGHT; this is not for them; and I understand

THAT PERFECTLY CLEAR IN PRACTICE, as I too AM once a super Introverted person; also scoring 44 to 45 on the AQ test that scans for Autism; with an INTJ personality like most of the people here; and now scoring 11 on the AQ test on the opposite side of my innate, instinctual, and intuitive non-adulterated cultural version of personality as ENFP..:)

Oh.. rum blue.. so nice to see you again.. at 1:33 a.m.. i comment
i am spending some time as train at a way station of sorts
picking up some cargo of words in brand new
posts on that bigger train post..
starting my ride through
dVerse open-link
day.. yes two
days late..
finishing
33 micro
expressions
of ‘AESTHETIC’
STUFF’IN FOUR
HOURS.. EVEN
MORE FUN THAN
MY WORK-OUT LAST
NIGHT AT MILITARY GYM!..
POETRY IS FUN.. WHO CARES
IF ANYONE VISITS ME.. BUT YOU
HEHE!…;) I AM A TRAVELING HOBO
WHO NEEDS NO HOME.. AND DAM
I LOVE THIS SONG.. GOTTA HEAR
IT ONE MORE TIME.. BEFORE
I DAM SURE SAY GOOD
BYE TO SITTING
STILL BEFORE
I SCREAM
AT THIS
SCREEN..
TRAIN!
TRAIN!
BABY!
LIFE
IS
FUN!
DON’T
KNOW
ABOUT
GOOD
BUT IT
DAM SURE
FEELS FUN!
AND NOW I’M
GONNA DANCE
THE REST
OF THIS
WEEK
END
NOW!

LOVE YA MAN..
I MEAN WOMAN
OR WHATEVER..
AND
SEE YA
LATER
ON
dVERSE
T&T’S
Trails
&
Tracks!

So
Long
For
NOW.

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